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they got me. they fucking got me. jayvik nation hello
#im not asking how we're feeling we all know how we feelin#arcane#jayvik#viktor#jayce talis#my art#fanart#sketch#EUGH i still haven't watched the last ep because im SCARED even tho i know like exactly what happens. wegh
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GAME OF FEELING
Hook always flirts with Y/n.
Daughter of Eris x Captain Hook
Made by a request in dm
Can u do one where the reader plays hard to get with hook?
Eris as her mother most parted way when she came, too afraid of whaf she might do, her mother was the godess of chaos after all and who knows what her daughter might bring as rumors spread that her father was a powerful wizard.
Y/n liked it that way, it ment she had never have a need to worry for someone crossing her as Uliana herself never dared to touch her.
It ment they feared her and if there is something her mother teached her is thay fear is power.
Everthing is going smooth untill he shows up.
Captain fucking hook himself, almost always at her side amd before she knew the rest of his gang was always around her aswell.
As now she was sitting at a table her elbows rested on her knees as she watched some kids run around.
She flicked her finged amd they triped when a ruck suddenly lifted from the ground and chaos was made.
Hook leaned to her ear and his lips brushed the shell of her ear when he spoke "I love it when you are wicked"
The girl turned her head to him their lips mere inches apart.
"Fuck off hook" she said before getting up amd walking away from the group.
Or
Few days ago, to get a flower they had to kill the deadly bugs around it.
Y/n took her bracelet amd used magic to turn one of the emblems, the scorpion, into live creature.
"So they are deadly right?" Hook asked leaning over rhe girls shoulder to look at the scorpion.
"Yeah like you after a bad nap" she said looking back.
"Maybe it would be better if you were next to me" he said.
"Ill send one of these on you"
Few day pas and the girl wanders around as a soft melody plays in the back round and she sings.
"If theres a prize for rotten jugdement, i guess ive already won that, no mana worth the agroovation thays ancient history been there done that"
The muses come out joining her in her song of heart " Who d'you think you're kiddin'?He's the earth and heaven to you Try to keep it hidden Honey, we can see right through you Girl, you can't conceal it We know how you're feelin', who you're thinkin' of" by muses
"I wont say it"by Y/n
"You swoon, you sigh Why deny it? Uh-oh" by muses
"Its too cliche i wont say im in love, I thought my heart had learned its lesson
It feels so good when you start out
(Ah) My head is screaming, "Get a grip, girl"
"Unless you're dyin' to cry your heart out"" by Y/n
"You keep on denying
Who you are and how you're feelin'
Baby, we're not lying, hon we saw ya hit the ceiling
Face it like a grown up
When ya gonna own up that ya got, got, got it bad?" By muses
"This scene won't play
I won't say I'm in love
You're way off base
I won't say it
Get off my case
I won't say it" by Y/n
"Girl, don't be proud, it's ok, you're in love" by muses
Music comes to an end as the girl whispers the last words to herself "at least not out loud, i wont say im in love" she whispers to herself as the nex part, the only time she will ever say it out loud " im in love with the captain of the seas"
#joshua colley x reader#descendants#descendants joshua colley#descendants james hook#descendants red#descendants chloe#james hook x reader
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You should all say one good things about each other, to yk spread positivity through the group 😁
FATE: I'm glad Ronin didn't set anything on fire when I asked him to.
FATE: You'd be surprised how little he actually listens to me. When it comes to matters of the heart. And matters of the crime.
FATE: See? It's not so hard. Ronin, your turn. Pass it on, you sick fuck.
RONIN: youre really fucking me in the ass with this one. also, i just put the fire thing on the backburner. ill think about it more later.
RONIN: uh.
RONIN: i like that l is out of her middle school catgirl phase.
LILY: irl, maybe!!! heehee :3 i have an anime catgirl discord profile picture.
LILY: oh, we're doing a compliment game, right! i gotta pass one off. okay: i think darin is really sweet! i like how empathetic he is, he always seems to care when one of us is sad and he always wants to do what we're doing, even though he could leave us in the dirt and call it stupid like a certain SOMEONE here.
LILY: i also like how he calls me "bossman" i think it's cute!!! :3 and the chief thing. adorkable!!!
DARIN: sngjdgpdh ok just hit me with that one huh hun aright
DARIN: ok pass on the compliments right
DARIN: i rlly like seth and all he does for us and i like that he stands up for my feelins and shit it really makes a guy feel appreciated
DARIN: hes kinda the reason i got you guys next to the main boss himself so i gotta give him a lil appreciation
SETH: awww, darin!!!
SETH: im glad we're all bonding right now. im really feeling the positivity in the room!
SETH: you know what? im gonna compliment vera!!
SETH: vera, i think youre really funny!! i like your sarcasm, youre getting really good at it!
SETH: and you always go the extra mile fashion-wise, and i think youre really working it! like i always like seeing you dress up! it just shows how much you care, and you get so meticulous. its epic!!!
SETH: youre one of my dearest friends. we should totally talk more!
SETH: ok, your turn!
VERA: I do not particularly like any of you
FATE: Vera.
VERA: I believe Cora is physically attractive
FATE: Okay, sure.
CORA: Well, I have to say I'm flattered.
CORA: Ah... that leaves me two options. I suppose Nahla's the better one.
CORA: I like the taste of your #### ###### ###### ###### and I appreciate the way you ####### #### ###### ##### and ##### ###### ##### ##### ####### ####### and ##### ###### ### ####
CORA: You're real talented. Keep up the good work!
