#im rlly proud of the pieces ive done for them!

[gilly-moon]

Anyone want some danny phantom wips i’ll probably never touch again?

[divorcetual]

Meow !

[itzsana-kiddingmenow]

mutuals as tickle tropesss????

YES! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS MOMENT 😈

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@sunsetsandsunshine:

okay so we're starting off with my sis!

hey sis-

SUCH A SWITCH

ive been on the receiving end of her ler moods 😭

TEASES THE SHIT OUT OF YOU

has her fair share of lee moods as well

she can change sides in seconds-

for a tROPE i would say

smirking

knowing glances

PUNISHMENT TICKKLLEEESS

teasing

done some martial arts so pinning will be a piece of CAKE for her

@someone-who-loves-kpop-saranghae

cuddly tickles

such a sweet person so this would def match

literally one of the most lee people i know

97% lee and 3% ler

my "biggest fan" on tumblr

definitely likes my fics

CUDDLY

TICKLES

idkw it just matches her

love ya my bee

@skznccmlee

ok so she's not officially my mutual

but so WHAT

i love her pep talks and she understands me so well

im grateful to have her as a friend

she already has a ler so i got this off of that

FLUSTERED LEE AND CHEEKY LER-

@smartwatersfrogjuice

literally one of my besties i can't-

yeah-

we actually dont talk about that kinda stuff

just fics and stuff

but like i would maybe like to have a tickle fight one day 🫥

WHAT YOU DIDNT SEE THAT

we're both like...not rlly ticklish but JUST A LITTLE

@sunny-117

sweetest

cutie

EVER

she just got out of surgery so im rooting for her 🫠

UR DOING AMAZING

morning tickles

thats it

i just imagine her to be that type of person

back tickles in the morning-

she doesnt even know if she's ticklish

BUT SHES SO CUTE

SHE HAS TO BE- RIGHT?!

@v--143

she started writing fics recently and I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

i will support her to the end of time

so proud

LIKE IM HERE FOR YOU SWEETS

probably really ticklish

if you're reading this-

waiter incident

ALL IM SAYING

also HIDE AND SEEK TICKLING

IN THE DARK

def

INTERROGATIoN TICKLES

im ranting now-

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so i kinda ranted a lil sorry bout that

-sana

0w0

[1kook]

hope you don’t feel offended about what I have to say but the way you built nc, specially the characters, the way you write their dialogue, interactions, how they share anecdotes from years back and make it feel so raw, the attitude that you gave each one of them without being repetitive, their beliefs, their unique thoughts, behavior, how you explain their thoughts, their quirks and perks... all that makes me feel like I’m reading a whole ass book, like you literally have a whole editorial working beside you in each word you share, I find your imagination and way to portray words so beautiful and natural, so funny. You make me cry and laugh mi lungs out in just a chapter. I came past to the point where I don’t really can empathize with being y/n and I refer and think of her as just an oc, she’s sooooo amazingly well written that it’s not that you were too specific or something that makes me not feel like I’m her; it’s just that your level of writing and development just takes me to a whole new world where nc jungkook is not bts jungkook at all, it’s just his face, you created this man of every pussys dream that resembles but doesn’t the actual jungkook, when I think of nc jungkook I totally dissociate the jeon jungkook from nc jeon jungkook, they are not the same person, and i know that it’s the whole point of fan fiction but for example that doesn’t happen when I read bad boy jk or fuckboy jk or nerd jk, they make me feel off for some reason and I have to really push myself through it cuz is unnatural, fan fiction is about creating this scenario surrounding someone you idolize, but still nc has something that goes beyond that, I personally thinks it’s because of how you portrayed him so meticulously different but familiar, so in the back of my head when I see jk in the pic of nc, something just tells me that he’s an actor portraying nc jk lol, and you go beyond just surrounding our idol and writing about him, it almost feel like he was created for and it only exists in nc

i really feel like that went nowhere, I just wanted to tell you that you are so talented, you are the only writer that makes me feel this way, I feel like they are out of a franchise book characters, that they are known for everyone like Romeo and Juliet, like they are gonna get a movie adaptation. So thanks for sharing a piece of your mind, I’m so grateful that I found you <3

