#im so excited i can finally be very online and play videogames all day without feeling guiltyyyyy

[jotx]

after tomorrow’s test im essencially done with school like i still have 2 more but im just gonna cheat my way through them ez peazy

[minteyedoll]

hiya~ i'm up for angst! can i ask for rfa (with v ofc)+saeran wherein they have unrequited love with MC? what if MC is in love with someone else?...what if that someone is a fellow RFA member? yikes, i might be the devil im sorry 😳

OH my, yes you are the devil indeed. For the sake of simplicity, I will be using the MC for the next route Yoosung >>> Zen >> Jaehee, etc. My heart can’t take angst so I hope this turned out good. Sorry for the delay and thank you so much for requesting 

RFA+Saeran in love with other’s MC

*Yoosung*

He lost his way completely after what happened to Rika, and when you appeared to take over her job and the RFA started hosting parties again, it felt as if things were falling into place once again

And without noticing it, he was constantly waiting to talk to you and kept wondering what was your smile like, your laugh and maybe how would it feel to be in your arms and hold you back

But when you finally came, all his advances were shadowed by Zen's flirting, and well, it was obvious why

Zen knows how to charm someone instantly and maybe it was what you deserved, someone who could serenade you every night with his perfect voice

And as time passed the excitement inside him that appeared every time he found you online transformed into loneliness and his heart seemed to turn into stone as you flirted back to Zen

But there was nothing he can do, there is no way he could compete with Zen, and he would never let anyone know about his feelings for you

Trying to brush it off as a simple crush, he resigned to play videogames all day once more because even if he made an effort to impress you, his chance was already lost.

*Zen*

Zen is very used to be praised by his looks all the time, by mostly everyone except Jumin

And with those compliments also came comments about how he would be the perfect boyfriend and a complete prince, etc.

But then you came and took the time to get to know him and to listen to him and to take his side

So he believed, he believed he could be perfect not for the whole world, but maybe for you. To hold you and sing you to sleep and many other fantasies he had about his future partner

But you always seemed to ignore his advances, maybe pass it as his usual flirty self, and he became desperate to let you know how he truly felt

Unfortunately, it didn't take him long to notice that even if you always took his side, it was also Jaehee side, and how you seemed to take a lot more interest in her than in him

At first, he tried to deny it, to believe that everything will play off as one of his musicals, and at the end you'll realize your feelings for him, and run to him to let you embrace you

But no, you didn't, you stuck with her even if sometimes she couldn't recognize your feelings for her, and even after that he stayed there, supporting you because he prefers both of you to be happy

*Jaehee*

In the beginning, she was too busy to try and concentrate on her feelings. And Jaehee thought she was only feeling excited because of a new member in the RFA and a friend that would listen to her complain about her boss and cheer her up

But as the days passed she found herself logging for your presence in the chatroom and wanting not only to talk to you but to get to know you and become closer

When it came to the time when the work she had to do doubled, she wanted you to comfort her, but the protagonism was taken by her boss and so was your attention

The worst part of it was that she had to take care of most things regarding your transportation and lodging whenever you visited or had a date with Jumin. Yes, things were more stable and efficient in the office since you and her boss got together But at what cost?

"Every time I see him texting you he is smiling, please take good care of him" take good care of him, as I wished you do with me

*Jumin*

He didn't need you, he has Elizabeth III, he just thinks about you because he lost Rika and V disappeared. He really tries to convince himself that it would be the same with any other person who joins the RFA

But he can't ignore the fact that he wants to keep knowing about you and will keep creating millions of excuses to call you or go check the chatroom just in case you are there

At first, he just happy listening to you and at the same time having someone to listen to him about his day and whatever

But then you started reaching for Luciel, and his chest weighted like iron, but even if Luciel kept on pushing you away, you always went back to him

And it burnt him to be selfish, but he wished for you to want him even if it was only for his money, even if you didn't really love him he wanted a chance. And he never felt more impotent, in a situation where all the money and influence in the world couldn't help him

He wanted you to untangle all the red strings around him, but it turns out one of those strings led you to Luciel.

When both of you missed the party, he wasn't surprised, he was devastated, that was the sign that he had completely lost you, but you would never know because even him doesn't know what those feelings were

*Saeyoung*

He knew things were going to get chaotic the moment you got inside the first chatroom

But with all the changes happening almost simultaneously, he was left with little to no time to think about how he felt, he happy to find his brother again, mad to find out what he went through and scared to ruin everything now  

But when things finally settled, he got the time to analyze what happened, and what he would do with his life next. And seeing you so often with his brother, so loving, so amazing. He wanted to feel it too

And he felt it, he felt himself wanting to see you, he felt himself thinking about you day and night and it got him even more confused because there was no way he would do something to interfere with his brother's happiness

So he will just block all his feelings for a while and hide once again for Saeran's sake. Taking refuge in his smile and imagining is also his, imagining you also brush his hair and his him sweetly every day until those feelings vanish, but there is no guarantee that they will

*Saeran*

Why?? Why?? It was him the one who chose you among all the other people in the city, it was him to told you day and night how much he needed you

But at the end, V jumps in again and ruins it again, he always does that

And despite that, he can't completely blame V, because maybe you would've stayed if he wasn't complete trash if he was a bit more useful or smarter, or not so small and weak

Maybe if the dark circles sitting on his eye disappeared you would've looked at him and feel the love he felt when he was picking flowers for you

Things got better for him, yes they did, and that made him feel even worse because even if the rest of his life seemed to go fine, he was always thinking about what he couldn't have

Probably after blaming himself for everything, he will also start to blame you. Being unable to look at your direction because it makes him feel even more useless, more unwanted and desperate

*V*

After all that happened with Rika a year ago... he felt so miserable and guilty about the current situation of the RFA, everyone was gloomy and unmotivated to continue with the organization but no one had the courage to leave

And then you came and gave life to everything once again and he will always be extremely grateful for that

If he ends up catching feelings for you the same way he did with Rika, seeing you help and inspire others... he will always deny it to himself

And when he sees you helping Yoosung the most, he feels even more selfish

He wants to feel happy for Yoosung, after all the boy went through because of him... But it was just mere torture. To remind himself that it all was his fault and that he wasn't worth your time

If he ever gets back to "normal" with Jumin, he will probably tell him about his feelings for you, with the wine tasting more bitter than ever 

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