#im slowly going insane thinking abt her so i made this to motivate me

[maru666x]

[star-puff]

before i begin, i would like to say that the fic would be featured on my spotify wrapped if it was a song i would listen to it on repeat u have outdone urself this time but im not even surprised anymore. it’s legit disrespectful how well u write at this point..

now i will scream. first of all. “No matter how lowly you think of me”—he opens his mouth to protest, but you barrel on without pause—”I’m not fucking stupid, Oikawa.” BITCH U GOOD? everything fine where u are???? i think im about to forget things so ill spill it all out ok u know the dread that filled me as i slowly approached the last part i looked like that tiktok trend where u were shaking ur head about to go insanw that wwas me i was abt to get violent at 2:07 am what in the actual fuck was that meg i cant believe i /!&3 u took it and u didnt hesitate and u didnt hold back u rlly did me in good idk how u execute so properly (execute hehe i hate u i hate me) this is better than all the twilight books combined and i say this as a person who owns a twilight blanket in spirit im about to go mad U KNOW WHEN I TOLD U I HAD AN INKLING ABT WHO WAS [redacted] TURNS OUT I WAS RIGHT . i want a spinoff of the spinoff im being downright demanding but idk but what did tooru do to u u straight up maimed his character emotionally LET HIM BREATHE u write him so prefectly why does anyone else EVEN BOTHER ESP THE UGLY UGLY UGLY PART her ghost staying w him and him being ANGRY like let him rest OK IM ANGRY AND IM NOT IN LOVE W YN THE FUCK BITCH ALSO FUCK I WANTED A TENDOU REFERENCE BUT NOT THAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DID I JUST READ 🧍🏻‍♀️

FHALSKSLDKFSDF please i’ve been laughing over this ask all day the pure emotion in this 😭😭😭 ok before i go under the cut i just want to say that speaking of spotify, i do have a spotify playlist for this fic and the main one is arms tonite by mother mother <3

OK SO BASICALLY . i think we all know that i am indeed Not okay, why else do you think this fic got finished in the first place JSDFLKSDFJ but in any case i’m glad i could Execute it well and now it is out of my mind and into the void forever <3

girl when you told me your inkling about who got [redacted] I WAS LAUGHING MY ASS OFF CAUSE I’D ALREADY PLANNED IT AT THIS POINT HSDFLKDJS and while i am decidedly Not a twilight fan the fact that the comparison was made from a diehard twilight fan is [hug emoji x3]. i think the spinoff of the spinoff might happen it just might it’ll be like a short fic, only one Scene probably but it’ll encompass the conclusion of both atwhf!reader and oikawa’s character journey, and how they both play a part in finding their individual catharsis [hug emoji]

AND HHHHHHHH bitch characterization compliments literally turn me into a pile of goo how dare you 🔪 “why does anyone else even bother” stfu i’m going to Kiss you and Cry. and ok i Told you that it was just going to be Sad and Angry Oikawa for the entirety of the fic should you even be surprised at this point </3 and i think you’re right i literally never give mister tooru oikawa a break. him and tsukki, my angst ride-or-dies <3 i just its very easy to access That Part of his character,, there’s so much to explore i think . it can very easily be molded to fit other narratives . ALSO IS THIS YN SLANDER JDSFLSD i quite personally like this yn. i mean she plays more as a motivation and plot device than anything else since this is an Oikawa-Centric story, but you know. vibes . i think she provides a very good Lost Lenore trope for him <3 but honestly i think he would have gone insane Without her ghost haunting him because quite frankly he’s Very Alone, and at the very least if he can’t feel her warmth anymore, he can at least hear her voice </3

 but yeah . rip tendou :”) he will be missed, even if he caused the massacre of karasuno <//3