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god's gone? damn. how about a roadtrip just to make sure?
#i feel like arkin would be stubborn and crazy enough to go hunting for god like an idiot LMAO#asa's just going along for the ride for the laughs#im thinking also that since asa is a demon he needs to meet a certain requirement to attain someone's soul outside of like deals#i'll think more on that later but for now I NEED THEM TO MAKE OUT SLOPPY STYLE#also in response to your earlier tag ab who got me into the collector spoopieere-#i was looking for new horror movies to watch and the collector fell into my feed from the heavens- v.v i dont remember the exact post#but for some reason my brain clinged to that movie like a lifeline T_T#not that im complaining cause now i have gay men to fixate on#i just think its really funny cause i've never been crazy invested in any fandom or general interest for longer than like 2 months typicall#so this is new loll#anyways enough rambling from me lolll#btw TYSMM!!! ur comments always make my dayy <33#arkin o'brien#asa emory#collectkin#the collector#the collection#my art
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literally nobody asked for it, but here's my list of saltburn essays that i've slowly been drafting over the course of the last week which WILL be required reading for anybody trying to engage with me about this movie. my very personal saltburn 101 syllabus just dropped
A Wolf in Deer's Clothing: Saltburn's Attempt at Innocence
an examination of party costumes and our character's last attempts to masquerade as something they're not: felix—an angel, all-forgiving and all-knowing, something to be worshiped; and oliver—a prey animal, prey to class-divide, prey to saltburn, prey to felix.
thoughts about oliver specifically are loosely organized in my #bambi tag
A Midsummer Night's Mare: Farleigh Start as the Ultimate Victim of Saltburn
a farleigh character study, about the ways he was mistreated and manipulated at saltburn, about fighting to stay alive and the scars left behind by knowing when to give in
alternatively titled "QuickStart", may be adapted into a conclusive essay specifically focusing on oliver and farleigh's relationship
The Eye of the Beholder: On Saltburn's Voyeurism & Violence [working title]
how wealth and class pushes the catton's toward the volatile reality of being able to look, but not touch. on desire and the lack thereof, and portraying yourself as an object to be desired
may end up as two separate essays on wealth and aestheticism but i'm pushing toward a conclusive essay about the intersection of the two, which i feel is at the heart of saltburn
alternatively titled "Poor Man's Pudding: A Melvillian Approach to Saltburn's Class", again, may be adapted into it's own essay
Gender-Fluid: A Study in Sexuality and Saltburn's Desire to be Dry
a deep dive into the bodily fluids of saltburn and how oliver upsets the standard of men who are just so lovely and dry. on the creative choice to lean into the messy wetness of sex and desire and the audience's instinct toward repulsion
a celebration of the grotesque and an examination of why we would label it as such
least developed of the four, heavily inspired by @charnelpit's lovely post about the fluids in saltburn
if anybody is actually interested in any of these, i can work toward something closer to a finished piece instead of just bullet points and quotes in a google doc, but mostly this is so i can share my very brief takes on a multitude of themes in saltburn that have been haunting me
edit for people seeing this in the future: all posts about my essays are being organized into my #saltburn 101 tag if you’re interested in following these through to development!
