#im staring at u like elmo

[3lossm]

there's a pressure to being a town hero , saving lives and kicking butt is only part of it . being good is engraved into her , into her very being. as if the atoms that assembled for her creation were specially made , bright and positive , by the universe itself . her sisters are the same , mostly -- buttercup is more chaotic than blossom would like : filled with a rage that's easy to trigger and ready to pounce at any moment , easy to instigate . bubbles is inherently good , an innocence that makes it easy to take advantage of her at times . blossom makes it a habit to keep an eye on her . on both of them . but that comes from the nature of being the leader .

& the only reason she's offering her notes to him is because SHE'S GOOD and [ . . . ] it makes her feel good , even if it's a little more complicated when it's @madestars . their relationship , bad wording , their dynamic is more .. arduous than that of their siblings , who have found their own ways to get along and play nice . brick and blossom on the otherhand ... there are spells where they get along . they have phases , getting along just for it to go down the drain, thanks to their natures . GOOD VS BAD . the peace comes just before the calamity though, and it's difficult to find the balance there. it ' ll always be this way . she's altruistic , selfless for all the right reasons and he's selfish for all the wrong reasons . she's able to watch him with a careful hesitance, reminding herself again that THIS WAS A BAD IDEA ; A TERRIBLE IDEA !! a temporary truce, she'll be throwing in the garbage .

she may be a hero , but that doesn ' t stop her from wanting to be her own person , her identity is hers despite the shared DNA , she knows who she is. yet , she finds herself doing these stupid things , perfumes and makeup ; advice from bubbles , new fashion choices , she doesn't know what she's looking for really , doesn't know why she's suddenly caring what he anybody thinks , why he's been stuck on her mind -- she chalks it up to the fact that he was sick and that she's just a caring person ! even if it's one of boys that nearly took out townsville at one point ( she ' s been trying to tell herself that's all in the past ) .

patience wears thin, ice beneath the summer sun . pink eyes, watch his red dart , watch him analyze and she's about to share some of the sour attitude that she's getting the more he looks and the less he answers , but he takes the book before she gets a chance . bummer . eyebrows furrowed now , her pink eyes roll in response to him ,   “ yeah , you ' re welcome !   ”  voice raises as he leaves her standing , not like she needs to yell , she's only raising her voice enough ...

[hanasnx]

i usually just lurk arnd tbh but recently ive been staring at u so hard. idk idk ive just been feral today. im starin at u like that one elmo gif of him starin straight forward.

this made me laugh. can feel your plastic muppet eyes on the back of my neck rn

[l0vem41l]

I DO BESTIE!!! what games are you comfortable with writing..........im staring at you like that image of elmo....👁👁

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YIPPEE YIPPEE YIPPEE!!!!

for fnaf specifically, i mainly just write sb— i write for all the glamrocks (minus bonnie :(,, havent figured him out quite yet!) and the daycare attendant— both sun and moon!!!

my general rules are pinned + main fandoms i write for but if u need any clarification, plz lmk!!! (੭ •▿•)੭ !! <3

edit: I SHOULD PROBABLY ALSO MENTION THAT REQS ARE OPEN PARTICULARLY FOR MY HEADCANONS!!! i dont typically do full fics or drabbles im sorry (｡•́︿•̀｡)

[nyctophiliq]

I'm feeding a farm cat at the place im staying!!!! im having a bonfire but I've literally just came back inside noww😙

i wish I could show u a pic but I can't when im on anonn 🥲

-gff👩‍��️‍💋‍👩

CAT CAT CAT !!! i love cats hihi and bonfires, roasting veggies and bread, maybe marshmallows when we get them at the store but UGH smelling like smoke for the next day even if you showered and washed your hair also? such a nice summer feeling (i would be just staring at the flames or do the elmo meme also, i love fires >:) )

oh it's alright, i'll just imagine it :D

[yourlocallosernamedgreenookie]

👑🐰🚪ooor 👕! Pick one for any of the song characters! Any that seems easy to do (pls don't overwork yourself-)

*stumbles in, many sheets of paper in my arms, some fall and I hastily pick them up* I’m not late I’m not late I swear u  h   uh…Happy Holidays?? yeah!!??uHH H H HH HH👑 OC dressed as royalty

Yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! go   t  o ne of th ose here  y ep🐰 OC in a kigurumi of their favourite animalh  hh hhhh i cou ldnt think of how to get this one to work aaaaaa sorryyyy……(I know I’d prolly use Elmo but i had some………. difficulties aaaa)🚪 OC in what they wear when lounging around at homeuHHHHH (I always kinda draw this anyway……… so I dunnnoooo…..  hh hh uH HERE HAVE A PILOT ELMO AS AN APOLOGY AAA???

