#im sorry for being a fluff & h/c writer who is also compelled by this horrible abusive relationships

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this is also largely how i see beyond and L -- like 'i want to be destroyed/you destroy me.' beyond sees himself as a victim because he wants to hurt L so bad and that wouldn't be happening if there weren't something wrong with L. u know. also sometimes i see them as fluffy and sweet because they are made up and they can be anything you want but truly i think this is a compelling version of them.