#im picky w/ my ships w/ him mostly bc i can be and i have had a Bad Time rping other handsome male npcs
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(Still, still. Valdeaulin had wanted Gaius for himself, fury reddening his gaze at the mere mention of a return back. He had vowed, the Elezen cursed, his anger simmering so violently that static picked up around the mage. "I told you," he seethed, "that I would sooner kill you than let you return - and yet you mention it as if it is nothing. Do you not remember what you swore?" It was not Gaius who had spoken, nor the shewolf he had mated, but Severa, reeling from the news just as the Black Wolf. "Valdeaulin," she said, voice lost and far away. Her mind tried to conjure up images of what Alta had seen and defeated, the buckling of buildings and sidewalks she still had memorized. "There's - … nothing to return to." Silence stretched between the group, as silent and violent as a blade. Eyes the shade of levin sought another to bore into, something to latch onto, finally meeting the gaze of the Warrior of Light. Her shoulders were rounded, pulled forward, curled around herself as if she, too, were afraid of crumbling - as if simply bringing the news back had made her weary and small. Gaius pulled a knife from his holster. With practiced ease, he pointed the hilt in Valdeaulin's direction, offering the Elezen a means to an end. For several moments, blood thrummed in his ears, anger making his grip on the weapon shake. Valdeaulin had gone home to emptiness once, too, and the emotion that it stirred in his throat made him want to weep and scream all at once. With a sudden flick and a damning sound, the knife was dug halfway into the wooden butcherblock countertop. He turned, boots heavy, and slammed the back door behind him as he left.
Severa and Gaius had left the dawn after their conversation, leaving what remained of his cobbled together family with a man who had only just come to terms with the loss of his own, twenty and five summers gone.)
#ⅹⅳ tertius oculus ( hcs. )#i KNEW i wrote a post abt g.aius returning to gar.lemald#unfortunately it has mentions of my WOL but. i don't care. their ship is canon here so. throws confetti#i just like them together....#im picky w/ my ships w/ him mostly bc i can be and i have had a Bad Time rping other handsome male npcs#(h.aurchefant........)#and having people only want to write with me as a means to ship with them#so. i'm trying to play closer to the vest w/ g.aius. but also my ship is my favorite and im allowed to c.irclejerk myself#anyway#knives tw#violence tw#ptsd tw#ew spoilers
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Respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.
[ mun is antisocial af && has insecurities but here goes nothin' ]
Roleplayer name: Liz / Lizzy
Roleplayer pronouns: She/Her, They/Them. I'm not picky.
Muse name(s): Blitzø, Blitz.
Preferred communication: Discord or IM's. I have had a few roleplays on both platforms but I don't put my discord out there too much bc I get overwhelmed easily. hence why it takes me decades sometimes to answer over there.
Experience: I started roleplaying with Lion King OC cats on Deviantart && that's where I met @yoroiis . we've been interacting for 15+ yeeears. They were the first to inspire me to be who I am, without them I wouldn't even BE HERE. I was such a prick in my younger times && it mind boggles me how they ever put up with me ;w; I am, somewhat, more mature now && I am grateful for every interaction I can obtain. Being here distracts me from the shithole reality && I really am honoured to be in the presence of every single one of y'all!
Preferred roleplay type: All kinds! except ask chains. If we continue an ask, I prefer either sending another ask or making a new post. Mostly bc I can't trim asks.
Pet peeves & dealbreakers:
-Shipping- my muse is an ATTENTION WHORE -- so he will have various ships but my muse sleeping with everyone does not imply that he wants to get married. unless we talk through IMs or plot it out. It's his "character" so yes I will fuck with 98% of my interactions until he straightens out his life.
That said, I'm also going to touch base on my shipping with Stolasses. He will only ship with @stolsas / @grimowled / @botanikos . Stolsas being my Blitz's Main. He is open to interact with other Stolas, but it will mostly be for banter or indulging shenanigans. sorry.
-Ship wars- I'm with @peppy-jester on this one. I let people ship who they want to ( no pedos ) && wouldn't harass anyone over their kinks. its immature && we are all adults here! let people have fun && do as they please. Imagine arguing over fictional characters.