VERA: .
FATE: That is way more than I ever wanted to know.
NAHLA: HA!!!!!!
NAHLA: Well, I can say I already got that impression through our experience, but it's nice to be reminded!
NAHLA: Oh shit, compliments for coolkid then. I don't got anything big to say, you should've left me Seth or something. Oh well!!!
NAHLA: Hey, loverboy, I actually like that you're annoying, and I forgive you for the library incident. That enough for you? I'm EXUDING positivity today!
ENZO: works for me
ENZO: oh shit of course i go last which means i loop back around
ENZO: yall ready for a fuckin TIRADE
FATE: No, actually, that isn't necessary, we can consider the whole team bonding exercise over if that makes you feel comfortable- I'd rather not-
ENZO: oh baby boy no no no
ENZO: you dont UNDERSTAND
ENZO: i have boarded the compliment fate train and this stations gonna be runnin for hours with no possible way to stop short of just jumping out and breaking several ribs
ENZO: better strap in and get ready for the long haul and watch the wilderness fly by cause this is gonna be a big one
ENZO: you underestimate how much shit i have to say today okay ive been keepin it in for a bit
ENZO: i hope you like a lot of trees because i picked out the destination just for you and its going to be lovely and beautiful and exotic
ENZO: you ready?
FATE: Uh-
RONIN: this is gonna be fun to watch.
ENZO: alright
ENZO: here we go
ENZO: AHEM
#cutting off THAT ramble. jump to your own conclusions#fate#ronin#lily#darin#seth#vera#cora#nahla#enzo#ask#mellynncholic#long post
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What are the most notable ways in which each of your OC’s relationships is different?
"I could prolly go on 'bout this all damned day, but I'll try ta keep it short an' sweet." He kicks his feet up on the desk and tucks his hands behind his head.
"Khala'n me've been together wha' feels like forever. He's m'longest relationship. An' I don't just mean of m'current ones. I mean ever. Folks thought we were an odd pairin' an' they still do, but I don't give a shite. He's bright an' shinin' an' full'a life. I don't rightly know how, given how his childhood an' mine're... more similar than ya'd think. But, I ain't here ta talk 'bout tha'. We work cause we challenge each other. He prods me inta talkin' an' I do m'best ta check 'im on thin's like wantin' a pet goobbue." His lips tug up into that goofy grin he reserves for his partners. "I think we work cause we ain't afraid. Not tha' I'm afraid with m'other partners, but... he was tha first person that was safe. He was home. An' he's stayed tha' way." A soft chuckle escapes his lips. "Sorry jus' talkin' 'bout feelin' safe reminds me'a how Tai an' I met. Can't says I felt particularly safe in tha' moment, but... he decided he wasn't gonna kill me, so tha' worked out jus' fine, really. Better'n fine. He's m'partner in more'n jus' tha romantic sense. We work together. We adventure together. We get inta trouble. There's somethin' in 'im tha' calls ta me. Like calls ta like, I think. Folks say tha' right? Well, even if they don't, tha' don't make it any less true. I see m'self reflected in 'im an' I'd wager it's tha same on his end, too. An let me tell ya, we make a mighty fine pair on tha battle field. Ain't never really found someone tha' I jus' fit with tha' easily."
"As fer Stari, well tha's... it's complicated. We're still figurin' thin's out. An' I think we prolly will be fer a good bit. An' while I'm pretty damned sure wha' m'feelin's are fer 'im, I also know tha' he prolly ain't ready ta hear 'em. An' I ain't gonna go pushin'. So, I'm jus' enjoying our time together. Gettin' ta know 'im. Showin' 'im tha' it's safe an' tha' I ain't leavin'. Tha' I've got 'im. Ain't sure he really knows it, but he's got me, too. Whether it's books full'a complex math puzzles or a tin'a salves fer m'achin' hips. He notices shite most wouldn't. An' it's... real fuckin' sweet."
((Thanks for the ask, @thefreelanceangel!!))
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Break my heart not this bond: Part 9
Saturday passes by in a flurry of Dean groaning about the unfairness that he has a hangover and Cas doesn't, and work. They don't speak anymore about Dean's condition until Bobby arrives Sunday morning.
"Last chance to back out, boy." Bobby says as he sets up the spell.
"Do it." Dean rumbles.
Bobby spares Dean a sad, knowing look before handing him a sharp knife.
"Remember it's gotta be yer palms you cut, and opposite hands too. Somethin' 'bout flow of energy, or whatever."
Cas nods, eyeing the knife warily.
Dean accepts the knife, and turns his right palm facing upward. "Got it. " Then he drags the knife across his palm, letting out a hiss of pain before handing the knife to Cas.
Mary flinches from where she stands at the other end of the kitchen, but keeps quiet, as Bobby had asked. Sam stands with her and John flicking nervous glances back at his parents. John grips Sam's shoulder reassuringly.
Cas takes the knife from Dean and slices his left palm, grimacing slightly. Then places the knife on the table, looking to Bobby for confirmation.
Bobby nods.
Dean clasps his bloody hand in Cas'. They're blood mingling as it runs down their wrists and drips onto the floor.
Bobby picks up the book he bought with him and hands the boys a glass of elixr each.
"Alright, we gotta do this quick before Cas here heals himself." Bobby glances between them. "Drink up."