#saltburn#saltburn posting#really desperately need someone to pay me to write saltburn essays all day#or else these will never be more than a smattering of bullet points#and these are only the most developed of the millions of the thoughts that i've had rolling around in my brain this last week#idk if lengthy meta-essays are interesting to literally anyone other than me#but if any of these speak to u and u have thoughts abt them#of course u are welcome to send them my way#i think all of these were born out of either seeing bad fandom takes (ie. everything ive seen about farleigh and oliver)#or rly good fandom takes that haven't been talked about enough like the fluids thing#anyway#oh also if u want any interview clips that back up any of these ideas i have a list thats like a million miles long#and would be happy to dig for any specific things im talking about here#bambi#also also im sorry i kno the colon in academic essay titles is so overused i just love a subtitle sm#i love love love a clever little essay title. titling my essays was literally my favorite part of the essay process in college#saltburn 101
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I hate twitter fandom culture but its more active and im an attention whore and love being praised so i dont know if thatll work out for me on tumblr or pther socials
#like all I want is big numbers to make me feel good abour myself#seeing people have positive opinions on me makes me feel awesome I love it#praises and compliments are like the best#but tumblr fandom culture makes me feel safe like there isnt someone pointing a gun at my head if i make a shitpost of a ship#speaking of having a gun pointed at my head I feel like im still being watched by my twt oomfs here and it makes me uncomfy so i might make#a sideblog where i just post ship stuff altough funnily enough there wont be any zammbu#i fibd them more interesting as platonic but still like the romantic interpretations but not as much#yap
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....idk in a fandom this gigantic how are people already coalescing onto a handful of popular headcanons and scenarios that just become the baseline now, when the source material gives us literally limitless possibilities to work with
#the torrential flood of 'jayvik with 4 kids' content im getting on arcane twt is incredible rn#but i do feel like im sitting in a bit of a corner bc i feel like the only person at this point who doesn't hc viktor as trans sobs#there's obv absolutely nothing i have against it it's just become a surprisingly pervasive fanon view that it's actually difficult to avoid#i think at least half of fics in the jayvik tag are trans viktor lmao#not to say i don't read any that are. but it's just not really what im interested in#i fear it will become one of those fanon hcs that will just be accepted as fact and if you happen to not ascribe to it you'll be ostracized#i've even started to see 'don't mpreg this you better be talking about trans pregnancy' like hi. sorry but are you new here#half my interest in the ship esp postcanon stuff is the weird magic and monsterfuckeryness of it all#like how can you not explore interesting other ways of giving them kids. he's connected to the arcane. he might still be in herald form#who the fuck knows. if i see pregnant viktor i would honestly prefer it to be Weird and semi-nonhuman thats the cool shit#i just. idk. srs please im not trying to say anything bad about the trans viktor headcanon it's fine and im glad ppl see themselves in him#it's just. it is becoming rather inescapable. the 'castiel loves bees' effect yknow.#i really want to interact with this fandom and im trying to like. reply to people on twitter. and even more now it feels like#if my headcanons don't align to the popular fandom big names' then it's pointless. i have no 1-on-1 communication with anyone#in this fandom it feels very lonely. i watch everyone make great art and jabber on and i kinda just watch and wave from the corner#anyway i'll just keep imagining my weird arcane herald mpreg or w/e. it's fun. prob will never write it tho cause the fandom clearly#knows what it wants and that isn't it lol. i barely see any arcane herald fics which is WILD. like canon gave you a feast and you're#ignoring it in favor of just having viktor be human in everything. lowkey hydrogen bomb vs crying baby lmao#i can think of three postcanon fics that have arcane herald viktor and i hold onto them so tightly lol#but yeah. this goes for more than just trans viktor it's about 'all timelines all possibilities' in terms of what people write in fics#it's for the most part very...tame? in terms of creativity of concept? there's darkfic of course but.#not nearly enough in the way of Weird that i'd expect given what's actually offered in the source material#'go write it yourself' well im trying it's taking forever and also the fandom's made me hesitant to write anything weird bc it seems like#there isn't interest in it. like bro even the number of fics featuring mage viktor is insanely low#the number of viktor permutations we have to work with and the fandom opts for the easy ones almost every time. sad
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Six: In Conclusion, The Differences
[Context] // << previous part
Of course, the Two/Jamie // Edwin/Charles parallels don't always shake out exactly along those lines - and frankly, the task of comparing them is more interesting for it. For much the same reasons that it's exciting to talk about how Victoria seems like she's in tune with Jamie - until she isn't - or Zoe appears to mirror the Doctor - until she doesn't - looking at the points of divergence between Jamie & Charles or Edwin & the Doctor sheds just as revealing a light on the specifics of their characters, considering those previously-acknowledged ongoing similarities in their external situations.
