#im so tired man aaaa
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a simple qif sketch page
#im so tired man aaaa#feel like i havent drawn qif in soooo long#hes one of my go to characters for scribbles tho#a fucked up little guy#i havent been keeping up with the manga since ch60?? i think?? but i do know that shit goes down and im too scared to pick it back up ahaaa#witch hat atelier#wha#tongari boushi no atelier#tbna#qifrey#fanart#my art#hes poor little meow meow to me#and malewife and babygirl#man of many talents isnt he#stuffs him into a piñata and hangs him up at a childrens bday party#hes one of those characters i get so violent about
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im thinking again
#ive been dealt the bad hand; the worse hand; the hand from the arm from the body#im just.....okay#Well aaaa its weird#nothing anyone says to me is to *me*#which is fair-- no one knows me. but i do wish i got it. i dont know#the passing of time is still my worst enemy#i love everyone so much. itssssssweird.#if youre following these posts and saw the last one: i think i am still gonna die soon. awwh man. i dunno#but i have no reason to go on truthfully and i dont feel like finding one#im tired and sad OK?#i do want an acknowledgement again#and if you're following these posts im going to do the same thing i did last time and talk to the three tumblr blogs:#1. hi. i really like you. i admit it. j think youre really cool and all. uh okay im supposed to ask a question so here; how are you? well i#hope. k dont know. i havent been reading up like i should be and as for the second blog im talking to here i also havent been reading up lik#e i should im very sorry. i will make that journal again though.#and third blog: hi!! i still have no clue how to do that one thing but youve really gotten me into the hypothetical idea of differences base#f off of like ...area. the thing you said about that one thing.! i javwnt been doing much about it but thinkin but you know thinkin is fun.#i do want to do reading on it but ive been very sad lately and i cannot be bothered#this is really fun talking to people like this. um#youre very cool blog one ive been becoming a big fan of you again#blog two.if you see this: i want you-- I'm sayin that to specify that I'm talking to you. but i dont. anyway: uh. oh no i forgot what i was#gonna say#okay here's to not talking to anyone particular:#i want to do drugs. its the only way ill be able to handle all this.but i... oh hey i have melatonin!!#hmmmmmm#idk#it just puts me to sleep and i hate sleeping cause im always having bad dreams-- both nightmares and just dreams that Suck-- but...... im#desperate.#okay im gonna take a normal dose and just keep it together i hope#I hate sleeping
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#god im just so fxking tired rn.....#it's too damn hot and the ac isn't working and#the landlord came by abd changed a ?? filter?#thinking that would help but idk man is been 4 hours w no change#waaahhh //whines#there's Other Stuff too but like.... cnsnhxjsgd#i hate summer someone save me omg aaaa#*screamz into the void and hopes it doesn't respond lmao augh*
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so i've seen the sara mini episode.
#i will. be putting spoilers in tags so beware 👍#so many thoughts i’m AAAA#the implication that if sara hadn’t introduced ryoko to joe that he’d still be alive????#ryoko’s whole ‘sara... joe… i’ll see you tomorrow right?’ or however she worded it.#shut UP#SARAS DAD MAKING HER FIGHT HIM TO LEAVE?????#the man only gets more insane the more we learn okay#AND RYOKOS SO PRETTY????#gah sara and joe just being best friends my heart literally feels like it could tear in two good Bye#i def have more to say abt it but i am tired rn#LMAO ALSO ‘sexy lady’ just made me think of the sexy onee chan from the vivid old tale pj/sk event#i miss them so much yt/td hyperfix come back to me please#i went from it being one of my main fandoms to not really anymore i’m sorry to the ppl who followed me for it#i had it super associated w someone who isn’t in my life anymore but i don’t think of it that way anymore so!! hopefully i’ll be back more#esp when the last part drops :)#POINT BEING I MISS THEM AND I LOVE THEM AND IM VERY SAD#ALSO I MISSED SARAS INSANE POTENTIAL RESPONSES SO MUCH#the girl of all time she’s so beloved to me
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I listen to the Polyphia discography once and ive been possesed by a pholosipher>
Human connecton and thought is so beautiful and facinatingly imperfect, we can never fully understand anyones thoughts and experences but that doesnt stop us from trying constantly! We make such an effort and have the desire to understand what we never fully can just to see the joy it brings to anotehr person, we dont undrestand why one person cares about this one thing but we understand and know the joy a simple thing can bring to someone as we have our own lights that are important to us! And we make so much effort to take the time to engage with others about their important lights because we understand how overwhelmingly joyful it is to talk about them because of our own experences! Even if we ourselves arent the most interested in their lights, we do anyway because of the joy it brings them!
Its so easy to forget that none of us experence things the same way but making the effort to listen and try to understand someone else is the best feeling in the world, conversations about the little things in our head that bring us joy is one of the most human and fundementle things! I may never care as much about a thing that y friend adores cus its their thing but i dont need to! All i need to do is want to connect with them and listen about why they care about this thing because i care about them! And I may want them to love the things i do but at the end of the day they dont need to feel the same way about a thing that i do to connect through it!
i am mildly sleep deprived but FUCK HUMANS ARE SO COOL AND WONDERFUL AND WE ALL CARE SO MUCH AND TRYING TO UNDERSTAND ONE ANOTHER IS FLAWED AND YET WE TRY AND ITS SO BEAUTIFUL THAT WE CARE ABOUT ONE ANOTHER SO MUCH AS TO ACCEPT THAT WE MAY NEVER KNOW EVERYTHING BUT WE SPEND ALL THE TIME WE HAVE TO EXPLORE THOSE THINGS.
