#im talking grave of the fireflies type shit

[ninoochat]

What’s the saddest fucking movie you know?

[tuzzler]

grave of the fireflies.

i dont want to talk about anything right now except about how my heart has been absolutely broken. the beginning of the film didnt click for me until i glanced at someones blog post and at that point i really couldnt believe what was going to happen. any moment of respite that seita and setsuko have is interrupted, any moment that they want to mourn, is interrupted, and all these feelings translate to the audience. their aunt: has questionable ways of expressing her feelings and could be a bit more compassionate. instead of a larger picture on the lives of people during the war this is the life of two CHILDREN that have literally lost EVERYRTHING: home, parents, family, school, and there is not a LICK of sympathy. the ONLY person, god bless his soul, that even does anything is the police officer who was ready to just beat this guy for assaulting Seita. if there is anyone else, im sorry that i missed them, but I sure as hell can't think of anyone right now as im typing this. but to be objective for a couple sentences I'm going to talk about the fact that in any war or conflict this story is tragically common!!!!!! there is a 14-year-old boy and his 4-year-old younger sister who in MOMENTS develops into somebody nearly triple (maybe more) that age being able to understand death and the situation that this godforsaken world has put them in, and she wishes nothing but to give back to her brother and not leave his side. Seita wants nothing but to keep themselves well and has to risk it all, his dignity, life, social reputation, just to have a CHANCE at getting food and in the last moment where he has to go and withdraw the money they have left to get some food, where he has to leave setsukos side one more time, it was entirely in vain and he couldnt spend as much time as he could with her. jesus christ, and when he decides to cremate her and the man who sold him the charcoal says ITS A NICE DAY, holy shit no its not, and then he says to cremate her at a temple, yet Seita decides to forego that, has to just mean that Seita has decided that it is just pointless, there is no reason because if there were some god this would not have happened to his sister. im sorry im done writing but yeah man grave of the fireflies great movie does a great job of telling a grueling story about the repercussions of war and the toll that it can have on a famiyl and individuals and how at the end of it all there is literally nothing that can be said or done because there is not a PERSON at fauilt but entire countries which more often than not do not represent the will of the majority but that of an extended, privileged, and infuential few. goodnight.

[makkeuga]

92 statements

lol hello i was tagged by @thenctscenarios & @haedreamers to do this tag a while ago but bc I WAS GONE im doing it late asf so... lol

LAST

1. drink: coffee

2. phone call: my dad?? mom???? ??+ idk

3. text message: my mom again lol

4. song you listened to: cold weather company - wide-eyed

5. time you cried: lol yesterday i had a meltdown woops but i also got teary eyed today bc im a mess

HAVE YOU EVER…

6. dated someone twice: nope

7. kissed someone and regretted it: oh yes

8. been cheated on: nein

9. lost someone special: ahhh YES

10. been depressed: ;) full time job

11. gotten drunk and thrown up: yes sir

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12, 13, 14: black, mustard yellow & blue (baby blue & super dark like navy)

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. made new friends: OH YES 

16. fallen out of love: WOOPS yes

17. laughed until you cried: multiple times

18. found out someone was talking about you: uh i think so???

19. met someone who changed you: !!yes in both negative n positive way

20. find out who your real friends are: yeah i think so

21. kissed someone on your facebook list: yes lol multiple

GENERAL:

22. how many of your facebook tumblr friends do you know in real life: um hunter changed this to tumblr so im rolling w it so... ok three i think? and then ive also met @07jms irl even tho we live in different countries !

23. do you have any pets: yes one guinea pig since the other one passed away ;;

24. do you want to change your name: like daily IM A ROLLARCOASTER OK

25. what did you do for your last birthday: sat home lol but i had pizza

26. what time did you wake up: like i got up at 11 but idk at what time did i actually wake up

27. what were you thinking at midnight last night: um. no idea? i lose the track of time easily

28. name something you can’t wait for: the sweet embrace of death also blackbear’s concert

29. when was the last time you saw your mom: last night!

30. what is one thing you wish you could change in your life: certain horrible ass lgbt laws in finland that make me want to commit

31. what are you listening to right now: angus & julia stone - main street

32. have you ever talked to a person named tom: o yes i have

33. something that is getting on your nerves: me, myself and i

34. most visited website: twitter? youtube?