Charles may take to being a ghost just as quickly as Jamie does being a time traveler - but he can hardly be said to keep pace with him. Obviously Jamie isn't from present-day earth, but he's still got some pretty solid connections to it, and he happens to be a companion at the time when the show first pulls the 'hey, out of all of time and space, we sure do seem to land on your earth a lot!' card it's now famous for - it's fairly familiar territory for him, and definitely closer to a world he'd still call home than his alien companion can. Likewise, Charles gets to witness, without interruption, the full and gradual shift the living world goes through from 1989 to 2023. Considering Edwin had a rather more drastic leap to make, popping down to hell in 1916 and not returning to earth again until 1989 - and how dense the global, cultural, and technological changes that 73-year span encompassed were - you might well expect Charles to continue to follow Jamie's lead and mirror his famous adaptability, his easygoing, down-to-earth skill at taking the years in stride and not letting the differences rattle him too much. But in the dead boys' case it's the opposite - Edwin is the one more in the habit of adapting himself to suit the altered world around him (certainly as the character whose personal arc was more directly focused-on in the one season that now comprises the entire show, he had more opportunities to demonstrate this), while Charles struggles more obviously with feeling left out of things.
This is probably because Edwin, for all the horror he endured, at least got a cleaner break from the world at his death, and consequently seems to think of himself as more separate from it anyway - a different problem to solve, surely, but one that seems to protect him from aching every time he can't connect with it the way Charles clearly wants to. And perhaps Jamie would be much the same as Charles is on this front, if he had to kind-of-but-not-really live through the 35 years immediately following his own home era, looking in, but still always separate from it in some crucial respect - though I still find it interesting that even in-universe, characters seem to expect Edwin to be the one of the pair more averse to change. "I know you don't like to try new things" Charles says to him, very early on in the show, and Edwin looks skeptical - understandably, I think, because all he does is try new things & step outside of a comfort zone that most things are decidedly on the other side of, but that he really never lets get in the way of him taking a crack at them anyway - a rather more Jamie-ish behavior, if anything.
Similarly, although Charles is - unsurprisingly - the one to insist upon associating with the living more, dragging Edwin into the world, and outright suggesting they add Crystal to the private space of the detective agency they've shared alone together for so long, it's never Jamie but rather the Doctor who brings the companions they pick up together onto the Tardis. That might feel less shocking since the Tardis belongs more specifically to him than the agency could ever be said to be Edwin's alone (though it's funny how the one chair at the main desk seems so exclusively his) - but Jamie doesn't just fail to invite Victoria or Zoe to travel with them, waiting for the Doctor to do so out of courtesy. He flat-out tells Zoe, when she tries to come with them at the end of Wheel In Space, that it's "impossible" after previously struggling to explain to her that there are "two different worlds" - hers, and the one he and the Doctor share in together. On Skaro, he actually needed to be told Victoria was joining them seriously, despite the obvious lack of other options available. For all his friendliness and tendency to befriend the people they meet on their adventures, Jamie clearly thinks of his life with the Doctor as private and not open to new additions, no matter how much he liked them personally already, or how glad he is to have them once they're there.
There are many, many more things to be said about both sets of characters and the shows that enabled them to become what they are - this post has already become several times the length I imagined it would be (literally) and still, I only let it get this long in the first place because I knew it was still technically the 'shorter' version, that it could've wound up even longer, if I actually cited every example of what I meant, and elaborated on every interpretive claim that I made. As it is, I did not know a shorter route than this that still felt like an adequate explanation, and perhaps that's my fault for not having enough conversations about Dr Who recently - hopefully this is the beginning of rectifying that - but we're here now, either way.