oh my god, the way u said ‘please don't be offended’ in the beginning I thought u were going to roast me or tell me u didn't like it 😭 had me SO SCARED TO READ THE REST LMAO, but im glad I did!!!! reading your message just made me feel so stupidly happy and proud about the stories I write (especially nc) and my writing abilities and techniques in general!! ive mentioned this many times, but i don't aspire to be a novelist or have writing be a part of my career, so I know im not the best in certain areas/have rlly amateurish skills and have a lot of room to improve lol, but to read that you think my characters are well developed enough to be considered characters on their own.... like they’re part of a franchise.... made my ego so big fjanfjkaes THANK YOU!!! this ask really made me feel proud of my ability to create characters. since all I write are xreader stories and in these types of stories the physical image of the reader is ambiguous/meant to be blank, I really try my best to make the focus of the ‘reader’ character be their personalities, and im really honored you think ive done a good job of that!!!

I've had a few other ppl tell me before that they don't associate nc jk with the real jk and like its always made sense, bc when I write jk in fan fic im technically just using his LIKENESS and appearance and attributing it to a character that's otherwise my own, but when u said it feels like he’s more of an actor 😭 made me laugh a little lol, all I can imagine is the acting credits in movies ‘JEON JUNGKOOK starring as JEON JUNGKOOK’ rjagkjehb

thank you for taking the time to send me such a thoughtful and heartfelt ask, it really made my day!!!! this ask just made me feel so grateful and happy with the community ive been able to foster on this blog through writing all over again <3333

[imaginethathaikyuu]

How did I find your blog? I was looking for soft Kuroo content on google. And your soft birthday hc’s for him came up. And that’s also how I found tumblr

What was the first story of yours that I read? That Kuroo piece ^

Roughly, how long have I been following this blog? Well I found that piece shortly after it was posted so…. Around the beginning of December 2019 I think. Got a tumblr a few months later and you were the first person I followed (had you in my bookmarks bar before that! (still have you in my bookmarks bar and when I share my screen in classes there are occasionally questions. I ignore them))

What’s something I’ve noticed about you personality wise? You’re really clever and funny. But you’re also sweet. But because you’re clever you have no hesitation in setting up and enforcing your boundaries, and I really admire that strength and confidence.

Have we ever interacted, either by PM, ask, or in the comments? What was my perception of you? YES!!! PM, SOOOOO many asks, comments, and you sent me an ask. And reblogged it. And I cried. A lot. My perception: you’re lovely and I want to h*ld your h*nd ….please.

What’s my favorite story of yours? Oh how to choose. Firstly, I’m a nb, biracial, bisexual. Honey, I’ve never made a choice in my life. But let’s try here. Anything you’ve written for Tsukki. Literally all of it is gold. Fight me. I was going to write “especially [piece title]” but I LITERALLY CANNOT CHOOSE ONE. Your Bokuto nightmare piece. Your Kuroo angsty fight. Your Tendou dealing with S/O with parents who yell piece. Your Kinktobers. Your Futakuchi and Mattsun pieces. And your Terushima pieces. Ugh. I CANNOT CHOOSE. OH AND YOUR STREAMER KENMA!!!!!! OKay just… all of it. I can’t choose. I tried, and I failed, and I’m willing to admit failure.

What’s a story I’d love to see you write? I don’t want to say this… because it hurts me… but I just KNOW you’d write brilliant angst. Some of my fav pieces of yours are pained beginnings with happy endings. That fight with Tsukki after a bad day at work. The pieces I mentioned above (nightmare pieces and fighting pieces and angsty home life ha.. ha.ha.ha.). That Oikawa one where the reader wakes up in bed without him and thinks he left. You write these gorgeous atmospheres and descriptive, visceral feelings, and if you chose to use it for evil…. You could get evil shit done. You’re SO powerful. So I want to read it… but also…. I don’t. I’d love to see you write ABO like you mentioned a while back or just see you explore a cutesy soulmate AU or something. I think you’d be really good at writing an AU where you hear what the other person’s listening too. I feel like you’d be so good at making me feel something for someone who was in another city. (think this would be cute with Tsukki cos he’s headphones boy, OR terushima because I like the dynamic of someone flirty, who clearly cares about looks, falling for someone he can’t see) ANYWAY….

