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#im salty amd tired
monochromatictoad 1 year
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Many would say to never look the prince in his eyes. That the moment your eyes connected with those glowing, crimson eyes, you had solidified your spot as his next meal. The prince was known for his foul temper, yet quiet persona. He was an emotional storm. His temper scaring even the dangerous demons in the castle.
What they miss, is that those eyes of crimson never make contact first. When he is off his throne, he never makes eye contact if he can help it. His eyes stare straight forward with a blank expression.
"It is the white eyes behind him, that you need to worry about," Any monster who had been there since the lady of the castle was alive, would say. "Its gaze is damning and if it sees you as a threat, it will not stop till you're gone."
The white eyes of the prince's doppelganger. Its eyes shine bright in the dark of the castle. It sits behind its prince, waiting for the signal to slaughter those who stand against its prince. Its savior. It shows no mercy, devouring the holy knights who make attempts on its prince's life. It sways above the throne, blood dripping from its mouth. Dripping from its body. It wraps its tendrils around the throne, anchoring itself on the throne while it rests. It knows its prince will guard and keep it safe, just as it keeps him safe.
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I have to wake up in five hours. I'm not remotely tired. I hate morning shifts.
Also I realized I want to get my eyebrow pierced.
#its been a productive night#i made dinner (the beef i used was questionable tbh but i think its okay)#i took a shower. i decided i want an eyebrow piercing. and now im unable to sleep#i have to work 6am-2pm tomorrow#my normal schedule is 1-9pm#i worked mornings for a year and never managed to properly adjust my sleep schedule ao i was just always tired#now i work nights and its perfect for me#but i have to suffer through the occasional morning shift. like for the next two days#i usually cant sleep before 2am. but i habe to wake up at 5am#maybe ill just take an adderall... then i could stay awake and maybe do some chores when i get home#yknow what im salty about? every night i usually sleep like 10 hours by myself in a big bed with a good pillow. ideal sleeping conditions#and i still wake up hella tired#but last night i got drunk. fell asleep woth two other people in the bed. at 2am amd woke at 6am#somehow that was the nest sleep ive gotten in years#oh my god y'all i have a desk now. i got it from the dumpster. its so pretty and having it has reinvigorated my love of life#it has plants and mugs on it. now i have a dedicated spece to do all of my work. im so fucking happy#its the little things i guess#i really fucking want to get my eyebrow pierced now and idk why. i wasnt interested until tonight. nothing prompted it#i just started watching game changers today and im kind of in love. maybe ill watch it until 5am then take an Adderall and go to work#surely that will work out fine and nothing will go wrong with this plan
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miraculous-marichat 5 years
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馃尰 I'm gay
馃尰 I like girls
馃尰 I'm really depressed
馃尰 I have a job
馃尰 I'm almost 18
馃尰 I love telling dad jokes
馃尰 also dirty jokes
馃尰 Kaminari is a babie
馃尰 I rp a lot
馃尰 can't you tell I have a type when or comes to fictional characters? Blonde, angry or the dumbass, or the glasses character
馃尰 I'm poly
馃尰 no, being poly is NOT about being able to cheat without actually cheating
馃尰 I get kinda cranky when I'm tired
馃尰 yes, I'll admit to being a kinnie
馃尰 did you know, saying bless you originated in midevil times. People used to think a demon/the devil could possess you when you sneezed, so they blessed you.
馃尰 only about 10% of whale sperm goes into the female, so that's why the oceans are so salty
馃尰 I'm a furry
馃尰 I don't really like using emojis
馃尰 did I tell you I like telling dirty jokes?