Hopefully, the point still stands that these two shows (or one show, and the hallmarks of a specific era of another & the pairing that defined that) remind me of one another in both broad and specific ways which I was surprised and fascinated to find present in Dead Boys, because so many of them played such a large role in making the Second Doctor's era - which I consider to be a unique, well-crafted, and exemplary piece of scifi tv and speculative fiction in general - more appealing & richer to dive into and discuss and think about than an awful lot of other stories, including ones that have had more typical elements in common & looked more similar from the outside.
Despite how long I've taken in making that point (and whether you're counting in time or in words, I come out of it equally badly lol), I still think it's simple enough one that even I couldn't obscure it underneath like 9k of ramblings spread across 8 different tumblr posts. I'm a bit envious of anyone that could've done it more efficiently, but one series has been out for a year and the other for rather longer than that, and on top of not having seen anyone else make the same argument yet, even in passing, I mainly needed to get these thoughts quasi-organized and out from existing exclusively in my own head at some point, and I've done that now so I can't be too bothered by anything else.
Since I've literally written shorter fics than this before, it doesn't seem inappropriate to say the usual, especially since it's truer than ever: Thanks for reading this far & if you have any thoughts on anything I've said at all, however ridiculous, I'd obviously be delighted to discuss them!
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#Part 6!#galacticRants#we did it guys#meaning i tortured everyone else about a silly little comparison between two funky queer shows i love dearly#yaaay#i've gone on enough but the last thing i just have to say is im really sorry if any of this came off as either pedantic or patronizing#(at any point - but it felt redundant repeating that in the tags of each individual post)#please understand that i dont mean to be lecturing other people & im sure a lot of what i said is pretty common sense observation#i just a) wasnt totally sure who might read this & wanted to make it more accessible to literally anyone interested enough to do so#and b) know that i can get into my little corner of an already little fandom and kind of take things for granted#re: specific interpretive lenses vs the stated facts of a canon#so i wanted to like. at least trace where i was coming from as much as reasonably possible#& i apologize if that ever come off as 'oh ppl need me to tell them this really central idea of a show we both love'#it was not my intention
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hi lotf fandom👋
im considering making a post island au (+ a blog for it) and im curious about if anyone would be interested
#lord of the flies#lotf#lord of the flies fandom#lotf fandom#im interested in focusing on how the island would've affected the boys#but if it was to happen i imagine alot of it would be kinda a sandbox au (is that the right term?)#like there'd be story too but I sadly do not really have enough time to fully plan and flesh out an entire thing without it taking so long-#-that I'd run out of motivation to do it#a full plot would be built up over a long period of time and not be established immediately i guess#and would likely have many adjustments and also be open to any new concepts headcanons suggestions etc#vessel214
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#tfw you're in a huge gacha fandom but the majority of fics is...what you'd expect of a huge gacha fandom#i like the lore i like the worldbuilding i like the politics they're genuinely interesting#i like some. characters#no im not really interested in any ships#xianzhou politics from jing yuan's pov. the vidyadhara increasingly not seeing the point in an alliance with the hexafleet#as they're not getting anything out of the alliance anymore#them wanting to remove jing yuan from his position. he's been a thorn in their eyes esp since he got dan heng out of the shackling prison#or pre canon dan feng & preceptors. in a kinder universe where baiheng doesn't die and he doesn’t attempt rushed necromancy ;p#i think he'd want to find a way to separate long's power from the memories of all the incarnations and only pass down the power#to someone who is old enough to consent to bearing the responsibility of overseeing the plaguemarks#show me the experiments he's been working on to make that possible! and how he plans to sell it to the preceptors. or force the change :p#vignettes of azhdaha and zhongli's 6000 year history...and their relationship w/ celestia#come on!!!!! when celestia declared the archon war and handed out the geo authority which belonged to azhdaha as the price
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what do you think well happen in season 3 of squid game
<<<supernatural gif of that guy saying gay love can pierce through the veil of death and save the day>>>
That's a heavy question, lol! Like, in general? All of it? The whole season? I do have some predictions on major plot points I can share if you're interested, I guess!~
Cavalry arrives-- Junho et al. find the island, maybe send for backup, and interrupt/prevent game 5 or 6.