👕 OC in a T-shirt with something stupid printed on it (think Zazzle)

(Not pictured: One of her uncles responding to her, telling her that they’re actually not allowed to do that so that is an invalid point) (Note: her shirt is supposed to say “coexisting bandit banter” (used a random phrase generator, I thought it fit?) but  h a n d )u hhHH H H HHHHHHH YEAH!!!! Ok ay!!!!! aAA   THANK YOU FOR SENDING THIS IN I HOPE YOU’RE DOING WELL AND THAT THESE ARE ALRIGHT I LOVE YOU HAPPY HOLIDAYS YEAH YEAH!!—Aaaa *claps twice*

[jihyosforehead]

can we pls have dubchaetzu fluff please

i like how super polite u were and said please twice omg absolute cutie uwuuu (also im so sorry this has been sitting in my inbox for 72 years)

…

“hey dude, did you need to grab any food?”

chaeyoung looks up from her laptop to peer at nayeon.

“what?” chaeyoung asks, sheepishly.

“i asked if you needed to buy any food. you know, from the line?” she says patiently. she throws a hand behind her, and chaeyoung’s eyes follow the movement; jeongyeon and momo are waving so frantically at them that they’ve begun to cause a scene.

“nah, i brought something from home. it’s leftovers day,” chaeyoung tells her with a bright grin, happiness coating her voice. nayeon is completely unable to help herself from patting chaeyoung’s head affectionately. she leaves with a final head pat, storming over to grab momo from backing into a group of bystanders.

chaeyoung pulls out her lunchbox from her bag and a small blue post-it note flutters down to rest on the table in the most dramatic way possible. black ink lettering the paper in careful, delicate strokes.

chaeyoungie,

i think you’re eggcellent :)

there’s a drawing of three eggs in a sizzling frying pan with smiley faces.

a goofy grin creeps across her face and doesn’t leave even when she’s home in bed, staring at the ceiling.

…

dahyun sighs heavily. she was so run down from assignments and homework. there was a six page essay about like? space or something? a group assignment about pollution. and her personal favourite: studying for the end of unit chemistry test. but for now. dahyun is going to eat some lunch.

sana and mina are sitting across from her chatting. or flirting. who knows with these two sometimes. dahyun is eating in peace. dahyun is chewing. dahyun is enjoying her chicken. dahyun is not thinking about homework -

“what’s that, dahyunnie?” sana asks suddenly, ending her train of thought. dahyun looks up at her mid-chew, making a confused noise.

sana snatches a blue post-it note at dahyun’s elbow and her eyes scan over it quickly and then holds it to her chest and sighs theatrically. mina shaking her head exasperatedly before handing the note over.

dahyunnie,

all you knead is love.

under it, is a drawing of a bag of flour kneading a ball of dough.

dahyun somehow powers through her study guide and gets started on the essay.

…

saturday morning finds chaeyoung two hours into an eight hour shift at the local music shop. it’s been a really hectic day, an almost unending stream of customers keeping her occupied since opening.

“excuse me do you have this poster in stock?” “well, can you check in the back?” “why don’t you carry one direction vinyls?” “by the way, someone knocked down the display stand with all the christmas CDs. yeah i didn’t see.”

she barely had a second to breathe. and plus her co-worker had called in late so now chaeyoung was behind on inventory.

but.

it’s leftovers day again and chaeyoung is looking forward to her ham and cheese sandwich. but mostly she’s interested in the strawberry tart she’s going to eat for dessert. there’s another blue post-it note, this time it’s stuck to her apple.

chaeyoung grins widely at the familiar careful, black lettering.

chaengie!

i’m soy into you. :D

there’s a carefully drawn piece of sushi and a bottle of soy sauce directly under it.

chaeyoung feels her day immediately brighten, warmth tightening across her heart. a shitty customer isn’t a match for a truly solid pun.

