#im sorry im in my feels 2nite
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sometime ya gotta realise that sometimes you just like other peoples artstyles better than yours
like i think thin lineart looks sick as hell i love when the colors kinda bleed outside the lineart in a certain way if that makes sense
and if you know me you'd probably notice that i. do not draw with thin line art. i fucking hate it. bad time for me overall man. BOLD LINEART IS FUN ^_^ AND IT LOOKS GOOD TO ME. maybe i like thin lineart more i dunno but bold lineart is actually fun for me so eh
also your always going to biased against your own stuff of course you can see a million little flaws! your the one that stared at it for hours.
#im so bummed when my friends think their art isn't good man. YOUR DOING GREAT. I LOVE YOU.#people will be like “awh well its not that good but ill post it” THAT SHITS BEUTIFUL I LOVE YOU. YOU MADE THAT. CAN THE AVERAGE PERSON JUST#GET UP AND MAKE THAT? NO. EVEN IF YOU THINK THEY CAN I ASSURE YOU THAT NOBODY ELSE CAN MAKE THE SAME SHIT YOU DO. CUS YOU MADE IT#THATS WHY ITS AWESOME#hi sorry feeling joyful and whimsical 2nite#i say this shit cus i need to hear it sometimes dude. wish someone told like. 9 year old me this shit. maybe it wouldn't have thrown away#so many drawings
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hualian is fun because theyre like. so butch/femme couple except at first glance u would think the little white-robed cultivator with the face that could sink a thousand ships who's canonically crossdressed as a bride is the femme & the oooh spooky terrifying ghost king who slaughters people is the butch. however the little guy is the one who has a protecting anyone who is vulnerable ever complex & made a living breaking boulders on his chest for a while & has a weapons special interest & professionally Fucked Guys Up for a long time& the big scary ghost king is the gay little freak who can poof into a cloud of silver fluttery butterflies & has fancy little bells jingling around on his fancy boots all the time. theyre so fun.
#SORRY i feel like shit 2nite im backsliding into comfort novel..😭#anyway. hiii good evening how r we all.. my kittycat says hi. she is sitting here like o__o staring at me..#txt
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@divinctions
I liked you. I really liked you. I fucking turned myself inside out liking you.
#━━ ❛❛ // IRIS MONROE ! ¦ it’s just that it’s delicate . 「 ft. charlie hastings ! 」#SORRY I JUST RMRD THIS SCENE AND IM IN MY IRIS FEELS 2NITE
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“essay marinating” PLEASE im begging you 🙏🏼🙏🏼 id love to read it and you articulate my own thoughts and feelings so much better than i ever could
lmao i will have 2 see this week....as i said it's all still marinating i feel like w stuff like this it's just like. if i see The Discourse enough times it starts to knock over little dominoes in my head + i just start 2 get interested and go hmmm why is this happening....where did this discourse come from and what's going into it and what's perpetuating it....and since i have seen this particular discourse about "they're literally wizards who cares if it's realistic" multiple times at this point i do feel like there are lots of thoughts abt it buzzing around in my head but i just haven't cared enough 2 actually sit down and try 2 catch them + organize them properly. maybe i'll try talking it out in a voicenote 2 my sister which is my usual method for thought-organization + then if i'm still interested enough i'll actually try 2 write it out. don't think it will be happening 2nite tho so. sorry <3 really all just depends on whether i remain in the mood for Fandom Analysis or whether i get distracted with other things this week!
#ask#if i see enough annoying posts i'll be like. ugh i need 2 analyze this in the lab + whip up an essay#but i have 2 be motivated enough by either interest or haterism or a combination of both lol#i DO think this is an interesting topic tho particular bc of the whole aspect abt 'realistic'ness
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i want to play wii sports with pedro pascal
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"Wait." He held out an arm to grab Aoyagi-Toya-whoever the fuck he was-'s wrist, but misjudged the distance (god, his depth perception really was shit) and his hand fell back to his side. "Do-don't go," he whispered. (and there was no reason for him to stay but by any diety who'd listen he prayed he would.)
