#im on tubi and i found one called

[alurite-l]

I wish there was more magical boy animes

[girlfriendsofthegalaxy]

tuesday again 12/17/2024

exactly eleven months unemployed yaaaaay. this is late partly bc i went into a fugue state with a craft

listening

the genshin album with the song im obsessed with is finally officially out. this is background music in the Flower Feather Clan, who are loosely gaucho-inspired but also ride giant firebirds? sick as shit.

it reminds me a lot of aaron copland's rodeo suite and his billy the kid ballet, especially the little hoedown passage at the end.

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reading

ripping through more stacks of awful fantasy paperbacks. none of them are bad in an interesting way.

great sex reporting as always from sam cole at 404 media. would strongly encourage people to sign up for their newsletter and make a free account to get past the anti-bot-scraping wall

“If anything, the fact that ‘tradwife’ is a trending porn search term reminds me that the entire concept of the tradwife is just influencer marketing in the first place,” Dahl said. “Most tradwife influencers are actually business owners and the primary breadwinners in their homes, so the term itself is kind of an oxymoron if you think about it. Maybe seeing a bunch of porn labeled "tradwife" will help other people to realize that whether it's an Instagram influencer or a Pornhub creator, tradwifery is just a fantasy after all.”

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watching

Tide-Line Blue, a 2005 anime which should feel made especially for me: i love one-season post-apoc anime. it's available on tubi (which is where i found it dicking around for something to watch) but i'm not really sure why it's so difficult to find videos of it on the actual internet.

Tide-Line Blue is set after an environmental disaster later called the "Hammer of Eden" has submerged 90% of the Earth under water and taken six billion lives. The series begins fourteen years after that event with the new and remaining countries being brought together under the New United Nations. However, Gould, a renegade submarine captain wishes to use military force to create peace in the new world order, while Aoi, the secretary-general of the New UN, wishes to use diplomacy, and a boy named Keel finds himself caught up in the middle of it all.

unfortunately this was VERY bad at laying out and explaining the political drama driving the plot. we do not find out Why the rogue submarine captain went rogue until the second to last episode. and not in a teasing raising the stakes way. we spend So much time with this captain, and his decisions feel quite frankly nonsensical a lot of the times without this EXTREMELY important context we do not find out until a halfhearted flashback when he is remembering something. never is this communicated to one of our main POV characters. ever!

i also had to throw my disbelief into the next county bc an astronaut is trapped up there for seven years on a private imaging-based satellite. that man would be dead. it takes the combined powers of many nations and thousands of engineers to keep the ISS at "not currently exploding". and part of that is bc she is very old and only has a little bit of a taste for blood (unlike skylab which actively tried to kill her astronauts at every opportunity) but ONE guy for SEVEN YEARS is still able to make daily transmissions???? that man should be exploded by now. or in organ failure. the human body is not meant to be in space and does not like being in space, as a general rule.

there's a mom that's just. missing. and this is not particularly remarked upon or relevant. i guess she's off doing her own thing? or maybe dead? very unclear. not important but did annoy me.

very pretty pilot episode, and i had a fun time thinking about the ways people survive during massive sea rise, how communications networks without satellites work (i assume there's a lot of bouncing stuff off the moon but the debri cloud around earth looks fucking gnarly in the outer space segments). really do wish this one was better but it is incoherent at best a lot of the time. "eeeee big ship lots of loving shots of instrumentation" only gets me so far

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playing

Two Full Years Of Stardew Valley. i picked the beach farm bc i wanted to spend more time fucking around in the mines and uncovering secrets and romancing someone (i have never successfully romanced someone in stardew valley) and then forgot that the farming game does actually want you to do a lot of farming to progress. kind of wish i had not picked the beach farm but i am making a fucking killing selling void and dino mayo and various cheeses. plus my eels are happy?

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making

my back finally feels mostly very uncomfortable instead of excruciating, and i certainly overdid it today cleaning but my house was Gross. i also ripped apart my vacuum and cleaned the dust canister and filters bc that shit was Gross.