-Drama- if you're purposely starting drama that's a dealbreaker for me. I don't appreciate it && will never encourage it. I, myself, don't condone it... which is why you will hardly ever see me answering hate anons. I refuse to suffer migraines over it or waist my time indulging such nonsense. Frankly when most of the times it's attention seekers.
Best time to write: Night! despite not being a night owl...
Are you like your muse? . . . . eh, in more ways than one. I have had my transactional moments, Exes, && other stuff I can relate with. Most of it is personal so I can't say other than-- I feel him to some extent!
Tagged by; @peppy-jester ( <33 !! )
Tagging; anyone who hasn't done this already?? shoot!
#𐂃「ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏꜰ ʙᴜʟʟᴇᴛꜱ」 &&. * 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#( I will add some of these#to my guidelines in due time!#hopefully tmrrw or sometime this coming week )
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your steven interpretation is boring and fits into the fanon characterization of steven, i wish you would be a little more unique with how you write him :(((((((
i do Not feel like this is true bc fanon steven is like nothingburger sexy guy or yandere... esque?? or things like that that make him very shallow and one note . And not super depressed and mentally ill as he would be. literally like Fanon Steven is Not my steven and my steven is also very near and dear to my heart bc hes a comfort character who i had when i was going through a lot of shit! Like Actually! I think about him a lot! And a lot of the things i do w him are lifted from canon and the ways i interpret and analyze the og story. not a lot of the fanon or fandom stuff ... Does that. a lot of it is very divorced from stevens struggles and story and the fact its a tragedy in favor of shipping or whatever else. they do not give steven realistic struggles.
also bc i havent properly written steven in ages. idk if you read my headcanons or analysis'. Read Those if so. I dont actually write shit almost ever especially now i do not write him as a character bc i like to think about him and how hed do things, i dont like to Write him.
my keyboard is broken i am tired and depressed and dont really have many ideas for things to write with him bc i exhausted a lot of them. i still think about steven daily though, im mostly focused on my self indulgent shit i write because thats all all of this was. sharing my self indulgent shit with people who are fighting for Crumbs of steven.
i think ab him more than almost anybody else seems to in this fandom other than a few people i personally know ( shout out to like 3-4ish people ) and a few others i dont personally know. There are not many people i know who have the same headcanons and a lot that did i think took it from me? which is kinda funny. i dont own steven having bpd but i think its a thing i popularized more for example afaik. i see little bits of my headcanons rippling into other peoples and its fun
Also what the fuck do you mean 'boring' what do you want the depressed adult ass man to do when hes isolated. Sorry that he is not dancing for ur entertainment? Sorry that hes not a crazed serial murderer!!! when... he.. Wouldnt be he only really killed mike and nobody takes doors open as canon ever bc its stupid. I have no idea what you mean by boring. the fuck would an 'interesting' interpretation be. i am not interested in entirely redoing his concept as a character or his story nor am i fucking rewriting strangled red or am ever interested in it bc i think its fine on its own and whenever anyone tries its usually... Not good. Even ( and especially ) when smr did it LOL ( thankfully he never got to strangled red proper ).
i dont like a lot of people that do that unless it has a reason because i think the og story is perfectly fine untouched even if some parts could be elaborated on or explained better, but i dont think you have to shove super big changes to things like 'missingno is actually a conscious entity that talks to him!!! mike DID kill her' Like this detracts from a lot of the story and things that do that at least in my opinion make it.. more boring. its fine if people like that but its not for me. you dont need to make strangled red more dramatic and explain away everything. some of the vagueness is the fun of it.
i just wanted to share headcanons and my own projections that i think would fit him to the world bc nobody really thought about steven in the way i did.
i know a lot of people really love my steven interp and think hes unique so i think you just dislike it. Which can be a thing you can do i dont give a shit. I would also probably dislike whatever yours is! Im very picky with steven interpretations! ok not really people just dont genuinely write him as a full-fledged character very often. i am not making 'content' for people. im just sharing what i want to. if that doesnt appeal to you make your own shit! You probably wont find a lot of people writing whatever you want steven to be so you should do it for yourself bc thats how i got here.