Cas and Dean gulp down the elixr, simultaneously grimacing at the foul taste.
"Hae Connexiones Thesis nos infirmabimus. Pro Thessalonicenses in Annuntiatione, Sic Yat Bay." Bobby reads.
Cas and Dean look at each other, waiting. For a long moment nothing happens.
Then they're palms begin to tingle, quickly spreading up their arms and through the rest of their bodies. Suddenly a blinding white light emits from their joined hands and they're thrown back by the force of it.
Cas hears Mary cry out and John yell, but the ringing in his ears intensifies. His whole body feels wrong, he aches deep in his bones. Then something pleasant washes over him, soothing his aching body and feeling incomprehensibly right.
Dean lets out a contented sigh across from him.
"Man, I really thought that had gone horribly wrong for a second there." Dean chuckles.
"Is everyone alright?" Bobby calls from where he's ducked behind the table.
"We're good here." John responds from where he's huddled with Mary and Sam, having shielded themselves from the light. "Dean, Cas?"
"We're good." Dean calls backs,turning to grin at Cas.
Cas smiles in response.
"How're ya feelin', Dean?." Bobby rolls over to where Dean still lays on the floor.
"Awesome." Dean grins. "Better than awesome." Dean climbs to his feet and offers Cas a hand to do the same.
"What 'bout you, Cas?" Bobby asks.
"Good. I feel really good." Cas beams. He'd had his reservations but this was better than he could have anticipated.
He felt… whole.
Bobby eyes them both strangely.
"You sure?"
Cas nods.
Bobby frowns, looking back down at the book.
"That's good, I guess… just was sure there'd be some sorta side effects, temporarily, at least." Bobby shakes his head. "But shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth, s'pose."
"Guess we won't be pulling you all out of school for a beach getaway after all." Mary jokes.
Dean pouts at that while allowing Sam to wrap him in a hug.
"We're not in the clear yet. I believe Bobby said this might only buy him some more time. Is that right?" John turns to look at Bobby.
Bobby nods. "No way of knowing how it'll hold up when Cas, 'ere, goes full angel. Might make 'im very sick, shouldn't be fatal but it's still a risk we can't rule out. Hell though, his chances are'er great deal better than they were. I'll get Pam down here to give 'em a look over some point in the next few days."
"Thanks Bobby." Dean leans down and hugs the grouchy old man.
"You goin' soft on me, boy?" Bobby grumbles but wraps his arms around Dean nonetheless.
"Yes, thank you Bobby." Mary also wraps Bobby in a hug, ignoring the man's half-hearted complaints.
Cas smiles at Bobby, inclining his head in thanks. Bobby gives him a genuine smile, relieved when no one else attempts to hug him.
John pats Bobby on the back."Alright old man, let's get you home."
Bobby ruffles Sam's hair affectionately as he passes, leaving the youngest Winchester pouting as he turns his attention to John. "Who you callin' old?" He grouches.
John just chuckles as he leads him down the hallway, back to the car.
"So you're both okay?" Sam asks.
Cas nods.
"Yeah. For now at least. I feel amazing actually." Dean admits.
To be honest he feels like he could bench press a few hundred pounds easy, probably more… then run a marathon. Dean thinks. Must be an adrenaline rush or something.
"That's good to hear, hunny." Mary looks at them softly. "Bless you boys, you've really been put through the wringer recently. I'm so glad you're okay." Mary sobs, pulling them in for a hug.
"It's alright, Mom." Dean assures.
Cas can only nod in agreement against Mary's shoulder, too overwhelmed with the emotional energy in the room.
"Maybe we should still go on that beach trip." Mary pulls back to look at them, glancing over at Sam as well. "Just to take our minds off everything. We've all been under a lot of stress recently."
She pointedly looks at Dean. The 'especially you, Dean.' going unsaid.
"That's a great idea, Mom." Sam grins.
"I would like that." Cas offers with a small smile.
Dean's grins lopsidedly. "I mean, I ain't gonna say no to that."
Mary smiles. "I'll speak with your Dad when he gets back."
*****
They spend the rest of day larking around in the kitchen, baking a pie then getting started on dinner.
Carry on my wayward son is playing in the background, Mary humming along as she checks on the gammon, still cooking in the oven. She whips Sam with a tea towel when he gets in her way.
"Pass the butter, Cas." Dean glances over at him while he continues to mash the potatoes.
Cas has his back turned to him but abruptly stops chopping tomatoes, for a moment, to pass Dean the butter.
Sam gives them a funny look.
"What?" Dean snipes.
Sam opens his mouth then shuts it again. "Nothing." He mumbles, and turns back to the salad dressing he's making.
Dean frowns but shrugs it off.
The front door opens.
"I got the cream and gravy, hope you didn't burn down the kitchen while I was gone." John calls.
"You have so little faith in my cooking skills, John." Mary says, appalled.
"Don't worry, I've been keeping an eye on dinner." Cas says.
Mary narrows her eyes at Cas as John laughs.
"Good to know, son." John says, ruffling Cas' hair and pointedly raising his eyebrows at Mary, a smirk on his face.
Mary rolls her eyes then turns to pull their plates out of the cupboard.
Soon enough dinner is cooked and the family is settling around the dining table to eat.
"Mmm, this is delicious." John hums.
Mary smirks.
"How are you both holding up?" John looks between Cas and Dean.