Favorite pairing you write for?/fav reader insert? Tsukishima x reader. It’s my fav self-ship. (but also Mattsun, Bokuto, Oikawa, Tanaka, and Akaashi because you write them SO WELL!!!!)

Have any of your stories helped me through a hard time? Of course. Your self-harm piece came at a time I needed it. Iwaizumi’s in particular saved my life. But also your Tendou dealing with S/O parents who fight… came right when I needed it. Also starting college… was hard.. And reading and rereading your fluff really pulled me through it.

Have any of your stories hit closer to home? YES (see above).

Do I genuinely like your blog, it’s aesthetic or posts? It’s overall feel? It’s content? Yes. The aesthetic is, ngl, a wee bit basic. But I kinda love that. And the feel? It feels like home. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again. Your blog is my safe space. So, yes, I love. It’s content? YES. OF COURSE. Your personality probably could have kept me here even if your content was kinda shit, but I follow you RELIGIOUSLY because of your content. So yes. I adore.

Is English my first language? Kinda??? I grew up in a trilingual household so I kinda learned three languages at the same time while growing up. But no, I don’t need to translate it in my head. Because English was one of the three.

Anything I want to share? Yes. Please keep being kind to yourself, caring for your mental health, enforcing your boundaries, loving Akaashi, and just generally being you. You’re so lovely as you are, and I hope you continue grow, but never change. Also I’m sorry about all your work stuff…. It literally makes me feel sick. And I hope you find a job where that’s not tolerated, or that your work finds a better way of protecting it’s employees. I know you know this, but none of it is your fault. I just hope things improve. AND I love you… a lot. And I’m so proud of you hitting 9K and you deserve so many more followers because your pieces are just... GORGEOUS. I can’t wait until I’m at Barnes and Noble in a few years and I can pick up a hardback copy of your debut novel. I’m so excited to say “I knew Em Akaashi (which is your legal name as far as I’m concerned) before she was so popular among the masses.”

so ive been trying to figure out the correct and worthy way to reply to this ask since the moment i got it......because its so fucking sweet and kind and amazing and pure and perfect and i just dont know how to use WORDS to explain the way it makes me feel so.......i will just reply in bullet points in regards to every question u answered to make it a lil easier :D

- the fact that u found my blog on google ....... like this may be odd and a very specific thing but before i made this blog i always hoped that 1 day my fanfic would pop up in google searches bc thats ALWAYS how i found fics when i was reading them religiously and i felt so much ENVY!!!!! LIKE I WANTED TO BE THERE I WANTED MY FICS TO B POPULAR ENOUGH TO POP UP ON GOOGLE.....that may sound very selfish but its true......so thats just very cool to me... :]

- u’ve been here for so long omg 🥺🥺🥺🥺 if anyone in ur classes ever asks jus promo my blog like its nbd 

- thats so sweet what 🥺🥺🥺 i try my best to advocate for myself and be confident for myself.....ive spent far too much of my time being silently uncomfortable because i was afraid of pushing someone’s buttons seeming rude.....but NO MORE!!!! i know what upsets me, i know my triggers, i know what i dislike experiencing, and im never gonna let myself be anxious or uncomfortable for someone else’s sake, esp if theyre being rude 2 me. i would say its less strength and confidence and moreso me attempting to take control of my anxiety in the places i can (aka on the Internet) bc i am SICK OF ANXIETY ATTACKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

- BBY no dont CRY!!!! im racking my brain trying to think of who u are i wanna know so bad so i can thank u personally for being the kindest person in the world n so i can send u more asks >:(........MY HAND IS URS TO HOLD!!!!! dont tell akaashi tho 

- OMG my TSUKKI pieces.....hes so hard to write why ;-; thank u so much im so glad u enjoy my works<3333