#Im pretty sure people take drugs to think like this#jokes on them it came as a pre-installed setting on me#Ive been possesed by a philosipher and boy im so jazzed about human experence rn you have no clue#this is so full of spelling errors but it doesnt matter and gerts the point across that human connection is beautiful#Im just so in wonderment and awe#we are so cool#and i wanna learn about the things my friends care about!#AAAA!!!#HUMANS ARE AWSOME AND THOUGHTS ARE SO COOL!!!#Man the autism is hitting different today#have i re-read everything before posting? absolutlly not you get my unedited thoughts#fuxk im tired but everyone needs to remember how beautiful life is#original post
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AAAA HIIII‼️‼️ LOWKEY UR ONE OF THE BLOGS IVE BEEN OBSESSED WITH BUT FARRRRR TOO SCARED TO INTERACT WITH BC IM LIKE THAT, BUT IM TWEAKING OVER D16 RNNNN 😭😭
If its not too much to ask but could i req for some basic D16 hcs or a drabble with a child reader or possibly his child? (IDK HOW AGE AND CHILDREN WORK IN CYBERTRON LMAOO) I really dont mind what you make IM OBSESSED WITH UR WRITINGGG!!
Please take care of urself and eat drink and sleep!! Love the work, keep it up!!!
Pairing: D-16 & gn!sparkling!Reader Rating: SFW Summary: headcanons of D-16 taking care of his sparkling :3 Warnings/Tags: Canon divergence, pre-canon, cybertronian reader, fluff, family shenanigans, Orion Pax can be viewed as a second father figure/uncle, angst, and typical family dynamics A/N: ahh!! ty! don't be afraid to interact with me :) and writing this was so fun! I had some help from @skelswritingcorner headcanon about sparklings. Word Count: 1300+ words
How you two met
🟡 It was really funny.
🟡 Ok, no it wasn't. D-16 could've imagined anything else happening during the cycle, anything but something falling on top of his head while he was taking a stroll around Iacon.
🟡 It was a weird…mini-bot thingy that looked unordinary. If D-16 had to describe you in a few words, it would be tiny, small, and helpless.
But…the way your optics online as you took in your surroundings and your big, wide optics stared into his own awoke some protective instinct within him. So, he carefully tucked you in his arms and hurried back to the mines.
Early dynamics
🟡 D-16 treated you like you were made out of glass, it didn't help that the dust and other particles around the mines made your systems irritated to the point of crying.
🟡 Oh Primus, the first time you wailed loudly, every bot starred in his direction as the noises shrieking from his chassis area increased. D-16 had to quickly excuse himself to the showers and hide in there with you to shush you.
🟡 Overtime, D-16 learned how to tend to your needs and taking care of you became easier with each passing deca-cycle.
Current Dynamics
🟡 Who knew a little bot like you who ate little, chirp, scream a bit, slept a lot, and couldn't walk would be easy to take care of.
🟡 Oh man, once you've grown enough to stand on your own two pedes, things get harder for D-16 as he now has to keep a closer optic on you at all times.
🟡 You had a knack for getting into places you shouldn't be in and D-16's spark nearly stopped when he caught you trying to sneak inside of a mining shaft. You were scolded, of course, but that didn't stop you from trying again.
🟡 As tiring as it is to watch over you, D-16 felt it was worth it if it meant seeing your bright smile each time.
Uncle Pax
🟡 Ok, so. Remember the incident when D-16 first brought you in? Well, Orion wasn't too far on D-16's tailpipe. When he saw what his best friend brought into the showers, he was…excited?
🟡 "Why are you smiling so-"
🟡 "Do you realize what you have in your servos right now?! That's a sparkling!"
🟡 "????"
🟡 "Dude, I read about them and they-"
🟡 Orion goes into detail about the records he's skimmed about tiny cybertronians who were referred to as sparklings.
🟡 The old records hypothesize that they were an alternative way to produce bots in large quantities, there were downsides to this method since the bots that came out were…not up to par with being on their own unless someone cared for them.
🟡 There's a theory that the method was abandoned due to how much time it takes for these sparklings to grow and be a part of society. No one has seen a sparkling since, and those that already grew up from being sparklings are a scarce number.
🟡 To say Orion was siked that D-16 practically held a living relic in his servos was an understatement, he even proposed to take over caring for the sparkling as their 'sire.' A term, D-16 later learned was the role given to bots who created a close, familial bond with these sparklings.
🟡 D-16, for some reason, decided to decline Orion's offer but allowed him to help whenever he could
🟡 And help Orion did. Much to D-16's displeasure of his friend encouraging his sparkling to get into trouble.
🟡 Heading off into the archives together became a pastime for you two.
🟡 Even if your sire got mad when your uncle almost got caught by the high guards, it was fun clinging to his back as he jumped through hoops to get away from them.
🟡 Keeping you hidden from others was important, but your uncle adding a bit of fun in your life made it bearable when you were kept away from the light of day.
Affection?
🟡 D-16 and you will sometimes butt helms as a form of affection, especially after a petty spat.
🟡 Hugs are on the table and D-16 loves embarrassing you with a bear hug, might even make kissy faces until you squeal and pull yourself out of his arms
🟡 All and all, D-16 has physical touch as a love language (helm pats, arm rubs, scooping you up and throwing you in the air, etc).
Arguments?
🟡 Speaking of keeping you hidden, you couldn't understand why your sire didn't want others to see you
🟡 You did nothing wrong, but your sire was having none of it.
🟡 "Do you want to be taken away from me and Pax?"
🟡 Same old excuse did nothing to stop you from sneaking out at night and exploring the streets of Iacon
🟡 Trying to sneak back in was the harder part, because D-16 would already notice your absence and panic. You always have an earful waiting for you when you get back home.
🟡🟡🟡 Drabble 1: Bundle of Joy 🟡🟡🟡
"Alright! Time to switch with the night crew, make way everybody!" The command from the captain of the mining crew felt like a blessing. Orion wiped the coolant from his forehelm and glanced around the area, making sure that no one was watching–he made his way towards the exit while every bot spoke among each other.
Up ahead, a familiar jaundice-eyed mech approaching with something behind his back.
As the two near each other, a single nod was exchanged before the bundle in D-16's servo was passed off to Orion.
Orion continued walking out of the mines until he reached a safe distance to unwrap the bundle and cooed as your bright (o/c)'s came into view. He wiggled a digit in your face and couldn't stop the smile growing on his dermas as you grasped his digit and giggled.
"Come on, we have a berth time story with our designations on it."