40+ christmas and new years' and some very overdue postcards are in the mail: canadian pals, my post office would not even take yours and said to hang onto them until after the strike. i am so sorry. also i have way more canadian pals than i thought!

there are two kinds of thrift stores: ones that like to bag a billion small items together and have a huge horrible wall of weird bagged shit, and thrift stores that don't do that. this was loose on a shelf, i had to get a goodwill manager to price it, and they said "i dunno. 2.99?" so i have had a very pleasant evening gluing together this extremely thin laser cut wood in the style of a papercraft. thank you goodwill.

[tommykinardismyautisticbbg]

Okay im back new BT fic idea!!

TW: MENTIONS OF EATING DISORDERS AND SELF HARM READ AT YOUR OWN RISK

Tags: Hurt/comfort, jee and her uncle Tommy.

Title: A Teddy Bear and his tape.

Tommy and Evan both know that love can’t cure mental illness despite how hard Evan may try to help sometimes you need professional help. Tommy struggles with depressive episodes and when they get really bad he tends to self-harm but his biggest struggle of all is food he struggles with anorexia and has since he was young due to being bullied for being fat and when those episodes happen his struggles get worse at first Evan thought that Tommy was a picky eater but after a long talk Tommy tells him the truth and Evan makes it his mission to help Tommy overcome all of it. The 118 and Tommy had all coordinated to have a night at Tommys place because of his nice backyard but when they arrive and Tommy doesn’t answer the door they start to worry finally, Evan pulls out the spare key from under the fake plant in front of Tommy’s door he opens the door expecting to find maybe a sick Tommy who didn’t want to go to work that day or sleeping on the couch after an exhausting shift. They don’t expect to find Tommy on the floor overdosing on pain pills with his wrist slit and the floor bloody after the shock fades away they all burst through the door running immediately goes straight to Tommy trying to get him to respond to him. He doesn’t get a response call 911. Tommy is taking away in an ambulance with Evan, holding his hand, the whole ride to the hospital, the 118 in the respective cars following them. after what felt like hours and they’re waiting room they’re allowed to go see him. Evan takes the charge leading them into the room. He almost burst into tears at the site of Tommy looking so frail and small in the hospital bed, drowning in the hospital gown with his arms covered in wraps to prevent him from making them worse a tube down his throat. He doesn’t wake up for a couple days when he does he won’t look at anyone or speak to anyone. He just faces the wall after trying to get him to speak, Evan finally just lays down next to him, taking his hand under Tommy’s head and facing him towards him, Tommy head on his chest. Tommys sobs echoing out the room as he apologizes over and over saying that he didn’t mean it and he’s sorry, Evan holding him while shushing him telling Tommy its okay and hes here. After a while in the hospital with Tommy now conscious and a-lot of hesitation he agrees to have a NJ tube inserted, the process is uncomfortable but it helps him. After a long time of much needed space from their friends and family he decided to go with Evan to the family barbecue at Bathena’s new rebuilt home, everyone welcomes him excited to see him looking better and feeling better, once the news travels that Tommy is there everyone packs into the living room to get a hug out of him when jee runs up to him screaming “UNCLE TOMMYY” while jumping into his arms about how much she missed him and maddie taps her shoulder saying “show uncle Tommy what you got him” jee runs away from a confused Tommy and brings him a gift bag and yells at him to open it, when he does he almost immediately starts crying as he found a build-a-bear in the bag dressed as a firefighter but its the little detail that makes the tears flow the bear he has a NJ too “Do u wike it?” “I love it jee come here” he hugs his niece with his bear in his arms when she asks if they can go play on the swings now he laughs but before he can say yes buck intervenes telling jee to help him do something really quick and they come back with a strip of tubie tape that matches the one Tommy is wearing to fit the bear. Jee says “you match!”

Every time jee and uncle Tommy hang out he makes sure to bring an extra strip of his tubie tape so she can help him make them match.