- NOT ANGST NOT LIKE THIS!!!!!!!!! pained beginnings to happy endings are my specialty.....IMAGINE me writing a sad ending like i CANT!!!!!!!!! ive only done it a few times and it is so Difficult.....YALL ARE SO LUCKY IM NOT EVIL!!!!!! ive had this idea for an angsty akaashi fic that i think about and write in my head every night before falling asleep and it Hurts and i wanna write it but i also can’t make myself :D ABO would be very fun but i genuinely do not know how to explore the concept while making it feel like it’s Written By Me.....u know what i mean? same with soulmate aus, i really dislike writing them because theyre just boring to me like they all feel the same everything’s been done for them.....which is FINE!!! but i write enough cliche stuff as it is HAHA, a long distance type soulmate au could be fun and interesting but ldr’s trigger me bc of a past relationship so </3 but hey maybe someone else could use the idea!!!!!

- gotta love tsukishima <3

- im rlly glad my writing could be there for you friend, one of the biggest reasons i write fanfic (and write the kind of fics i write) is bc i know firsthand how much reading sweet stories abt ur comfort characters can help u through the shittiest times - i just wanna offer ppl some support and happy feelings and love cuz sometimes fanfic is the only time we can find those things (and theres nothing shameful abt that either if anyone bullies u for reading fanfic i will fight them)

- I KNOW MY LAYOUT IS LAZY AND BASIC AS FUCK AND THAT IS BECAUSE I DO NOT GIVE A SHIT LMAOOOO so im glad u think its ok...... like i dont have the patience to create a fancy ass layout that actually works are u KIDDING ME??????? I COULD LITERALLY NEVER plus i kinda like that its just the basic kinda ugly boring default layout like it makes it simple and easy and i feel like it brings focus to the only thing on this blog that i care about which is my writing, i rlly only care about the content here and not aesthetics jdbljdabsdk that blue background will be there til i Die......i adore u more btw 

- WHOA trilingual what the hell ur so cool tell me more 

- you have my word, friend, that i will continue to do all of that so long as you do the same. take care of yourself, be kind to yourself - i know u can do it, ur so kind to others and u deserve to be kind to urself, too so this is the part that genuinely brought me to tears because *sappy dumb shit ahead* ok look ever since i can remember the one and only thing ive wanted to do with my life is become an author ...... dreams of book covers with my name written on them and words in pages written by me and fanart of my characters and going into my local bookstore n seeing my book there....these thoughts all haunt my fucking brain because i want it SO BAD!!!!!!!! so bad that it makes me CRY!!!!!!!! ive never wanted something more and just!!!!!!!!!!!! idk how much u meant that part but holy fuck!!!!!! i hope so bad that one day i can send u a free copy of my book as a thank u for being the person u are. u have all my love friend, every last bit of it <333333333

[birchbierart]

--EDIT: I AM NO LONGER OPEN FOR HEART COMMS-- i am now open for heart commissions! :D the first piece here is a commission i did for my friend who introduced me to sky. im actually rlly proud of it and i had a lot of fun! originally i was just gonna finish their sketch with some easy lineart and color but i ended up going all out haha XD then we have various doodles ive done over the past while of me and my friends’ skykids. as you can see here, the way i draw skykids have evolved over time lol (the most recent is the one w the manta cape) mostly, ive gotten more comfortable with drawing skykids and adapted them to my art style lol. more relaxed and cartoony!  and then lastly we have my price guide for heart commissions! if u wanna commission me feel free to just dm me here or on my instagram (@/birch_bier). keep in mind tho that i might take a while to respond! a full finished piece will probably take me about a week or two depending on the complexity and my motivation, but a simple sketch will just take a day usually. depending on my motivation/enjoyment towards the commission and the complexity of it, the price might fluctuate. who knows, it might even go down a bit! anyways, i hope everyone reading this has a good day! :D 

[pinkykitten]

The time in Summervale: 1

Warning: none

Specifics: y/n=your name, oc, oc fic, comedy

People: athela (your mother), edward (your father), huxley (cook), ruthy (maid)

Words: 1,438

Summary: In the fictional land of Summervale, 1700, you, the Duchess are made into an arranged marriage.This is the dream of your parents but certainty not the dream of a longing inventor like yourself. You are taught to be a lady but who wants to be a  primp and proper lady when you can have fun and be yourself. You need to try to convince your parents this is not what you want or is it? How will it be seeing the Prince of Linwyn? Will you finally change your mind and side with your parents? 

