#im so dissapointed but im also hyper aware of all the lessons ive learned in his presence and im endlessly grateful for that but like :

[hauntingofthelamb]

the reality is setting in that im rehoming my rabbit and now i'm s a d. i don't have much choice his health issues are too much for my mentally ill poor self to handle and he deserves someone who can get him the help he needs. it's not like i could've known he was gonna have so many health issues yet i can't help but feel like i did something wrong. im emotionally burnt out from a year of constant health problems and vet visits and no clear answers and my savings being drained and I'm tired. we re gonna feel so much better when he's in good hands but for now I'm just grieving the life I wanted to give him and the time we could've had together </3