#im not really interested in being a trailblazer if it means facing Misogyny and such in the workplace

[girlhorse]

i get sad when i remember how much i love natsci bc of how awful it is for my Brain to be in a job that has high stakes. i would probably do really well in med school or vet med school and enjoy it but the life or death thing would probably make me go crazy. not to mention the absolute abhorrent state of the field in the US. beyond that i found the available jobs to be a bit intolerable... if you focus mostly on biology and ecology you end up underpaid. in phys and chemistry you're stuck working with bombs or big pharma and definitely men