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[jeffthekillerzblog]

NINA AND JEFF REDRAW WOOO!!!! this is me and @ninathekillerzblog (non-bloody version under the cut!)

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[vivisviolets]

Hello, i want to participate in your free reading. My name is Ngoc, she, 1998, capricorn rising, taurus sun, virgo moon, favorite things: pink, cat, cute animals that can speak human language, horror movies.

I'm into men.

Thank you!😚

NGOC ✦✨🍖 King of Swords, Ace of Wands (reversed), Two of Pentacles, Three of Swords (bottom of deck) 555, 1515, 111, 321/123, Gemini/Aquarius/Libra placements (Moon, degrees, dominance), 7th/5th/10th/2nd house placements, Leo/Taurus/Capricorn placements (Sun, rising, Venus) traditional, travel, mixed family, "old world" heart, channeled song, Collide - Justine Skye Hey girl, thank you for joining. ok so as I free-channeled, the entire time my mind was replaying Collide by Justine Skye feat. Tyga- which I first thought was unrelated due to the HUGE theme of "tradition" and "family-passed-down values"... but honestly- the lyrics of that song are still hitting, like- your person knows how to provide- but let me get more specific! your person is like a fine wine- a majestically made tapestry... they have layers 🧅 BAHAH- oh, they also enjoy cooking. that's a random message, but they enjoy cooking foods from their childhood/recipes their family has made. but moving on, they are very well made, well crafted, like this is one of God's finest creations... it's giving-

and the thing is- is that they are incredibly humble about this fact, it's like they have the appearance of a Leo, but they have the humbleness of a Capricorn/Libra. they know how to work hard, and how to get along well with everyone. they may have an air Mercury w/ a Capricorn degree/10h, and they have an "artless" way of communicating- where even if they aren't the most empathetic person, their way of communicating just works well with everyone, especially in the workplace! communicating/HR may be part of their current job. all that being said- this person still has many colors to them, as I said they enjoy cooking, and their meals tend to be incredibly flavorful, south/southeast Asia is coming through heavily, or Latin American countries- a lot of who they are creatively, is from where their family/bloodline is. and I'm hearing their main form of expression, is photography! and or an art form that allows them to document what they perceive around them. they actually take in a lot, very emotionally observant. I also see they enjoy reading in their downtime, maybe while waiting for an appointment(?), or at night before they doze off. now their relationship with you!~ I think you two will share a very similar mind, and that will intrigue this person heavily (it's reminding me a little of Dr. Yang + Dr. Burke's relationship from Grey's Anatomy)- they immediately wish to travel the world with you, they know the feeling of getting a rush from adventure, due to their own travels across their own home-country(ries)/places they've traveled for work, but getting this desire for you will come as such a head rush for them... yes- you two may meet in a workplace context (there's some professionalism about the enviorment, this could be an education, or group enviorment), and they're immediately attracted to your appearance,- I mean they can find many words to describe you,- pretty, attractive, cute, gorgeous- I think they'll be observing you heavily in this shared place, seeing your face and how you interact from all angles... that's why I'm getting so many different descriptive words! because sometimes they watch you concentrating on something and they'll describe you as "gorgeous", or they'll see you laughing at a joke and think you look so "pretty" (+ how sweet your laugh is), or they'll see you getting a cup of coffee/snack and think you look so "cute" as you eagerly wait for it- I dearly hope this isn't coming across as creepy to you! because that is not what I'm picking up on at all (tho I do think he is self-aware of what he is doing and feels a tiny bit embarrassed- but they also can't help it aw) -this person does not become "attracted" to others easily, they've dated before, but those only lasted 3-6 months before parting ways, and it was ok, as it taught them lessons and helped to broaden their viewpoint on different kinds of people... but they have always craved a person that they actually want to build something with- and they think that might be you. my dear. they really do, they're just so attracted to you- just, you, standing right next to that vending machine- they like the way you carry yourself... when you act humble, and reach out to others to extend kindness or advice- oh boy, I'm getting lost in the sauce- and I want to point out some further aspects as you will be entering into a relationship with them- I see there will be some strange misalignment or weird divinely-allowed tampering. one of you will be moved to work elsewhere, or there might be gossip from ill-informed peers,- but whatever happens! I want to make it clear to you, that this relationship can survive, and more than that, but flourish. and that anything that may come up can be worked out and that the idea of it not being able to be worked out, is an illusion- there could possibly be a lot of illusions made by people around you, evil eye, toxic influences, etc. please just focus on this relationship and its stability! because that is what is important.🌳❤️. consider tipping my Patreon, or following :>~ sending you on your way, bye!

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100 posts!