…

there isn’t really a word to describe how much dahyun detested group assignments. her team members had all conveniently forgotten to email their drafts by the agreed on date.

“dahyun i’m sorry, i just haven’t had time” “i totally forgot about that my bad” “i had practice all week!”

and now. they were running behind. (not really).

but they were running behind according to dahyun’s very well put together, well-crafted, truly excellent planning board! (they were two days behind). she’d have to completely overhaul it and adjust everything.

(the assignment wasn’t due for another two weeks).

dahyun slumped in her uncomfortable plastic chair, pretending not to look put off by how animatedly her group members discussing something completely irrelevant over their uneaten lunch. she pulls out her juice-box with a huff, stabbing the straw in aggressively. she yanks out her cutlery and a blue post-it note floats out gently behind it. dahyun snatches it out of the air, brows furrowed.

dubu!!

i lava you!

there’s a picture of a volcano with red lava spilling from the top to form a heart. dahyun feels her frustration leave, warm affection in its place. okay so maybe, she could probably loosen up her deadlines. maybe.

dahyun’s definitely seen this pun. it has chaeyoung written all over it. 

…

chaeyoung’s perched at the edge of her seat, munching absentmindedly on carrot stick, occasionally dipping it into an unidentifiable sauce. it tasted vaguely like mayonnaise and pickles but it was kind of good so she’s not really going to question what’s in it. instead she’s typing rapidly at her laptop, sighing every few minutes.

she was so so so behind on the written section of her portfolio. she’s not really sure why she left it last minute knowing full well she had a whole twenty pages of her own work to analyse. she chews more aggressively at her carrot sticks.

jihyo pokes at her shoulder. hard.

“you have to relax.”

“i can’t!” chaeyoung tells her, obscurely aware that she sounded very panicked, “i have so many words to shit out! and so few minutes to shit them out in!!”

jihyo gives her a deeply unamused smile. chaeyoung can’t find in her to care that she’s cursed in front of her mother.

“you’ll be fine,” jihyo says, firmly. “when’s it due anyway?”

“in two days!”

“you’ll be fine.” jihyo says, sounding completely unconvincing. chaeyoung leans back in her chair and stares at the ceiling. “here, eat something.”

she’s digging in chaeyoung’s bag and then holds out a banana and a neatly packaged container of salad. there’s a blue post-it note stuck to the lid.

chaeng

i’m always thinking a bao you :P

there’s a picture of three baos, lined up in a row, with tiny pink hearts between each one. jihyo’s lips are twitching into a smile at chaeyoung’s enamoured expression. chaeyoung thinks dahyun’s really outdone herself this time.

(chaeyoung hands in her portfolio in on time and also gets a 97%).

…

dahyun’s aware of the sheer ridiculousness of the situation. she’s in the bathroom, back against the door, breathing heavily. like she’s escaped a murderer or something. She catches her reflection in the mirror and her hair is sticking up in sixteen different directions, she’s got a weird green stain on her collar and she’s holding a bar of chocolate protectively against her chest.

she’s locked herself in a room away from screaming children. okay. so the children were her cousins. but. they were screaming and she needed a break. there were only so many times she could watch the elmo’s world theme song on repeat. it’s ingrained so deeply in her brain that if aliens kidnapped her and wiped her memory completely, she’s sure that the elmo song would still be embedded in there somewhere. like a sesame street sleeper agent.

and also she wanted to eat her chocolate in secret. if she’d learnt anything, is that kids take the sharing lesson very seriously. especially when it comes to chocolate. especially when it comes to dahyun not sharing her chocolate. there’s a blue post-it note stuck to the back of the packaging.

dubuuu !

you always make me hap-pea :o

there’s a drawing of three peas in a pod and an almost ridiculous amount of emoji faces surrounding the picture. dahyun feels her heart swell at least three sizes. the kids are somehow easier to face.