Akito you better not be doing anythinh stipid right nowI'm almost at your place
— @blueberries-and-willows
wh. WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU COMING TO MINE??? GO TO YOUR FUCKING SISTER I DONT MATTER RIGHT NOW
#ic:akito#ooc: HIII are u feeling any better?? im still rlly sorry...#also i dunno when my parents are cutting out my wifi 2nite so if i disappear suddenly thats y
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#we havent talked for a year. ive still got your timezone in my phone & it judges me 😔#i kno what the weathers doing in ur city but i only kno ur alive from ur discord status#yeah it was my fault#i dont think i ever actually liked you i just really wanted to#so i lied 2 u until i got bored#i'm pretty sure i broke your heart a bit. sorry#i'll never feel good about that but i still dont kno how 2 say goodbye to u for real#its kind ov too late now#u will never hear the song i wrote about u. u were never meant to#maybe im only writing this down so i have fodder 4 another song#or 2 absolve my guilty conscience. or whatever#very self indulgent but i really need to wallow today#ive cancelled 2nites gig i just need 2 cry for 24 hrs#not about you mind you#about everything#its funny because i thought about you yesterday. thought about deleting our server or leaving it#and 2day u messaged me notifying me u were doing the same. must just b the right time#a lot of endings and beginnings going on rn#its all a lot and i need 2 retreat for a little while
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Would y'all still like me if I was unhinged 👉👈🥺 like legit?
#be honest 🥺😔👌#jk dont#it would hurt all 3 of my feelings 😔🤘#not mysme#me.txt#sorry im just dumb and drunk 2nite
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my self insert: usually very serious, sexy, deadly, etc
irl me:
#imagine being my fo and thinking yer getting sumn spicy but its just me whippin out the baby hands again.#fucking screaming#b4 u ask yes thats a bottle of Tabasco in my room . thats what i mean by spicy ;) *puts it in my eyes like eyedrops*#the worms are off the fuckin string 2nite#video#brainworm ivy#did i ever tell yall i was like. semi popular on snapchat once qjdjd bye.#imagine tuning into this every week. probably more than that ngl#my face#i feel bad for my fos im just like . whatever this is#this was probably 2ish years ago?#ALSP IM SO SORRY FOLLOWERS IDK WHY I SAID. OVERSHARE EVERYTHING JDJDJD#i actually dont care if this is interacted w/ or rb but like why would u yfm? blackmail?#guess what pal i posted this on my school/public insta before ajsjdj
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i think i felt better when they were like “easyyyyyy” or wrote stupid songs abt jealousy n bad boys that were actually kinda heartwarming tbh
#WHY DOES YJ ALWAYS WRITE THE BEAUTIFUL SAD LOVELY SONGS#we have always known i love yj sm but god it's hurting me 2nite........#jb too jb took part in writing this song i 😭😭😭 they ganged up on me bc they knew they wre my biases n said ''this bitch needs 2 cry''#no but fr i love them so much this song makes me think abt how whenever i feel bad or sad or anything is happenign to me i always have g7#songs to rely on.... thay always have my back n i just think thats very lovely of them x#i wish g7 a very i love you#i also wish them a very stop making me cry#ALSO I WAS READING ABT YG AND LIKE.... HIS MOM NOT WANTING HIM TO B AN IDOL N JUS B A NORMAL STUDENT BUT HE WAS LIEK GIVE ME A CHANCE#AND NOW 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#I wish all got7 members a very you deserve everything good in the world and im so happy that uve come so far im so proud n u can#go so much farther n i hope u can keep being friends forever i love u#also lullaby spanish ver just started playing and. thank u kings los amo#honey talk#sorry for the so many g7 posts today kjdfhkdjfhkd well the overall so many posts today kdsjkfhdf yall must hate#me already😔😔😔#got7#kpop
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i dont fucking care anymore have my attempt at vent art and trying to put how i feel in any shape or form
