#im so pissed at myself rn cause im desperately missing my abuser even though i know i shouldnt
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#tw grooming#im so pissed at myself rn cause im desperately missing my abuser even though i know i shouldnt#i know everything she did was wrong and disgusting#but sometimes in the middle of the night i cant stop myself from thinking about how she is#and cursing myself for cutting ties#i dont think ill ever stop feeling fucking stupid over this. she didnt fucking love me she was atleast twice my age!!#i dont know what if i have a point im trying to get into here i just feel like shit#i know i shouldnt miss her but i have to remind myself that every goddamn day#logically i KNOW that she made me miserable and manipulated me but logic isnt quite happening right now#i keep wishing i had kept the accounts we spoke on#when i know full well that hearing her name or the pet names she would call me makes me want to throw up#sorry if youre reading these#especially sorry if youre theo#no freddie speaks on this one guys i dont think i want to remember this#anyway
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