Island goes boom-- somehow the explosives come into play.
Inho/Frontman dies-- tragic realization followed by self-sacrifice (to save his brother, hopefully.)
Gihun, Junho, Wooseok-- emerge traumatized but alive (no strong predictions about anyone else living or dying, I guess. also may just be because I want them to survive, lol.)
Black uniform/square guy fucks shit up-- he's gonna foil someone's plans. idk who, but someone.
Open ending-- no doubt Netflix will leave room for more in the squid game universe
Other than that, I'd expect plenty of heartbreak. Including mine!
#nice human#sam234554545#idk what do you think?#im not attached enough to any of these to like argue their merits or anything like that I don't tjlc my fandoms#interesting to think about tho#s3
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Dont understand or like the whole: "dont talk to me if you like the same character as me. Nobody gets them like I do, i'm the best/only/#1 fan!" crap I see in fandom spaces these days. People who are so possessive over the characters they like and can't bear other people loving the same thing.
Like, don't get me wrong, I used to be like this, (and thanks to that, I still struggle with awful fandom jealousy issues to this day💔) but it was not fun keeping all my thoughts to myself or ignoring/hating genuinely cool people because of my weird possessiveness over characters. I'd see everyone else having so much fun and be pissed off, because how dare they like the same thing as me..... like what???? How is that any fun???
It used to be so bad...couldn't read other people's fanfics for the longest time, I resented innocent people just because they liked the same things as me, I'd get so upset seeing people with more merch than me, would get physically sick (im talking dizzy, heart racing, stomach hurting and everything) with jealousy at the most little things etc etc...For me, it was less that I saw myself as the #1 fan, and more I felt too deeply insecure in myself to even be allowed to like what I liked :(
Then I grew TF up, and also realized how fun it was yapping with other fans and sharing the love for the same things. Now it's like, if you don't talk to me about this character I will EXPLODE!!!! I'm having so much fun these days. There's so much amazing fan content out there and so many passionate people I wanna be friends with. I love my fandom friends dearly too, and I adore seeing people love the things I love...I don't understand why I isolated myself like that for so long.
i still struggle with some of those things but it's definitely to a lesser extent! and im way happier than those old days...So it makes me sad when I see that: "I hate when people like the same thing as me!" / "only I get this character" mentality being pushed and joked about, because I'm trying SO hard to get away from it.... Fandom isn't a competition, it's a community. I just think some of ya'll would be a bit happier and actually enjoy fandom if you got over yourself /nbh
#or maybe it's not that deep idk#akihiko fans...akijun shippers...pleaseeeee hit me up i love you so much#but fandom is a community...if u dont wanna talk to ppl so bad then why are you here...we're losing ingredients guys come ON#i still struggle with feeling not “good enough” to like things#cuz maybe i dont have enough merch or the best art or the most perfect analysis... idek#jealousy is one of my worst traits and i dont get how ppl can glorify and joke about something that makes me actually physically ill 😭#but yea im working on it cuz it's not a fun state to be in and im tired of feeling like i have to prove myself to have any sort of worth#that feeling goes waaaaay deeper fandom and impacts my WHOLE life but yea...#I LOVE seeing ppl love on the characters and things as me. Are you crazy!?? Come here akihiko fans let's make out#you guys gatekeeping ur interest from ur friends cuz them being into the same thing as u pisses you off#likeeee...couldnt be me. i drag my friends into everything with me LOL#@ all my friends liking akijun now because i wont shut up about them LMAO#fandom culture#fandom etiquette#fandom problems
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writing a felix and turbo centric fic and while trying to get inspiration i just keep thinking about how boring their ship name is like ... '80s boyfriends' dude that could refer to like any ship between boyfriends from the 80s ... like yeah it's a serviceable name but like it feels so unspecial ... glad it has the alternative 'hammertastic' tho i like that one a lot better it's more creative
while i'm at it i really like the ship name 'heroes cuties' LIKE ??? love that it's so perfect ... it also kinda works in a double way bc like not only does it rhyme with 'duty' they are also both heroes and they are cute together <3 also while 'sour candy' is kinda plain in contrast to other names since it incorporates the characters' names i mean like yeah it makes perfect sense idk what else you'd call it ... i don't really like either these ships but the names 'sledgehammer' and 'demolition derby' are also very good ...