Dean, who's been annoyingly prodding his cold toes against the exposed flesh of Cas' ankles, snaps his head in John's direction.
Cas lets out a relieved sigh. Sam smirks at him from his place across the table,having tucked his legs under his chair to protect himself from Dean's same bothersome efforts.
"Pretty good." Dean stuffs a forkful of gammon in his mouth. "Mmedder ban y fort I oud."
Sam and Cas stare at him with matching expressions of disgust. John just rolls his eyes.
Mary scowls. "Dean, don't talk with your mouth full."
Dean swallows. "I feel better than I thought I would." He repeats.
Cas nods in agreement. "I also feel better than I anticipated."
Mary smiles. "I'm glad that's the case."
John also smiles, lifting his fork to his lips but pausing to say "That's great, boys. But you let us know if that changes, okay?"
"Of course." Cas inclines his head.
"We will, Dad."
Dean makes short work of his dinner, Sam and John not far behind. The three of them get started on cleaning up while Cas and Mary finish their meals.
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"Hey, I got somethin' for you." Dean says once they're back in their room.
Cas just tilts his head in question as Dean picks up the small wrapped parcel from his bedside table and hands it to him.
The scrawl on the paper simply reads:
To Cas,
From Dean
"I wasn't-" Dean rubs the back of his neck. "I wasn't sure how today was gonna go and I just… I thought I'd get you something in case you needed cheering up."
Cas frowns, unhappy with that thought process. "I see…"
"You gonna open it?" Dean asks, somewhat nervously.
Snapping his eyes back up to a flustered Dean, Cas chooses not to articulate his thoughts on receiving a gift through such morbid reasoning.
Tentatively, Cas unwraps the parcel. He tilts the paper and a leather plaited bracelet slips into his palm. Cas drops the paper onto his bed and turns the bracelet over in his hands, examining it.
On the inside of the metal clasp is an engraving.
You are my light. Keep shining bright.
Cas looks back at Dean, imploring.
Dean bites his lip. "It's a little corny, I know."
Cas beams at him. "It's perfect, Dean. Thank you."
Dean lets out a surprised breath when Cas pulls him into a hug. He recovers quickly, wrapping his arms around Cas tightly.
They stand like that for a long while. Longer than is probably appropriate for a hug.
Cas nuzzles his head against Dean's neck. His breath puffs against the sensitive skin there causing a shiver to run through Dean.
Dean slaps Cas on the back. "Alright, buddy. You're welcome." He pulls back, grinning at Cas' dazed expression.
"Will you put it on me?" Cas asks while struggling with the clasp.
"Sure." Dean takes the bracelet from Cas' hands, in response Cas holds out his wrist.
Delicately, Dean encircles the leather band around the awaiting wrist and fiddles with the clasp for a moment before he hears the resounding click.
"There you go." Dean grins.
Cas stares at it, admiringly, for a moment then looks back to Dean with a grateful smile. "I love it."
"Good." Dean smiles back affectionately.
Dean's phone vibrates loudly in his jean pocket, abruptly putting an end to the moment. He fumbles in his pocket for a moment before pulling it out.
"Ah, it's Lisa. Promised I'd text her before bed."
That sour jealous feeling rises up in Cas, he can now admit that's what it is - jealousy - even if he still doesn't understand why. He quickly tampers it down.
"She seems to be an awfully patient individual." Cas teases.
Dean cackles.
"Oh, you have no idea." He comments as he taps away at his screen.
Understanding he is no longer the subject of Dean's attention, Cas decides to get ready for bed.
When he returns from using the bathroom, Dean is laid out across his bed, staring intently at his phone screen. The energy in the room is strange. Heavy. Venereal even.
Cas pauses just inside the doorway. Unsure.
He clears his throat. "The bathroom is available now."
Dean glances behind him, his cheeks flushed, before hurriedly hopping off the bed and scurrying past Cas.
It's a while before he returns back to the bedroom.
Cas pointedly ignores him, a turmoil of emotions and feelings rolling through him. Jealousy. Embarrassment. Arousal. Nausea. And a strange satiated feeling that feels oddly out of place.
Dean also makes a point of not looking at Cas as he climbs into bed. Confirming Cas' suspicions - him and Lisa had been 'sexting' and he'd finished off his business in the bathroom.
Pulling up his comforter and settling in to sleep, Cas spares Dean another look.
"Goodnight, Dean."
Dean glances up from his phone. "Er, Yeah. Night." He says distractedly, returning his attention back to the mobile device.
Cas, ignoring the disappointment that twinges through him, rolls over to face the door instead. Sleep eludes him for a long time but eventually it overcomes him.
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40's!Stucky Headcanon:
Bucky's always going out with girls and trying to set Steve up with girls as well, we all know that
Steve absolutely hates it because even if he had an interest in the girls, they would never like him back, and he's actually completely in love with Bucky and hates seeing him with girls all the time
What Steve doesn't know is that Bucky is also in love with him and the girls he goes out with actually know he's gay for his best friend and he enlists their help in trying to figure out if Steve feels that for him back or not and as soon as Steve's no longer around, Bucky and the girls just start whispering and gossiping about Steve and trying to decipher every single thing that Steve did in his interactions with each of them
Just imagine, like:
Bucky groaned in exasperation, closing his eyes as he flops down against the back of the booth.
"He does that like, everytime we're in public together, there's no way to know for sure he meant anythin' by it!" He exclaimed.