[hanasnx]

https://www.tumblr.com/hanasnx/749955465357737984/i-love-treating-ur-acc-like-a-news-outlet-when-im

i always love an update post, they make me feel like we’re gossiping lol

if you’re in the mood to post one i will be reading it like a dad reading over the morning paper at the breakfast table trust

also now that i’m caught up with ur acc happy belated anniversary <3

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thank you very much!

what me and beef did for our anniversary was rly fun so i’m gonna give you an update page on that. i ended up falling asleep at 9pm the night prior bcos i was so exhausted from work and preparing for the anniversary day. woke up at 4am which he was already awake and we got to kiss on each other and go back to sleep together until we were ready to get started around noon.

we went to our fave coffee place and got drinks and pastries and went to a park with a lake to watch while we enjoyed each other’s company and had our food. he got a pumpkin cake and iced coffee, i got a chocolate croissant and chai and we shared.

then at home, we rented a movie he picked (rescue dawn with christian bale i believe it’s called) and i found my favorite robin hood movie on tubi (the adventures of robin hood with errol flynn). he doesn’t like movies made before the 2000s and i dont like high intensity war movies so both he and i have short attention spans when it comes to movies especially these movies, so we set timers to watch thirty minutes of my movie, thirty minutes of his, and then switch off playing ghost of tsushima (he has a game on his profile on my ps4 and i have a game on my profile) and we did that cycle until it was time to go to dinner

when i go out to eat, i like it to be luxurious. i like options. i like to be there a while. i don’t get to do that often, and we saved a lot of money to be able to do it this time. we went to our favorite italian restaurant and we dressed comfy bcos we knew we were about to feast. sweatpants and hoodies so we could have a proper comfy food coma

here’s how it went. we knew what we wanted to eat, but we wanted to take our sweet sweet time. we were expecting to be there about an hour and a half maybe more, and made sure to be there two hours before their closing time so we didn’t feel rushed and we didn’t cut into the staffs cleaning.

i ordered our drinks, two waters, a shirley temple for me with extra cherries and a sprite for him bcos we need sweet drinks as well as hydration. we settle in, we get comfortable. we always sit next to each other in a big booth and we were secluded in the far side of the restaurant everything is perfect. all of our supplies like wallets and keys etc everything in our pockets was set aside to the far part of the table out of our way. we drink our drinks, we eat our complimentary bread and oil and herbs, we fill the time. he doesn’t want an appetizer, but i want my favorite dish in the whole world right now. a fat ball of burrata, halved lil tomatoes, fresh basil, olive oil, and balsamic. it’s divine. it’s fresh. it’s light. we’re sharing our appetizer and we’re pacing ourselves. he doesn’t like tomatoes but he’s eating them on the bread and he’s saying it’s a rare moment for him and the cheese makes it better. i’m having such a swell time

when our waitress comes back we tell her we want a little more time to pick out our entrees, we’re living in luxury rn. we talk to her about some wine choices that go well with pasta, tell her what we’re celebrating. three whole years together.

since i don’t wanna eat too much too fast (i like picking off of options) i set aside the appetizer. when he pick out our entrees we pick out a side which we both chose chicken soup. the chicken soup comes first. it’s my favorite chicken soup. the only stuff i wanna eat when i’m so sick and need a good warm meal with a kick to clear my sinuses.

i also ordered a glass of wine to share with him bcos neither of us are alcohol people but i’m trying to get laid later and i wanna be loose and happy and have a little wine with my self indulgent dinner. the waitress helped me pick out a red wine thatll go with my pasta.

then our pasta (and wine) comes, both a type of ravioli. his is more cheesy like ricotta and i chose lobster. i love shellfish. if i could live off of lobster and crab i would. we share our pastas :) we drown them in parmesan. we have a little wine

she comes back to ask me if i like what she chose for me, and i explain that she picked a great choice but i just don’t like alcohol at all. she comes back with a sample of a more expensive bottle and its a lot smoother and she told me snuck me it.

dessert time comes and we pick tiramisu bcos i haven’t had it in years and its terrible when you buy it from the store, she says it’s on the house for our anniversary. we share it :)

we pack up all our foods, all our breads, soups, pastas, appetizers, and dessert and give our waitress one hefty tip and chug the rest of the wine. after an hour and a half of self indulgent blatant luxury and gross misuse of american earned funds we’re out of there and i’m wine drunk bcos it hits me all at once. beef makes sure i’m buckled in and we get home to go back to our movies and games and pick off our leftovers every so often and he takes good good care of me

