#im so sorry love ooft

[seongclb]

spreading positivity ✨!

list 5 blr accounts that you love!

ooft i love all my moots trust but i’ll say these because idk they’re the accounts i interact with on/off blr the most (that being said i still only really interact with like two people outside blr but i love u all still so pls dm me 🌀) sorry if im forgetting anyone <3

erm also ik u said 5 but i can’t so take 7 bc that’s a good number

@sjyuns @isoobie @hoonvrs @jongsie @voikiraz @dazed-hee @jungwonderz are the people i regularly talk to even if it’s just popping into their inbox time to time

[manicpixiedreamcurl]

Hi Jo i hope youre well ☺️💕 and welcome back to me in your inbox. Based on your tags (dating Eddie is one long game of tag) im imagining

***daddy kink tw?***

youre well into the relationship and knowing you can no longer just Exist without some mayhem taking place but one time Eddie spanks you and instead of reacting you just go "harder, daddy" so Eddies caught between making the escape and malfunctioning over what you just said

these images are different sizes im sorry

Hello lovely J!!! (I like having something to call you, I was like I can't keep going hello heydreamchild!! Ahaha).

So, here's the thing. My mind cannot connect Eddie Munson and daddy kink. Like I truly believe he could buy into just about every kink out there, but for me personally he's toooo goofy boyish soft to be called daddy (by me, no judgement or disagreeing with other people applying that or anything). On the spectrum of babygirl to daddy he's at pretty boy, ya know?

HOWEVER.

His brain would short circuit. Whether you meant it as a tease or genuinely, he'd be desperately trying to work out 1) if this is real life, 2) if you actually like that and 3) wait...does he like that?

So actually you've happened upon the only situation in which I personally would call him daddy. For mischief.

Watch him turn back to you with those eyes all round instead of running away. Gives you the perfect opening to give that confused butt a lil pat and high tail it out of there while he's trying to work out if he's half hard because of the daddy thing or because you hit him at a sensitive spot and the sting's kinda nice.

Gonna do an extra little thing about titles under the cut because I see an opportunity to analyse wet-eyes Munson and I take it.

He's clearly into roleplay so much it hurts (I'm getting there with my chaptered fic lmao). And I do think of him as a switch/soft dom who could be so into kinda darkish roleplay like kidnapping a princess (not CNC, like she falls in love with somebody she shouldn't sorta thing). Or even monster (vampire?) stealing the innocence of a cutie. ALSO groupie/rockstar if we're honest with ourselves (it's coming I promise). All this is to say, I think he'd be into (and I can think of him this way) scenes that involve titles. But with the type of roleplay that I think he'd picture most, it's more like master and sir (ooft). Whereas, to me, when he's that soft looking after praise heavy gently dominant role, he's ✨Eddie💖

[draemers]

Your film photos are gorgeee!! How did you get started with photography? Do u have a preferred subject? Is it harder to shoot and develop b&w than colour film? Sorry for the barrage of questions btw no pressure to answer 😅

EEEEEE receiving this ask THRILLS ME thank u for taking the time to message !!!!!! OOFT i will take any opportunity to talk at length about photography sO . i got started in high school, i had this v shitty digital one lens camera and i’d post rly bad over saturated photos to instagram. i took photography as a choice at gcse, but film didn’t interest me at all until like literally this year! i joined my uni’s photo society just to keep up my hobby and i met this guy who was WAY into photography and he’d talk and talk, but i thought he was rly cool. he taught me how to use the darkroom so i can develop my own black and white ! and i was so intrigued by how you can just do the whole process yourself and you can control EVERYTHING and i wanted to be More in control. so i bought a film camera where i have to measure the lighting and do everything manually etc etc and its made photography sm more challenging especially to get a. good shot. i just love the whole process and i love seeing how other people shoot. i prefer street photography mostly, i love having everything very straight and compositionally satisfying, or two colours that match that’s what gets me going ANYWAY. shooting black and white is SO hard. i’ve been buying more b&w film recently bc colour is so expensive but also bc our darkroom only allows b&w. so i want to develop more myself and scan it myself, bc then i feel like i deserve the shots i’ve got?? they still suck rn but im tryin. anyway thank you so much for the ask! i hope i didn’t waffle i just love it sm :’)

[its-deputy-caleb]

Hi! i'm not sure if you've done this before but i was wondering how some of the far cry 6 characters react to having caught feelings for the reader? ♡

ooft it feels good to have the writing juices back and i've missed my fc6 crew!! i'm sorry i didn't do more characters anon (i got so carried away with these three) so i might do a part two! i was gonna do espada but im saving it for a longer fic <3

also exciting news, i'm working on a fc6 oc template for a gurrellia and an FND officer that should be ready soon and ya'll can all make oc's with me!! but for now enjoy!

Dani Rojas

When Dani wandered into the Legend’s hideout in Sierra Perdida she was expecting a bunch of old guerrilla’s playing dominos and walking sticks. 

What she was unprepared for was meeting a young médico training under the watchful eyes of Lucky as the new face of the revolution. 

The moment Dani saw you, the way you smiled and welcomed her, made her stomach flip in the best possible way. She totally thanked Clara and the Oluwas for sending her your way, and she quickly comes to you for even the most minor of bruises after her missions.

Whilst you wrap her torso in bandages and use cloths to wipe away the sweat, blood and grime form her forehead, Dani is internally freaking out. Tanks don’t scare her, but the thought of ‘screwing up’ around you makes her want to be perfect.

Of course, Dani doesn’t know how to process her feelings so she spends her car rides rambling to Chorizo. With the windows down and one hand on the wheel she rants about wanting to impress you before rambling about every detail of you she’s fallen in love with.

“Coño— is it possible for someone to be so perfect? What do you think Chiquito? Oh maybe I should fake a fever so I can visit them again..” 