Orion carefully tucked you in his arm and walked toward the shared quarters.
🟡🟡🟡Drabble 2: Goodbye, for now. 🟡🟡🟡
"Oh? What's this…or rather, who?"
You shrieked as you were plucked from behind your sire's knelt form.
"No-! Let them go!" D-16 was quick to lunge for Sentinel and was knocked back by the guards and their weapons.
"Ah ha! So this was the little relic I've been hearing so much about?" Sentinel held you up by the back of your neck cables and rotated you like some sort of spectacle."I remember when you guys existed, a shame I'll have no use for you, but my wall is missing a new mount…"
"You monster!" B-127 shouted as he attempted to stand but was also shoved to the ground by a weapon.
Sentinel was about to say some witty remark when a large shadow pounced on him. Chaos erupted as D-16 tackled the false Prime and began raining his fists on Sentinel. The guards all came to Sentinel's aid, which gave Bee enough time to break free, slice down a guard that tried taking you and scooped you up from the ground.
"Hey little dude, everything's ok, ok-?" Bee bounced you in his arms as the tears on your face continued forming at the edge of your optics. Where was your sire?
A loud crash caught your and Bee's attention as the two whipped helms as a large hole appeared in the wall of Sentinel's office. Your sire and Sentinel were nowhere to be found.
"Ok…let's go help Dee!" Bee glanced around the damaged space before running out.
Everything happened way too fast for your little processor to make anything make sense. In one second, your sire's friend—and practically your secondary sire—was falling in a hole, then your sire…did something bad but B-127 covered your optics before you could see what happened, and then you were carried toward the dome's roof staring at the unfamiliar mech before you.
"Go…Take the high guard and leave, you are banished from Iacon." Optimus Prime paused, his optics flickering toward the trio slowly approaching. Elita-1, B-127, and…you.
"It didn't have to end this way," Optimus returned his gaze to his former friend.
"...this isn't over, Prime." Megatron seethed.
The two momentarily paused as your small voice called out to your sire. Megatron's optics dimmed as he lowered his helm, a tense silence followed before Megatron finally raised his helm and spoke, "Keep the liability with you, I don't have room for any weaknesses. Not anymore."
"..." Optimus Prime refused to speak, fearing that his voice would've matched the growing pain in his spark.
Megatron huffed before limping away and commanding the high guard to follow him.
B-127 grunted as you wiggled and trashed in his hold, trying to get to your sire and-
Your teary gaze watched in shock as your sire, your only family, your world up and left you behind. Your fans kicked in as you lost the ability to breathe, your vision grew blurry as the wails in your intake were stomped by the lump causing a croaked sob to leave you.
You buried your faceplate in the B-127's chassis.
B-127 and Elita-1 shared a glance, one twisted with pain for the crying sparkling and the other hesitation. B-127 turned to look at the new Prime and found he had already made his way over and reached for you.
B-127 handed you off to the larger mech and Optimus rubbed your back, shushing and whispering comforting words in your audial.
"We…have a lot of work to do, for now, we all deserve a rest." Optimus murmured to the other two. Elita-1 already understood Optimus's hidden intention and took charge as she directed her attention to the awaiting crowd of bots.
B-127 glanced between Elita-1 and Optimus before joining Elita. Optimus turned his attention to you.
"Do not worry, little one, I'm here." Optimus reassured. "I will not leave you, not now, not ever."
"...promise?"
Optimus smiled for the first time since he came back from being offline.
"I promise."
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ˏˋ°•*⁀➷ Works in Progress! ❤ - 25
last updated: 11.29.23
- this only include requests I've received and not my own ideas - i can choose to write your request into a drabble instead of a full fic if i feel like i can't write it into a fic (or if you don't really specify)
disclaimer: i reserve the right to combine requests if they're similar
Haikyu!!
♡ tsukishima kei
bratty tsukishima w edging and overstim pls bae :)
Aha ay Can I request edging and overstimming Tsukki as punishment after a whole day of him being a brat? Maybe some dacryphilia if you're up for it Ty so much for your time! I love your work
♡ kenma kozume
Kenma as a part-time stripper? Or just a stripper please
♡ osamu miya & atsumu miya
Can I request one where we peg osamu in front of atsumu as punishment for being a brat, we just keep calling osamu a good boy while completely ignoring atsumu, and once we're done with osamu we pound the fuck out of atsumu 😫🙏
My Hero Academia
♡ midoriya izuku
Hey, Can you write for Midoriya with a mommy/Daddy Kink where Midoriya had a bad day and wants to be pampered
I AM BEGGING YOU TO WRITE ABOUT FEM!READER PUNISHING (SPANKING) A SENSITIVE AND SPOILED IZUKU MIDORIYA EVEN THO HES BEING THE GOODEST BOY AS ALWAYS
♡ iida tenya
can i have a iida being hit by sex pollen and reader helping him out please
request numero dos idk but iida with nipple piercings has me reeling. tbh the chance of him actually ever getting them is zero but he actually does and reader discovers them? hoo boy. Imagine he got them all for reader too
♡ dabi
hiii can i request a sugar baby!dabi x sugarmommy!reader were dabi weres the most sluttiest things every day just so people can compliment him and so that the reader punishes and fucks him everyday cause reader is possesive and is turned on by what he wears and dabi also trys to stick his ass almost everywere cause reader is an ass person
♡ shigaraki
hey I was wondering if you could write about sub tomura shigaraki whose a virgin and like being humiliated and degraded? Thanks<3
Chainsaw Man
♡ aki
hi chae!! can i request a sub aki w bondage ? he'd look so good tied up ughngnng..,.,
♡ denji
can i request first time w denji??😊 he would be so pussy drunk n dumb n begging for more loorrrddd
Demon Slayer
♡ rengoku
hii so can you do a sub!rengoku x femdom!vampire reader one? details: y/n is having a bad day and rengoku wants to see whats up with her yk? and when hes finally sick of seeing her bottling all this anger up he wants her to take out her anger on him. Like he just offers her his neck with no hesitation yk? AAAA im down bad (pls include choking and her marking him as well)
Jujutsu Kaisen
♡ gojo satoru
If you're up for it, I have a request or a concept you're more than welcome to add on to or take away from! Please and thank you <3 You know how Gojo thinks he's all that? He's rich, charming, and the greatest sorcerer. He should be worshiped and praised at all times for it, right? Basically, he's being annoying so you punish him by riding him and while acting tired and disinterested at the same time since he lives for attention and praise. It should totally eat him up the fact that you're not praising him for being a good boy, for making you feel good- paired with your lazy movements, pretty much edging him the whole time. You bet your ass he tears up when you fake yawn lmao
Bully reader with nerd virgin Gojo please
ALRIGHTALRIGHTALRIGHT- Can I request making Gojo keep a remote vibrator up his ass for a day. Like you'll go to meetings and missions with him while fuckin around with the remote kicking up the intensity to make him squirm and hold back moans.
