#im not even an emotional person! i havent even cried at family members funerals!

[realbacchus]

Kanan's death is literally the most upsetting thing I've ever seen on a TV show.

[hapinessandlove123]

The Princess and the star Tom Holland Part 4

One by one you saw staff and family members walk around the palace. You were standing next to Tom still in shock in the news that your father, the king of England has passed away. You were in utter shock. Why and where? What exactly happened. 

“I uh... I can’t” Is all that escaped from your mouth. You brought your right hand to cover your mouth only for your body to full grasp Tom the minute he went in to give you a hug. A comfort which you haven’t truly experienced in a long time. As you were taught to be strong and for the crown to always win. 

As you hold onto Tom’s long embrace your brother, the new king emerges from one of the long corridors. His expression is by far the worst you have seen in his whole life. It’s as if his whole life was ending. He was destined to be the next king of England which he accepted gladly mostly cause he knew his duty, but not only did he have a nation on his shoulders now, but he also had a family he had to take care of. His expression was the loneliest. His eyes had bags under his eyes and those bags had bags if it’s even possible. 

You saw how the emotion from how going an upmost distraught to an emotionless face came. He caught you staring at him and you pulled away from Tom’s warm hug. You bowed your most regal curtsy and and just as you bowed so did Tom. To his new king. Once you bowed you broke down in your brother Liam’s arms. 

He felt the same emotion and both of you hugged. It was as if the hug had no end. You giving Liam his support of being the new king and him of losing your father. You both cried and sobbed. 

Tom looked at two distraught royal children that by which have lost their king who happened to be their father. Tom had no idea what to do when it came to a girl he was starting to get to know and started to like lose their family member at such an early time in their relationship. 

“We have to go look for little grape and blondie” Your brother said this to your ear as this is both your fraternal twin siblings nicknames. They’re silly, but they loved them ever since both Liam and you choose them for them. 

You both pulled away from each other. Tom gave a hug to Liam. 

“I’m sorry... I have to go” You said this to Tom knowing well you would have to talk later. 

“Of course Y/n, I am always here to talk if you need anything” Tom said this to you and he went to hold both of your hands and went to kiss you in your cheek. He smiled and politely bowed to both Liam and you. He then turned and left the palace. 

8 weeks later and many sleepless nights later 

Life wasn’t the same. It had changed dramatically. First of all both Prince Louis and Princess Marie went down spiral. They took it the hardest when your father the king passed away. The nation was in mourning. You didn’t see it like this when your grandfather passed away. Sure, the nation mourned, but not like it was with your father. 

The nation literally weeped in the streets. The streets were silent in the London streets. All you could hear were the weeps. You stood in the funeral next to your siblings and gave a strong posture. Inside you were dying. 

Of course you wore black shades glasses and your outfit was beyond something nobody could copy. You were pictured in every magazine and shown how even in mourning you wore your best. 

Tom and you spoke. You both weren’t in the best terms. After the whole news you pushed him away. He kept calling you and you kept ignoring the calls or you would answer and act busy or say you were getting called. You weren’t sure why you were ignoring him. 

It’s not as if your mother was telling you to ignore him. Of course, the Queen knew of everything. She is after all the queen. Because Liam isn’t married your mother is still the Queen consort. Which meant that your mother didn’t lose her position or her privileges. Your mother has been wearing black since the day she found out your father passed away. Each outfit is black no color. Not even a sweater. She has been repeating her outfits even in public. Something she’s not used to doing. 

The public has been saying in interviews you would see when the t.v. was on how humble she is. She has changed since her husband and king passed away. She has a more approachable change to her. They respect her more than ever. 

Your mother could care less if she was loved or not. All she did when she was in the palace was be in her bedroom. It started to get quiet lonely without her bossing the staff. 

You stopped going out. You hadn’t gone out in so long the public noticed that you took it the hardest. By the way you acted before what had happened you changed the most. 

In your public engagements you would wear black of course, but also you wouldn’t laugh or smile to most of the comments. You looked your worst. You looked tired and lonely. 

Tom took notice of it and he missed you. He wanted to talk to you and to hug you. He wanted to be there for you. He knew you were in pain, but how could he comfort the person he wanted to be with if they don’t try. 

The palace was quieter than usual. You got used to the quietness of the palace. 

I hope you guys enjoyed this part. There is going to be more send me messages if you like this story.