Dani finds herself thinking about you on almost all her mission’s, which has often resulted in a few of her injuries. But she wears them with pride as a guerrilla (and she gets to come see her favourite doc)

With a little prompting from the legends, and a lot of moral support from Chorizo, Dani ends up blurting her feelings for you in your clinic. It’s so fast she’s afraid she’ll have to repeat it all again but when you smile at her warmly, some of the nerves disappear.

“Hey so uhh.. IreallylikeyouandIhavelikedyouforalongtimeandIthinkyou’rereallyreallygorgeousandagoodpersonandI’msoinlovewithyou—“

Dani internally shuts down for a moment when you finally take her hands in yours and lean forward to kiss her. She’s quick to respond however, and sighs into the kiss once she realises you feel the same.

Clara Garcia

Clara always enjoyed visiting her long time friend Benito down at his wharf in casa Benito. Not only did she need to check on los Bandidos recruits but it meant she got to spend time with you, who was her childhood friend and closest guerrilla.

The three of you had grown up together, and whilst Benito was well aware of Clara’s crush on you, it was clear how oblivious you were. Clara has always been a master of hiding her feelings, for staying strong and stoic but Benito knew after her gaze lingered for a beat longer and her smile beamed in your presence.

Clara knew her feelings towards you had developed into something more once you’d both joined libertad together. She has never scared of her feelings, only scared of losing you but she was confident she could free Yara for you and finally reveal her feelings.

Of course, that’s easier said than done, and if she doesn’t spend hours chewing Benito’s ear off for advice, she’s talking to her close friend and mentor Juan Cortez (who’s terrible dating advice never reflects his own)

“Should I tell them now? Or should I wait? I want to free Yara for them Juan but what if something happens and I never— god why is starting a revolution easier than managing a crush..”

Clara always makes sure to visit you after each of your missions, just to check your health of course. It’s not that every time she sees you, something in her chest warms and she can’t help but smile and joke with you.

Her love for you is something that was subtle, something she grew into with gentle ease and it makes her care for you even more with each passing day until eventually it boils over and she confesses everything at her camp.

“Tomorrow we’ll hit the blockade— but before that, I have to tell you how I feel. I can’t risk losing you without you ever knowing how much I love you mi amor”

Clara thinks she’s fucked up on the spot. That all those pep talks from Juan and Benito were a complete waste of time until she realises you’re stepping into her space and wrapping your arms around her.

Your foreheads bump together and she places a gentle smooch to your nose as you laugh. Clara doesn’t let you go either, and the two of you spend the night curled up in her camp reading over maps and giving kisses.

Juan Cortez

Juan is known for his shady deals and his tendency to play all angles. Whether its working deals behind McKay’s back, working for the Yanquis on the CIA payroll or dealing with the Black Market— you can guarantee he’s done it all.

He does however, favour his time with the black market, not because its particularly favourable (or morally acceptable) but he’s developed quite the crush on you.

Training under the watchful eye of Big Papi, you broke away to handle your own business with smuggling goods. Your business now just as successful, if not more so than the infamous Black Market King, Bembé Alvarez himself.

The minute Juan saw you ordering your men around, telling them to move crates of weapons and other valuable goods, the man was sold and completely captured by you.

Juan may or may not pull excuses out of his ass just to come and see you about small details or new deals he wants to make. He can’t help that his crush on you (which started as pure attraction) has now developed into something a whole lot more where his heart beats too quick and he stammers whilst sober.

Not that Juan is sober much these days. He finds himself at the bottom of a bottle since its easier to cope with his feelings for a literal drug lord and smuggler which often leaves him turning to Guapo for some much needed advice.

“What do you think gave it away guapo? They could literally kill an old spy master like me and I still want to tell them that I’d give everything and anything to have a drop of attention— hey don’t look at me like that!”

Juan spends most of his time day dreaming and wallowing in his bunker but his face lights up whenever you text him for another deal proposal and he’s quick to drop everything if it means spending time with you.

Eventually Juan visits for a new restock of depleted uranium freshly shipped in, but he’s well into his third bottle of rum and “accidentally” spills his heart out to you.

“Ah jeez— takin’ out dictators is easier than this but uh.. I like you.. a lot..”

Juan doesn’t really expect much, he’s lucky you’re still listening to him. He certainly doesn’t expect the way you hold his face in your hands or how you gently place a kiss to his very warm cheeks.

[straighttohellbuddy]

i’m sorry you’ve not been having a good month, but please remember to take care of yourself!!! and like you said, content is content. don’t beat yourself up for not completing the challenge 🧡 HOWEVER YHE NEW FIC IM LOVING IT ALREADY AND BRUHHHHH HONESTLY the memes had me cackling. and I will have the best time and absolutely ruin my voice tomorrow!!! -🐈‍⬛

I'm trying to be okay, one day at a time and all that 😅😅 it's stressful but it's getting better.

I LOVE You Know Me ITS SO SELF INDULGENT like literally this is just my chance to project my own first year uni shenanigans into a fic. I have very fond memories both of my dormmates and of my friends in my course and first year was particularly unhinged, so a lot of this (other than the romance) is pulled directly from my own experiences. A lot of the gc behaviour and dialogue is very true to life. It's making me feel all nostalgic tbh 😅😅 the inherent intimacy of straddling your hot best friend on the sofa in the middle of pre-gaming with your friends while you apply his eyeliner, both of you tipsy. It feels like the best and most important task in the world at the time... Anyways first year was a riot and now I'm giving some of those vibes to y'all.

HAVE FUN HAVE FUN HAVE FUN!!! Ooft I'm deeply jealous but honestly so fucking excited for you I hope you have a blast!!

