#im not getting better' i havw to remind mysslf rhat im not suicidal everyday ππ
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#everytime i catch myself thinking 'i n#im not getting better' i havw to remind mysslf rhat im not suicidal everyday ππ#like this has been . a Thing for nwarlu a year now . when i sfarted my meds and adjusted#i stopped wanting to die all the time#so i am obviously doing a little bit better#and while im still figuring out how to Deal with my shit healthily#i no longer take it out kn ppl aroind me and try n see if i can approach it w a calm sense of mind#whicb . is so fucking hard bc i literallt sit on things 4 days at a tims trying to make sure im Calm abt jt amd can . be Civil w it#esp w my sister. she is . My biggest Issue but the solw reason im getting betted at it tbh.#shes defrnsive immediarely regardless.#and ngl . after havimg the ways kf horriblw speaking (for lack of better teems? or just bad communication skills)#hammered into me i can kinda pick out the ones my sister uses. esp if she uses the same ones i do π#whicb is SO FUN itsike fighting myself somwtimes except shes icy abt it .#anyway . rlly makws me Watch myself.
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#everytime i catch myself thinking 'i n#im not getting better' i havw to remind mysslf rhat im not suicidal everyday ππ#like this has been . a Thing for nwarlu a year now . when i sfarted my meds and adjusted#i stopped wanting to die all the time#so i am obviously doing a little bit better#and while im still figuring out how to Deal with my shit healthily#i no longer take it out kn ppl aroind me and try n see if i can approach it w a calm sense of mind#whicb . is so fucking hard bc i literallt sit on things 4 days at a tims trying to make sure im Calm abt jt amd can . be Civil w it#esp w my sister. she is . My biggest Issue but the solw reason im getting betted at it tbh.#shes defrnsive immediarely regardless.#and ngl . after havimg the ways kf horriblw speaking (for lack of better teems? or just bad communication skills)#hammered into me i can kinda pick out the ones my sister uses. esp if she uses the same ones i do π#whicb is SO FUN itsike fighting myself somwtimes except shes icy abt it .#anyway . rlly makws me Watch myself.
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