Sub bully gojo like he was planning on fucking and bullying reader when the opposite went way? Like reader had enough of his bullshit and makes him cry and overstimulates him?
Can i request sub yandere Gojo hcs , him as a boyfriend
♡ sukuna
Request for fem!reader × sukuna. I'm sick of these fanfictions where a character humiliates, insults, changes and the reader accepts it with adoration. Why not put bully!sukuna in its place? It can be a Sukuna king or a Sukuna at school. Facesitting, strangulation or a strap that will make a Sukuna regret
♡ geto suguru
Hi! I'd like to request for something with Geto Suguru and dumbification please. How about a scenario where gn!reader (with yandere undertones if you're okay with that) gets jealous when Geto was just being too nice with someone else, and takes him home to fuck him roughly until he's drooling all over himself. <3 Thank you if you do this!
♡ megumi
Coyld u pls write megumi with dom and mean reader with mommy kink. Then the reader's overstimulating him till he cry or smthng. (Then there's a fluff in the end?)😭 LIKE PLLSSS
♡ toji
Hi I was the anon who asked about requests- may I request Toji being a brat so you edge him And if you're up for it some knifeplay too with his own cursed dagger Tysm in advance and I love your writing!!
♡ yandere
Could you write sub!yandere/dom!reader where the reader doesn't actually feel sexual attraction but likes to watch their reactions to things like overstim, edging, object insertion, toys, etc?
BABE ILY AND YOUR WORK PLS PLS CAN YOU MAKE MASC!DOM READER WITH A HAREM OF HEAD OVER HEELS YANDERE BOYS!! reader is teasing, cheeky, taunting, etc, yk the personality like a fox? Yeah! And reader is a experimentalist master who is a really addictive sadist? -love you♡♪
Just another brat Yandere w strict gn/m!dom🤭 look straps are very versatile too you know sizes…
#chaepink.wips#dom!reader#sub!character#dom reader#sub!mha#sub!haikyuu#sub!csm#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu!!#mha x reader#mha smut#csm x reader#sub!ushijima#sub!kageyama#sub!kuroo#sub!tsukishima#sub character#sub!hinata#sub!kaminari#sub!yamaguchi#sub!izuku#sub!oikawa#sub!aki#sub!sugawara#sub!denji#sub!kirishima#sub!kenma#sub!bakugo#sub!bokuto#sub!midoriya
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PLEASE ROM i need to hear more from u abt satoru bc OUR THOTS ARE SO SIMILAR ITS SO SICKKKKKK
i am literally writing gojo smut bc that ep evoked something in me
AND I AGREE 100 PERCENT IN SUB GOJO LIKE !!! this man will definitely want u to take care of him some days if not all that man is such a switchhhhh
the fic im writing iendkkde i feel like spoiling bc i want ur opinion BUT AAAA ok so i just know this man will literally love it when you switch up on him like.
imagine him coming home all angry over the higher ups and the curses and like after his fight he needs u to bend over that fucking counter right away. and i just feel like as he's pounding away he'd calm the fuck down like bc its you and you always make him feel better and like u said he is very soft and lenient with you and like once he enters that whiny state its your turn to take care of him - and basically make him and u both come because my mans tired he's sloppy with it after a while hehehhe
Akhsksjak baby I’m here to help in any way and every way ok? And please ask for as many opinions ok?
But like listen I fully, like entirely believe that this man is the kind to message you in midst of a fight “to be ready” for him!!! Like no hesitation and since you’re his pretty dumb little gf, you’re all ready indeed—with his favourite lingerie—bending over the counter, just waiting for him—knowing that this moment of anticipation only provokes your pussy and it’s wetness.
Also though, he loved switches mid-session—like he wants you to fight for it and snatch it from him. Satoru won’t hand it to you easily either (until poor pup came begging to you himself). He’ll make you work for it—bounce on his cock, whoever goes dumb first has to sub obviously. He loves the power play and the ambiguity of it entirely—the fact that you could take control ANY moment and vice versa.
But Gojo does lose it when you’re the one you finishes the session—he loves when you’re being mean to him too, make him cry, please—but then he’s so hard at the thought of you pampering him+degrading him<3 like hold his face between your hands and lay the softest kisses on his face as you ride him—call him your toy and pet and remind him that he’s just a pathetic little fuck toy for you.
#from.jaaneman#☼࿐ 𝐑𝐎𝐌𝐄.𝐁𝐑𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓#☼࿐𝐈𝐧𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐠→#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen#gojo satoru#jjk#gojo x reader#gojo smut#gojou satoru x reader#gojo satoru smut#gojo kink analysis
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I am hopelessly shameless but can I ask for another fuegoleon with wife s/o? Where he has a nightmare maybe about his arm or something and his s/o comforts him and suggests he be the little spoon tonight. And he's uncomfortable with the idea at first since we all know poor Fuego is more used to being the ever dependable and strong one in any situation. But as he falls asleep to the beating of her heart he can't help but feel grateful???? just some hurt/comfort super fluffy stuff AAAA IM JUST CRAZY FOR THIS BIG LION MAN
Here we go again! I hope you enjoy it! I wanted to try a more fanfic response to this one rather than just headcannons.
