#im so miserbanelenekdkdox
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idk i just dissociated in the middle of a game idk what's going on
#talents .. i have them#i literally just stopped playing#and then my friend over djscord was like are yoh okay??#and i like ??? was like idrk what just happened but yes im fine#idec 😭 im so ???#im so miserbanelenekdkdox#i wannannans call a help line this is so not gamer !!! <3#maybe i should really call .. im !!.&&.@#my mom saw my hand and she saw the scar and she got so 😐 ad nsnskssms and i wa s like i scratched it on my bedside table no big deal bro !!!#NSNSSKDMSMDKDMD#im usually able to handle myself even when im doing bad whennim with ppl#this is like the first time in a LONG time i ever did that while around others#i feel so garbage#i wasnt even helpingnmffkkdkd </3#sorry 2 the person who was carrying me i really dont knownwhays up!!!'#i wanna cry#i feel so bad lmao 😭#jesusjsjsks kts almost 1 maybe i will call someone </3 i feel llokekekekdoxkkd#i had a nightmare last night and then i only slept a little bc i was so scared to sleep#and now im just so anxiosusiosdkdk idk what to do if i try to sleep im gonna have another nightmare but i have classes tmmr#whwnsndkdmodofpdof#im literallylt LOSING it !/:'kxolxkdo&(99?9(9(9(#i cant believe im this messed up ... <3 good for me .. trauma really made me who i am baby !#i texted one of my only friends who knew abt what happened to me and he mentioned how during that period how much i just didnt talk at all#and iwas going crazy i was like ?$&@@@)9)@(9(9(?(((?!!?$!(!(&& like did i really just zhut down emotionally i didnt notice ♡#i feel so sick rn i wanna die bro ♡
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