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i have. come to some sorts of conclusions the past few days
probably the easiest to manage bc its just a random conclusion, i do not exactly hate kid laroi's music ? im not gonna say i like it but idk, its not bad. thanks fortnite lmao
also i am technically caught up in understanding deltarune thanks to a friend basically guiding me thru it bc my attention span would not be able to handle it on my own. i have opinions but also idk if theyre all that important.
now what ive spent the past few days doin, i. actually didnt know there was a homestuck continuation so i read it. i think .. i like it. idk im just rambling but like, my favorite character was finally made actually relevant and it started hitting close to home again and it made me feel shit again that i kinda thought i was over but now ? idk, its a lot to unpack specifically so i think i might uh. idk. leave it in tags or smth so if anyone was curious then knock yourselves out, but just know its personal n awkward as hell so its fine if its just ignored.
#zubes.txt#im not taggin the stuff i mentioned bc its just ramblins#basically i think seeing myself in dirk is reminding me of all my shortcomings as a kid and i really wish i could apologize#i used to be a huge asshole and i made horrible decisions and idk if its too late to be redeemed or not but eh#maybe its just the dumb adult complexities fuckin w me but i feel like i couldve changed for the better#but instead i kinda just turned into a little shit at times and i shouldnt have#dont get me wrong im glad i cut ties w some people like my exes but theres still a few loose ends that make me anxious.#idk maybe nobody wants to hear me whining anymore but sometimes i think about how i fucked things up way back when#i worried too much about wanting everything to just work exactly how i wanted it to that i tried to be too bossy#i hate my stupid need to be the mediator and i wish i knew when to not meddle in shit#but. that was like. fuckin 6 years ago or smth. idk if that stuff even matters.#or if some of those people even remember me at all.#maybe its best they forget me.#not in a depressing way but for their well being#as much as i appreciate friends i understand people outgrow each other so its not like i want people to remember me
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