Night Terrors
Fuegoleon x Female S/O
Hurt/Comfort
Mentions of blood and nightmares
Word count of 1000+
Sleep has become unfortunately hard in the last few weeks. Normally Fuegoleon was very strict with his schedule; he had a lot of things he liked to get done in the day between work, exercise, training, his personal time and of course-
Sleep.
He had to juggle all of it day by day to maximize all of his time and get all of his goals done.
So he kept an effective and quick schedule. He got at least 7 hours of sleep at night, going to bed at the same time every night so he could be up early in the morning to start the same process over again.
But after waking up from his coma and the following elven attack, he found it hard to really get back into his normal routine, restful nights of sleep seemed to only be drifting farther and farther away from him.
"Guh…" The lion had curled up in his sleep. His face was glimmering with the start of sweat as his eyebrows knit together in pain or frustration. Images of William flashing quickly through his dream, then changing into the elf and then red filled his vision as his own arm suddenly flew out in front of him. He was wide eyed and in a panic, adrenaline coursing through his body as his chest tightened with not only panic but despair from this betrayal-
"Fuegoleon!"
Purple eyes snapped open and the man sat up straight. The bed sheets falling from his body as his hand lashed out to grab hold of his shoulder, the pain was so intense, his fingers dug in as if that would somehow help alleviate the trauma.
"Fuego..?"
Again that voice, it had been light cutting through a dark dream. He slowly looked over and shame washed over him. There you were, his precious wife, with your hand on his good shoulder. Wide awake. The moonlight coming through the window seemed to emphasize all the worry and fear in your face and it made him feel guilty.
"I-I am sorry…" his mouth felt incredibly dry. "Did I wake you?"
"No." Your reply was gentle and soft. You shook your head and moved closer to him, bringing your other hand up to gently cup his cheek. "Are you okay?"
He didn't answer at first and that was okay. That was all you needed. You gently put your forehead to his and he took a soft inhale. This was the waking world, and while his injury had happened in the past, and William was quickly redeeming himself, nothing here would be able to hurt him.
It almost felt wrong to feel so weak, especially in front of you. He was the strong and proud Captain of the Crimson Lion Kings. To think an injury he had overcome would be haunting him in such a way.
"I am sorry…" he said again.
"It's okay." You whisper back."It's okay to have this happen… it was a lot…" while you weren't there when it happened you knew it had to be painful. And then to be asleep for as long as he had been… sometimes you wondered if he worried about slipping away again. To someday go to bed and then… not wake up.
Your hand slowly slid from his face down to his hand, where it still clutched tightly to his shoulder. You slid your fingers between his, and slowly he relaxed and with great reluctance, let you pull the hand away. You held his hand close to you as you looked into his tired eyes.
When was the last time he got a good night's rest? You have known for a while that Fuegoleon's nightmares were coming and going, some nights were worse than others. But you also knew how proud he was and didn't want to simply ask about it. Even now you didn't need to ask, you knew exactly what was happening and he knew that you knew. Now it was just… worry and shame.
"It'll be okay." You said as you squeezed his hand.
"I know…" Fuegoleon responded but he didn't seem to believe it. But he put on a fake smile for you so you didn't have to worry. If only you didn't know him so well, he might have gotten away with it.
"Why don't I cuddle you?" You asked softly.
He blinked for a second then his cheeks flushed. "What? No- do you mean..?"
You nodded down to the pillows. "It'll be nice. I like it when you hold me, let me hold you."
"M-my love, please…'' It wasn't that hewas embarrassed by it… but as your husband he always felt the strong urge to always keep you safe, to hold and cherish you. He hadn't really thought about it being the other way around.
He had always been your strong lion.
But…
He felt you squeeze his hand.
Even lions could get hurt and need help…
He let out a small huff before he slowly laid back down onto his back. You let him go and got comfortable at his side.
"Will you roll over for me?"
He glanced at you, and in your eyes he saw only love. It made him melt… how could he deny you…
He shuffled under the sheets, rolling to face you and you lovingly wrapping your arms around him. You settled your head onto the pillows, and he had his against your chest. One of your arms held him close and your legs were intertwined.
At first he was… a little embarrassed. He always held you like this. His larger frame always fit perfectly against yours, you were safe within his grasp.
And now he couldn't even hold you properly with one arm…
The dark thoughts creeping into his mind were quickly drowned out as he closed his eyes. Focusing on the sound of your gentle and steady heartbeat. He nuzzled gently into you, and you hugged him a little closer. Slowly, he relaxed, counting each beat of your loving heart like sheep over a fence. He felt blessed to have a wife such as you. You knew him better than anyone and could relax and comfort him better than anyone. If he could marry you all over again, he would.
Slowly, his body would relax, sleep once again claimed him.
But with you there holding him close, he had nothing but deep sleep and sweet dreams.
#fuegoleon vermillion#black clover#fuegoleon x y/n#blackclover headcannons#black clover fanfic#fuegoleon x reader#black clover x y/n#black clover x reader#fuegoleon fanfic
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Lmfaoooo that ask ab sugu opening jars n stuff for u made me think. imagine sugu dating someone that was the eldest child™️ . Like someone that’s just so used to doing things for themselves and not asking for help with anything. He walks in on u cooking something for urself?? Drops to his knees clutching his heart as if you’ve fatally wounded him. Sees you washing the dishes or doing chores??? You’re literally about to give him a heart attack. Witnesses you overworking yourself (especially if it’s for the sake of other people)?? Is genuinely, wholly, absolutely horrified. The walls are caving in. He’s hearing colours. He’s shaking and writhing around on the floor like a little worm having a seizure. He can’t even breathe what on earth is he to do… 💔💔— stsg anon >:)
STSG ANON MY BELOVED HI HELLO <3333
THIS ONE …………… i cant breathe . IM BEING FED TOO WELL IM COLLAPSING IM CLUTCHING MY CHEST SUGU STYLE….
