#im serious this is just dumping oc shit. please beware

[ruffolive]

i love dropping my hyperfixations on my rpg characters on my friends. yall wanna read the nonsense i wrote about my da:o character. discord messages so its all broken up

i got so emotional in my half nap bc i was thiking about. ok infodump time

[7:55 PM]

so in the thing ur casteless. basically lowest class of dwarves. ppl b starving and shit. u live w ur sister (and ur alcoholic mom who is never lucid) and r both under the thumb of this like crimelord guy

[7:55 PM]

im swtiching away from "u"

[7:55 PM]

so her sister is like pretty so she is made a prostitute and arania is not so shes basically hired muscle and goes and collects debts and shit

[7:56 PM]

arania is like a REALLY GOOD fighter and everyone knows it but doesnt aspire to anything else bc she needs to protect her sister by not acting out

[7:57 PM]

the only way for them to move up in the world is for her sister to have a boy baby with someone who is in a higher caste or for arania to like. become a legendary hero but thats not gonna happen bc the casteless are super hated

[7:58 PM]

but one day arania ends up like getting recruited into the grey wardens (elite demon-slaying group who are not affiliated w the dwarves) by some guy bc she accidentally showed off her skills. should have been executed for it but was saved by being recruited

[7:59 PM]

has to LEAVE the city underground where she has NEVER left and go miles away to go fight demons with a bunch of races shes never met before in places shes never imagined

[7:59 PM]

almost dies like 80 times. ends up w a new group of friends that she decides to protect bc that's what she knows how to do

[8:00 PM]

they go back to the dwarven city (to get allies w a treaty) and when she gets back her sister!!! has had a son with a noble!!! who loves and treats her well!!!! and will probably become king!!!!!

[8:00 PM]

and like was just imagining the immense relief that must be for her

[8:01 PM]

like everything she'd ever done was to protect her sister. yeah and to keep herself alive but she wasnt ambitious it was for her sister. and shes safe and happy and has a son---and arania has a NEPHEW

[8:01 PM]

arania i like to be an aggressive and a bit blunt, not liking to show weakness bc of how she grew up, but i think she'd definitely cry holding her nephew

[8:01 PM]

and her sister smiling and saying "thank you for everything, but im safe now, it looks like you've found new people to protect"

[8:02 PM]

and the crew (including alistair who is a very sensitive emotive family kind of guy) who are all used to me being very stony and hot-headed and strong, all see me like crying with happiness holding this kid

[8:02 PM]

mannnnn

[8:05 PM]

also just want a scene of arania trying to show the team her nephew and. its alistair who is a family kinda guy and would be GREAT w the kid. and then morrigan the swamp witch goth. definitely the baby and her just stare at each other. the baby gives her a slow nervous baby wave and she waves back just as uncomfortably. and then the baby has to be gently pried away from bi disaster flirty spanish elf man's long pretty hair