#im on the lamb but i aint no sheep

[jeffrey1010bce]

December 2nd, im really writing just to write, i know ive been told to journal more but i really have nothing to put together on this blog, there js nothing interesting or nothing happening that is bad in my life, life is just happening and im just living in it. No new friends since i last posted, no new enemies, no new anything just SAMO (basquiat ref).

Did nothing today at school came home supposed to this one essay, aint done it and its 10pm damn near and im playing tomodachi life demo on my 3ds that i brang back to life. Im also realizing that I have to find a way to fix my voice, as it kind of feels like I have gum stuck in my throat or something, or feels like something is blocking it. And also my pink hoodie by vague is too big on me .. 💔 im heartbroken. But apart from minor things like that, nothing has really progressed, haven’t really found who I am, i just feel like a sheep, a lamb (the lamb and the tyger poem), a follower. Its cool i guess, idk, guess i need to workout

Hope i get into colleges and stuff yea and hope i start working soon. I probably just need to start writing shit without waiting on motivation to become consistent so i can just force a habit on doing this, same way with walking i guess, i be tryna walk for a hour with some music its pretty cool and nice being outside for a minute. Might try walking with no music tomorrow, don’t know, we’ll see. Ehh idk how i should end this off but lets just make it through these three weeks and learn something

[dancin-in-the-ruins]

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From the band’s 1972 record company biography (most likely written by manager/co-producer/lyricist Sandy Pearlman):

“Since the eclipses at Oaxaca, ‘Transmaniacon’ ('across all madness’) has become the group’s theme. If their vision was somewhat darkened by the experience, so were their musical concepts: the first eight songs on their debut Columbia album, Blue Öyster Cult, deal primarily with violence and murder. 'Transmaniacon MC’ is about bikers (MC= Mototrcycle Club) whose hogs were jostled, the results being the chaos that followed. 'I’m On The Lamb But I Ain’t No Sheep’ has a well-defined political connotation inborn, and concerns scandals within the storied halls of Columbia University, which fleeced a number of parents and students during the mid-'50s. 'Then Came The Last Days Of May’ is the resurrection ballad inspired by four Stoney Brook drug dealers who were bumped off in Arizona before they could stash the loot.”

[poobit]

correct me if , im wrong but, aint the reason why goats are related to “the devil” n occult and shit while sheeps/lambs are associated with “pure” people and divinity just antisemitism shit, aint goats just, another euphism for christians to hate jewish people cuz i really feel like it is

[solarianradiance]

Meenah: The cats nestle close to their kittens, the lambs have laid down with the sheep. You’re cozy and warm in your bed my dear so please,

Meenah: go the fuck to sleep.

Meenah: The windows are dark in the town child, the whales huddle down in the deep. I’ll read you one very last book if you swear

Meenah: youll go the fuck to sleep.

Meenah: The eagles who soar through the sky are at rest And the creatures who crawl, run, and creep.

Meenah: I know you aint thirsty, das bulls)(ark, stop lyin! lie the fuck down, my darling, and sleep.

Meenah: The wind whispers soft through the grass, hon. The field mice, they make not a peep.

Meenah: its been 38 minutes already, jesus christ, what the fuck? got to sleep!

Meenah: All the kids from day care are in dreamland. The froggie has made his last leap.

Meenah: s)(-Ell no you cant go to the bathroom. you know where you can go? da fuck to sleep!!!

Meenah: The owls fly forth from the treetops. Through the air, they soar and they sweep. A hot crimson rage fills my heart, love.

Meenah: for reel, shut the clam up and sleep!

Meenah: The cubs and the lions are snoring, Wrapped in a big snuggly heap.

Meenah: how come you can do all this otter great shit, but you cant lie the fuck down and sleep?

Meenah: The seeds slumber beneath the earth now And the crops that the farmers will reap.

Meenah: no more questions, this interviews over. Ive got two glubs for you, kid: FUCKING. SLEEP.

Meenah: The tiger reclines in the simmering jungle. The sparrow has silenced her cheep.

Meenah: fuck yo stuffed bunny, i aint gettin you shit! close yo eyes. cut the crap. sleep!!!

Meenah: The flowers doze low in the meadows And high on the mountains so steep.

Meenah: my life is a failure, im a shitty-ass parent. stop fuckin with me, please, and sleep!

Meenah: The giant pangolins of Madagascar are snoozing. As I lie here and openly weep.

Meenah: shore, fine, whatever, ill bring you some milk. who the fuck cares? youre not gonna sleep.

Meenah: This room is all I can remember. The furniture crappy and cheap.

Meenah: You win. You escape. You run down the hall. As I nod the fuck off, and sleep.

Meenah: Bleary and dazed I awaken To find your eyes shut, so I keep

Meenah: My fingers crossed tight as I tiptoe away And pray that you’re fucking asleep.

Meenah: We’re finally watching our movie. popcorn’s in the microwave. Beep.

Meenah: oh shit! coddamn it! youve gotta be kidding!?! come on, go the fuck back to sleep!!!

[niggangel-archive]

hi i was just wondering what your tags for exo were??

aaa so im gonna change them today actually, but incase i forget to  change a tag

yixing #healing lamb

chanyeol #yoda 

kyungsoo #soo used to be #egg

jongin #jongbear

j*ngdae used to be #sun babe he aint on my blog no more so

baekhyun #light prince

minseok #marshmellow (ion care if marshmellow is spelt marshmallow ion even speak proper englishy)

junmyeon #bean 

sehun #hun

[poobit]

darkharvest replied to your post: correct me if , im wrong but, aint the reason why...

goats are associated with satanism due to biblical comparrisons of goats being difficult to deal with (stubborn and violent) while sheep follow a shepards orders, goats also have funky eyes and horns and yell like humans in pain so that seems to be another source of reasoning (sorry i have like a million tabs open about this cause im curious) but yeah i dont think it has anything to do with antisemetism

while i know that maybe im readin a bit too much into it but like so many of those things still apply to some antisemitic things like : the stereotype of being “stubborn and not followin orders” , the horns, sacrificing goats/lambs was a tradition in passover i believe, all the imagery surrounding goats tends to just .. go back to christianism antagonizing judaism , even if its mixed up with Other things like greek/roman mithology of Pan and other goat like related deities across history