35. elementary: sucked ass but had a great teacher for all of those six years

36. high school: im a drop out oeeee get on my level of fucking up ur own life 

37. college: bitch im gonna be that guy working at mcdonalds

38. hair color: my natural hair color is like ashy brown ugly gross but now its.. like.. ugly gross too bc idk what to do w it so its like blonde-orangeish-light brown

39. long or short hair: short

40. do you have a crush on someone: what is a feeling

41. what do you like about yourself: my strongest skill is being in denial about everything thats a positive thing

42. piercings: both ears and septum BUT I WANT MORE EAR PIERCINGS and a nose piercing too

43. blood type: who knows

44. nickname: andy lol also jamie calls me piggy ??? thats it. ok theres like other more irrelevant ones but u know

45. relationship status: issa complicated life

46. zodiac: gemini!

47. pronouns: he/him but i dont mind they/them bc gender is dumb 

48. favorite tv show: orphan black and hannibal and i rlly like marvel’s agent carter

49. tattoos: i have none but i want A lot! i want a sunflower on my wrist and a turn on/off button behind my ear and a mini pig & a hedgehog on my shoulders and stick figures and aaaaa

50. righty or lefty: rightyy

FIRST…

51. surgery: i havent had any

52. piercings: my ears when i was like in fourth grade

53. sport: i?? dont?? know?? i was a pretty athletic kid so i did all kinds of stuff

54. vacation: idk to sweden or norway probably

55. best friend: one girl and our brothers & parents were friends so she was my first friend too but we havent kept in touch after junior high school ended :(

56. pair of sneakers: I DONT KNOW

MORE GENERAL:

57. eating: ive got a safety pin in my mouth that im biting (get that oral fixation boi)

58. drinking: water

59. i’m about to: idk i should get dressed

60. listening to: dillon - gumache (the most unappreciated artist ever)

61. waiting for: dea-----,,,,,, um to get my shit togeter

62. want: my friends to be happy

63. get married: ”Marriage is a wonderful institution, but who wants to live in an institution?”

64. career: bitcch i dont know

WHICH IS BETTER:

65. hugs or kisses: hands down hugs

66. lips or eyes: lips

67. shorter or taller: taller

68. older or younger: idk older but i dont rlly care

70. nice arms or nice stomach: ARMS

71. sensitive or loud: idk loud

72. hookup or relationship: neither?

73. troublemaker or hesitant: idk being the extreme is not good so idk

HAVE YOU EVER…

74. kissed a stranger: i think so

75. drank hard liquor: umyes

76. lost glasses/contact lenses: yeah i think so

77. turned someone down: yes sir

78. sex on the first date: nein

79. broken someone’s heart: pretty sure

80. had your heart broken: ? idk???? 

81. been arrested: no

82. cried when someone died: yeah when my uncle died when i was 11

83. fallen for a friend: yas gawd

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

84. yourself: NO i dont think i exist

85: miracles: no

86. love at first sight: bitch i dont believe in love 

87. santa claus: i wISH

88. kiss on the first date: yes

89. angels: no

OTHER

90. current best friend’s name: jamie james papi 

91. eye color: like dark teal kinda AKA BLUE

92. favorite movie: i killed my mother, the fall, pride & the grave of fireflies

i tag .......... @07jms...............who else................ i Dont know lol 

[sugas-kookies]

Get To Know Me Tag

Helloooo, I was tagged by the wonderful @tumblingtae . Thanks for tagging me~ (≧▽≦) For this, I’ll go ahead and tag: @milo-gin @stuck-between-biases @ace-sofaraway @baxngtan (yall are like the only people I really talk to lmao)

THE LAST: 1. DRINK: Dr. Pepper 2. PHONE CALL: Uhhhh I never fuckin call ppl cause of my anxiety so....idk maybe my mom? No wait it was my father cause he was out of town this week. 3. TEXT MESSAGE: We can buy a Lambo with our combined money (in reference to GTA V) 4. SONG YOU LISTENED TO: Blurry by Puddle of Mudd 5. TIME YOU CRIED: From sadness? It’s been a long time. I cried with laughter last night tho cause of my dad HAVE YOU: 6. DATED SOMEONE TWICE: lmaooooo I’ve never dated 7. KISSED SOMEONE AND REGRETTED IT: never kissed 8. BEEN CHEATED ON: nope 9. LOST SOMEONE SPECIAL: yeah of course 10. BEEN DEPRESSED: yes I have been 11. GOTTEN DRUNK AND THROWN UP: I’ve had like a sip of wine, but I refuse to drink beyond that

