#im scared as shit rn! terrified!! off the shits x-treme fear!!!!!
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Bro its now tag rant hours
Warning for cancer ment. and overall anxiety/panic
#vent#vent post#im scared as shit rn! terrified!! off the shits x-treme fear!!!!!#yesterday i learned my nana has breast cancer!!!!#and the more i think abg it the more it literally hurts!!!!#it got caught early but like! shit! fuck! damn what if it goes wrong!!!#i really cant stand the thought of my nana dying i can Not!!!!!#and my mom didnt talk abt this but i know medical bills are fuckin Expensive! screaming!!!!!#im also worried that if my nana dies... im gonna forget her#my great uncle died a few years ago and i? cant muster up solid feelings about it#i dont really remember him#i dont want that to happen with my nana y'know?#and we cant even VISIT her bc of this whole covid shit. we dont wanna get her and my papa sick!!!#i. :(#im big sad dot png but i also feel like im suppressing the emotions n i Know thats not healthy#its probably adhd helping out w that aspect :/#i also just. dont wanna cry over an empty grave! i wanna see the glass half full!! but im terrified!!!!#and despite all this ive still gotta try n pull my english grade outta the dirt. h. school is already hard enough online as is#this isnt gonna help#man im just feeling all kinds of fucked up about this#:(#nighty chatter
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