馃尰 my feet hurt
馃尰 im gonna be a senior this year
馃尰 honestly school makes me actually wanna die to the point where I have breakdowns practically once a month during school
馃尰 my periods are so irregular they come once every 5-6 months
馃尰 I'm very tmi when i wanna be
馃尰 my favorite book is carry on
馃尰 all of my ocs are LGBT because cishets aren't real
馃尰 there are too many flowers here
馃尰 tbh I might give some names
馃尰 because why not lmao
馃尰 James
馃尰 Babie
馃尰 Jenna
馃尰 Mark
馃尰 Alex
馃尰 Yuuri
馃尰 Viktor
馃尰 Mimi
馃尰 Babie Jr
馃尰 Barbie
馃尰 Ken
馃尰 Jack
馃尰 Bill
馃尰 Bob
馃尰 Dick
馃尰 I started saying uwu about a year ago and i cant stop
馃尰 I secretly wish the area 51 invasion is on September 19th cause thsts my birthday
馃尰 I used to have a crush on Danny phantom
馃尰 I watched mlp up to the 8th grade
馃尰 amd it's true, all the ponies are gay and trans
馃尰 I havw work tomorrow, i should be asleep
馃尰 there's
馃尰 so
馃尰 many
馃尰 flowers
馃尰 f
馃尰 u
馃尰 c
馃尰 k
馃尰 y
馃尰 o
馃尰 u
馃尰 but not really
馃尰 I'm just tired and kinda grumpy
馃尰 did i tell you I have a blister on my pinkie toe
馃尰 it h u r t s
馃尰 low-key i kinda wanna cry
馃尰 like,,, just to cry
馃尰 XD
馃尰 That's illegal
馃尰 you know what else is illegal
馃尰 being a cishet
馃尰 boom
馃尰 I single handedly errased homophobia
馃尰 Kaminari's pan, sorry i don't make the rules
馃尰 I play favorites
馃尰 sadly
馃尰 I have a favorite dog, a favorite parent, a favorite food
馃尰 I call my "favorite friend" my best friend
馃尰 @ the two-ish people i call my best friends, y'all are my favorites
馃尰 I have super loud dad sneezes
馃尰 i still have so many flowers left
馃尰 ugh
馃尰 I get jealous easily
馃尰 my friend took my partner to prom and i got so jealous i cried
馃尰 djsjsjs
馃尰 I'm just gonna out myself lmao
馃尰 I'm sometimes Horny On Main and y'all don't even know it
馃尰 hey guess what
馃尰 chicken butt
馃尰 haha you've been fooled
馃尰 fhdhsbsj I text like a grandma
馃尰 also i text with both my thumbs, is that weird
馃尰 because en says it is
馃尰 I kinda gotta pee but I don't wanna get up
馃尰 see this is what you get
馃尰 a bunch of tmi stuff
馃尰 cause you sent a huge ask
馃尰 >:3
馃尰 because I started working i started drinking more water
馃尰 and tbh it feels so refreshing
馃尰 there's
馃尰 too
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馃尰 flowers
馃尰 did you know your brain makes you think you look prettier when you look in the mirror
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馃尰 I believe in ghosts
馃尰 and that my house is haunted
馃尰 fhsusnssskxnkss my dog's snoring and it's so fucking cute
馃尰I've only got a little bit more to go
馃尰 tbh this is only me saying facts about myself
馃尰 fuck
馃尰 hecc
馃尰 I've gotta peeeeee
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馃尰 so I'll waiiiiiiit
馃尰 till the morniiiiiiiiiing
馃尰 thsnk you
馃尰 that was a poem by me
馃尰 called "Lazy"
馃尰 lmao
馃尰 wanna see how many curse words I can think of?
馃尰 fuck
馃尰 shit
馃尰 bitch
馃尰 cock
馃尰 asshole
馃尰 assface
馃尰 asshat
馃尰 ass
馃尰 pussy
馃尰 cunt
馃尰 fuck nugget
馃尰 bitch titties
馃尰 dickballs
馃尰 fucking cunt kicker
馃尰 thats all
馃尰 fuck this is stressful
馃尰 there
馃尰only
馃尰a
馃尰few
馃尰more!!!!
馃尰 the end
I fucking s u f f e r e d
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I spent 3 or 4 hours preparing for a CoS camapaign yesterday and we didn't even get to play.