[dysphorie]

🚨👀💚💪👏

🚨: you intimidate me

I'm sorry! I promise I'm not scary, i just have a big mouth!

👀: im too shy to talk to you

I feel this, as much im like PLEASE DONT BE SCARED TO TALK TO ME!!!! im too shy to start conversations a lot of the time. But genuinely always feel free to speak to me!

💚: im a little jealous of you

😭😭😭 i promise im nothing to be jealous of

💪: id fight someone if they talked shit about you

Ooft you'd best lace up your gloves in that case because so fucking many people shit talk me constantly lmao and i love you for this

👏: everything you say is great wtf…

Thank you for enjoying my absolute nonsense 😂😂😂

Anonymously send me nice words with emojis!

[glitterandgoldrush]

someone asked for my live-blogging reaction to oouil tv, so i have put it under the cut with a more complete explanation of how i felt overall as well!

ep1:

okay so it’s definitely super different

sassy maeve, i love it

eggs instead of a car crash? i guess it’s bc they wrote out luis

addy finding jake on her own and cooper not helping 😭😭 why are we getting rid of all of cooper’s kind scenes

cooper and keely have a secret? and why does cooper seem so completely unaffected what

bronwyn and nate are so flirty right off the bat wow

bronwyn stole simon’s laptop?? what the fuck. this is so totally different

also no drinking scene with bron & nate :(

janae getting a Storyline and going after addy right away ?? why would she do that if she’s guilty her whole thing was wanting to stay away from them until addy basically forced herself into her life

totally weird side note: but not how i’ve been pronouncing nate’s last name this whole time

also just totally noticed that they skipped over everyone else also having fake phones?

OH and cooper is super new, moved here last year

COOPER’S SEALED RECORD IM SORRY WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK WHY WHY WHY WOULD COOPER HAVE A RECORD

ahh here’s the florence + the machine thing everyone was talking about

bronwyn’s a terrible liar oh my god 😭

“sucks for your dad” line literally made me lol

LUCAS AND NONNY YES THANK YOU

wait shut the fUCK UP LUCAS KNOWS THAT COOPER IS GAY I LOVE THIS 😭😭

SHUT UP KEELY KNOWS I LOVE THIS

“i won’t waste this arm on that shit” get em cooper lol

addy and tj ooooFT

addy taking anti anxiety medication is definitely something she should’ve been doing in the books lol i also love the fixation on her hair

maeve continuing to be Sassy as fuck and i love it

is nate’s aussie accent super obvious to anyone else ?

THATS HOW YOU PRONOUNCE SIMON’S LAST NAME??

janae’s speech lowkey iconic even though they’re both the worst

HER SINGING LILY ALLEN. I WONT LIE, I DID LAUGH 😭😭 so fucking weird

also “it’s not okay to be gay” but it is okay to our people :) man janae c’mon you’re not seeing any of the irony here?

this tribute is so much worse than the books like how disrespectful jesus. i know simon was the Worst but yiiiiikes this was hard to watch

OH MY GOD OHMYGOD OH MY GOD THE POST

kris 🥺🥺

the missing laptop? ruh roh shaggy

ep 2:

oh addy being insecure 🥺

lol what the fuck jake is so manipulative i hate that i find them cute in this scene 😭😭😭

run cooper run

KRIS 🥺🥺🥺 A SPEAKING ROLE

i had to stop this scene bc i was stressed that they’re gonna ruin their relationship

pls let me see one scene of him comforting coop. one scene and i will be content

ooft bronwyn is just as brutal in this as she is in the books

LMAO kris and cooper swapping briefs iconic

are these eps gonna be like specifically character based? this definitely feels like an addy episode

lmao cooper “wouldn’t be the first time police out evidence where they needed it to be” go off king

addy loves to make herself look guilty “saw it on the food network” love u baby

BRONWYN AND NATE HOLDING HANDS THANK U MAAM

bronwyn immediately throwing addy under the bus wHY

cooper “WhAt?” sir 😭 are we surprised

also the capsule idea is excellent to really heighten the tension of in the room right here right now

oh no not cooper and his dad being so good :(

addy’s mom is so invasive i hate her

simon being the mayor’s kid ooft

bronwyn stop accusing addy challenge

“and i’ll be a mom…but a good one” BREAKING MY HEART ADS

noooooooo cooper embarrassed as hell 😪

NOOOOO KRIS NOT KNOWING THAT COOPER IS IN HIGH SCHOOL WHAT WHAT WHAT

im actually so sad about this, in the books cooper never lies to kris he’s literally the only person that he’s honest with, and that’s kinda?? a huge point??? of his character???

simon’s mom being so disrespectful to his literal only friend AHAHAHA wtf

keep on lowkey forgetting that this is an adaption bc it’s so different like 100 plot twists that didn’t exist before

addy hiding under that bed gave me so much anxiety it made me feel sick omg

“his love of his friends” babe what friends

maeve and janae ooft interesting

“best food” LMAO MAEVE i love u

addy and cooper sniping at each other no pls my chaos twins 🥺🥺🥺

keely and cooper are so sweet 😭😭

OH NO KEELY KNOWS HE’S GAY BUT DOESNT KNOW HES HOOKING UP WITH KRIS THIS IS BAD

addy and jake are getting my heart POUNDING RN POUNDING I AM STRESSED I AM S T R E S S E D

jake’s cast perfectly. i am terrified of this man: absolutely flawless casting

cooper’s so sarcastic i love him

“…in the kitchen” iconic lmao

OOOFT addy admitting it 😭 this made me emotional

COOPER AND ADDY THANK YOU FINALLY 🥺🥺🥺🥺

coop and kris part two let’s goooooo

oh my god are they gonna make it look like it was maeve 😭

honestly,,, maeve is a really good suspect i never actually considered that before lol

ep3

“i’m gonna fix it” no ur not baby

they’re doing a very very good job at keeping the suspense of one of them doing it up, by this point in the book everyone kinda knew it wasn’t one of the four but here it’s much more ambiguous

the soda anecdote is my favourite 😭😭

tj is so sweet but i’m praying they don’t make them end up together pls let addy have her independence arc