NO BC STSG ANON. ur MIND. sugu x eldest child…. sugu x eldest child……. the POTENTIAL here. god im losing it I AM KISSING UR BRAIN MWAH MWAH….. we need to talk abt this we neeeeed to acknowledge how perfect this is literally WHAT
ohhhh my god. the way he would be so………… offended and doting and worried. like. i think that his mother instincts would JUMP out w an s/o like this because he’s just ?!???? you’re just so used to managing on your own and it kinda breaks his heart i think :((( and he’s literally exactly the same way LMAOO it’s just one eldest child + one neglected only child trying to take care of the other because being on the receiving end w/o giving something back makes them wildly uncomfortable 😭😭
AND STSG ANON I LAUGHED OUT LOUD READING UR ASK he would be soooo horrified so flabbergasted…… “drops to his knees clutching his heart as if you’ve fatally wounded him” PHDJDHDH HE WOULDDD HE WOULD!!! god FORBID you cook for yourself while he’s in the house smh smh… he would genuinely get offended like do you suddenly not like his cooking???? are you tired of it???
he starts spiralling a little LMAO but no you just dont want him too spend too much time on you….. :(( and THAT reallllyy offends him like. ohhh this is such a tasty concept i cant think. u always do this stsg anon </3 but eldest child x sugu rlly is the most bigbrained thought EVER
“the walls are caving in. he’s hearing colours. he’s shaking and writhing around on the floor like a little worm having a seizure. he can’t even breathe what on earth is he to do…” <- PSHDHDDB THIS IS THE REALEST THING EVER he really has a full body reaction he’s sooo 😭😭 our sweetiepie!!!
and ohhhh if you overworked yourself 🥺🥺🥺 i agree sm he’s genuinely heartbroken like he HATES it. he hates the idea of you running yourself ragged taking care of others when you arent even taking care of yourself (let’s be clear!! this man is a hypocrite LMAOO but he also feels especially heartbroken because he knows what it’s like)….
i think it might be uncomfortable for his s/o because he’s so stubborn!!! he’ll coax you into sitting down on the kitchen table while he finishes what you started ; insists on washing the dishes or at least drying them while you wash them ; forces you to relax and unwind LMAO like this man is strong ok he’ll literally pick you up and carry you away if he needs to . bundles you up in blankets so you cant escape. it might make you uncomfortable because it’s just so foreign and he’s sooo insistent on taking care of you :< he’s so sweet but obv it would feel a little scary if it’s something you’re completely unaccustomed to….
aaaa but !!!! i think this pairing could work out SO well w a bit (a lot) of communication bc both sugu and reader would have to learn to compromise and let themselves be taken care of… i still see sugu being the main caretaker because it’s genuinely in his nature but he’ll let you take care of him if ONLY so that you’ll feel more comfortable being taken care of yourself <33333
#im kind of obsessed w these two TYSM STSG ANON I LOVE U <3333 every time i see u in my inbox i giggle n kick my feet !!!!#this was a whole MEAL honestly tysm#OKOK BUT … since the eldest children get sugu i think the middle children should get gojo. it just makes sense to me ok#like a middle child who’s used to being independent not really receiving the attention & affection that they needed as a child…#and BOOM here comes satoru gojo who will literally suffocate them w love <3333#(im not saying this JUST bc im a middle child ok …. i just think it makes sense)#as for the youngest children hMMM…….. why does a part of me say nanami 🤔🤔#many thoughts in my brain rn#i ADOREEE this stsg anon i hope ur having a wonderful day or night <333#ask tag ✩#stsg anon !! ✩
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Omg thanks to your "Eddie throws himself a funeral party" post I literally cannot stop thinking about Stripper! Steve. (absolutely no pressure to do anything with this btw! I'm just aaaa! at your idea)
Like omg. Did Steve get into stripping bc he got cut off and disowned by his parents and desperately needed any job that would take him? Did he seek the job out bc he thought it'd be fun? Why should he be ashamed of exercising, entertaining, looking hot, dancing, and then getting paid to do it??? Fuck yeah
Side note the image of best friend Robin stealing a pair of Steves clean tearaway pants bc she wants to know what it's like to rip them off is very funny to me. She has them on over her jeans. She's had a glass or two of wine and is standing in the middle of Steve's living room awkwardly trying to rip off a pair of tearaway pants that are far too big for her
AHAHHA!!! Please come join me!!! There’s enough stripper Steve for everyone! Funny story Robin actually got the call handler job first through a college friend but obviously platonic soul mates cannot be separated so Steve applied for a job there too. He wasn’t fussy about position, just handed his CV in and hoped he’d get to keep working with Robin.
The employers took one look at Steve when he came into the office and told him he has hired. As a stripper. He took a moment to adjust but thought if it means he gets to work with Robin, he’d do it. (That’s what he tells people, the truth is the ego stroke at the immediate job offer was enough to sway him. He thought it would be a fun job and he was tired of retail).
And Robin plays with ALL the stock! She’s got horrendously ugly nipple tassels that she stuck to Steve’s chest and they both ended up almost crying trying to take them off him without waxing his chest (Robin tears might have been from laughter shhhh). She’s got a feather boa that she loves and wears in the office because she feels it gives her a ‘better phone voice’ nobody’s argued with her yet.
As soon as Steve finished any gig he’s on the phone to her, giving her the run down of any drama or funny stories. She gets a little worried when she doesn’t hear back after the Munson party, tries to call the person who booked and gets Eddie on the phone ‘hello, Eddie’s fun funeral, Gareth speaking’ and Robin thinks she must have the wrong number, she must have written something down wrong but all her records tell her she’s right???
‘Hi. Um…im sorry, this is going to sound so insensitive and im so sorry but…did you hire a male stripper for your event?’ Robin is smacking herself in the face as she says it. Knows she’s going to get in trouble from her manager
‘Sure is! Can’t spell funeral without fun! He’s a little busy with the man of the hour though’ she can hear laughter and loud music through the receiver. Steve is stripping at a funeral, for the dead guy?
‘Ummm I’m sorry but I don’t think company policy allows for stripping for corpses. I’m going to have to refund your booking. Please send Steve back’ Robin is way out of her depth. What the fuck is going on? How did she let this happen?