if im taking this very personally or sound like it im mostly jsut really confused. and also bc i half-am but i dont care that much. Bc like. What do you want me to do...? Im not going to suddenly rewrite the entirety of my own personal interpretation of a character ive loved for almost 2 years straight now for someone else. i barely use this blog anymore! except when i want to post analysis or headcanons. its self-indulgent! but i still sure do think about steven deeply and intimately even if it for some reason feels like i dont. i think the autistic analyzation of the og writing should paint that im like serious about it.
anyways, there was not much of a reason to send this if youre so upset i dont write steven content the way you want ( and you probably would also have a lot of ideas i wouldnt agree with. ) Then send me 50 dollars NOW! [ if it wasnt obvious this is a joke. ]
#wispy chatters#If this person wasnt trying to be an asshole for the sake of it sorry but u really shouldve thought b4 u sent that.#i know im very critical of fanon and fandom and hate it so this is just funny to randomly get#like is this supposed to be a 'gotcha!' or do you just want me to write steven in a very specific way i probably wouldnt enjoy.#bc im not here for that and never was requests are just ideas and starting points. i still try to use the same personal interpretations#Like i dont think you know what fanon steven is if you think my steven is fanonized#esp bc like.#i hate 'fanon' steven but thats a catchall term for ppl who remove his actual struggles and character for shipping or whatever.#which is technically fine and would be ignorable if it wasnt 90% of the fandom doing it and if it wasnt hard to get actual steven stuff.#that thinks ab him as a wholeass character with struggles disconnected from everything else.#but. All creepypasta interps are inherently fanon thats how it goes with short horror stories.#i do try to stick as close as i can to canon while. getting rid of the shit thats stupid. But i try to be realistic ab it#But you cant really do 100% canon steven he barely talks or has a character just a kind of barely implied personality .#Like ... Some of them r popular ideas but bc ppl agree on it? Usually? i dont do this shit for anyone else other than me and some fans
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This is a series of asks bc, while I do LIKE all the charas of Fantastic Beasts individually, much of the romantic pairings dont sit well with me. By that mean the messy love polygon w Newt & I think I finally figured out why & I'd like another's opinion on it. For starters, Newt's attraction with Tina is too fast for me considering he was friends w Leta, got expelled out of Hogwarts for Leta, carried Leta's photo in his case, & basically loved her for YEARS. But this is all undone by a [1]
jaunt in NY having met a woman, who he admittedly went on a huge adventure w, over the course of maybe a few weeks. He's so taken w her she replaces Leta's photo w her own &, after refusing to go to Paris for Dumbledore, leaves immediately once he finds out she's there. I just find this unbelievable. I can rationalize it from Newt's perspective where Tina is a fresh breeze sweeping into his life on (percieved) unrequited pining, but this is my conjecture based on my understanding of Newt. [2]
The audience shouldnt be left to rationalize endgame couple of the mc on their own. & the whole thing w Leta is so messily handled I dont think they can save it even if they bring her back in FB3. How she feels for Newt vs Theseus & unresolved lingering affection, etc. She & Newt were SO important to each other & we SEE that & they dont HAVE to get together, but they need proper resolution bc they have actual history between them. God Leta in general deserved so much better. [3]
But my main gripe is that this love polygon serves no purpose to what I believe is the main selling point of FB: the world. HP having love stories makes sense bc we're following the story of a boy as he goes through adolescence & his journey through that via school is part of that, which is why the romance feels fitting. It's a very personal story. FB on the otherhand is the best peak we have at the wider wizarding world beyond school. HP introduces the world of magic, but FB rlly expands it [4]
To that end Jakob & Queenie's relationship is the only one I find myself liking, bc it's deeply tied to the world setting, the series' biggest selling point (in my opinion, should have said this earlier). It underscores the attitudes of the period & the conflict they face feels suitably substantial & not like filler. There's a moral question between them of are they worth it? And how far should they go to be together?