…

tzuyu watches chaeyoung stick another blue post-it note into her journal, gluing it down to the page carefully, tongue sticking out in concentration. she tries not to notice the intensely deep affection warm her entire body when she notices that the entire page are those post-it puns she’s been giving secretly. chaeyoung’s filling in the blank spaces, seemingly at random with pops of purple and green and little drawings of cookies and yoda.

dahyun is tilting her head to one side, blonde hair falling down her back with her movements; kind of like a puppy, tzuyu thinks, her nose scrunching up at how adorable the sight is. and she tries not to notice the affection grow when dahyun holds both hands up, her index fingers and thumbs forming an L-shape, lips jutted out dramatically, one eye closed, she’s crouching on the floor.

dahyun’s spent the whole afternoon rearranging her blue post-it note collection, and blue-tacking her favourites to her wall.

tzuyu’s aware that dahyun thinks chaeyoung’s been giving her the post-its. and vice versa.

(but she’s completely unaware that dahyun and chaeyoung have known it was her from the second a dopey, proud smile crossed her face when they first showed her their post-it notes.)

they think tzuyu’s proud, dopey smile is their new favourite thing.

right up there with tzuyu’s heart.

[8d9d8e7d93e2936c]

i just learned that tumblr has a limit for number of tags LMFAO so i had to rewrite a bunch of stuff

anyway ive noticed that. obvioulsy hajime would have like. issues about izuru and probably feeling this sense of dread and being like *elmo staring at The camera* thats not me. Right? i talk about this cos i think as someone who mainly projects onto izuru but not hajime that i feel like... the reverse. as in being likened to hajime makes me uneasy. and i think that's one reason why i hate the post game of sdr2 so much with hajime apparently having his hair cut short just like it was before the tragedy..... like the idea of izuru being completely discarded makes me feel bad!! :) like i respect hajime as having the same foundation as izuru but i feel they are completely different in what their main fears are... but what they yearn for deep deep down would probably be the same (i am digressing) like hajime really really wants to make a name for himself and probably bases his self worth in being talented but izuru doesn't care abt his talent at all and just sees himself as a tool for other people. actually as i'm typing this out they are less different that i was thinking. like, this is a bit... away from canon but idc-- i think that izuru would have like 'teachers pet' issues if that makes sense. and hajime does have the same base feeling of needing to impress other people. its just that hajime would be anxious about not being worth anything and trying to mean something to other people and izuru would be worried about like. if he cant perform how he was created to then he has failed. like a computer program that keeps encountering the same error. so its like. as i said before the same foundation same base fear but it expands in different ways. this got off topic but i guess what i was trying to say at first is like the way that izuru and hajime branch out away from each other is very important to me..... and i hate. idk. i hate how some people will treat izuru like he's just some entity of pure ice cold apathy. like thats all there is to him. it makes me think of a fic i read that was like. all the remnants of despair treated izuru as a scapegoat for all their problems. like to them he is the emblem of the tragedy and a reminder of everything that they did, and i feel that some fans treat him the same way. i say to myself its okay they just don't Get izuru like i do...................... i promise on god that he has emotions he's just very emo and also like literally told by everyone around him that he's some perfect machine of a being so ofc he would internalize it and think that that's how he's Supposed to be. Um anyway next topic. i also dislike fanfics of post game that just treat izuru as hajime's skeleton in the closet. in general i dislike post games that are like. its hajime! no trace of izuru except for the talents and the cool red eye teehee which im pretty sure is exactly what the anime did idk i dont care abt the anime so i wont watch it. like. my ideal post game is one where it is 'Izuru' waking up but he has the memories of the neo world program instead of 'Hajime' waking up with izuru's memories of the tragedy. like idk abt you guys but if u were injected with so much knowledge that it make the world banal and dully repetitive i don't think you could just snap out of it.... post game should have been Izuru Realizing that he has depression and learning how to cope with his new friends !!!! bcos friendship is magic :)LOL sorry. Anyway I want to reiterate again how i hate that they made his hair super short again in the end. Dumbest decision of all time. and THIS gets me started on like how the writing of danganronpa is always just like.... not quite there. like i loved how sdr2 was abt like making your own future... but FIRST off i hated the chiaki ghost in the 6th trial i don't think she should've been there at all. i hate how chiaki is so ... shallow.. but the game treats her as this beacon of hope its kind of insulting. especially when she literally just says "just do it :) it'll be okay :)" and hajime is like dueling his depression with all the Nihil stuff (i love you izuru but you are the embodiment of