#shutup#venting machine#this is ok 2 rb if you wanna i dont really care#also please ask to tag coz i feel like they might be triggering for people#so for now imma put it in the general tw tag but seriously i dont want to make any of you more uncomfortable that i already am on a daily#triggerwarning#drawing in paint was weirdly. good#also i could not fucking put everything in it i wanted coz i wasnt. safe#as you can fucking see lmao#its like. you could feel maybe like 10% of my moods in this but i dont fucking care#i cried 3 times doing these and theres another one#also the furry in the second one? dont ask it just felt Fitting at that moment#it is not who i see and it is not who i hear but it just idk felt Close Enough#i guess i dont know i just. want to put them Somewhere because knowing me i will confuse reality again#and i need proof i. did stuff#also guess who was too much of a pussy to kill itself 2nite hahah you got it this bitch#its not that i dont want to it would just require Attempts and i dont have energy to exist#and i have concert in march i really want to go to and im pretty sure i couldnt if i ended up in a hospital#anyway i am sorry for this you can absolutely unfollow if you want to#also i tried making one of those today coz it felt. like the right thing to do#but how the fuck do i put down the feeling of bugs crawling and moving inside my veins and under my skin#i just. wasnt able to#but i want them out i dont want them in me i dont want anything in me including my insides#its 1 am im gonna get a beer lmao#but yeah im just. putting it here bc i dont wanna annoy my boyfriend any more#and i know some ppl might be uncomfortable around me#so yeah thats what i mean by you can unfollow
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wahoo
#the mood 2nite is knowing that i have to communicate w my gf abt some things#but not wanting to be annoying :) bc ive already said stuff like a couple weeks ago#i dont wanna seem too sensitive but i mean. im really fuxking sensitive#i feel like shes been annoyed with me lately#txt#shes probably just tired.. shes in the school musical and she practices a lot#hopefully thats whats wrong and not.. me just being myself#bc i know im annoying or a lot or whatever. but if she doesnt love me i dont reall#really* have a reason to exist#sorry for ranting twice tonight ive just been having#the most difficult time ive had in a while haha
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i miss the thb..... liveshow recordings released when
#good idea generator#sorry 2 be like this but im feeling low 2nite and i am trying to fill the hole in my heart w/dnd podcasts#also its my blog and i'll hyperfixate if i want to. liveshow recordings released when#also dont @ me i know most of the liveshows havent happened yet
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Instead of putting that grad money in savings I think i'm gonna buy 500 mchickens
#or maybe a mattress#my financially stable grandma in colorado gave me $500 for graduation#and i know i need to save it#but im just feeling a little wild right now!!!!!!!!!#and this may be tinfoil hat-y but lowkey im nervous about putting money in the banks incase they crash LMAO#i know theres like backups and security in place in case that happens#but also. its 2020. literally anything could happen#sorry this is dumvncbbcbdb#i also got a $50 amazon gift card and i literally do not know what to use it on#so honestly what would i buy with $500 anyways lol#im just feeling crazy 2nite!!!!!!!!!!
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c’est moi !
it’s me!!! w 4 vvv belated selfies!!! my Babes @4hyyh, @ilovsvt, @kingshixtape, @otpvmin, n @eheart tagged me 2 do these so !!! since it took my lazee ass so long 2 post these i added another selfie,, on the house,,
@2minari, @zhujieqiong, @h10ney, @goldseokjin, @bokou, @rapgodkth, @yonguk, @1sinbs, @1iwoo, @yoongsbutt, @joonsmile, @6eri, @whysana, @11pristin, @btslesbian, @lesbianyoongz, @parkjoys, @yyerin, @mielgf, @lovelyhobs, @huilannie, @taegrl, @lovrv, @wjsns i lov u all sm!!!
#u dont hav 2 !!!#i feel like i tag the same ppl all the time im so sorry kfgdfc#ur all just like my fav mutuals hnnngggg#thats all 4 2nite folks !#.jpg#.tag
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Sorry about you getting visited by Corona-chan, hope she leaves soon
thaaanks its just annoying cuz like, I wanted to do my debut stream 2nite for the pngtuber i made but Im feeling doggy shit DX
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