Savannah snickered at him and Rosie shook her head, disagreeing.
"No, I'm serious, Bucky! Were you seein' the same person I was?" The brunette asked him.
"C'mon, Rose, it's not like that." Bucky insisted.
"Bucky, he was practically hangin' off your arm at one point, how can you say it isn't like that?"
Bucky scoffed.
"Buck, you're the one who wants him to be in love with you, I don't know why you keep denyin' all the signs we keep tellin' you are clearly there." Savannah stated matter-of-factly, taking a casual sip of her milkshake through the straw afterwards.
Rosie grinned. "Sav has a point, y'know."
Bucky sighed, leaning forward and pressing his forehead against the cold table. He looked up again when the bell rang above the door, indicating someone coming into the little diner. He was prepared to straighten himself up but relaxed when he realized it was just Maggie.
Maggie came over and slid into the booth beside Bucky. "Sorry I'm late, what did I miss?" She asked.
Rosie smirked. "The conclusion has been reached that Steve at the very least has some feelins' for Bucky, though signs most likely point to full on love. But he refuses to believe us."
Savannah let out a long, dramatic sigh as Maggie turned narrowed eyes to Bucky.
"And he knows that when he goes home and tells Rebecca about what happened tonight, she's gonna be tellin' 'im the same thing we did." Savannah pointed out.
"And then what? Still gonna deny it? Bucky, learn to have faith in us girls, we know what we're talkin' about, despite what the majority of the world may think." Maggie stated, trusting the judgment of the other two. If they say little Stevie has feelings for Bucky, then it must be true. She knew Rosie would catch her up on every detail later when they were at home.
Bucky looked between the three of them, shaking his head. "I just don't wanna get it wrong," He said softly, uncertainly. "What if I tell 'im how I feel and he turns away from me because he doesn't actually feel the same way? I just don't wanna risk losin' 'im. I wanna know for sure." He admitted, looking down at his hands.
The three girls exchanged looks before sighing. Maggie grabbed Bucky's arm and laced her own arm through it, leaning her head on his shoulder.
"We know that, B. We just want you to be happy and we know that Steve makes you happy. We want you to have your love, just as we each have ours." Maggie said softly.
Bucky took a deep breath and leaned his head against Maggie's, taking her hand and lacing their fingers together. "I know, Mags. I just need to go about it the right way." He said, looking across the booth as Savannah lifted up Rosie's hand and kissed her knuckles affectionately.
"I'll figure it out eventually." He said, more to himself than anyone else. "I will."
AND SCENE
That became much more than I expected, but I'm not really complaining, tbh
Fun facts:
1.) Yes, Rosie and Savannah are lesbian girlfriends
2.) Maggie and Rosie are sisters
3.) Owner of the diner is a closeted gay dude so he's pretty chill
4.) Bucky is sad soft boi, he just wants to love Steve and have Steve love him back :(
5.) Maggie was out on a date with her boyfriend, George, before she showed up at the diner
6.) Bucky's pretty close with these 3, he thinks of them as his sisters, so he's pretty affectionate with them, too
#purple_strxnger#bucky barnes#steve rogers#40s bucky#40s stucky#stucky#stucky drabble#stucky headcanon#dxncingstrxnger
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"Alright, alright...I'm comin'!", I began yellin' as I fumbled about for my slippers. Found one, kicked it back off as I started for the hallway. The poundin' at my door downstairs was loud and steadily insistant, woke Sarah and I both. The sun was already up but I wasn't sure of the time. My bedside alarm was flashin'...power must have flipped off and back...hate when that happens. "Frankie!", *Bam, Bam, Bam* in rapid succession..."Frankie, please!!", a vaguely familiar yet faceless voice urged me down the stairs. Almost broke my neck getting to the bottom.
Hit the lock and snatched the door open ready to let fly every filthy word I'd ever heard...but the cap-wearin' figure pushed in past me, turned and slammed the door back. "You gotta go! They're comin'!" Finally, I got a look at the nuisance. It was Court, 'Little C', to most, with an early headstart to what always became a grease-smeared mess on his cover-alls. He was my friend, Cale's nephew, frantic and very out of breath, "Slow down, breathe and tell me what's goin' on.", I tried to say calmly.
"Left Cale back at the garage. Them soldier-types was there fillin' several vehicles, havin' 'em looked over. They's talkin' like they had some unfinished business out here at yer place, with you maybe! Cale looked at me and shook his head, then nodded toward the truck. He was sendin' me a signal to warn you! Got here quick as I could, Frank, quick as I could..." I began my question, "Why would...?", when Sarah slipped up behind me. "Frank...?", she sounded worried. "It's ok, hon. S'just Little C...why don't you head on inta the kitchen, start some coffee? Yeah?" She hesitated as she turned away, "I'm gonna murder you, Court Wilder! You better have a good reason for...", and from the top of the stairs, Becka rubbing her eyes awkwardly, "Momma? I'm scared. Who's here?" Sarah hurried to scoop our baby up, "Don't worry, honey. It's just Little C. Him and Daddy gotta talk...you can help Momma make coffee, ok?" She moved down and toward the kitchen hurriedly.
