#im not doing like. x100 or some shit but just something to make the level grinding go by a little faster...

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full disclosure on the monotype run i am using an exp cheat so if it feels like my progress is a little too fast thats why

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missy 1, 16, 19, 24! ^^

i ended up making the dreams answer long so under the cut this goes

1: their voice

oh jesus how do i describe a voice

uhh it’s low (but like, could be lower? i know i said i need to be better with voices but damn this is HARD) and somewhat nasal (unless specifically trying not to sound nasal) with varying degrees of raspiness. she has some sort of nyc-esque accent (except she’d call it a bridgeport accent. or she might even be more specific.) but i Suck at accents. in terms of singing voice she best fits as a baritone. as time goes on her voice gets gradually lower and hoarser and her vocal range gets smaller, though she does make an effort to maintain her singing voice. sometimes.

16: their dreams

ok the question after this is “their ambitions” so im gonna assume this is talking about like, literal dreams, the shit your brain tosses at you in your sleep. she dreamed different stuff before the Tragedy hit but this answer got long so

her dreams are often… not great. at all. she’ll dream that cheyenne got her way at the end of the mmbc and has her locked in a box under the bed. or she’ll dream that she’s actually watching the mutual killing and noé gets killed in some exaggeratedly brutal way and she wants to look away but physically cannot for whatever reason. or she’ll dream that she’s officially fallen into despair. or she’ll dream that through some disaster everyone in the Survival Party™️ gets killed but her. or she’ll get one of various dreams in her brain’s Nightmare Arsenal centering around cordelia being hurt/killed, including a… very pointed one where she’s alive but badly injured and missy has to put her out of her misery

but SOMETIMES missy WILL get… like, really strange but overall good dreams. like this one, which i’m going to tell in first person from the perspective of a partially-still-asleep missy telling this to cordelia at 3 am because if i just told you it as an omniscient narrator it wouldnt be the same:”…so you, me, these triplets we had who all looked the same except one had green hair for some reason, we were on a road trip, with Ayele and her daughter—Ayele doesn’t have a daughter—right now, at least—but she did here—and none of us were any older, but our triplets were like, 3 or 4? And this daughter Ayele had was like, at least 16? Because she was driving. And she like, she looked strangely like Gillian Badami but with darker skin, but I knew in the dream not to say that because Gillian Badami had gotten called out a year prior for saying something vanillist but I couldn’t remember what—but anyway. So we were on this road trip, and when I saw the car from outside somehow it was way too small for seven people, but from the inside there was actually one extra seat—okay, so, we were on this road trip, yeah? We were in, like, the middle-of-nowhere parts of Lucky Palms area. On the highway. And I had Google Maps open on my phone, and you had a paper map, and Google Maps said to take one exit, but your map said the exit didn’t exist, so we pulled into a rest area to figure this shit out. And suddenly I needed a bathroom break anyway, and I was more nervous than usual about public bathrooms so you came with me, and the sink-to-mirror ratio in there was, like… way off. There were way too many mirrors… But then I dunno what happened to me needing a bathroom, ‘cause then we were fucking in one of the stalls, which was actually a shower stall for some reason? And then we got out, completely unruffled mostly, and nobody noticed we were gone too long, and the triplets were all drinking chocolate milk somebody must’ve just bought at the rest stop for ‘em—what the fuck, I want some chocolate milk—and Ayele’s daughter was looking at a website about the history of the city we were closest to. Probably to figure out whether that exit was real or not? And Ayele turned to me, and she said, ‘This is just like our trip to India!’ And then I woke up… We never went to India. We… [yawning] We went to Egypt… a whole ‘nother con…tinent…”

(it’s worth noting that the nightmares are also full of bizarre details like one kid having green hair and the shower stall at the rest stop, they just tend to get pushed to the side)

19: their reaction to betrayal

oooh

you could consider being an mmbc murderer a type of betrayal, couldn’t you? especially well into the age of (modern) mmbcs, signing up for a bc involves a certain level of trust that the bacheloret wants to have in their contestants. and by getting rid of that first competitor, you’re betraying that trust your bacheloret has in you. with that in mind, missy’s reaction to betrayal is pushing the betrayer down several flights of stairs, i guess

but she can’t just. kill everyone who betrays her in any way. but her more general response to (less… deadly) betrayal has been blowing up at people (often publicly) and often cutting ties with people

there’s two precedents there actually, both more perceived betrayal than objective betrayal:

when she suspected roger camejo & his new friends were planning to publicly humiliate her/out her to the larger student body/kill her in high school and she VERY LOUDLY AND ANGRILY confronted him at lunch and said never to talk to her again

when ayele broke up with her and she, after a while of increasingly desperately trying to Win Her Back, broke down angry-crying in the middle of a campus dining hall screaming about how they’d been through so much together and ayele was throwing all of that away for some SCUMBAG SHE’D JUST MET THAT YEAR, later packing up a fraction of her stuff and dropping out of college without even knowing where the hell she was gonna live after

24: what motivates them

pre-bc (but post-moving in with ayele and sharwin): food, girls, instant gratification, not having to think about stuff

mid-bc: not having to think about stuff(x100), her contestants (keeping them safe and getting them to like her)

post-bc: cordelia (protecting her, making her happy, getting this relationship thing right this time, really spending time with her whenever possible, holding onto the slightest bit of hope that all of this will be fixed one day so one day they can just be together without fearing for their lives), protecting the rest of the family, basic survival instincts, still a little bit of not having to think about stuff