#im not concerned about going to jail but the threat of deporting my family

[kadkadduwa]

guys ill just say this outright suicide and self-harm are apparently illegal here (this is what i was told by my social worker and the team handling me at the ward). (if you're unaware i've attempted suicide and cut pentagrams into my arms, soooofunny right) i just have to get it out like they kept on telling me they're glad the police didn't know they kept on telling me i could've been imprisoned for 6 months or had my family deported i'm not fucking kidding i swear i'm not fucking kidding i can't escape i feel trapped with myself and my sickness i feel like no matter how good i think i'm getting i'm going to die i'm going to crash i'm going to scream and let my blood run in public do you even understand