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mac-n-cheese-flavored-arson · 1 year ago

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worst part of living with other addicts is that I can't have any substances in the house without them disappearing, including kosher wine just for shabbat and religious reasons or my prescription pain medication for managing my disabilities

#its so so fucked that i cant put wine in our fridge so it doesnt sour in 100+ degree heat without it going missing #and its literally for shabbat!#im so much less upset when stuff like 4 lokos or twisted shots or cheap flavored liquor go missing from the freezer #cause i get it the temptation or w/e #but my fucking shabbat manishewitz wine?#i try to remember that addiction is an illness that we all share in my household #but its so frustrating to not be able to have my own stuff in a house i pay a majority of the bills in #even more frustrating when my rx meds disappear #cause i know shes in so much pain bc of her illnesses and repeatedly ignored/dismissed by doctors #but fuck dude i wouldn't be prescribed them if they werent necessary for my own disabilities #like im sorry your doctor sucks but im just as disabled and youre fucking me over #its a complicated hard situation but i dont know how much more i can take #maybe ill get a mini fridge for my room if possible soon #tw drugs #cayden vent #original content #august 2023

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