Imma be real hear & say FB2 was rlly Queenie's movie & they should have been ballsy & just make Queenie the mc for FB2, bc her story was actually considerably more important to the overall development of the story than Newt's, which mostly came off as a rushed & a tad clichè soap drama. & making it about Queenie I think builds more room for good conflict & independent narrative for Tina that would serve her chara better. [5? 6?]
If I bad to be REAL ballsy, I'd say my big issue w/ the relationships in the FB series & how it enhances or impedes the main story & what I believe to be it's biggest attracter (the setting) could have been solved if they made Newt's romantic interest a muggle. It attaches a deeper meaning & relevance to them & the story so it felt more deeply that they truly moved WITH the narrative rather than beside it but I guess Im just picky. Thx for putting up w this! [Final]
(My response below the cut.)
Yeah, pretty much all of this is right.
Regarding the Tina thing, it was definitely rushed, especially since there was literally nothing romantic between them in the whole first movie, except maybe the end part where they're stumbling over their words. Despite knowing how movies work and knowing that they were the male and female lead, I still found that completely out of left field, because they don't really share any interests and I didn't feel like they felt anything in particular for each other before that. She really wants to be an auror and feels really intensely about it; he just wants to travel the world and write about magical creatures and take care of them. I don't see a lot of compatibility there, and the movie didn't really do anything to reconcile that gap.
Jacob and Queenie made sense, because they actually sowed some seeds for it. It's not even about the fact that they both like to cook; they showed an interest in each other throughout. They noticeably like each other. Newt and Tina never really had that, to me, so it was bizarre for her to become his primary motivation in the second movie.
Queenie's trajectory in movie 2 overall bothers me, so while I agree it would have been better if they'd centered it more around her, I definitely think they needed to drastically rewrite pretty much everything she did. Enchanting Jacob at the beginning never sat well with me; I usually only have to say this in the Descendants fandom, but if one half of the ship is magical and the other half isn't, we can't have the magical one enchanting the non-magical one for romantic reasons without addressing what a violation of trust that is. Like, Jacob would be justified for never trusting her again, over that. Also, the fact that she apparently holds it against people if they think bad things about her is not something I would expect from someone who has been a Legilimens as long as she has, and not a detail I like, at all. Especially since it was used to give her justification to be mad at Jacob after she enchanted him in the first place. I find it sad, because Queenie was definitely my favorite character in the first movie. (Also, joining Grindelwald was a nonsensical thing to do. I can only assume she's there to spy on him or something, because it makes literally no sense.)
As for Leta, I really don't like how that was approached. First of all, I don't like how their mention of her in the first movie was "She was a taker; you need a giver," because once we actually met the character, that only made me resent Queenie for representing her that way. Leta deserved better in pretty much every way, and they definitely shouldn't have killed her off like that. I find the whole situation really iffy from a racial standpoint. The first black character to be written three-dimensionally in all of HP lore, and they make sure to preemptively tell the audience that she's a "taker", kill her in the same movie we meet her, and manage to trivialize her death by turning it into a little "Who was she saying 'I love you' to?" mystery. I like her relationship with Newt and Theseus, and I'd definitely want to see more of it.
Yes, it definitely would have been better, thematically, if they'd made the love interest a Muggle. (I'd honestly say they should've paired Newt with Jacob, but I know they're unwilling to do that. That would be kind of cool, though, to see the movie shaping up with two male characters and two female characters and have the men end up with each other and the women just live their lives as humans.)
With the story they ended up telling, though, I don't think that is needed; since Queenie is already dealing with the wizard/Muggle storyline, Newt could have a different conflict. Maybe his love interest should be a werewolf or something, to tie in the wizarding world's unresolved dislike for "half-breeds". And if he were in a relationship with someone already regarded as a creature, the wider wizarding world might take a different view to his studies and look down on him a lot more. Idk, a thought.
And then, with Leta/Theseus and Grindelwald/Dumbledore (if they were willing to actually deal with that), they'd pretty much hit every controversial beat they've got: wizard/Muggle, wizard/"half-breed", interracial, homosexual. Credence and Nagini are both creatures, kind of, but I still like them together, so their relationship doesn't have to tie into any theme; it just has to be developed way more.