depression in that trial) like. its kind of insulting not gonna lie!!! chiaki never should have been "the reason" why hajime refutes the Nihil stuff it should've been hajime coming to that decision all on his own... like depression ultimately is up to the depressed person making an effort to be better not just their bestie going "nooo its okay don't worry :)))". sorry i dislike chiaki. her shallowness is somewhat excusable if she was an AI the entire time like monomi but then the anime made her real... the main reason why i don't pay attention to the anime tbh. ALSO like since she never had to work for her talent like taka then it means that she is honestly Privileged in the danganronpa universe..... so she wouldn't Get hajime's struggles. which is why i dislike hinanami. anyway. izuru deserved to be more fleshed out but also i'm glad that he wasn't bcos 1) i love that he isn't a popular character and 2) i don't trust the danganronpa writers with him. they wouldn't get him like i do either...........................................................................................................................................

[survivorwakea]

Episode #3: “New Tribe New Tribulations.” - Ben

That joint tribal went almost perfectly besides the fact that a dean voted for me for whatever freakkkkiing reason, but I really came out of that tribal with close allys in Johnney and Chloe from the other tribes so I really think that is dope I would type more but I’m shot

wow ladies so im sitting on the toilet rn and i am fucking shaking in my boots. do u know how worried i am rn. im so worried. johnny said at the joint tribal that we were SOMEHOW not a part of that the 13 of them had already gotten to know each other and meet each other and everything that hit me rly hard bc like.... shit. shit shit fuck. fuck fuck shit. fuck. they’re friends already and more likely than not lono is gonna get picked off one by one at the tribe swap or whatever im literally so scared

Omg omg omg I just went to like my first ever live tribal and it was soooo exciting omg omg omg. I really loved having the chance to sort of better connect with these people and have a moment with them that you wouldn't otherwise have really. And, I survived so that's a massive plus as well!! Eek I'm just so excited right now to be playing this season and everyone on the other tribes seem so active and happy and I'm really looking forward to getting to know them more throughout the season. It sucks I had to lose Dean but we all have to make sacrifices somewhere.

Just got on new tribes and I’m pleased. I think I should be able to make some strong connections here. Elmo’s on my tribe and that really helps. Also talking to Joey and he seems pretty cool. Hopefully we do a good enough job on whatever song we choose so none of us have to go home. Hopefully Johnny, Justin, and Taylor are alright. I still kinda don’t know what I’m doing or where I am. Didn’t realize until half way through the last round that all 3 tribes were at the combined tribal. I thought there were 10 of us and that it could be a split vote. True flop? Yes. Maybe I’ll decide to get it together.

After a really crazy tribal council, we swapped and to be honest I don’t feel as bad about this as I probably should. I feel like during the joint tribal I bonded well enough with Chloe, Thomas and Taylor where I think that if we go to a tribal I have enough bonds started that will keep me safe at least for another round and on top of that we also got Cullen on our tribe which is honestly the best case scenario because that could honestly be a free round!

Trust Rankings (Early AF) 1. Chloe 2. Thomas 3. Taylor 4. Randy Who’s Cullen?

Well I knew I was going to be talking about the swap eventually. Cullan just got evacuated which is sad and I hope he is doing okay. I'm glad I swapped with Chloe and I feel Adam and Taylor are staring to see me and Chloe as a duo, which can be either good or bad. Randy I need to talk to more. Taylor and Adam both said they would be a number to me and Chloe if we need them, but I hope to hold that off for a little while.I just want to win this next challenge and avoid tribal :)

WHAT IN THE ABSOLUTE FUCK DOES THOMAS THINK HE IS DOING RIGHT NOW?   Taylor has messaged me saying last night they spoke to Thomas about maybe us 3 working together and that Taylor thought maybe Thomas should message me first about it. But here I am with Taylor messaging me about it and no word at all from Thomas. I've given Thomas a chance to bring it up, I've been sat talking to him about how he's now finished school so he has more time to play orgs. This could so easily lead into a conversation about how Taylor messaged him. But instead he's just said "Im gonna go get a slurpee" well while you're out go find someone else to work with you because you're gonna need all the help you can get because I'm fucking coming for your bitchass now and I'm not gonna stop until it's red raw from taking all these hits from me.