yeah ig that's all i have to say lol buncha rambling in the tags
#wreck it ralph#honestly need more felix and turbo interactions in my life#their potential dynamic whatever it is is just way too interesting you could explore it in so many ways#did they hardly know eachother ? were they friends ? 😏roommates ?😏#so many angles and they're all interesting#personally i like to hover between good friends and 'good friends'#writing-wise i'm kinda driving myself up a wall bc i'm . a ball of anxiety#like i think i have good ideas i just keep worrying if im executing them well or if my interpretations make any sense#i know it's no big deal and i really shouldn't worry so much but i worry about everything in general sooo#random thought i had earlier what do you think turbo would've thought of sonic#like maybe he wouldn't care bc 'well he's not a racer it doesn't count'#or at least he'd convince himself that idk#back to the main topic#i swear i've read like every fic a million times over on ao3 it's such a small fandom tag#especially when you're filtering stuff you don't wanna see and a total 1k is not a lot#respect to everyone who did write tho writing is tough#it's funny when i'll get stuck and then later get a brain blast and my brain is on fire#i still keep worrying about my characterisations i'm sure it's fine but self doubt is a bitch#which is annoying bc like how come you always judge your own stuff so harshly#the eternal struggle of being an artist ig ... among all the other ones lol#ig that's enough stalling sorry about all this byyyeee
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#periodical life updates#eurgh. hiiii im so tired just got home from the family gathering thing im. exhausted hkjfh. and i still gotta draw the eca#still gonna be quiet for a while sorry gang <3 anyway lets not talk about any of that hdkjf ARTFIGHT THEME REVEAL!!#you'll never guess which team jace ''kellystar321'' starlight is choosing for seafoam vs stardust hfjkh#*gestures at my oc list* but also. what if i dont CARE anymore hfjkhf obviously i want to draw for people! its my favorite part! but like.#GODDD i dont care about my ocs anymore!! :') ive always been more of a fandom guy i dont... /want/ art of my ocs?#like yeah obviously agent my beloved! alexandria my beloved! eca has a whole daily blog! but my actual interest in them is sooo low.#there's so many people on artfight who LOVE their ocs like their children. their ocs are their blorbos!! but my ocs are like nothing to me?#i like fandom characters :'0 i would not be as excited to see art of my characters as someone else would be who actually likes their ocs!!#people should focus more on drawing art for people who CARE about their ocs. because if /I/ don't care about my oc and /YOU/ don't care#about my ocs then WHOS FLYING THE PLANE HJFSD no but theres ZERO ENJOYMENT coming out of it you get me? it doesnt make sense to draw for me#BUT ALSO. for silly ''i dont like seeing them all greyed out/hidden :('' reasons i dont want to archive them and hide them from everyone#/BUT ALSO./ i DON'T WANT ART OF THEM. ATTACK SOMEONE ELSE PLEASE. SOMEONE WHO CARES ABOUT THEIR CHARACTERS hfjkfh urgh.#like hey sorry i dont? care enough about the guys i made up? can you draw reader or kim k!tsuragi instead? thank you. hdjhfg;;;#also ive been. so tired :'> how much will i even be able to do this year? every year i gain more targets to attack because i keep meeting-#new friends all the time. i have some people from lgbt club im attacking this year! my stickmin friends. avm friends. my hell gang hkhg#my hlvrai friends and my longtime mutuals and MY BUREAU OF BALANCE GANG... not to mention revenges from last year :'>#its a lot. and im so tired;;; so. im not sure. i'd still like to join for my 8th year of artfight but damb. i dunno. :'> <3#okay thats all GOTTA DRAW AN ECA GOODBYE I LOVE YOU!!