OH SHIT THEM BEATING THE FUCK OUT OF EACH OTHER

him hurting coop wtf sir

oh no not this happening in front of everyone oh no oh NO

but also jake was way calmer in the books

vanessa SUUUUUUUCKS

OH MY GOD NATES SECRET IS SO MUCH MORE INTENSE

maeve lmaoooo i love u

“don’t u think nate could have done it” WHY WOULD NATE EXPOSE HIS OWN SECRET THIS PLOT HOLE ANNOYS ME SO MUCH as soon as their secret is exposed it basically excludes them from being the killer

LMAO NATE AND ADDY I LOVE IT

“i could literally kill” “another thing you should keep to yourself” PLEASE 😭😭

COOPER STOP YELLING PLEASE i don’t GET why they’ve made these choices

thank YOU ADDY EXACTLY my point about the secret

maeve’s nosebleed oh my god oh my god

lmao oh NO bronwyn knows about the laptop

bronwyn really turned on her sister like 0.2 seconds flat

COOPER YES THANK U

maeve was friends with simon?!! what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck

oh no coopers secret fuck

also cooper hurting his shoulder NO

ugh i knew they would make kris buy from nate that’s so out of his character

seems weird that they wouldn’t have had this conversation earlier??? uhh tell me why they don’t know each other at all

maeve being a Good Sister

ooooh the phones make their first appearance

why is cooper so aggressive that’s so out of character did they forget he’s literally supposed to be sunshine boy

why would jake defend addy lol he’s supposed to egg on the drama

ahhh addy and janae bathroom scene iconicccc

“you suck like 20% less” lmao janae do not make me like you

WHY would maeve be friends with simon i do not get the direction we have taken here

WHY WOULD MAEVE BE IN LOVE WITH SIMON I DO NOT GET THE DIRECTION WE HAVE TAKEN HERE

????????????????????????? IM GENUINELY BAFFLED I AM LOST I AM CONFUSED

okay so?? addy & bronwyn are the only characters that are staying true to the books let’s be honest

oooft maeve call her out let’s go

oh my god cooper and nate friends?? it’s sweet.

wait coopers mom is dead in this

cooper and nate FRIENDS 🥺🥺🥺

KRIS KRIS KRIS KRIS

FUCK i am stressed for cooper rn oh my good god

kris wearing glasses oh cute

oh no poor baby is so hurt and stressed i’m 😭

DAMN STRAIGHT COOPER HE IS A SAD PATHETIC BULLY WHEN YOURE RIGHT YOURE RIGHT

GET EM BABY LETS GO POP OFF K I N G 91 MPH LETS GO

“i did it” oh shit

“i would fail and that just wasn’t an option” relatable tbh

her parents suck lol

cooper is so happy i’m stressed to my core he’s gonna get caught with pain killers i can’t be having it

OH NO OH NO KEELY AND KRIS IS THERE AND OH SHIT OH NO

NOT KRIS CRYING HOLD ON IM i gasped

“and your dad knows too” CAN U PLS GIVE HIM A FUCKING BREAK KRIS ITS LITERALLY A PLOT POINT IN THE BOOKS THAT KRIS NEVER PRESSURES HIM TO COME OUT I AM M A D

detective is gonna out cooper i will fight to the death this bitch

nate and bronwyn here we GO

OVERALL

look, it’s enjoyable. i think the actors are great, and theyre certainly really talented. i think addy and bronwyn are the best adapted, though even then they have some moments that make me think “wtf” like bronwyn stealing the laptop, and jake not being half as aggressive as he’s supposed to be

i like cooper’s storyline with his family & keely, although it’s obviously completely different from the books & takes away from how totally closeted he was there. i’m really torn, i like his character, but i like him as like, someone completely different from book!cooper, because i feel like apart from baseball, they barely have anything in common? cooper doesn’t lie to kris, he wouldn’t approach nate for drugs, he wouldn’t get aggressive with him either, and the closest he ever gets to accusing anyone is saying that peanut oil is a “weird kind of coincidence”. i knew it would be different but it’s very, very different. i guess i just have to get used to it? also kris is just not even close to being the same i mean he’s not a model, he’s not german, he doesn’t know about keely?? cooper says in the book that kris would “never force him to come out” or make him feel bad about it, but it’s like the first thing we see kris do. which is understandable in his situation, don’t get me wrong, but it’s just not at all what he’s like in the books

maeve’s storyline is,, a decision and i don’t understand why she would be friends with simon when her whole entire thing in the book is being grossed out by him

OKAY so concludingly, let me be clear, i do LIKE it. i think it’s fun and it’s interesting and the actors are great. obviously i’m being hypercritical in this bc i’m comparing it to the books. thats not to say there isn’t things i liked bc there definitely definitely is! but i’m also now looking at it as something completely separate from oouil bc apart from the primary plot points, there’s basically nothing in common

[murdershegoat]

an incomplete list of fics to read (and comment on!) while you’re quarantined/self isolated

SUPERCORP

quite literally anything by @c--and--b (on ao3) just read thru the whole account and youll feel better

it feels better biting down - by nirav - lena’s new girlfriend might be a spy :O

but then, my homework was never quite like this - what is there to say, absolute classic by @jazzfordshire

[yeah, we really are] - bs13 on ao3, @pippytmi on here. i trust these fics with my life. absolutely the best best best. also try hypothetically, which is my favorite.

when i say read everything @seabiscuits-us has to offer, i mean it. read everything. my top two are a foolish wit & to refashion the matrix of creation. do NOT complain that it is unfinished. revel in the fact youve been blessed with these chapters.

a ribbon in time - abcooper - just a beautiful story, a wonderful read.

and when im feeling alone you remind me of home - mooosicaldreamz - WE STAN AGENTCORP BROMANCE

@spaceman-earthgirl has small delicious offerings ready to get u through this (ao3)

the fifth wall. im a slut for a good baby fic, im sorry

is this even a fic rec list if i dont include @lynnearlington‘s stay the night? a staple.