"What makes you think they're comin' here, C?", finally a chance to get to the bottom of this. "We both overheard two of 'em talkin'. The one was sayin' how there was somethin' strange on a x-ray they got back, when the other raised a hand an' shushed him. They looked at us kinda weird...it was downright spooky-like, ya know? We could just tell is all. We could just..." *ring-riiiiiing....ring-riiiiiing*
Sarah always was quick to get the phone, this time was no exception. There was a brief pause, the receiver to her ear as her face 'shifted' into that "somethin' ain't right" look..."It's Cale now.", she said as she reached the phone toward me. I involuntarily bit my lip, it hurt too and I suddenly realized I was beginnin' to feel a little bit afraid, like it had become contagious or somethin'.
"Yeah, Cay, what's goin' on there?...Uh huh...I'll say!...ok...Really?! What a relief! Yeah, I'll send 'im on. Hey, it's good to hear..." *click* My 'good buddy' still wasn't feelin' the need to chew the fat with me, I guess. At least he was still willin' to watch my back. That meant a lot and would have to be enough for now. There's somethin' to be said for time...and healing, far as I know, I've got plenty, if the wait don't kill me that is.
"Well?", Sarah asked impatiently, "What is all this fuss about?" "Oh, Cale and C here heard some talk from soldiers, thought it was about me and it spooked 'em. Uniforms left, headed towards the east so it wasn't our place they were headed to after all. Your uncle said 'the coast is clear, ooooo', you can come on back now, ahhhhh", my Bela Lugosi needed work, lot o' work but, it served to ease the tension some. "Frankie", C started shyly, "You know Cale is on yer side right? He just needs to...do some figurin' or somethin'. He'll come around, you'll see." "I know, son. We're all shaken up, gettin' used to some new ways of lookin' at things. Before long we'll all be back shootin' the old 8's and laughin' our butts off. I know that sure as I'm standin' here." "Ok, then...if ya need us, ya got the number still!" Court was growin' up on us, droppin' wisdom all over me like that. I watched as he hopped into his truck, turned to go in for some of the coffee I could smell comin' from the kitchen...when I heard it.
Damn! It wasn't starting up, clicks and bees were all I could make out. He pumped at it and tried again. Clicks and bees, adding a tiny tommy gun to the tune now. "Hey, Frankie!...Could you help me out and give the key a turn while I fiddle with some stuff under the hood?" I sighed softly as I crossed the short distance and slid onto the seat. Little C lifted the hood and leaned into that greasy old mess of an engine. I expected him to call out so I reached for the key. To my shock and utter amazement, a thin, wiry and wigglin' spark lept between my fingers and the ignition. Startled, I jerked, pullin' my hand away.
"Alright, try it for me!", I could barely hear him . My pulse was already beginnin' to race. The hood raised between us and the blood poundin' in my ears muffled his voice, pushin' it into the background. I suddenly felt as though I was...'outside', truly beside myself in a very raw sense...a slow-motion smeared the world into a blur for what seemed a long time, "Hit it, Frankie!" Louder this time, he pierced the strange miasma surroundin' me. Again, I grabbed for the key.
The engine roared to life as C shouted back, "Yeah, that's my girl!" Slammin' the hood into place, he sauntered proudly around as I slid from behind the wheel. He'd said somethin' else as he backed out of the drive wavin' but, I didn't catch a word of it. I was busy wonderin' what would be said...dreadin' what my friends would think, when C told them what he was sure to discover. That I'd never turned that key. I never turned it.
(to be continued in Part 3)
•This is an original work of fiction and labor of love written by me, Terry G. Nunley.
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queer and feelin longing emotions and thinkin bout shortcake and the harleyyyhhh: when she first sees you shes like 👁👄👁 speechless, How could you possibly get hotter??? ure driving into frankie's driveway because you all are carpooling to meet the guys for a night out. she meets u in a daze at the end of the drive while youre taking the keys out of the ignition.
"i didnt know you owned a motercycle" she says, her face growing warm while u kick out the kickstand.
"oh um, yeah! i do!" you say with a nervous chuckle; your heart always races when youre around shortcake, but you've never seen her look at you Quite like this.
"why do i never see you riding it?" she asks, glancing down every so often as you absent mindedly start fidgeting, rubbing ur hands against the seat and the handle bars.
"ummm, i really only ride it when i need to think on some stuff or when i need to calm down," you explain. "its also really impractical for days i have a certain way i want my hair to look" u chuckle as u unclick the buckle to your helmet and hope, as youre taking it off, that your helmet hair isnt unseemly today.
"is everything okay? have you been on edge lately?" she asks, her brow furrowed. you smile at her but it doesnt quite meet your eyes.
"a little, but i'm working through it" you respond, you grasp the handle bars a little harder, u hadnt meant to let That slip.
shortcake seems unsure but after a moment she reaches out to gently lay her hand atop yours and u loosen ur grasp. "is there anything i can do to help?" she asks softly, kindly. you feel so Seen, so Loved; shes only touching your hand but you can feel the warmth of it through your entire body. "i'll uhhhh i'll let you know?" you leave it open ended, because you dont Think its possible for her to help you with your growing feelings....But you Never Know. the answer seems to appease her, for now at least.
youre together in this moment quietly, contently, a single innocent touch and your gaze at one another are all that connects one another to the present. you hear the front door of the house open and shut, you both suddenly move your hands away; the self depricating thoughts, quickening heart rates, and warm faces are all that you share now.
"hey, nice to see you bringin the ol girl out for a change" frankie says while walking towards the two of you. he raises an eyebrow at you, "you good?"
you nod, "i will be." he nods back, knowing. that sometimes you arent ready to talk about what thoughts ail you.