‘Ah no dude he’s alive, very alive by the looks of things. And sos your employee. I dont know who’s having a better time to be honest’ Gareth sounds sane but Robin doesn’t know if she can really make that call over the phone for a guy who books strippers for funerals where people aren’t dead.
#IDK THIS IS JUST RAMBLING#truly I just want them to have stupid jobs#did you know there are funeral clowns????? I almost went down the funeral clown route#THANK YOU FOR INDULGING ME MOMO!!!#stranger things#momotonescreaming#Robin and Gareth eventual besties#he asks for tear away pants from her and of course she supplies
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I sent this as another ask ebcause it was just getting LONG!
BUT!! AAAA!! So, first off, it was "For Me?"! ( Also, I really wasn't sure if fyour blog was super active when I sent that ask, BUT IM SO GLAD YOU RESPONDED. DAY IS MADE HAHA! )
I absolutely ADORE Turkey, but also the Netherlands, so seeing them in the fic (and being TOGETHER in a ship)--and one that's pretty well written at that!!--was a real treat for me. Seeing them with Portugal is a lovely mix and works well, but there's not enough strictly NedTurk fanwork out there for me to consume from what I've seen unfortunately.
Not only that, I'm not big on a lot of ships, so it's tough! I'm trying to write more fanfiction myself because that ship deserves more than what little I've seen, but that takes time and energy and I don't always have that.
BUT ALSO YES, VISUALLY, MAN IS A TREAT!!
asks are always welcome so don't worry! also i live on tumblr so i'm guaranteed to reply (timezone allowing) haha,, i just use a slow queue of posts so i might not look too active, and tend to cling to lovely messages like a dragon on a pile of gold before replying :')
anywho, i have to say, you've no idea how happy i am to hear that that is the fic you came back to. it's a fic i love and, at this moment in time, have also been ignoring a lot out of disdain... it's kind of tiring to think about where to even begin with the next bit... but to hear you enjoy it for Sadık and Abel is wholesome as heck! i love them in their trio with port, but i too agree that NedTurk on its own? 👀 yes please!
i love that you're also writing them though! that's kinda how i got seriously into writing for fandom to begin with; it started with engspa a few years back and has since spiralled! and yeah, the time and energy it takes even now is insane, and i certainly commend anyone who writes around working because my gosh is that even worse but whewww, it's also rewarding. especially when you get messages like these!
so yes, thank you for your asks, they really have cheered me up about this fic and given me a bit of a pick-me-up! i will continue to write the man-treat, i do so love him - and maybe NedTurk could be a good place to start branching out from in future... but, in the meantime, i wish you the best with your own writing endeavours ♡
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laws of attraction ep 7 react
oh OHOSLGKJSG TANTHAI AND THEE OH IM GONNA CRY, YOU SWEET BABIES, THEE LOOKS SO HAPPY AND THEIR LITTLE BANTER-- AAAA
still confused if its charn or chan bc of the early subtitles but i think i remember his building said chan??? so im just going with that
chan idk what youre doing but you better shove that plushie up your ass if you wanna keep it bro
oh tinn, sweet baby. chan if you don't get your shit together soon i swear to god. that man is so ride or die for you
alksjglk LMAO MR NAWIN COVERED IN BLOOD WITH FUCKING RAINBOW HIS BRASS KNUCKLES OH I ADORE YOU HELLO NEW HUSBAND
he's like a puppy oh my god i adore him the little freak
wow!! communicating about your feelings!! what a concept!!
nawin's pink suit no shirt is such a look, and the way chan can talk him down is unfairly attractive
YOU HAVE TO PROMISE ME WHEN IM GONE TO TAKE CARE OF TINN AND GRANDMA-- HEY CHAN WHAT DOES THAT MEAN-- HEY BUDDY WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT MEAN
oh meeting the dead parents, ok, im so normal about this.
chan i am so tired of you disappearing in the night. you gotta knock this shit off, man.
OH TANTHAI BUDDY YOU CANT -- OH SWEET INNOCENT BABY YOU CAN'T POST STUFF TO SOCIAL MEDIA COME ON NOW
oh thee. oh man. this scene is So Much. poor tanthai was doomed to fail from birth fuck M E . "i'm sorry for being born" fuck OFF OH MY GOD.
AND THEE. BRAVE SWEET PROTECTIVE THEE. HE'S EVERYTHING. PLEASE I NEED THEM TO HAVE A HAPPY ENDING.
i need that man to burn in hell P L E A S E. like just leave everyone alone for fucks SAKE.
NAWIN SLKJGLAG OH BLESS UR SOUL YOUR LITTLE MANNERISMS ARE EVERYTHING.
HE BROKE THE BED FRAME LMFAO TINN THE MAN THAT YOU ARE.
hey chan this would all be more believable if you didnt look one second away from bawling your eyes out.
YESSS THE 'THEN LOOK AT ME' A CLASSIC, MY BELOVED, ONE OF MY FAVORITE TROPES.
OH MY GOD
EXCUSE ME
OH BOY
OKAY
YEAH THATS FINE
I'M NORMAL ABOUT THAT
FEELING SO NORMAL
#laws of attraction#laws of attraction the series#loa#loats#episode 7#tinncharn#tinnchan#tanthaithee#theetanthai
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Sanemi was a man that liked to be in control, always knowing how things were going, always having the upper hand, and this can carry over to his personal life, his need to be in control always being very apparent in bed as well. This gets to be tiring though, the wind hashira often being worn down by such a thing, so offering him a night of reprieve is what he needs, though he's so damn bratty about it. What to do? First off, gag him. Sanemi is a mouthy brat during sex while you're trying to get him under control, taking away his ability to spew vitriol at you while you work is very handy. He secretly does this to rile you up, though, he actually finds it very arousing to be gagged, though you'll need to bind his wrists, he's very much a man that will try and test your ability to dom him. If you remember the Shinjuro thirst I wrote up, you'll probably remember this next step: Get the riding crop. Sanemi's definitely the kind of guy that needs to have consequences established, and he certainly learns through pain. He misbehaves too much? Bend him over your lap and bring that crop down on his ass. Hard. Ever hear the wind hashira squeal? Doing that makes him squeal and squirm. He doesn't love it as much as Shinjuro, but it does turn him on seeing you be so forceful with him. He's always liked the idea of his lover being able to kick his ass. Want to see him completely melt? Sit. On. His. Face. Best reward ever for him, he loves being able to feel your weight on him and he pours his all into eating you out as he does into training and fighting demons. You taste better than anything he's ever had so he's always eager for a taste. When he hits subspace, ride him. He goes crazy, whining, drooling, crying out for more, he's a mess! It's precious really, he even drools from the sensation. Oh, and pegging him is also good, man might even beg to feel you fill his ass with your strap. Don't be afraid to go big either, man can take it, he's a big boy. He's only a little clingy coming down, but he's mostly disconnected while coming back to his senses. Hope you liked your thirst!