SANVERS

i would move mountains to make you smile is just the best fic of all time it will make you smile and cry and i love it with my whole heart

yearning to breathe free - the fake dating hollywood au. what a treat.

and still the world spins. it makes my heart hurt.

CLEXA

she - thefooliam - bruh every single person on planet earth should read this fic. idc what ships u like or not this is artistry and you should read it now.

in love and war and politics - centuriesofexistence - lexa becomes clarke’s campaign manager. phenomenal. 10/10

commander in chief - lexa is the president. christmas fic. lovely and warm.

beat the devil’s tattoo - isawet - another ‘everyone should read this’ fic

the business of caring - college au that just,,,, chef kiss

be the lightning in me - OOFT WHAT A FUCKEN FIC, LADIES!!!!!!!

break your plans - i forgot how much i love this. delightful!

FABERRY

youre the trouble that i always find - @mooosicaldreamz - what an absolute fucken dream of a fic. im always thinking about it. in fact, read all of their faberry fics.

here’s my previous list of faberry recs

also i hate to be That Bitch but if ur desperado i have a bunch of fics that are all mostly short and relatively easy to read so like,,,,, here u go lol

[maiverie]

ahhh i just happened to find open sesame while looking for heeseung pics so i read all three chapters and i was laughing the whole time!! i love your writing, it's so good 🥰🥰 also we can all relate to yn we would all live in a shithole for heeseung 💀 anyway!! could you pls add me to your taglist? i'm really enjoying the story <3

HIIIIII OMGGGG FR??? i love how u were looking for sexc pics and suddenly u get a y/n that's stuck under a bed and all she can hear are sex moanS woiejfioew IM SO SORRY ARE U TRAUMATISED YET???? KSDKFKS but ooft im so so so so happy that my fic made u laugh!! it's really all i wanted to achieve skfksdjd fr i would legit do all the cooking and cleaning if it means i get to be around <3 heeseung <3 frfr BUT YES YES OMG OF COURSE I CAN ADD YOUUUU THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING AND FOR LEAVING A MESSAGE!!! <3333

[jangofctts]

ALSO miss keida sorry I’m back again, I had a some thots™️ about blue this week cause he (and the bois in generale) legit helped me get over my ex cause I be thinking wow he never treated me hAlf as good as the sunburst bbys would anyways, blue, I love him, I love how soft he can be??? and when you said he’s low-key insecure I 🥺🥺

So basically I wanna absolutely Dote upon mr sargeant blue I wanna cook for him and give him lil presents and kiss him all over his beautiful face and just?? try make him appreciate how wonderful and loved he is?? and I’d probably start crying cause I know he doesn’t believe me and then hE would start crying and it would be a whole mess we just be sniffling lil lads holding each other and whispering shaky words of praise back and forth ooft I do be making myself sad tho - 🪐

IM GLAD HE SUPPORTED YOU AHHHHH fuCk that whack ass ex

and i should have some drabbles for blue out soon! BUT YES UHG HE’s a SWEET LOVE WHOS A SYMPATHETIC CRIER

[riskeith]

happy weekend dearest!

other than the snow angels, i haven’t done much.,, just been cozying it up with coffee and blankets at home hehe. 30 degrees... amazing. ideal feeling like a rotisserie chicken weather. 😌 bc of global warming we’ve been having some great summers these past few years. it even gets to 30 degrees as well which was unheard of tbh.

you’re so cute for caring ilysm <3 and aaa! a walk! do you have any perticular place you enjoy walking to or does the winds guide you, hehe? EDITING A FIC... 👀 i’m looking respectfully...... 👀 wait did the event open up for you already? i tried to play it earlier today but it wasn’t there yet... the lost riches one right?

bennett is best boy i still can’t believe it either!!! he’s seriously the cutest he just makes me so happy. when i need to explore and run around i always run with him bc i love his lines so much. what a bebie. you should go for it there are still some days left! + he’s a four star so he’s easier to get. GUOBA IS SO FUNNY he’s just.... a little fucking bear i can’t stop laughing... tbh the little creatures like amber’s bunny too just 😭 have you seen those yt clips of them dancing? obsession..

i need to ask you this bc when i found out i lost my mind: did you know that the japanese va for razor is also the va for tsukishima (haikyuu) and shigaraki (bnha)???? insane!!! it made me consider switch to japanese dub tbh.. which dub do you use?

maybe i’ll send you a little part and you can read or something shdkdhskdjdjf help 😳 it’s not edited or anything so it might take a while plus i’m super into writing bnha these days so.... but hey if You have any prompts you want to read maybe i’ll write a drabble for you. i don’t mind at all! <33333 ask for anything!!