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just remembered the survive mid voting point results and had to go take a lap around my room like oh it is truly not that serious
#like i know its not that serious however. HOWEVER#like ik people are supposed to vote based on the song and how it fits the theme like i do know that but also i feel crazy bc what about#the story itself. like yea i know cozmez hasnt finished their arc yet. but also tell me one thing that cozmez winning for the SECOND TIME#would bring to the table that would be more interesting than the plotlines that have been brought up with gklk. akyr. amprule. truly just#-ANY UNIT OTHER THAN BAE AND COZMEZ. and im serious about this. if someone could give me things they haven’t covered for cozmez ill be less#bitter about this it’s just. they have so much already. but maybe im insane and just haven’t read their drama tracks enough and im missing#something!! what the fuck do i know im just a visty fan who been bitter for the past year and a half. truly who gaf. whatever#fandom rants#paralive tag
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there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways
#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point#but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic#the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own#(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write#2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing)#the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die#i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick#but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern.#anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it.#and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around#without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn#such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing#which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence#when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe#and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude#like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????''#again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it#i just#blahh#the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one
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there was a weird phase for awhile on this site where everyone pretended that gerard was like a shitty mid tier comic writer and like. You guys dont read enough comics. you dont know what bad comics look like.
#barry.txt#of course im wildly generalizing people are allowed to not like gerards comics#but some of it felt like grandstanding and it completely drowned out and kind of killed any interest ppl had in actually discussing them#either as art connected to mcr or totally seperately#and then that fucking show happened.#like the opposite of the doom patrol adaptation. Dragged down every character and fandomized them#so the fandom didnt have to try and do it themselves#stripped it of its satire and creativity. I liked s2 well enough but it bungled the dallas arc and it sounds like#s3 was even worse. which is INSANE bc hotel oblivion is some of gerards best work in comics#bc like. tua is a comic fans comic. in tone and structure and art. Like i enjoy it way more now that ive put a lot of#time into learning and reading more classic AND contemporary comics. Now i see what gerard is pulling from#what hes mocking or homaging. The kirby-esque coloring in hotobv when spaceboy and diego are in the Not Starship Enterprise#augh#anyway i have more to say but i need to check out a book and go groccery shoppjng ive been loitering in the library for like an hour#which is so funny bc i didnt even get to my actual point which is some of you havent read a lot of bad or mediocre comics#you didnt read the kupperburg doom patrol run before grant took over. ive seen things
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there are times when i *almost* get desperate enough with the lack of last legacy content to actually check out touchstarved game but then i look at the promotional material for it and i remember why im avoiding it
#i could go on a whole rant but suffice to say#i can see that a lot of the issues i had with last legacy that i had to suffer thru just for felix#are probably still going to be present in this new game . and likely to a worse degree#and i dont even care enough abt any of the characters to suffer through it for them like i did for felix#so. yeah nah. sorry#i think the thing is i just find the last legacy writers to be very insufferable people#and their personalities come through in their work#especially dev. i Do Not Like Dev.#and like thats fine. i dont have to like everyone#it is kind of a bymmer that p much the entire LL fandom has gone over to TS#and i cant follow them bc it doesnt interest me#so im just kind of all on my lonesome over here#but what can u do
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kinda funny that after so many years of being drarry trash the first fic im actually posting is the sirius/draco. like.... i don't even like sirius that much as a character? i just wanted to see him and draco fucking, the rest of the story is just kind of a side effect.
#not that im like anti-sirius or anything. i think he's interesting enough to write from his pov the whole time so#but i think its the fandom love of him that i dislike? like no hate to any specific person just the general fandom vibes#the popular fanon sirius is like........ anyways. i'll shut up there lest i make any new enemies.
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