#im sure i'd sooner get a 'why arent you drawing anymore/i miss your drawings!' than anyone missing my writing
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its just difficult to believe that anyone will ever look at me and think im a writer first and everything else second tbh
#try as hard as i might. it will never happen#maybe if i stopped doing everything else. and even then its a huge maybe#im sure i'd sooner get a 'why arent you drawing anymore/i miss your drawings!' than anyone missing my writing#i mean. it has already happened so like. lmao#idk its just difficult when i think i know my identity as an artist but it seems like the thing i love the most clearly isnt the one#im known for or others think about the most#its just very disheartening. and i know i cant change that cause im just sad and mediocre at best#and who wants to take time to consume mediocre fics when you can just do that with anything visual instead lmao#im just sad sorry. just thinking maybe i should quit writing for good when nothing ever comes out of it anyways#like who gives a shit lbr#night is an absolute mess on main
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