Authors Note: this is something newwwwww. ive been wanting to do kinda my own thing for a while so this is not on any fandom this is a story i will be updating with chapters about my characters but in a x reader way if that makes sense so its still gonna use you and such just this is my own story. i got inspiration off of this story “the austrian suitor” by @headoverhiddles​, granted i dont know the character or the fandom i just read it cuz another blog reblogged it yet i rlly enjoyed it even tho it is smut and im not usually a smut reader just kinda skip that or whatever either way it was extremely well written and gave me such inspiration like wowowowowow. so i made this piece inspired by that and i hope you guys like it. this is just kinda an opening to the whole thing and to kinda see how it works out so there is not any romance in this but trust me there will be but like i said i want to see how this goes if yall like if u do pls tell me tell me what u think ur thoughts everything i worked rlly hard on this so pls share like reblog do what you gotta do it would me a lot to me. thnx guys <3

“Maybe this piece goes here,” you mumbled to yourself. An action you always did but it was something your mother hated. Sitting atop your bed you concentrated your efforts in inventing a mixer that did its job on its own. Call it a hobby or a dream but inventing was your world. You loved the satisfaction of creating something with your own two hands especially if it helped people. Unfortunately, your parents the Prince and Princess of Summervale did not approve. They called it very unladylike. Your mother, Athela, would scold you about getting messy and dirty and then throw you in the tub like a little child. Your father, Edward, was always forcing you to learn how to seam. His mother used to do it and he wanted to pass it down to you. Those things didn’t excite you, didn’t make you complete. Inventing was something you loved and was always thinking about. As you would look at an apple tree during your morning stroll you would wonder about what inventions would be good for peeling apples whilst your parents bored you with duties as a Duchess. 

“Almost done,” you screwed on the last screw to your creation. You had dirt under your nails and they were short and barely ever polished, only for special occasions. Your hair was almost every time how it was meant to be. None of those gels, ties, bows, again only for special occasions. Your mother, Athela, would buy you all these face creams, soaps, masks, but you were content with your scars and bumps, naming them every so often after royals, saying your “face was a castle and there should definitely be Queens and Kings roaming on it.” You were odd and different to others but to yourself you were this boring, normal, royal girl that everyone hated because you were granted everything you could ever want. Life was not that simple though. Sometimes when you have everything handed to you - all the money in the world - it still doesn’t fill up that hollow feeling inside or take away the sadness. It was something to help people cope but it was never the antidote. 

“Alright...finished. What do you think Karim?” You hastily got out of bed and sat on the floor presenting your mixer to your pug. One very lovely vacation you took with your family you had learn a bit of Arabic. It was a beautiful language and you had made many friends there. You named your dog Karim meaning generous. Karim was generous, he was the only one who would look at your inventions. “Do you think it will work?” You gave a toothy grin, excited. 

Karim grunted as he licked his nose, panting. 

“I knew you would like it,” patting his head you jump up ready to show not just your parents but also the cooks. You had a very good feeling about this one. Every time you made an invention you had hope that maybe your parents would change their minds about your future but every occurrence was the same. 

“Mother, father! Come look!” You yelled as you sprinted down the stairs not caring if your nightgown would get dirty sweeping across the floors of the castle. “Come quick!”

“What in the heavens is the matter my dear child?” Edward, your father, grumbled seeing you in such a hurry. 

“See, father, in the kitchen.”

“In the kitchen?”

You passed by your mother, she tried to catch you but you slipped from her grip. “Young Lady why are you not dressed and groomed properly? You look like a mess.”

“Doesn’t matter, mother in this moment time is of the essence!” You arrived at the kitchen and grabbed a blue glass bowl, plopping it with a loud clank on the counter top. 

“What are you doing y/n?” The cook asked. “You almost broke me bowl!” He was a plump older man, very short. His hair was salt and pepper and his face was as white as flour yet his cheeks were always red.