(FIC-COLLAB!!:!/$:)!:&//&/!$:’sidnd HELP.... omg what kind of fic would we write....?)

exactly! i think when you realize that there’s nothing keeping you there anymore that brings you joy, that’s when you need to step back. social media is a bit fucked up that way imo. like you want to be there to be informed and to have fun but it takes so much.. hm. also you always tell me this but i wanna tell you to that YOU are the reason i enjoy social media these days so.. thank you <3

you relate to bakugou and lance? that’s super hot of you.. 🥵 my wifey is a self assured, super intense and talented person.. couldn’t ask for better tbh. i think out of them both i’m pretty much like todoroki.. we’re super similar in so many ways now that i think about it shsjdhdhdj.. how about we just stay c.r and m.a our dynamic is perfect as is LMAO

DOUBLE VENTI! I’D LOOOOVE THAT FOR US. bow users are difficult indeed but venti is one of the easier bow users it feels like... idk watching others game play he doesn’t have as much pushback as say amber for example. 12K PRIMOGEMS..... babe you’re getting your xiao!!!!!! how long have you been saving? also i seriously don’t mind if it comes down to it hakshddkhd i can be your genshin sugar mommy... ;) imagine a c6 venti though that seems insane. literal insanity.

SPEAKING OF SHIPPING.... THE POST YOU POSTED... THEY STOLE OUR IDEA AND IT LOOKS SO CUTE AND ITS CHONGYUN AND XINGYUN WHICH IS EVEN BETTER... THEY LOOK SOOOOO CUTE TOGETHER I’M OBSESSEDDDDD!!!! <3333 dude idk how but we are doing that co-op date somehow i’m super inspired i want that for us so badly... (also i need to say smth... my love language is when people say ‘i thought of you when i...’ and the fact that you said that just hsjdfhjdjdksk shit)

actually you’re right.. the only way we’d get a sequel is if they did something with the mfe fighters.. like kinkade james veronica nadia and ina. idk how attractive that would be tho...

i’m a lady, my dearest *dips* no but my pronouns are she/her!! sorry i didn’t mention it before i thought i made it clear shsjsjdkdj. ty for asking tho ♥️ super sweet!

AAA!!!!!!!!!! EEE!! i’m super super excited. if it’s like,, too public and you don’t just wanna post it i might think about exposing myself or smth... if that would make you more comfy. no matter what you do i’m just gonna be here buzzing, *hinata voice* one more one more one more.

oh!! i listen to everything but kpop sjdjdkdhdk i did have a semi-phase around like 2014-19 ish but dropped it pretty hard . now i have no clue what goes on there anymore i mostly enjoy rnb indie n rap/hip.. my gay ass was considering making a little playlist or smth for u but i want to make it with songs You’d like so i might pull up my old kpop faves hehe..

guess chilling is out of the question then, heh. hope you slept well!! i’m gonna try to wake up earlier so we’ll have a chance to send more messages during the weekend perhaps... mwah!!

YOURS, m.a. <3

happy weekend!!!! hope you can ease up a bit since there’s no school hehe

“feeling like a rotisserie chicken weather” FHSKFHKSDF yes!! but it honestly sucks when it gets any hotter bc we don’t have central cooling in our house so rip... and my laptop fan goes crazy ahaha. 30 degrees being unheard of.. can’t relate! fsdfjs. have you guys had to adjust to those changing temperatures? rip climate change tho :’(

<333 i do!! i usually walk to the local park and then the streets around that.. omg speaking of... do you play pokemon go? DHAFKHSDKFHSKDFHKSDH i got back into it again recently ahaha. it’s for a free bakudeku zine!! hehehe it’s out at the end of jan so 👀

i just checked and the event is open !!!!!!!!! good luck hehe !

yup lost riches!! and the event opens at 4am server time, so since i’m in asia i get it earlier hehe which colour seelie are you gonna go for tho omg i was debating it with my friend last night.. i’m gonna pick gold!!

baby bennett!! that’s true but i can’t risk getting a 5 star otherwise my pity will reset for xiao fhdskfhskjfhkjshkfj next time :(((( but albedo /is/ super pretty and i see a lot of people saying they like him... NO !!! xiao only >:( no omg i don’t think i’ve seen those clips ? is it mmd where they like dance to other songs and stuff ahah

yes i did!!!! and the VA for diluc is giorno from jjba and kuroko from knb!! omg wait and venti’s VA is hinata did you know that? fun fact i guessed it was him when i first heard his voice LOL that’s my secret talent 😩 and i use japanese dub!! i’ve considered using chinese too bc i can understand it but i just like the japanese voice actors tbh and also i can excuse it as “listening practice” AHAH

yes pls!! sending something bnha is fine too, or legit anything else lmao i’m open arms over here~~ 🤗👐 and ooft... it’s hard thinking of prompts that’s why i always ask others HSDKFJHSDKFHSD but i’ll let you know if i think of something!!!

(no clue!!!! but we could each write from a character’s POV so hopefully it’s more consistent 🤪🤪 idk i have no clue how fic collabs work AHAHA)

yeahhh one of my mutuals said “social media is a curse” and honestly hard agree.. we’re all kinda trapped in a way LMAO. and no pls don’t thank me.. you’re the one who found me first 😩💘 ily..

FSDHKJFS pls you’re making me blush come on 😳😳 but yes i love that for us... m.a. x c.r. the only valid ship 😩

woooo!!!! yeah you’re probably right, like given the fact he’s a 5 star his mechanics are probably different.. i know that diluc’s charged attack is different to the other claymore users so! IM GETTING MY XIAO!!!! and hm i’ve been saving since the middle of zhongli banner! so december 10 ish around then? dragonspine was a blessing tbh i reckon i got sooo many primogems from that. FGJKSHFKJSDHFKSDHSHKJFH my genshin sugar mummy 🥵🥵 c6 venti unstoppable..

