#im not imaginibg beating him up or screaming at him.....
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#fuck :)#my dads pissing me off so badly and hes the only physical being in my life.......#:(#i tried to put down a boundary and im the fucking villian#he called me stupid multiple times with the things he said#OF COURSE hed never call me stupid straight out#so im the crazy stupid villian that hears things#fuckfuvkfuckfuvk#im ginba cut mhsemf ahakn and telk him its his faukt steaight up#i fucking hate my stupid body and my stupid brain#it just makes my family mad >:( :'(#im so broken......#they dont understand the pain in my chest....how badly i hate myself and wish i could just not be noticed by their anger#im so fucking sad#........im just a fucking burden i wish they woukd be mean to me outright so i could leave or feel validated in my pain#i fucking hate my life what is the point???? all i do is preform for other people#then when the cracks of me starts to leak thru i get verbally beaten down#hes so fycking annoy8nh......he makes me hate myself.......#no one believes how sad i am#im only mad at my dad for 20 minutes then the rest of the time i just wish i could die or not exist#i have to now pretend im not dead inside#cus hell get mad at me for not being a walking doormat#i wish he could see what he does to me mentally.....#im not imaginibg beating him up or screaming at him.....#im literally stabbing n hurting and k-lling myself in my mind when he hurts me#and hes just here thinking out loud like a child like he didnt jjst piss me ofc#i wish i could stab myself or cut myself in front of him#maybe then hed actually be a not sekf minded stuoud botvh#my family buys me things so they can treat me however. cus im the youngest and smallest dog.#i fucking HATE my life what is the point?!?!
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