“Forgive me Huxley I just need to know. Need to see and dive deep into the unknown.” You opened up a recipe card that Huxley wrote down for your favorite cake. Vanilla cake, you were a simple girl. “Alright I need eggs and flour and oh yes milk! Almost forgot about the milk!” You were talking to yourself again as you ran around the kitchen like a mad woman. 

“Is this another one of your inventions?” Huxley crossed his arms knowing about your obsession. 

“Yes but my dear good old Huxley-”

“Old?” He lifted his brow. 

“No time to explain, I have a tingling within me. This one is going to be it, I know it. Mother and father will finally see and believe in me.” You poured all the ingredients in the bowl. Your parents walked in, perplexed. 

“Hello everyone. Today I show you something I have been working on the for the past week. I am very proud of myself but any who let me show you my newest invention-”

“Oh here we go again?” Athela rolled her eyes.

“The mixer!” You lifted it high in the air. “This mixer will not only mix greatly and fine it will mix to your acquired speed. Please watch.” You pulled the lever three times and then pushed the big button. The mixer turned on automatically with it squeaking from the gears. “As you can see the mixer is mixing all the ingredients together. No more of the hassle of blistered hands or tired arms, this does it for you! You can even look away and do other chores in the midst.” You turned around and your creation you thought so high about was creating smoke and making an odd sound. 

“Um y/n,” Edward said, “is it supposed to do that?”

“Huh,” you turned to it again and all of a sudden the mixer started to go faster in speed. “Oh no.” The mixer then flew high in the air and starting to spin around like a mini airplane. 

“Get down!” Huxley shouted and everyone in the room screamed in fear or bent down hiding under tables and items. 

“Its alright everyone! Just a little mistake!” You climbed onto the tables trying to fetch the item. “Blasted thing.” You jumped onto the counter and caught it making it stop. Until it started to mix again and it caught a piece of your hair. You screamed loud and tried running away but hit the bowl of cake mix making it hurl in the air on top of your head making you slip from the batter onto your back. The mixer finally stopped. You groaned knowing you were about to hear it from your parents. 

Athela stood up with a scowl on her face. “To your room. Now!”

You sat at your vanity disappointed with yourself. You had worked so hard on the mixer and had embarrassed yourself. Athela was standing next to you, glaring. Karim was laying in his bed munching on a treat and your maid Ruthy tended to your hair. 

“I cannot believe you chose to do this on a day like today. Of all days!” Your mother was furious. Her gloved hands were held into fists. “You were supposed to be ready!”

“I know. I’m sorry mother.” In the end you always apologized even though you really hadn’t meant it. You hated when your mother was right especially about inventing. You always wanted to prove her wrong but it ended in outright disappointment. 

“Look at this hair now.” Athela lifted the piece of hair that was wrapped around the mixer. “Can you save it Ruthy?”

Ruthy bit her lip as she heaved a sigh, “I’m sorry your Royal Highness it is very tangled I must cut it off.”

“Oh my! Are you sure?”

Ruthy nodded.

“Today of all days,” Athela repeated herself. “How will your future husband think of you now?”

“What?” You asked and then all was heard was a snip as Ruthy cut that one lock of hair.

“Make sure you take that disgusting batter out of her hair.” Athela pointed to your scalp.

“Mother what are you talking about?” You stood up throwing your precious now broken mixer onto your desk.

“My dear didn’t you not fall just mere minutes ago in that vanilla goop?”

“Thats not what I meant and you know it. I am asking about what you said about a future husband. What did you mean by that?”

Athela rubbed your shoulders up and down and broke into a huge smile. “My dear you are getting married!”

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[officialvillain]

welcome to reika’s 2017 art year  in review, jackasses

yo i made a compilation of all my art over the past uhh literal 12 fucking months, and jesus christ if yall wanna talk about glo ups then uh

fucking check this shit out dude, i mean LOOK at this shit, i improved

anyways!!!! im putting a lot of things under the cut bcs i don’t wanna clog up people’s dashboards!! 

also go ahead and check everything out bcs i have a LOT of art in this post 

JANUARY was pretty good, i actually made a few pieces that were, yknow, actual art but i actually didn’t sketch that much. am actually still rlly proud of those su pieces tho

FEBURARY there was a LOT of taz bcs thats when i started listening, and let me tell you i loved taako to bits. i made a few posts that went over 3k/4k notes and i was proud of that. also i still love my taako and krav designs i mean. look at them. also sylvas was there, and naule was born!! 