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12. Black 13. Purple 14. Pastel pink IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. MADE NEW FRIENDS: Yep, you kinda have to going into college. 16. FALLEN OUT OF LOVE: don’t think I’ve ever been in love (unless you count my love for BTS lmao) 17. LAUGHED UNTIL YOU CRIED: all the time haha 18. FOUND OUT SOMEONE WAS TALKING ABOUT YOU: I mean it’s bound to happen. It doesn’t surprise me tho not a lot of ppl like me 19. MET SOMEONE WHO CHANGED YOU: Not sure about the past year....maybe one of my roommates. 20. FOUND OUT WHO YOUR FRIENDS ARE: Yep 21. KISSED SOMEONE ON YOUR FACEBOOK LIST: havent kissed anyone GENERAL: 22. HOW MANY OF YOUR FACEBOOK FRIENDS DO YOU KNOW IN REAL LIFE: Most, but not all 23. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS: Yes, a small little dog named Sophie who’s a little shit :) 24. DO YOU WANT TO CHANGE YOUR NAME: Y E S. EVERYONE IN THE US HAS MY FUCKIN NAME 25. WHAT DID YOU DO FOR YOUR LAST BIRTHDAY: hung out with my college friends, ate at Chili’s 26. WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP: 10:30 AM lmao 27. WHAT WERE YOU DOING AT MIDNIGHT LAST NIGHT: Managing one of my other blogs on tumblr 28. NAME SOMETHING YOU CAN’T WAIT FOR: moving out of my parents house so I can fuckin live my life 29. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW YOUR MOM: last night. My parents are gone today 30. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU WISH YOU COULD CHANGE IN YOUR LIFE: Not being such an anxious piece of shit 31. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING RIGHT NOW: the gentle hum of my computer 32. HAVE YOU EVER TALKED TO A PERSON NAMED TOM: maybe? idk 33. SOMETHING THAT IS GETTING ON YOUR NERVES: people being hypocritical or just being bitchy or no reason 34. MOST VISITED WEBSITE: tumblr and youtube...sometimes a03 LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. MOLE/S: don’t really have any, just freckles 36. MARK/S: freckles everywhere. And some scars too lol 37. CHILDHOOD DREAM: To be a teacher actually. 38. HAIR COLOR: Blonde 39. LONG OR SHORT HAIR: short cause I’m too lazy to style long hair 40. DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE: not unless Suga counts 41. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: not much, uhhhhhhh....I guess that it’s really hard to offend me? 42. PIERCINGS: double lobe piercings in both ears. I plan to get more soon 43. BLOOD TYPE: idk. I have no idea. I’ve asked my mother and she doesn’t know. I’m like “What if i’m dying and they ask u mom?” Her: “Well I guess you’ll just die, Em.” 44. NICKNAME: Spice, Em, Emi (only my brother calls me this one so) 45. RELATIONSHIP STATUS: super single 46. ZODIAC: Aries 47. PRONOUNS: she/her 48. FAVORITE TV SHOW: I never watch TV, but I do like Face Off (the show not the shitty movie) 49. TATTOOS: None yet, I plan to have some in the future 50. RIGHT OR LEFT HAND: right 51. SURGERY: none 52. HAIR DYED IN DIFFERENT COLOR: I’ve had it brown and dark red, but currently it’s just a lighter blonde than my natural color. 53. SPORT: fuck sports 55. VACATION: none as of right now 56. PAIR OF TRAINERS: trainers...? Like shoes??? Usually converse or knock off Vans MORE GENERAL: 57. EATING: nothing 58. DRINKING: nothing 59. I’M ABOUT TO: work on another post for this blog 61. WAITING FOR: my will to write to return from the war 62. WANT: to stop being bored 63. GET MARRIED: I’d like to in the future 64. CAREER: Like to have my own graphic design business

WHICH IS BETTER 65. HUGS OR KISSES: hugs 66. LIPS OR EYES: eyes, even though I’m scared of looking at ppl 67. SHORTER OR TALLER: taller 68. OLDER OR YOUNGER: older 70. NICE ARMS OR NICE STOMACH: ARMS FOR SURE 71. SENSITIVE OR LOUD: sensitive since I have the emotional range of a teaspoon 72. HOOK UP OR RELATIONSHIP: relationship, I’m too awkward

73. TROUBLEMAKER OR HESITANT: troublemaker, my anxiety will make up the hesitation for both of us

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. KISSED A STRANGER: No 75. DRANK HARD LIQUOR: no just wine 76. LOST GLASSES/CONTACT LENSES: nope I always wear glasses 77. TURNED SOMEONE DOWN: yes like two guys and a girl 78. SEX ON THE FIRST DATE: im a pure soul 79. BROKEN SOMEONE’S HEART: probably? 80. HAD YOUR HEART BROKEN: from movies/shows, or by “friends” 81. BEEN ARRESTED: No but I’ve done some shit that should have at least gotten me a ticket 82. CRIED WHEN SOMEONE DIED: I only cried when my first dog died 83. FALLEN FOR A FRIEND: kinda but not really DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. YOURSELF: hahaha hell no 85. MIRACLES: sometimes ppl get lucky, wouldn’t call them miracles 86. LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT: more like lust or infatuation 87. SANTA CLAUS: Nope 88. KISS ON THE FIRST DATE: no, I’ve went on one date once, that would have been awkward 89. ANGELS: no, I’m not religious