"oh hey your hair is a little..." he starts, moving his hand up to you head before stopping, "can i uhhh-" "oh yeah sure, thanks" you say, quickly. as frankie messes with your hair, you feel your stomach do flips and shortcake admires how sweet you look together.
he steps back admiring you- his amazing skills as a hair stylist, "better than ever" he says with a grin.
"oh wait hold on, you missed something can i just real quick" shortcake says, searching for consent. you nod you head at her and now she hands taking back stray pieces or smoothing out others. you shiver slightly as she tucks your hair behind your ear? you arent sure she actually moved anything that time. frankie is watching the two of you intently; he loves the careful way she tends to you and the way your eyes flutter shut every so often.
she moves back, and says "there, now we're good" with a soft smile. frankie smiles at her and gives her a quick peck on the cheek, "i love your attention to detail," he says, adoration in his eyes as she giggles.
"thanks," you whisper. you dont want to ruin this moment with your feelings butting in; they are so happy together, you wish so desperately you could make Them that happy.
frankie pats his pockets until he finds and fishes out his keys, "i'll go start the car, you can set your helmet inside the garage if you want?" he offers. "that'd be great thank you," you say, unstraddling the bike and the couple, unbeknownst to the other, watch a tad too intently as you do.
shortcale shakes herself out of slightly inappropriate gaze and decided to walk you up to a garage, "i've never ridden a motercycle before, it seems like fun" she says, just to fill the silence.
you're quiet, comtemplating for a moment. "would you like to?"
she laughs out a breath "oh i would love too. its a shame you dont have a second helmet, we could ride together"
you glance at her and grin a little before turning around to call out, "hey frankie? you still got that helmet i leant u?"
(idk why im writing i Got homework to do and like i keep thinking tumblr is gonna cut me off with a word count or a character limit but No they just let me Keep Going for like AN HOUR, anyways 👄👁👄
Anon I offer you my hand in marriage the dowry is easy: just keep sending me asks (also go do your homework babes!!)
I absolutely LOVE THIS AAAAA
Also the thought of shortcake going for a ride with you hhh. Her arms are tight around your waist and the engine is rumbling in her ears as shes pressed against your back, it makes you grip the handlebars tighter and at a stoplight you have to take a deep breath to calm yourself. She's never ridden a motorcycle before but in the moment, cruising down the road with her arms around you, she feels safe and secure and wants it to last forever.
Frankie walks outside just as you pull up the driveway.
"How was it?"
Shortcake tugs the helmet off with a giggle and he takes in her wild hair. "So much fun! I never knew it'd be so relaxing."
She never knew how nice it felt to have you in her arms.
Frankie ignores the way his heart hammers wildly in his chest by seeing the way shortcake, his girlfriend, stares as you lean on the handlebars of your bike. He sees her flushed face and hears the hitch in her breathe when she looks at you.
He tells himself it's from the weather. It has to be. Theres no way she feels the same way for you as he does. That's just his own mind taunting him with a fantasy.
That's just him being selfish.
"I should probably head out." Your voice breaks them both out of their own head. Both members of the couple you dreamed of each night wearing a face like a kicked puppy.
"Are you sure? You can stay for dinner if you want-"
"We can order takeout and-"
You hold your hands up in an apologetic gesture. "As fun as its be to watch you guys argue over pizza toppings again, I'll have to pass. I've got an early shift tomorrow. I should get home before it's late so I can get some sleep."
The hand that frankie held on his girlfriend's waist tightened as you backed out of the driveway and into the street with a final wave.
He knew you didn't work tomorrow
"Is she gonna be alright?" Shortcake's voice was tiny, barely heard over the roar of your engine as you drove off.
Frankie knew you were going to spend the whole night driving without a destination.
"Yeah." He pressed a comforting kiss to her temple. "She's alright, just needs to clear her head. We all get like that."
He knew at somepoint in the night you'd stop at that one 24-hour dinner you loved, he would probably stay up and meet you there. If you didnt want to talk about what was bothering you that'd be fine. He would simply order himself a burger as the two of you spoke about whatever nonsense came to mind at 3am before leaving, usually with you following him home and crashing on his couch.
You hadn't done that in a long time. He wonders why.
"I worry about her."
Ah. Right. That's why.
Shortcake leaned her head on his shoulder and he felt a steady thrum in his chest.
"Me too."
Maube he would take her with him tonight. She'd like the fries.
#ask#asks#babe ur KILLING ME WKTH THESE I LOVE THEM#anyways i wejt slightly angsty with it but i cannot compare to your skill#also i hipe you get that homework done so you can relax!!!#you deserve to chill!!#shortcake tag
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Born to Love you: Spell bound (1/?)
Leo & Alicia, what really happened....
This is from the CGW(Cordonians gone wild)universe. A collaborative effort by @ao719 @speedyoperarascalparty @cocomaxley @riseandshinelittleblossom and myself.
If you have not yet read the original when Leo met Alicia, you should do so. References will be made from that, and events will coincide with it. You can do so HERE
Santorini
Leo opened his eyes and looked around the unfamiliar room. The sound of ringing coming from across the room. He jumped up digging through his pants. “Hello? Liam is that you?”
“Yes its me, where the hell are you?”
“I'm not really sure at the moment?” He held the phone between his face and shoulder, tugging his jeans on.