New Tribe New Tribulations. I stayed with Elmo which is good, and I have been chatting up the rest of the tribe. Jared seems nice and I've floated the idea of working with him at a potential tribal. I've talked less with Lily, but she seems nice. People I've talked the least with are Ian and Joey. Joey never responded to my messages, and Ian I just don't talk to lol. I'm pretty confident ian would stick with me and elmo and I think we could successfully target Joey, especially if we hold the milo 3 over their heads and threatened rocks.

So, my premonition was most indeed correct. We ended up swapping from 4 tribes to 3 tribes. Not that that’s a totally bad thing. I mean, looking at OG tribes on Haumea 2.0, I’m in a 3-2-1 majority. And we had a music video challenge. My tribe lip synced to I Write Sins Not Tragedies. The question is, will we be pouring the champagne in victory? Or will the goddamn door be closed on one of us at tribal council?

whew. sorry i haven’t made a confessional yet i’ve been busy. but now i feel like i’m gonna leave out important info so let’s hope i don’t. we swapped tribes and that was... a bummer. i had my 3 person alliance over on my other tribe and i had elmo! i miss elmo so much and just hope we meet again soon. i don’t really loooove my new tribe.. i like justin of course and i think i’ve been hitting it off with johnny. and strayed talking to anbel a bit. tried to talk to bodhi and asya but nothing really clicked. here’s something interesting.. justin told me he went idol searching and he looked where i looked round one and where i found the idol. he told me that a power was there but it’s now gone and he told me that johnny told him he looked there but said he just drowned in the vortex and didn’t say anything about a power being there. so i think johnny just messed up his words but now justin thinks johnny has a power and i’m just letting him think that and throwing scenarios out there and i can let johnny take the blame hehe. i also went idol aka advantage searching somewhere and i got somewhere asking if i’d be willing to give up 2 votes. i thought about how during the joint tribal a vote was missing so i assumed whatever power is there, somebody has it. so i said nope bye i want my votes! i told justin about this so i can kinda pin asya having this power since she was at the joint tribal and she’s on my tribe now so it could be a good excuse to vote her off if we ever go to tribal and i can be safe another round.

so now justin thinks johnny has the idol or some kind of power even though it’s really me who has it. and thinks asya has whatever power she got for giving up 2 votes. idek if asya is the one who got that power but i needed someone to pin it out so we have an excuse to vote her out and i can stay safe.

i also wanna apologize for whatever spelling mistakes i make and if i literally don’t make any sense at all. it’s so hard to type up exactly what i’m feeling and put it into words kdkdkdkd.

Trust List:

1. Joey 2. Anabel 3. Elmo 4. Ben 5. Bodhi 6. Lily 7. Randy 8. Ian

so we swapped which is great! the initial numbers are 3-2-1 and im in the 3 so that's great! however ian isnt the most socially active player so i think he could easily be the target of the 2 and the 1 and i dont think either ben or myself would want to pull a rock for him right now

i think i will hint him to get close to like lily or someone so in case we ended up losing a challenge she'd want to target joey instead of him. thats the goal. i dont want to lose ian bc basically if lily sides with joey in that situation, jared will be the decider and while i do trust jared, i think it gives him too much power yanno and it might be enticing for him to stick to his OG tribe ally rather than two ppl he met at the swap

im not sure how that will go but i hope well hehe! ALSO I FOUND AN IDOL, ZACK'S INFORMATION PULLED THROUGH!!! i havent told anyone yet, in fact host made a mistake in the beginnin sayin that it was already found and then said like 1h later, oh u actually have an idol and that got me SHOOK TO MY CORE! the awk thing is that i told ben already that i didnt find it so hdiasfahsdif! i just hope that when / if i tell him, he wont be too upset with me bc i right now i consider us p close!