On the whole, Crimes of Grindelwald felt like they skipped a movie. It feels like they needed a middle installment to make these relationships happen, instead of jumping from "Do Newt and Tina maybe have feelings for each other?" to "Newt loves Tina and Tina is possessive enough of Newt to be outwardly upset with him when she thinks he's engaged to someone else," and creating a whole relationship between Credence and Nagini that we see none of.
The fact that Queenie and Jacob were done well in the first movie gives me a fair amount of goodwill for them, but that goodwill only offers enough cushioning from the botching that movie 2 did that I'm near-indifferent to the ship, now, instead of actively opposed. I'd like to see things improved, but as it currently stands, I'd be just as happy seeing them end up not together as together. The fact that Leta's relationships with Newt and Theseus were more interesting than any of the aforementioned makes it that much more ridiculous that they killed her. What ship am I supposed to care about how? If I can't go into the next movie delusionally hoping Newt and Leta will get some moments, or enjoying the Theseus and Leta content, then I'll just be sitting there waiting for Credence and Nagini to share a screen, and who knows when that'll happen?
#long post#fantastic beasts and where to find them#crimes of grindelwald#newt scamander#leta lestrange#theseus scamander#jacob kowalski#queenie goldstein#tina goldstein#credence barebone#nagini
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im wayy late to this but ye so i was tagged by @karanan and im tagging whoever else wants to do this bc...yeah im late to the party as usual
1. Favourite game from the last 5 years?
Oh, man. SWTOR and Dragon Age for sure.
2. Most nostalgic game?
Star Wars Battlefront II (the original one aka probably my favorite game of all time i literally still remember the cheats on ps2 lol)
3. Game that deserves a sequel?
hmmm I would love another Portal game. Not necessarily a sequel since I’m not really sure where that would go, but another game in the Portal franschise would be excellent.
4. Game that deserves a remaster?
Dragon Age: Origins, for sure. Or KotOR 1 and 2!
5. Favourite game series?
Dragon Age. which is not a surprise at all probably.
6. Favourite genre?
Probably RPGs, including MMORPGs.
7. Least favourite genre?
ooh fps games along the line of call of duty. im just so bad at them and theyre all the same
8. Favourite song from a game?
ooh shit hmm...i love the mando’a songs from republic commando...uhm god i just fkin love video game music i have a lot of favorites....
9. Favourite character from a game?
you cant make me pick!
10. Favourite ship from a game?
dorian/inq, definitely. i just cant help myself when it comes to dorian.
11. Favourite voice actor from a game?
ooh shit i have a weakness for the male agent in swtor when he has an american/”republic” accent....is that weird? does that count? it does now.
12. Favourite cutscene?
....scenes where people get hurt? should i admit that? i am the angst master general, after all....im blanking right now on like actual favorites, though...but a lot of ffxv ones were really good!! i cried!!
13. Favourite boss?
GLaDOS was a fun boss. the boss battles may have not been super memorable, but as a boss thru the games she was good. Also Ardyn in ffxv. He was just not your typical boss and I had no idea what to expect from him which I liked.
14. First console?
playstation 2. we had an atari but never used it.
15. Current console or consoles?
i mostly use pc, but i also have an xbone bc my laptop is...in bad shape and probably should definitely not be used for gaming anymore but does that stop me?? no absolutely not.
16. Console you want?
i would love a switch. or a vr headset though im not sure how id handle that with my sensitivity to just everything w migraines
17. Place from a game that you’d like to visit?
oh man i’d love to visit thedas. or aya in mass effect andromeda. or skyrim.
18. Place from a game that you’d like to live in?
hmmmm maybe somewhere in thedas i guess
19. Ridiculous crossover that would never happen but would be super fun?
hmmm idk like dragon age and swtor lol
20. Book that would make a good game?
ooh uhm what about the chaos walking books? i think thatd be interesting.