Yall im still salty. Im tired of one person consta tly holding up my plans
Call me selfish but it always happens amd its frustrating ://
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pbandjesse 6 years
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We just walked into James's apartment. I am so sleepy. But it's been a great week off and I'm really happy. And tired. But mostly happy.
I did not sleep well last night. I put on a 4 hpur creepy pasta at 11pm and I listened to almost the entire thing. Ridiculous. I played on my phone and checked my ebay bids. And it was al good but I was exhausted.
I eventually did get some sleep. I woke up at 930 and waited for the ebay bidding to be over. I won my wooly furby! Im still not sure if its a baby. But im very excited either way.
I got dressed. And i sat in the living room with mom and played on my phone and had waffles. It was a nice and chill morning.
I finished packing up. And then dad came home. We decided to leave a little earlier and go get chipolte. So we packed up everything and got sweetp in his carrier. Which was very hard. But he got in and was only mildly angry.
Then dad left the keys in the house and we were outside in the rain and i was very annoyed. But it was all good. Got my kitty situated and headed to lunch.
Lunch was good but i got some weirdly salty bites. But it was nice spending some time with dad. We didnt get a whole lot of time together this week. But this was nice.
When we got to the car I realized I forgot my jacket and scarf back at the house. Annoying and innconvient but we werent that far. So we went back. Gave Molly a pet and mom a hug and then we were on the road by 1.
The drive was hard. It was foggy and rainy and we almost got in accidents a few times because of breaks and sliding cars. But we listened to podcasts and had some laughs and sweetp was half in and out of his carrier amd it was a good ride overall.
I was very tired though. I closed my eyes a little. We stopped and I got a pretzel. And we were in baltimore by 4.
We stopped at wholefoods to pick up my package. My new purse and whip cleanser thing came. The purse has a strong smell but everything i read in the reviews said it goes away fast. And its beautiful so I wasnt to bothered.
We got back to my place and ubloa2ded the car. Dad got a great parking spot. And I went to deal with unpacking. Which i wanted to be done asap.
I was tired. But determined. I got basically everything away. I packed a bag. Accidentally dumped my entired waterbottle in the bag. I repacked a bag to come over to James's. I fed sweetp. I took a shower. I did my makeup so cute. And me and dad were out the door around 6.
I had pulled out some tubs for my dad to take home. Of coats i dont wear and of finished art. But i needed to get my bike to James's house. So i biked myself over there and dad picked me up.
We went to James's parents for the Christmas get together. And it was so fun! It was so nice to see my James. I got to talk to a bunch of people that love James and it was a lot of fun.
I ate a whole bunch of snacks. I talked to old people who thought i was cute. I got to brag about James. I was tired but it was really nice. And i got to meet his sister and she was very cute. Not as tall as i pictured. But real pretty.
Finally at 9 James said we could go home. But then his friend walked in so he stayed an extra couple minutes while me and dad drove back to James's apartment.
James got here and we gave hugs and said goodbye. Then we came upstairs and he gave me the bracelet he got me. Its made so well. And then he made me popcorn and hes just the best boyfriend.
I am going to go to sleep very soon. And tomorrow we are working constellation together. I am going to finish a couple lesson plans. I would like to finish 9 to 13? Well see. I will do my best.
I hope you all sleep great tonight. Be safe out there.
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sureuncertainty 5 years
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I am so so so so so so so fucking tired of goo/d ome//ns everybody shut up about it oh my god
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I'm here suffering in floods of emotion and depression and after telling everyone I'm going mia for a few, all they cared about was future plans being affected or not. No are you okay? Do you wanns talk? Im here! No it's okay be negative cry and be sad be angry, but don't be it alone. I feel so utterly alone and i have no one i can talk to. I just want my moment, i want my ring, my life, i want romance, i want what everyone else has..a family. A husband amd kids. But he's afraid to commit. Isnt afraid to create a life amd bring it into this world with me, but he's scared to spemd his life with me. Im so tired of waiting and feeling so salty because everyone gets what i want. I just hate it. It hurts.
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