MARCH was a GREAT month for me because i got a LOT of art done. i started taking commissions on Flight Rising and i made around two dozen original gijinka designs during that month

APRIL, i drew a lot of luma-related stuff but no Actual Art lmao, but i was just getting more into dnd and i think thats when we started to plan and stuff?? it was fun

MAY, i had a few finished pieces i tossed out in a couple days time because villainous just came out and i was in love with flug’s design. also my first full-body ref, with my fave dnd boy sylvas

JUNE/JULY i didnt draw much, but i had a lot of steven universe bcs blue zircon made her debut and i fell in love, instantly

AUGUST i was experimenting with new colouring styles, and also made the greatest creation of this year, which was a gemsona fusion that im still immensely proud of. i mean look at it. its so fucking pretty, i worked hard on that shit, its the best original design ive made. also, Luke was born this month!!

SEPTEMBER actually coloured a few things things!! I finished up the Quartet’s deigns, and made a few icons, and im happy of how the colours came out

OCTOBER, cuphead came out so i had my own fun with designing a few object heads, and i made a bunch of really good notes on the fashion of the time

NOVEMBER, i drew a LOT lmfao. Serena and Isaac were born, and I’m happy to say that they’re good additions to the ocs that i have. ALSO, the dnd group revived itself so i drew lenissia for the first time in forever. 

I made a ton of sketches that im proud of, and i coloured a few things. I drew a black/white/red vent post which was actually like, really good. also i did a lot of work on @tragic-gays, and Naule was revisited (and redefined)

DECEMBER, is here!!! happy I got here tbh, this year was good for art and characters. Evelyn and Glenn were born, and Luke’s backstory was expanded!! I did a lot of writing this year lmao, like, a LOT

I’d say that 2017 was a pretty good year, I had fun and made a bunch of characters that I really love and hold close to my heart!! I also wrote a shitton of story and background so my ability to write characters has also defo improved

thank you for reading!! hopefully 2018 will be a good year for artistic improvement too!!

[crystal-iceblossomxjackfrost4evr]

So like first SPOILER WARNINF for lovecraft country (and nsfw) (ps im extremely gay)

i wont qctually say waht it is cuz idk how to hide a spoiler but imma reference it (and show takes place when blacks segregated and 1950s americana and the not good proud things of america lol

So theres a guy. An asshole, ull knw him when u see him if u see the show

Anyway he has a friend tht owns the bar and at one point we see the bar owner getting his peen sucked by another guy.

Later on in the show we found it confirmed the guys gay. And implied the asshole guy is gay or bi or watever he is. Withhhh the bartender.

And idk why. But omg my gay ass is sooooo sooooo uncomfortsble.

Im the guy tht ships two ppl tht breathe near each other

Im the guy tht the minute THE SECOND i heard venoms voice in the 2018 movie felt soooo gay for thiw nb blob and eddie and at tht exact moment unable to wait till movies over. Checked if ppl made cute gay ass lgbt adorable alien loving partner/bf shit and fanfics and art and knew it was waiting at the end.

Im the guy screaming KISSSSSS at two ppl fighting in battle sometimes depending on them

Immthe guy that fell for villains likke loki and pitch black (rotg). Without hesitation and oh god their voices

Im the guy tht after two weeks of playing genshin i stared at a malachurl and wondered wat the f is under the loin cloth and how would the hilichurls or mages even do anything, ive yet to see something identifying as female.