21. Show/Movie that would make a good game?
hmm hmm hmmmmmm i think coraline would make an interesting game. like you play as coraline (or even like just a kid and you can pick an “origin” so to speak) and you discover the beldam’s world etc etc it seems cool at first but then things seem weird etc you gotta figure out whats up w this dimension and defeat the beldam idk i think thatd make a cool game.
22. Games you want to play?
uhm idrk tbh im kinda picky about games and im p good with what i’ve got rn
23. Have you gotten 100% completion in a game?
ugh no. i was working on it w dai but some of that is just gathering shit or grinding like fuck and thats all the achievements i have left. i mean ive probably got something 100% but idk. im so close to 100% in skyrim too...
24. Have you cried over a game?
uh absolutely. i cried several times over ffxv most recently.
25. What power-up or ability would you want IRL?
im stealing this answer bc fuck yes the force would be sweet af
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Hi im back! Sorry tumblr made me wait an hour and then I got caught up with other stuff. IM SO SORRY THEY BETRAYED YOU HOPEFULLY NEW DEREK FOOTAGE NEXT WEEK??? Im still feeling deeply bitter about Kira, suprising no one, also Im confused about the timing? Is it picking up right before they all head up to college or have they been separated all summer already? I didnt ship stydia until last season and now im kind of feeling cheated on that too, idk how to feel about the "i told lydia i missed her
but i dont really and this is awesome" idk maybe Im just reading too much into that. I want more lydia/scott interaction all the time I want them to be the best friends that they could be and I love that malia’s just like “fuck this i wanna go to paris” bc me too girl, I also want to run away to paris at all times. This was a pretty ok episode but it did not blow me away and I think I need to lower my expectations yet again somehow JD has managed to meet even the lowest of the bars
LIKE WHY WAS IT RECYCLED FOOTAGE Im sad. but that note from stiles to scott about the jeep was precious and I want more hellhound time because I loved that with parrish but mostly I want this season to revolve around Scott but I dont think it will :/ THOSE ARE MY INCOHERENT THOUGHTS, THANK U AGAIN FRIEND
NO THANK U you’re honestly a delight we agree on so much stuff it’s awesome
re: the timeline, i think it’s picking up right before the new school year starts, so it’s time for scott/lydia/malia/stiles to start doing their thing, they just all started at slightly different times, stiles slightly earlier i guess? so they’ve mostly been hanging out all summer except for stiles
also SAME i didn’t ship stydia either until 6A…it actually used to be a NOTP but they fucking sold that shit to me, i was SO impressed honestly. i’m choosing to interpret it as like, he really does miss lydia, but when you’ve been living in such a high-stress situation and you finally get away from it, you can’t help but feel relief. like the actual teen wolf series was filmed over like 7 years, but to them, the timeline is much more jammed together. they’ve experienced peter the alpha, the kanima, the alpha pack, the nogitsune, the benefactor + kate,the dread doctors, the beast of gevaudan, the ghost riders, AND whatever this is all in like 2.5-3 years. they barely have time to catch their breath before a new threat arrives and they’re all in very real mortal danger again, yk? so like, yes, stiles loves lydia and loves his friends and loves home, but he fervently also told scott to get the hell out of dodge because he’s finally getting a little taste of freedom for the first time, not just of the life he’s been living but he’s also getting to see the world a little more too, yk? i live in a very tiny town and have only left the southeastern US like 2-3 times and it’s honestly such a refreshing feeling.