SORRY IM RESPONDING TO THIS SO LATE BUT AAAA BARK ABRK BARK!! HE’S SO UGHHHH. your thoughts are like little jewels thank you for this meal.
also you mentioned shinjuro and something in me purred ahsjsikw. now i wanna train him with the crop…
but anyways back on topic, sanemi loving a partner that can kick his ass? SO CANON. and he likes someone with fire too, that’s not gonna take shit from him. argue back with him and he’s suddenly red in the face and getting hard 🤭
AND WHEN I TELL YOU THE IDEA OF PEGGING SANEMI HAS BEEN ON MY MIND FOR WEEKS!!
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what’s with large (dangerous) men and letting them rest? geralt, brynjolf, karl heisenberg, vilkas, bucky barnes, miraak?
i know what’s it’s about. it’s letting them be vulnerable, because if they get to be vulnerable and still be strong, that means i can be, too, but im not ready for that convo
YESS there's something just so big and incredible about these huge, powerful dudes who are used to protecting everyone finally finding a moment to rest. Something about them trusting someone else enough to be fully vulnerable in their presence and knowing that they're loved enough to take time to rest. Who knows.
Especially with like. Heisenberg and Miraak because they're uhhhh kinda villains in their settings. There's something extra good about a man who's hated by the entire world but knowing that he's loved by one single person who is willing to care for him when everything gets to be too much to carry anymore. Knowing that he can break down because he's fucked a lot of stuff up but he has someone willing to put all his pieces back together when he can't do it himself??
Geralt and Vilkas dude they're just so fucking. AAAA they're so used to being the strong one, the one that takes care of everything, the one that everyone else seems to depend on that having to depend on someone else would prob fuck them up a little. Knowing that they need rest and being shocked at the realization that they have someone willing to protect them?? Having someone force them into a warm bath and wash the tangles out of their hair??
Bucky and Bryn are just. exhausted lmao. They're both probably so tired but push themselves far beyond what one person should be able to take. There's something about the tentative trust they'd have to have to let someone see them without their walls up and being surprised that it doesn't result in being hurt again.
But who knows we aren't ready to discuss vulnerability and strength and all that in this house if it isn't directed at a fictional guy who's a little fucked up <3
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The soles of his boots thudded and smushed against the grass as he traversed the Human Realm in the rain. Had he known the man he’d wish to see lived so far away, he would have forwent the trip and waited for the next time he visited the Demon Realm; especially since halfway through his walk it began to rain.
“ ‘Go ahead and deliver it to him’ he says, ‘It’ll check off one of your tasks.’ Check off a task, my ass. Carrying this much marble on my back in the rain could have waited.” Nero mumbled to himself, as he mocked the man who currently shelters him. Said person may as well have been a thorn is his side, as he shooed Nero out the door, package in hand. Thankfully he own a bag designed to be able to carry things like this, as long as they weren’t too big.
With the hood of his trench coat pulled over his head, they maneuvered their way away from the bustling city, and towards the neighbouring forests. Truth be told, the package they were carrying was only around five pounds, give or take, but they weren’t necessarily the active type… For a Vampire, they were quite weak.
The booming sounds of thunder and lighting pounded in the background, as Nero approached a rather haunting looking home.
“Wow, how original… This place just screams Vampire if you ask me…” He uttered, as he approached the grand looking doorway. ‘At least the architecture is beautiful…’ The visitor thought.
A mere few inches away from the entrance, the white haired individual raised his fist, giving the door firm rhythmic knocks, as he anticipated who would be the one to answer.
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[ HIIIIIII AVAAAAA. NERO IS HEREEEEEEEEEE. and finally delivering the bust Richter ordered but never picked up 🙄 man got a statue of himself then decided not to take it 🙄 ANYWAY I HOPE THIS WAS OKAY SKSKSK. FEEL FREE TO ANSWER THIS WHENEVER!! OR FEEL FREE TO IGNORE IT 🫶 | @deciipula ]
// HIII WHINNNNN!! I'm so excited for these two to finally interact, but forgive the lil formal entrance with the servants, i thought it would be some fun SKSKSKSKS. BUT, when Ryuuto hears why Nero is here?? he probably wont be surprised his old man ordered a whole damn bust of himself 🙄😭 AAAA im so excited to interact!!!! <3 <3
Who, indeed... It appeared the answer to that came quicker than expected. A smartly-dressed - though in quite a plain variety of grey and blacks - and blind-folded man silently opened the door, noted the unfamiliar visitor, and sent another unseen person off.
"What is your business?"
Although not blocking the fair-headed persons entrance per se, the servant - as conveyed by the Sakamaki crest adorning his blazer upon a pin - assumed manners of them, regardless of how long their journey was, nor of how tired their feet may have been.
As quickly as he demanded a reason for their presence, however, the servant widened the entrance by stepping aside, despite Nero answering his question or otherwise; The flapping of a few bat wings, however, suggested this change of pace was an order.
"Wipe your feet before you enter, one of the Master's will be with your shortly," He shortly spoke, the darkness engulfing him as he turned back into the entryway of the manor.
#deciipula#nero#sakamaki ryuuto#ryuuto sakamaki#interaction#diabolik lovers oc#dialovers#diabolik lovers
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