AHAHAHA YEAH THEY LOOK /SO/ CUTE TOGETHER!!! i wonder how they got so many of the images tho like they must’ve been so in sync?!?!? ugh that could be us but no cross-server co-op be playin’.. (fhdskjfhdskjfhs um!! noted for future reference 🤪)

omg them.. i always forget about them LMAOOOOOOOOO ugh. actually i wouldn’t be mad if we got a prequel of like when keith was in the garrison... or even when shiro was with adam... ugh so much they could’ve given us and they chose not to

*waggles eyebrows* well hello there, m’lady ;) and it’s fine fhdskjf i had some inklings but didn’t wanna assume ya know? ahah :p

no!! it’s all g, i’ve thought about posting it before anyway. like, just releasing all of my WIPs and letting people do what they want with them HAAHA. (i could also just put the link under a read more and less people would see it, so it’s no biggie!) fkdshfkjs the hinata impression omg precious <33

FJHFDSKJ awks ahah which groups were you into tho! if it’s not like scarring for you to think back to LOL. and oooo i like indie too! i think.. or is it alt? honestly i don’t even know, tbh my music taste is pretty diverse and a mess, i can usually listen to a lot of things. except slow songs i don’t really like those hfdskj. and i don’t like rap too much either FHSDKJS whenever my friend gives me a rec i’m just like “oh i liked the singing parts in that” FDSKJF. a playlist tho huh 😳🥺

and pls!! if the weekend is your only chance to sleep in then do it.. for me 😩 i’ve been legit waking up at 12pm these past few days FKJHSKDF idek why like i’m sleeping 10 hours?? yikes. but as always i shall be waiting for your response <3 💌

[ateezbabygirl]

HHA I'M SO LATE TO MESSAGE THIS IM SO SORRY! EEK, BUT PART 2 WAS SO BEAUTIFUL OH MAH GOOSHSHSHSHHS I WAS SQUEALING WHILE READING IT AND I WAS FANGIRLING AHAHAHHAHAH OOFT IT WAS WRITTEN SO WELL! EEK I LOVED IT SO MUCH!!! Also, I'm gonna take a wild assumption that your bias is hongjoong, seonghwa, yunho, yeosang, san, mingi, wooyoung and jongho >:) -HHA

Heyyy HHA anon. I’m glad you like my work. Please look forward to more 🥰

And that’s really smart of you to wildly assume that I’m a hoe for OT8. Obviously I am but I do have a specific bias and a bias wrecker too 🤔

[wwounu]

Ooft I know that feeling all too well. Everyone is anxious at this time. But I hope it eases soon and smoothly so you can spend time doing some thing you love. Also I'm excited for Cheol's AU. Hehehe -🍰

tumblr has been weird for a while and doesnt notify me when i get asks so sorry for the late replies... on the bright side i feel kinda accomplished with what ive done (even though its really basic like eating and taking a shower) and i have bigger things to do but at the same time im taking breaks to distract me

[dearlikno]

Hiya!Congratulations on starting anew!I would like a matchup with Day6,SKZ and BTS pls.I'm smart, introverted, sassy and hilarious.I love talking and listening to other people talk, especially when their eyes light up you know?I like singing and reading or watching anything horror or psych thriller-ish.I have a giant sweet tooth and also am a sucker for fried chicken. Voracious reader.I love travelling and trying out new things. I'm a Taurus Gemini cusp.Thanks and have a nice day ahead ♥️ - submitted by @fangirlaholicxx

Hello!! Thank you so much and I'm so sorry hhhnnn. Tumblr messed up and didnt post the matchup and so ooft im doing this again. Yikes I hope I did this right. I didn't actually write down a short scenario afterwards since I think this is a bit long lol.

For Day6, you got...

Jae!

You two would get along quite well. Seeing as how you're both sassy so I can see you two having those small petty playful banters that'd make the other day6 members to tell you guys to get a room lmao. Since you're a great listener, he finds himself rambling on and on about really random topics to you. He'd get a bit flustered when he catches you staring at him intently with just,, that soft look in your eyes as you watch him talk. He'd teasingly complain on how much he missed you being this quiet girl that you were when you both first met but he secretly loves the conversations which you lead since its those times when he could see that twinkle in your eyes and see you just somehow light up? He knows for a fact you love to read, so when he knows you've started a new book, he'll indirectly coax you to bring up the latest book you've started and get you to tell him all the theories you've made regarding the characters. He'll just sit there, silently watching you with a small smile on his lips and just go damn, he's one lucky guy.

For Stray Kids, you got...

Seungmin!!

The softest pair of devils there are. You two would either be constantly roasting each other or be that couple that's just so sickeningly cute. The members would definitely love hanging you around and joke that you'd eat more chicken than woojin at times. He loves to hear you sing. He'd really want to have you sing for him but he's really shy especially when it comes to you okay. So he just ends up humming to certain songs he knows you know the lyrics to in hopes of you start singing it. Even if its in just a small voice, he doesn't mind and would smile to himself once he hears it since he really loves your voice. Sometimes he even starts singing along with you when he's sure that you wouldn't stop if you do (and when that happens all the members would just fawn over on how cute you both were).

For BTS, you got...

RM!!

I can see deep conversations taking place between the both of you? Like the topics could range from the universe to life's purpose and it'd all happen over a cup of coffee or tea as the rain would pitter patter outside. And you two could recommend books to each other and bring those up in the conversation as well. He'll let you rant on about the stupid and reckless decisions the characters made and on how complicated the plot is while he'll inwardly coo at how cute you looked all worked up because of the book/series. And since you both love to travel, trips are a must!! Both planned and unplanned lol. In the different places you two would visit, he makes it one of his missions to have you taste the local sweets and treats there since he knows you have an affinity for them. He also maybe secretly loves your reactions on the first taste of something you'd grow to love and miss having once you both have to leave.