OTHER: 91. EYE COLOR: blue 92. FAVORITE MOVIE: Grave of the fireflies or maybe We Need To Talk About Kevin? There’s too many come talk movie shit with me guys

[hiemshiemis]

films 2019

 1. bird box (susanne bier, 2018)

my mum wanted to watch this film with me, but i didnt feel like watching it at the first time. finally we watched it together the other day on netflix. its not an amazing film, but its actually very entertaining, and i really enjoyed it, although there are some parts where my anxiety showed up. also i had to say the plot has some holes, so at this point i think they shoud have worked more on that. the best thing is that it lasts two hours but it seems like one hour.

(sorry for my mistakes, i havent written in english for a long time)

6/10

2. roma (alfonso cuarón, 2018)

it’s hard for me at first starting a film, and i didnt find the moment to watch it but i really wanted. today i didnt know what to do with my life. it was the moment. i really liked this film for a lot of reasons, maybe the main one is the representation it gives of how life was in Mexico in 1970, and how it was for women and poor people. 

the main character’s acting is amazing, although they dont talk a lot, you just see what happens without the people saying anything. the photography is so realistic but at the same time is elegant and delicate, plus it is in black and white. maybe the plot is a little slow in the first hour basically because of how the scenes are shot. and i have loved the plot, the children and the women.

8/10

3. the favourite (yorgos lanthimos, 2019)

I LOVED THIS FILM. omg i didnt expect i was going to like it like that but i really do (im sorry i just realize i say ‘’really’’ a lot and im really sorry). i went to the cinema with some friends, and the only one that liked the film was me. the other people were like: “i didnt understand the meaning...”, “what a waste of time”, “it was just entertaining”, etc. but you know what, you dont actually have to look for a meaning, i mean, it is what it is. and it’s MARVELOUS. 

to be honest i dont know who i would rather to crush my head, if rachel weisz or emma stone (obviously i have to mention olivia colman’s interpretation). i guess i would probably say rachel weisz because what an interpretation and because she is gorgeous? as well as emma stone, her character is remarkable. all of them are. that’s the best thing about it: the main characters are women, and men only appear in five scenes or so and less than five minutes. the important character are women, and very powerful women, smart, brave, and algo a little silly like the queen. it’s so realistic.

plus the setting is awesome. it shows how women were treated: like shit, like nothing. they didn’t care about women at all. they hit them, rape them, and it is shown how normal it was. also is very ironic and hilarious, i mean, it’s funny but not because it’s a comedy; it’s made for you to laugh at some parts. the plot is very well treated too. i didn’t get bored and it lasts two hours.

i have tried to organize my thoughts, but it doesnt seem very organized i guess. the thing is: everyone has to watch this film n o w.

9/10

4. her (spike jonze, 2013)

i have wanted to watch this movie for a long time, but i guess i just didn’t find the moment or i didn’t feel like watching it. finally i did.

the idea of falling in love with a machine was something i didn’t know how they were going to treat it. it’s very original i guess because not every day you see someone falling in love with a machine. at first i was like wtf i am going to watch. but i liked it a lot. 

probably what i liked the most is the photography. it tells you the story of theodore and katherine but with flashbacks, and those scenes are so lovely and beautiful. also the quotes are amazing and very deep (and very true). i love how the plot is taken: the developmente of theodore’s love towards samantha is slow but deep and realistic. i swear i almost felt like the one that was falling in love with her was me and not him. 

this is a very nice film and i recommend everyone to watch it.

8/10

5. the grave of the fireflies (isao takahata, 1988)

i didn’t want to watch this film because i didn’t want to suffer. it was horrible, not the film, but the feeling. it is a sad story that shows the worst part of the war. i have to say i thought it was going to be worse, i didn’t even cry. 

6,5/10

[6. the chorus (christophe barratier, 2004)] - los chicos del coro

one of my favourite films ever.