Im the guy who will legit cry internally when gay tension is given and done NOTHING WITH IT (IM LOOKIN AT U U WALKING NIGHT TOWN BAR ANIME MOVIE I CANT REMEMBER THE NAME OF HOW DARE U FAKE ME LIKE THT ;*;)

Im the guy tht while i ususally lean towards more inhuman or japanese (anime) or lighter toned ppl (or just animated ppl in general cuz i dont usually gonfornirl humans lmao) for the second time in my life am drooling over the black adonis tht is Atticus in th3 show (I MEAN NOT ONLY IS HE SMART AND CARIMG when hes not being dumb and stubborn- BUT HAVE U SEEN THOSE MUSCLES. them armssss omg th3m aaarrrrrrrrms i didnt even hear what he said at one point cuz i was staring at tht torso hm mmmmmmmmmmnnn hot damn atticus. Omfg)

Im the guy tht while lovng romance and sweet and soft am at least online and to friends. Happily kinky af in my head. Rough, inhuman, aliens, ropes, etc, u make it actually good to read and ill at the 3 least love reading it even if it isnt my thing

. . .

But tht asshole and tht bartender.

Idk what the fuck it is, my the asshole reminds me of my dad, maybe i just dont like them as characters but for the first time in a loooooong time rather then grinning at gay happpening on tv i just. ...... *frustrated noises*

Didnt like it. And while im super happy for them good so good their happy

I just.... *slowly covers my head with a blanket and shudderz* im rlly thinking maybe the asshole reminds me to much of my dad and my adhd making connections i csnt stop so maybe tht but its also something else?? I dint knwwwwwwi dont ... i dont kmwwwwwwwww amd i dont like i dont kmw and the fact tht it bothers me BOTHERS ME MORE THEN THE ACTUAL THING THT STARTED THE BOTHERING

I DONT LIKE NOT LIKING AN LGBT COUPLE im a multishipper and even if it isnt my fav pairing i love and see merit in moooost pairings. I lewrned abt polyamory from an bucky x Ironman x cap america fic and i fell in love with poly. I learned abt gay from an inuyasha x sesshoumaru fic when i was 11 and i fell down the rabbit hole and made a kingdom. I learned abt liking non human or typical human ppl from thor, pitch black, loki, hulk, venom, naruto, one piece, fanfics, and weird ass hentai a kid can find while just trying to look for online manga. And weird shit from pairings like joker and batman (yea inwas curious if anyone did it. They definitely did)

But this is making me squixky like the time i learned someone made shit abt harry potter x old ass headmaster dumbledore (shudder) desr god no.

Its just screaming no and uncomfy vibes at the same time as my usually lgbt bar is going but buut gayyyy but we love gayyyy and tht bothers me mpre then the pairing. I doubt ill find many tht make me squicky like this. I always have a super open mind but this pairing. The asshole and the bartender

Ugh sorry i went off but after checking my notifs and seeing u posted tht question and this being the first time in a long time abt a pairing tht made me this uncomfortable i had to vent abt it.

Also ps another episode on a ,....sort of lighter note? is the emtire Steven universe future series omg i loved it but aat the same time watching steven spiral i feel so called out and every episode i just desperately wanted to hug him. The ship steven x therapy was real yall like omfg i cringed so much for this poor kid man. Oh geez i also felt crazy called out ahhhhh

Okay done

Is there ever, like, an episode from a series that brings you massive discomfort? Even if you love said series so much and nothing disturbing/triggering is actually happening? Just that one episode or two makes you feel really gross and/or uncomfy, but you can't pinpoint as to why?

Because I get that way too much and I hate it

[noartisbadart]

Hey i drew this some time ago and posted it on my blog Im really proud of it since its the first finished piece ive done digitally (on my phone with picsart but still), i did some mistakes but uuhhh what do you think of it?

!!! this is adorable!!! these characters are so adorable, i really love how soft this looks overall with the colours and crayony lines and hhhhh. i cant believe you did this on a PHONE !!! its incredible, and theres so much emotion in the characters’ poses and expressions, you can really tell perfectly what theyre thinking!! the designs are also just the cutest, cute lil monster girls? so good. another thing i rlly rlly like is the way on the red one, how the arm + leg in the background kind of fade, its a rlly nice effect and a good way of like showing that it’s in a 3d space?? also also, the shading on the green girl !! that blue colour is just so lovely, that green generally is pleasant to look at which is awesome bc green is an odd colour to use and can be rlly ugly (but u nailed it and got the right shade LIKE), the overall saturation of this piece is so soft to look at ugh. I LOVE THIS OK if there’s mistakes, i rlly cannot see them, pls make more digital art you clearly have a knack for it !!