[straighttohellbuddy]

Bruhhhh I feel that. I do not miss the days when I actively kept myself awake because I had to do shit. I also feel u for the 9-5 but bc I’m in retail I do not get the blissful chance to nap. Shit sucks. Yeah, I’ve not been a fan of Christmas for a while, and this season is so much harder. Because of the bullshit my government is pulling, I now don’t know if I can see my fam this Christmas at all since I moved away and we’re in different tiers. But I’ve found that by showering on time it’s also helping my brain refocus on the time bc I literally loose hours once I’m out of work. You’ve honestly got me 🥺 sending u big love friend 🧡-🐈‍⬛

i put this under the cut because its a little rambly, also because there’s a lot of christmas talk, and also some discussions of money, and i know people might not vibe with that. 

Ooft, I feel for you dude, im sending you so much love and good vibes, working in retail currently must be a NIGHTMARE for all sorts of reasons, I hope that when you get the chance, you get plenty of sleep (yes im a hypocrite, i know). Not being a fan of christmas is super valid; the western world thinking the everyone drops everything for a christian holiday is a whole other conversation, but for now all i can do is roll my eyes and be as nice as possible to the poor retail workers who have to deal with all this bullshit. beyond that i’ve recently joined a community where christmas specifically is a rough time for a lot of the members, but the community all comes together even on christmas day to support each other which is nice.

personally i am only looking forward to it because i am blessed to have some disposable income and my love language is gift giving, so i’ve bought my family and my dear girlfriend gifts that i hope they’ll like. apparently its not socially acceptable to spend a ton of money on the people you love on a whim, so i have to do it when i can. i’d be the best sugar daddy if i was rich. honestly. what’s the point of having disposable income if not to help other people or make them happy?? maybe that’s why i’m not rich hahaha. this doesn’t go for everyone, of course, that’s just my personal philosophy, and I am trying to save to visit my girlfriend once borders open nd its safe again....... also gotta save to move to Vancouver within the near-ish future. 

whatever, i live by that Freddie quote from bohemian rhapsody; They say money can’t buy happiness, but it does allow you to give it away!

sorry, i didn’t mean for this to turn into a rant abt christmas and the holidays!! im just very excited abt giving my family presents, im so aware of how lucky i am to be close to them. also my mom��s super hard to shop for so finding the perfect gift for her was WONDERFUL!! 

it fucking sucks that you may not be able to visit your family, and i really hope that if you can’t see them in person just now, when you can next see them, you have a lovely big celebration, and you get all the love and good things you deserve!! it can be quite difficult living away from family, at least in my experience, but its good living in the modern age so we can still contact them, yanno? and also because we can make cool connections all over the world, like us! hi! fandom family!

showers are So Fucking Good for resetting, like since im working from home i often shower on my lunch break and it kind of gives me a second wind to finish work. but also sometimes i just do elaborate makeup the moment i get out of the shower to take selfies and make tiktoks, whoops lmao. 

but also i was terrible at remembering to shower because of brain shit, so now i have one of those little google nest mini (we’re living in a police state and im constantly being listened to, but also who would want to steal my identity, and all my fbi agent would hear is me playing stardew valley until 7am so who cares) and it reminds me every other day to shower, because if i have to treat myself like a toddler sometimes to take care of myself, i will, because it helps me and that’s what matters.

sorry im rambling, im on my adhd meds lmfao

[stilettomafiosas]

Ooft. What are people saying to prompt that?

hoo,,, in the time I’ve been in the ds fanbase (since last march I think?) I have either been directly insulted or vagued about, not just in terms of my art style, but also how I interpret characters with headcanons of them having more diverse genders, races, and sexualities. it’s been quite a few instances of this, and a couple of different ones (that ended up involving my friends too) just this past week, and it’s been discouraging to me! and it’s not been my art or headcanons alone that bother some people, but also the fact that *I’m* the one with them

if I do draw or say something that’s offensive, I’d definitely wanna know; I thrive on criticism that can improve my work! *but* when it’s comments that consistently crop up about “x character is actually white in canon” or “y character isn’t this gender” or just. general remarks in poor taste, I don’t plan to change my interpretations—i hope that doesnt sound rude at all!! im sorry if so! this hasz just been a long-running issue for me in this fanbase

(longer blabbering under cut, sorry..!)

my opinion on it mostly boils down to: a lot of us people who make content for ds are adults, who got struggles with jobs, school, family, finances, you name it. we all need a spot of comfort in our lives and a place to enjoy something we care about! and we enjoy it all in different ways! some people have fun sticking close to canon material; other people have fun when they wander way off from canon (like me lol). my work doesnt suit the taste of everyone, and neither does the work of everyone suit my personal taste. but—!

wen it comes to a point that someone takes time outta their day to hassle a person who they’ve never spoken to, about headcanons of all things, its time to re-evaluate how time iz being managed, and the approach to this material. it’s definitely not fun or wholesome anymore at that point. at the basis, all of us are just fans of a 2D 1920s minecraft with bobbleheads. itz don’t hungry veogame. don’t get me wrong, i really love ds! its incredibly important to me and an amazingly crafted piece of media. but no matter how much someone might feel that they love it or contribute, is it really worth harassing artists over something as innocent as coloring a white character with dark skin, or having the idea that a popular guy character with an ambiguous sexuality might be in a relationship with a fella?

i know that my art style, headcanons, ships, stories, and interpretations don’t appeal to everyone, and that is totally okay cuz people have different personal tastes, and ideas of their own! so I never expect just all glowing praise or support. there’s also hcs and ships and wut out there that I’m not a fan of, but never would I want to ruin someone’s day by sending them a comment insulting innocent ideas or work

producing fan content isnt our jobs as folks who just have fun creating arts or stories or things to express love for a thing we enjoy! so we all got freedom to interpret it as we like. i really do appreciate all the people who have sent me kind comments and shown me support! and im grateful that th majority of the fanbase hasnt given me any cause for complaint! its just been an accumulating pile of issues in this fanbase specifically that i have never faced anywhere before so its a bit saddening ;;;