It’s hot as hell where I am right now. Better to be sweating over the heat than sweating over tribal, I guess.

I got tribe swapped fucked and im annoyed.

So i got put on a tribe full of STINKY stinky players. And the challenge is a lipsync so im like "submit the lipsyncs ASAP" and theyre practically more than useless and do nothing. So we submitted practically nothing because theyre so fucking bad at time management. And now we're at tribal.

Nobody talking to me about the vote, so I'm going home. I'll try and pull a stunt but idk. Wish me luck

Milu 2.0...hmmm... Where do I begin? 🤔 So my feelings on the tribe are mixed. Adam, Tom and Chloe were all part of the previous joint tribal so I had already had conversations with all of them. It made it easier to socialize when the swap actually did happen. Tom seems like a cool cat, and I had approached him with the idea of him, Chloe and I grouping up. Chloe seemed more than okay with it, but Tom never talked to Chloe about it like he said he would. That raised some red flags for me and Chloe. Adam and Randy I didn't feel as comfortable to begin with, but in the past day or two Adam has really came around and proposed we work together. Thus CAT was born. It's maybe not something long term but I think I could have great allies in Chloe and Adam individually. Tonight's vote is probably the most uncomfortable yet. Nothing feels solid, everything feels very much in the air, even if I have a majority alliance. This game is a rollercoaster and tonight I'm teetering on the edge and I have that sinking feeling in my gut. All I can do is put blind faith in my people and hope for the best.

Milu 2.0...hmmm... Where do I begin? 🤔 So my feelings on the tribe are mixed. Adam, Tom and Chloe were all part of the previous joint tribal so I had already had conversations with all of them. It made it easier to socialize when the swap actually did happen. Tom seems like a cool cat, and I had approached him with the idea of him, Chloe and I grouping up. Chloe seemed more than okay with it, but Tom never talked to Chloe about it like he said he would. That raised some red flags for me and Chloe. Adam and Randy I didn't feel as comfortable to begin with, but in the past day or two Adam has really came around and proposed we work together. Thus CAT was born. It's maybe not something long term but I think I could have great allies in Chloe and Adam individually. Tonight's vote is probably the most uncomfortable yet. Nothing feels solid, everything feels very much in the air, even if I have a majority alliance. This game is a rollercoaster and tonight I'm teetering on the edge and I have that sinking feeling in my gut. All I can do is put blind faith in my people and hope for the best.

This confessional is for the Third cycle where the end result was 4-1 (Randy, Tom) Loosing this challenge as honestly a rally hard pill to swallow I was absolutely pissed if we’re being honest, pissed at the fact that the final product was my video that as supposed to get snipped and trimmed because I didn’t know legit anything about that song or even lii syncing. I think me competing and being the one that submitted helped me when it was time to vote somebody out because I was told by basically everyone that sending me home would have been a silly decision. I honestly think my only option was too got out Randy because I think I’m solid with everybody else individually where I was trying to force something with Randy. If we lose again things will honestly go from 0 to 100 real fast as I don’t think anybody knows if Tom and Chloe are actually tight or what the deal is there but that will one hunger percent come in to place. All in all very successful round for me in my opinion. I think I need to be careful not to build this huge target on my back but I’m staying focused and just plowing through

https://soundcloud.com/bodhi-small/week3/s-0kmTB

I’m doing wonderful! As far as this game is concerned, Jared and I are tighter than Ralphie May’s(RIP) pants. We know what each other is doing, and we communicate CONSTANTLY. Ian is tricky to get. He just says “Oh, okay” to everything, its as if he’s building up a wall to prevent me from having a social game, it’s highkey INFURIATING. I LOVE LILY, she’s an actual angel, and she’s a good player. I like Elmo alot, he’s definitely at a disadvantage due to his timezone. As far as everyone else, I’m getting closer to Asya as we’ve put our “beef” aside and we realized we’re friendly. Johnny and I have known each other for 3 years, he was the first person I knew in this community, he was the first person who hosted me and got me into this community, he’s going to always be like a brother to me.

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Cullan is removed from the game. Randy is voted out 4-1.