[theuniverseawakens347]

Two iPads.. one Apple Pencil HOWARD GAVE ME WHILE AT PAUL MITCHELL BC I ASKED FOR ONE DURING THE end of August - Nov 21 before I went to River 🤷🏽‍♀️

THE BLACK IPAD HOWARDS. I CAME TO 4400 FROM AVA AFTER THE PAYCHWARD AND HAD NOT WLECTRONICS BUT NEEDS TO POST ON THE BLOG.. as Ben WAS asking .. ZEUS.

THIS US ALL SO FUCKED AND WRAPPED AROUND AND IM TIRED OF YOU GUYS PLAYING W MY MENTAL CALLING ME THE CRAZY ONE. AT THIS POINT ITS BEYOND A GAME OR A “simple” ANWER.

Congrats you wanted to BE THE greatest at whatever bullshit THIS IS, 👏🏽 NARCISCIOS YOU TAKE THE CAKE AND ITLL BE HANDLED SOON.

I got the green pad for FUCKING SCHOOL AS IT CAME W THE PACKAGE HAIR KIT OUR LEARNING TEXTBOOKS .. at Haley being there WITH ME ON TOUR DAY ..

BLACK IPAD, I used Lees for .25 seconds when I got home cause my cup tee last had water dripped on the keypad and stopped working THEN PSYCHWARD and I was posting off my ORIGINAL RED IPHONE FUCKING 8..

DID FEEL COMFORTABLE USING LEES IPAD FOR I FELT SHE WAS GOING TO TRYNAND HACK MY SHIT ON IT THE BLOG,

SO I ONLY CHECKED EMAILS, paid bills WATCHED TUBI ..

THEN HOWARD GOT A NEW IPAD AND GAVE ME THE BLACK ONE ..

WHERE I THEN FELT COMFORT TO POST ON TUMBLR THRU BC HOWARSS NEVWR GIVEN ME A REASON TO THINK HED BETRAY ME .. until fucking now, BOY WAS I WRONG 👏🏽…

ANYWAYS, HID THE BLACK ONE WHILE INWAS Away in THE CAT BIN TO THE RIGHT IF MY BED THEN I FOUND IT IN THE MIDST OF MY HOMELESS JOUNREY. SOME TIME GOING TO THWBLIBRARY.

Any ways it’s a slow piece of shit so I still to using the green one, .. BLACK ONE HAS BEEN OFF FOR MONTHS but I carry it around bc IT SYNCED TO MY RED IPHONE WHEN HOWARD GAVE IT TO ME .. also my nudes are on it 🙂 .. someone used AIRDROP .. WHILE AT CLARITY FOR MY LATEST WHEN INWAS HOME FOR MY OF PAGE I MADE .. and I don’t post FULL nude I DECORATE MINE .. neither here nor there IM A FUCKING GROWN WOMAN AND USE MY BODY FOR ART AND MY MIND BUT YOU TWO SMALL DICK FUCKS TOO WAY TO FAR ADVANTAGE OF THAT FOE YOUR OWN WEIRDO SICK MINDED FANTASIE WORLD 🖕🏽…

ANYWAYS THOSE WHO KNOW KNOW WHAT THEY NEED TO KNOW YAL JUST WANT ME TO SEE MY “parents” ARE IN FACT SICK DELUSION PAYCHOPATHIC SOCIOPATHIC LUNATICS. GAS LIGHTING ME BC I WAS IN FACT CORRECT ABOUT BEING IN A SEX RING AND ASKARI ADMITTED GUILT THRU THE EARA FOR LETTING NICKI SEND ME TO YOU FOR THIS LONG WINDED INVESTIGATION THAT ATATED W ME IN THE GRACE FAMILY HOME PLACEMNT OF THE SPANISH FAMILY WHOS KIDS WERE FUCKING Molesting AND ABSUING ME