#im super excited to go to oslo !! but i just wish i didnt have to dread these parts of vacation i just wish it could be normal and fun
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Dont get me wrong, a good vacay literally makes life worth living and im not trying to be ungrateful, but knowing that a trip with my dad is guaranteed to include me having to deal with his alcoholism very much sucks ass. 80% of it will be amazing and fun and all the things a vacay is supposed to be, but that 20% is so so unpleasant that I sometimes wonder if its worth it at all tbh
#our trip to italy made me experience gaslighting for the first time#like actual gaslighting not just the internet meme version of it or whatever#and it was one of the most unpleasant things ive ever had to deal with bc im already so prone to paranoia lmao#so questioning my sanity like that was ....#and my sister is good in many ways but she has never rly been on my side when it comes to our dad#so it very much feels like a lonely battle having to deal with him#idk....#im super excited to go to oslo !! but i just wish i didnt have to dread these parts of vacation i just wish it could be normal and fun#personal
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