THAT HELLHOUND SHIT WAS THE COOLEST like what a pair of badasses i loved it. trailers spoiled me for the fact that the dude is not dead and i can’t wait to see what’s going on with him i have a feeling it’s gonna be baller
i dont think this season will revolve around scott either i think theyre gonna go with more of an ensemble deal but i’m real glad for the sweet scott moments we’ve gotten already and hopefully we’ll get more. i really like his friendship with lydia too like i’m not very picky about my TW ships (idk if u have any ships anon but i could ship nearly anyone in this show as long as it wasn’t a minor with an adult) so i could totally see scott/lydia/stiles OT3. i already love stiles w both of them and they’re like, so respectful and supportive of each other, it’d be awesome
also, i know, i know, JD is SUCH garbage. i can’t believe i had my expectations set SO LOW and he still managed to disappoint me. i can wait, tho. i can be patient. i will see derek hale again. and when i do!!!!!!!!! the entire world will hear me pterodactyl shrieking
#Anonymous#almost all the characters that get written out for no damn reason are either women or poc or both#as kira#but nobody sold it to me so well#i just miss her!!!#i miss kira too and did you see they also wrote out hayden?#i rly miss kira like#i'll always like scott/allison the best bc they were the original star-crossed otp#it was because the white guy in question CHOSE to leave#it wasn't a 'sorry we cant think of anything for ur character this season lmao'#like i wasnt too terribly attached to her but#liz answers asks#long post#teen wolf#that scott really could love again#there's been a few exceptions but in every one of those exceptions#tw anon#tw spoilers
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ok so this is a req for a love interest for cyril !!! i say love interest cause this guy is most certainly not a boyfriend, and is pretty much! a pretty shitty guy. the inspo for this req is the song the good in me by jon bellion ( i know i only use jon bellion SUE ME ). like the lines “Yeah, you're making a ruin of me / Try to survive, keep my spirit alive / But like a knife in the woods / Yeah, you hunt down the good in me” & “It's my own fault but you had this planned / All of me, you take now, like criminals and shakedowns / Yeah, you make me forget who I am”. hONESTLY I COULD QUOTE THE WHOLE SONG SO.. ONTO THE REQ
ok so a lil’ backstory is basically that cyril was raised in queens, ny and he started off as a really good kid!! he was smart and quick-witted and a hard-worker, enough so that when he was in high school he was deadset on attending an ivy league and guess what! he did! only for four months but it was enough for him to get a Taste of what he’d always wanted. sad side of the story is that he met this fucking dick here (we’ll call him zane for the purpose of the ad) who just... kinda fucked him up! zane didn’t attend the same school, but he was a friend of a friend and cyril got.. really caught up! zane dragged him out all the time and made him do really shitty things by egging him the fuck on and got him involved in a lot of crimes by manipulating cyril (see: come on it’ll be fun don’t be a fucking baby). this leaded up to cyril getting caught stealing from a gas station, expelled from his school, and sent to prison for a few months. (: thnx
after getting out cyril just... spiraled downward!! he got heavily involved in crime, on one part thanks to zane, who reintroduced himself into cyril’s life shortly after (cyril wanted Nothing to do with him but zane insisted and cyril was feeling vulnerable and weak so). it was probably around this time that their relationship became ... romantic ? sexual ? i wouldn’t rly say romantic but it was mostly just full of hate and spite and cyril hated how zane made him feel and yet.. he stayed! anyways, cyril spent the next seven years going in and out of prison and just spiraling further and further until his mother died from a stroke when he was 28 (his father had died previously when he was in high school) and he sort of. just disappeared? he buried his mother and then said fuck this and left new york and basically vowed to never go back.
he travelled around for the next two or three years until he finally settled in LA (he needed big cities for Illegal Activities ya know). so i’d really like for zane to sort of show up!! you can come up w/ his reason for why (& his backstory and basically anything). maybe he’s some rich kid and he came to LA for criminal things? maybe he’s involved in some criminal ring that requires him here? i want their encounter to sort of be a Chance Encounter. like zane comes to the bar that cyril works at or they encounter each other while doing criminal things and cyril is like FUkc YoU bITCH!!!! but like... he’s also weak and i would rly like for zane to sort of.. drag him down again ?? fuck him Up.
this is REALLY LOGN FUCK but basically i don’t think they’ll be finals, i honestly dont know if they’ll even be romantic again (it depends on the interaction but i would like for .. Things to happen because i love Pain and Suffering). but basically – i just want him to be a shitty criminal counterpart for cyril !!! he needs to be around the same age (like within a year or two so 33-34) and i really really would like you to use zane holtz!!! mostly bc he’s Hot but he also has the image i was going for and im really picky when it comes to ships w/ riz so. lmao. i will make u all the things if you take this and guaranteed interaction so !! pls !!! LOVE ME !!!!!!! if u have any q’s feel free to message me <3333
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