#im starting to cry rn huthhhbim so useless...
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I cried so much today and NGL I'm ready to cry again
#this day was just... bad. one of the worst ever#but tbh ive had such a bad week overall bnhghhfh#it hurts to see so many close ppl suffering... while i myself am hurting as well... i wanna help them i wanna heal them#idk i just feel like its my fault... like i made them suffer#its a stupid thought i know bghgghg but i cant help but believe it...#my parents are already stressed cuz of work and cuz of the health of my grandparents... and im starting to become one of their problems#i... havent been well these past few months. i cant say what exactly is going on gvggg but its getting worse abd worse#even if i tell myself that its fetting beyyer i know its a big lie hghhggg#im hurting others... heck i bet im hurting the one i love the most rn...#it hurts so much bbhghh i wish i could heal others i wish i wasnt a nuisance#im not ok i was never ok i jysr wish i can just stop i wish i was a happy and healthy and confident person#but ill never be one... ill always be a nuisance and i can never give people happiness and love...#im starting to cry rn huthhhbim so useless...#im sorry everyone... its my fault its always been my fault
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