#im rusty @ this plz be nice 2 me

[vampzzz64]

WE’RE SO BACK!!

Song | This Is A Life - Son Lux, Mitski, David Byrne

inspired by phonification on tt’s edit :3

[jellyfosh]

Random question for the Author:

Do you have any ships? Just asking tbh

Also, why do you make Cho that buff? Not to judge or make fun, but he looks a bit funny to me /pos

Also, why is Chosen called Zen?

Ooh, hadn’t had a question on me a while. : > 1. I do have ships (not in Redemption Sqaud- yet-idk) however I’m more of a multi-shipper. I do have favorites (don’t judge/hate plz whoever reads these) im positive you’ve seen Second x Red, Blue x Yellow, Green x Purple and Chosen x Dark. I even saw very rare ships that i ended up liking it cause of the writing, buildup, and art style. Like Herobrine x MT, Endie x Red, MT x Jacob, and MT x Dark (which is now my second favorite ship on Dark) I do like family dynamic versions, it gives wholesome cuteness. Like MT and Purple father son thing/friends. Second and Color gang with brother dynamic. Chosen and Dark brother dynamic. Even that one fanfic i like containing where all stick figures has super powers while every hollow head doesn’t, seeing the Becker brothers oldest Chosen, middle child Dark and youngest Second gives me gigils.

2. Okay in my defense, i haven’t drawn buff dudes in a while so Im a bit rusty with my hand. It’s okay that looks a bit funny, I struggle with stick figure + buff, I haven’t done this in a while since im backed up with college. But if you’re looking for lore. It’s this one Chosen wasn’t created completely buff. He used to look like the like Dark is right now. What got him gaining the buff was through his years being an ad-on blocker and his only food were letters with date/code in it. He got that prison bod. But he wasn’t full ape boss when Dark was made. He was still skinny at the time so they’ve mistake as twins after their freedom. Now that. I said it you guys may think what Chosen’s taking is coded steroids XD

3. Dark is the one that made and gave Chosen that nickname. He used to call him that during their golden years. (Before Dark went evil) Chosen asked him why he calls him ‘Zen’ he thought its a joke cause its similar to Cho-zen. But Dark says it means nice, because for Dark he sees Chosen as someone nice, only to him at least. After the accident, Dark now just calls Chosen as Zen. He only uses Cho or his full name whenever by distressed or anger but its rare to call Chosen by his name and not Zen.

[crisps-craft]

Imma do it again, hi lovely crispy, was wondering about a connection with this boy which I feel very deeply to, you know that song close to me by the cure this cunt makes me feel so nice and I feel alive not in a hole. But he’s not here anymore. Just please look into us.

APS, 🦁 and leoooo

Thank u lovely

4,5,8 house

hi! i hope you are doing well <3 separations are very hard and when i was channeling your energy came through very strong :( here are the cards i pulled:

current situation / energy: 2 of cups, knight of cups, 7 of pentacles, queen of swords, 6 of pentacles

2 of cups tells me that you guys had a very deep connection - i feel like your relationship reached a lot of intimacy and soul connection which i know sounds basic to say but tbh not every connection has that, you know what i mean? that's a very hard thing to find and i think you both held a lot of trust towards each other. i got a visual of you guys laying on a bed facing each others faces just talking - it felt very comfortable and domestic tbh. i saw he had brown hair but i could be wrong lol.

but now in your current situation, im seeing that you are putting energy and emotion towards them and they just ... aren't. they aren't reciprocating the way that they used to and its breaking your heart a lot. okay this could be wrong but i felt the need to say it - do you have blonde hair (i havent read in a while so im a little rusty and i just got weird visuals in my head) but anyways, 6 of pentacles is a card that deals with imbalances of power and you feel like they have you wrapped around their finger and you care so much - they have this power over you. but you don't have that power over them - they aren't its like you are giving your all and they are giving nothing. i remember you mentioned 4/ 5/ 8th house synastry and 4th and 8th house synastry especially is soooo intense. ive had experiences with it too- its like these people live in your heart. these placements develop such a familiar type of intimacy and its such a jab in the heart ugh :( i feel for you.

i feel like you have been reaching out to them on social media / through text but either not getting anything or not getting the same energy back.

the cards kept emphasizing the imbalance of effort that i was talking about earlier - your guides are giving me this message to stop reaching out to them. if you aren't getting the same energy in return - then its not right towards you. they have this power over you and i can see its because of how emotionally invested you were (and still are) and now you are still invested but aren't getting any energy in return and its not right :(

also - tarot is not 100% accurate so only take what resonates and leave what doesn't <3 i really hope that this reading could help and provide some solace. i think that your guides want you to take some time and distance away from it - the situation needs space the most right now. i think you are putting so much energy into it and it has that 8th house energy of being possessed by someone in a way - does that make sense? so i think things will get better for you if you learn to separate from it for a little bit- you will feel more balanced and the situation might even heal too. maybe in a strange way (im channeling rn) the reason why things ended for them was because they were afraid of the power they had over you - maybe they thought things felt codependent? i could be totally wrong though so plz take it with a grain of salt. another message is "its not that they don't care, but they need space right now. don't interpret the space as 'they don't care about me'" i feel like you feel like they feel nothing towards you - but a message that came up is showing that they are also experiencing a lot of emotions if it doesn't seem like it. they are grieving but not showing emotion in a weird way. capricorn vibes

i think giving this connection space will help a lot. ive been there though i get it :( 8th house synastry is veryy intense