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[macklives]

session 81 end

wow, okay, first things first

AC!!!!!

shes so fucking cute holy shit i love her so much i dont even know where to begin??

i mean i guess its because im so used to troll snark and the way they just? banter constantly? seeing someone who is a literal ray of sunshine is so refreshing and wholesome and pure. god she’s great. shes a cat, she knows her stuff. she’s strong and theres also this guys???? who shes scared of?? and tells her what to do??? yeah no, idk who it is but let her make her own decisions lol

maybe its just over exaggeration or whatnot, and hes not bad but first impressions do a lot to me and right now the only thing i know about this guy is that AC needs his approval for everything. i guess ill see where that takes us. hopefully nowhere bad. but AC seems like she can take care of herself and knows how to be a good decent troll and i love her for that. wow it literally took me one dialogue to like her. damn, that was fast. jesus.

you know who else is great?

terezi.

yeah i know right. and that whole trial thing, which yeah i guess half the time i was confused by what the fuck is going on since i still cant grasp the idea of how alternia works, but i enjoyed myself with lemonsnout and how terezi roleplays and how much she gets into it. seeing a character that passionate about something is so sweet and nice.

god this was just a nice overall session

which i say, while i completely forgot about the banter TA and karkat got into

right, that happened. oh my god. they both literally stomped all over each other, dissed one another, still made up in the end because apparently thats their friendship and i guess it just works like that. depends on the friends you have, i guess.

its funny though, not gonna lie

and karkat as of now is just being a prick and honestly? 

like more than usual, which i guess is weird to say but i mean from present time to beginning of hivebent karkat. not that its uncommon for him to be a prick, he is, but seeing him go through the non-linear pattern with john is mmmmh interesting to say the least. though we havent seen his first trolling, just him constantly going “oh god what did i say, i was dumb” u know, not in those words but thats basically what he means. 

ooh im gonna analyze, i feel like analyzing right now my fingers have already typed so much as it is MIGHT AS WELL

and our candidate will be *drum rollll* karkat wow predictable (its below the cut because this is literally irrelevant now to the session)

okay, lets lay out the shit we have already. as i said before, the way he talks presently to john (meaning in the future) is so different than how he speaks to everyone now. of course the “i hate the world” personality is still there, and hes still just regular karkat, but karkat talking with john is patient to some extent and tells him what he needs to know for the game, lowkey kinda chills out once they started talking about movies or growing up as huh, didnt he say larvae or smth?

okay that whole grub thing makes sense now as i just wrote that but i am still confused as to what the FUCK that is implying because i dont think it crossed my mind this much, im repressing it for now until it comes up later. 

anyways, back to what i was saying. he was so DIFFERENT than the way he’s acting now which is bitch and moan and like? stfu karkat lmfao. i mean, its not THAT big of a difference in character, because i know he’s still his grumpy old self, and theres a lot of potential.. for growth? not sure if we’ll get it but i like to assume we will get character growth from these characters with fucking 8000 pages talking about them. but a story needs that growth and with karkat being just a straight up angry dude, in MY EYES, he should.. have growth, no? idk HOW he will grow, but im basically just taking what i have right now which isnt much but i analyze things for fun sometimes so let me be.

that being said, because its so early on, im not sure where homestuck is gonna go and i dont have much to go on but being in the psychology course shit happens when you have limited information and you gotta pin point what makes a person a person and how do they cope with things to grow further into life. many of my assignments involve limited info so honestly, not that hard.

but it is something that ive noticed, the way karkat is different as he grows which possibly means the whole veil thing happens later later on in his life and we havent yet seen that small growth become patience and not whining every time he doesnt get what he wants. but growth is common and it mostly likely happens to everyone, so its not like wow this is a surprise and a plot twist, more of something that i just wanna write for the sake of writing it. i hope that makes sense? i dont exactly know where im going with this. i just mean that im basically going to analyse karkat a tiny bit so idk how to otherwise explain it but you’ll get where im going with this as i type more lmao. 

anyways, so karkat literally said “pretend i dont think highly of my friend’s talents” as if he’s visibly trying to force himself from all emotions and bash on those who do (reference: “stop being sensitive, its repugnant” or whatever tf he said while TA replied with “hypocrite”) i take that as a key word. so honestly, while that was the smallest thing ive gotten from this session, its the thing im most curious about actually and i actually havent mentioned lol. because what ive learned in psych, which this is just common knowledge but i did an assignment on it so like?? could be useful?? is that people who hold off their emotions tend to hold off others as well, so there is no chance of mirroring each other. in other words, if someone is happy and starts to laugh and goof around with another, the emotions will mirror that other person subconsciously. like an addictive laugh. theres also another way to show mirroring, which is to mimic another person's actions, allowing another to establish a sense of empathy and thus begin to understand another person's emotions. in this case, im using TA and karkat as example. people who suppress emotions tend to see emotions as a bad sign and if somebody else portrayed any sign of it as well, they’ll basically say “gross what are you doing” because theyre so used to concealing it away, that they dont want others to think theyre into the whole mushy shit. so they pretend to hate it, pretend to not even be slightly affected by general sensitivity..

which basically means karkat is a softie, and even if he’s a prick right now, meeee thinks john, from earlier convos, is growing on him because john himself knows how emotions work and while i dont think troll culture does know much about it, considering the BLOOD AND CARNAGE thing, he is in fact growing and even if thats obvious, and you all know it, i am new to homestuck and am trying to see that for myself. its noticeable to some degree. he may always still be a jerk, but i am waiting to see how he slowly starts to accept things around him and to finally show what hes hiding inside. even if its just going up by a few percentages, i see its there and im hoping VERY HOPING he has the biggest character growth!

in other words, why else do i think this?? well nobody who watches romcoms can be that fucking aggressive. you need some sap in you to like it.

on that note, ill probably analyze alternia’s system and rules in another post later throughout these next few sessions because i feel it needs to be talked about and the way everything just.. is so different and doesnt seem right, you know?

thats it for now goodnight