#im so tired of this i just want trust and love and freedom in tandem
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#my sexuality feels so vulnerable and my relation to initmacy#so difficult and shaky#it always overwhelms people how quite and incapable i am of expressing myself#after#rather than feeling more at ease with them#it always makes them think im needy and attatched which im not#im beholden somehow but needy and attatched is something i shamed out of myself LONG AGO#and also found ways out if#but seems to linger over people's perceptions of me like a ghost#and then they cant understand the sense of mutual freedom i want to achieve with sex#i dont even have much baggage but everytime i end up being made to feel like i have too much baggage simply by being vulnerable#im so tired it just makes me want to be asexual and not have to suffer this rejection of literally the smallest and most vulnerable part#of myself over and over and over again#im so tired of this i just want trust and love and freedom in tandem#why does it have to be so hard
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