9/10

7. on the basis of sex (mimi leder, 2018)

at first i didn’t expect anything to be honest, but it wasn’t that dissapointing. i thought it was going to be worse, focusing more on liberal feminism. the idea and the intention were good but the result... mmm let me tell you it isn’t.

if the plot was focused on how the protagonist became a lawyer, since the first moment she got in harvard, it would have been a better film. instead it focuses on a case that it’s like wtf????

the message is good, and that’s important, but it could have been better. and this sucks because i dont know anymore how to express myself in english or i dont know.

8. manchester by the sea (kenneth lodergan, 2016)

my cousin recommended me this film because i wanted to cry and she said she cried a lot because of this film at the end.

the story is sad, really sad, and very pessimistic. i dont think there is anything good in this film. it’s so cold? how the plot, the characters interact with each other, is cold. i don’t know. anyway, i really liked it.

7/10

9. billy elliot (stephen daldry, 2000)

if i think about it im still crying. it was so moving, i loved it. i’ve cried a lot and how can you not? mira estoy cansada voy a escribir en español. no me esperaba que me fuese a gustar tanto pero se me rompió el corazón de lo bonita que es y del sentimiento que te deja nada más acabar. casi da ganas de vivir. en serio todo el mundo debería verla. además me alegro mucho de no haber nacido en los años 80 la verdad. 

8/10

10. your name (makoto shinkai, 2016)

netflix la calificaba como “lacrimógena”. bueno. se me cayó alguna lágrima y no fue precisamente en el final. aún así, muy bonita, con unos dibujos preciosos y muy realistas. me ha gustado mucho y acaba bien la historia.

(al final voy a hablar menos en español que en inglés)

7/10

11. little miss sunshine (valerie faris, jonathan dayton; 2006)

the first time i saw this film was in second of ESO when i was 13 i think? i loved it but i didn’t remember almost anything. i was afraid to watching it again knowing i may not like it in the same way. i didn’t like it as it was the first time watching it but i enjoyed it.

6,5/10

12. mamma mia! (phyllida lloyd, 2008)

quisiera poner algo más que “me ha gustado” o “no me ha gustado ha sido una mierda” pero es que de verdad no sé.

sé que es un clásico y he tardado unos cuantos años en verla. no sabía qué esperar pero partía de que a todo el mundo le gusta esta peli así que iba más o menos tranquila. me ha gustado bastante, se pasa rápido el tiempo viéndola aunque todavía siga sin saber quién es el padre.

por cierto encoñada me hallo de amanda seyfried.

7,5/10

13. bridget jones’s diary (sharon maguire, 2001)

tengo una amiga que describe esta película como orgullo y prejuicio pero en el siglo xxi. la verdad es que is kinda like that.

pensé que me iba a reír más y que me gustaría más, la verdad. pero aun así me ha gustado, me ha divertido y entretenido aunque hay escenas para mí algo más flojas que otras. ha estado bien.

6,5/10

[14. juno (jason reitman, 2007)]

i can’t explain how much i love this film, and i dont even know why. it just kinda happened. probably my favourite film? i know the plot isn’t something extraordinary either the photography. i know it isn’t a winning oscar film, but do you think i care? i don’t. it’s special for me, and even i know it isn’t that good, it’s a really good film, and i love it omg. i also love ellen page please marry me.

btw i always cry at the end, i mean, how can you not?

9/10

15. aladdin (guy ritchie, 2019)

i usually dont like this type of films, but the truth is i actually enjoy it.

6/10

16. el autor (manuel martín cuenca, 2017)

la verdad es que me ha gustado bastante, es entretenida y no muy larga, realmente lo único que quieres es saber cómo acaba, así que eso está guay. los personajes dejan mucho que desear, pero tampoco están tan mal.

7/10

17. coco (lee unkrich, adrián molina; 2017)

preciosa película, más que bonita, vaya llorera

8,5/10

[18. harry potter y la piedra filosofal] (chris columbus, 2001)

5/10 (es la que menos me gusta y todavía la quiero)

[19. harry potter y la cámara secreta] (chris columbus, 2002)

6/10 (menos mal que este señor se fue)

[20. harry potter y el prisionero de azkaban] (alfonso cuarón, 2004)

8,5/10 (cinematográficamente increíble)

[21. harry potter y el cáliz de fuego] (mike newell, 2005)

7/10

[22. harry potter y la orden del fénix] (david yates, 2007)

8/10

[23. harry potter y el misterio del príncipe] (david yates, 2009)

9/10

[24. harry potter y las reliquias de la muerte: parte 1] (david yates, 2010)

7,5/10

[25. harry potter y las reliquias de la muerte: parte 2] (david yates, 2011)

7,5/10 (me gustaría más si no fuese el final y eso no me gusta nada.........)