“What do you mean you don't know where you are? I thought you were in Santorini.” Liam sighed, Leo could picture him pinching the bridge of his nose, which made him chuckle at the thought. “I am, I just don't know exactly where or who's house i'm at, right now.”
“Jesus Leo. Look, i'll be there April 9th to come get you. That gives you a month to get your shit on order.” Leo looked at the phone confused. “for what? Ooooh, the wedding, right. How long you need me for again?”
“yes the wedding. Your the best man Leo. Look if you don't want to do it, I can always ask-”
“NO! I told you, I want to do it Liam. I'll be ready.” Leo heard shuffling outside the door. “Hey, I gotta go Li, I'll talk to you later. And i'll be ready for the wedding, don't worry.” Leo hung up the phone, he slipped his shoes on and pulled his shirt over his head.
“oooo a wedding, I love weddings. I could be your date.” The woman spoke as she walked in the room. “yeah, you're not going.” Leo snorted as he grabbed his leather jacket. “Where are you going?” she asked. “This had been great and all monica, but it's time for me to move on.”
“But my names Beth.”
“Monica, beth, susan… all the same.” He shrugged and walked out of the room, Beth following him out. “But I thought we had something special, that maybe we would end up together.” Leo spun around, one hand on the door knob “Look. Beth. Its Beth right? I don't do relationships. Never have never will.”
“But what if the right girl came along, what if i'm her and you just walked out on true love.” she pouted.
“I have been around, trust me if she's out there, I haven't met her yet.” He opened the door and left.
Bronx, New York
“Hey Nitah, How's the wedding planning coming along?” Alicia walked down the dimly lit street, she had just closed up the bakery for the night and was headed home with dinner and desert for Mark.
“It’s going! It’s so hectic! I can’t wait for you to get here!”
"I know, I can't wait either. I need a vacation, like stat! Seriously like now would be great."
“I need a vacation too, from all of this planning. Do you have any idea what goes into a royal wedding?” Anitah dropped her voice to a whisper, “some of this shit is so ridiculous.”
"No, but I will find out whenever I get there." She giggled.
“Speaking of when you get here, I’m going to be coming to get you on the 7th.”
"The 7th? The wedding isn't until June, so i'll be staying for 2 months?"
“Please! I need you here,” Anitah whined.
"Um Fuck YES! Absolutely! I will be there. I will need to take care of some stuff for the bakery but, it's not a problem. Oooh I can't wait." Alicia couldnt help but grin.
“I’m so excited!” Anitah squealed. “I already told Liam you were coming. He’s very thankful,” she laughed. “Um...are you bringing the dick head with you?”
"I will have to ask, you know he doesn't want me to go without him. But, I could use a vacation from him too.”
“Well I purposely sent your invite without a plus 1 option,” Anitah snorted.
"You're such a dick. Hey, I just got to Marks apartment, im gonna get off here. But Anitah, Thank you. Love you. "
“Love you too!”
Alicia ended the call, pulling out her key to marks apartment she walked inside and flicked on the lights. “What the fuck?” she screamed dropping the bags on the floor.
“Alicia, shit. This isn't what it looks like.” mark put a throw pillow over himself.
“Then what the fuck is it Mark? Because it looks alot like you fucking someone else. And fucking Tessa? Seriously dude, you're supposed to upgrade, not fuck clown school rejects.”
“Hey! You can't talk to me like that.” Tessa yelled.
“Shut the fuck up Tessa before I punch the dicks off your brows.”
“Alicia. I'm sorry I don't know how this happened. I thought you weren't getting off until 10.”
“Yeah well got off early. I brought you dinner.” she opened the container of ziti and tossed it all over tessa.
“What the fuck Alicia. You're crazy.” Mark screamed.
“Oh you haven't seen crazy. Here enjoy desert.” She smashed the whole cake in his face. She cocked her arm back and extended it. Fist connecting with his face.
“Fuck, I think you broke my nose.” Mark held his face.
“oh. And you have a little dick. Enjoy it tessa. Were through.” She slammed the door and took off for home.
Cordonia....
Liam walked in from the veranda as Anitah ended her call. “So Leos in.”
“Alicia too.” Liam sat down giving her a kiss.
“you think they'll get along?” Anitah asked as she leaned into him. “well, Leo's a sexed crazed playboy, who cant stay put in one place for long. Is Alicia anything like that?” Liam chuckled.
“Definitely not. She's been with her current thing for about 2 years now.” Anitah putting extra emphasis on the word thing. Liam chuckled. “it'll be fine love, don't worry.”
One month later…
“Seriously Alicia, you've been sleeping for days, let's get a move on.” Anitah sighed sitting on the bed. “i'm done in the shower, just let me grab my bra and shit.” Alicia yelled as she ran out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel. Anita's phone rang, facetime from Liam.
“Hey you. I thought you had meetings today?”
“we wrapped it up early. Im at Leo's hotel room, or dump, which every you want to call it.” Liam scrunched his face. “Haha.” Leo shouted from the background.
“So what I was calling you for, was to let you know I'm coming home today. Well, that is if Leo ever gets his shit together.”
“Really? Yay! I'm so excited. Don't get me started about not being ready. Were supposed to go shopping if ALICIA STOPS RUNNING AROUND IN A TOWEL.” she turned behind her yelling. “im working on it, shit.” Alicia called out.
“Who's running around in a towel?” Leo rushed to Liams side.
“Anita's friend is getting ready, they are going shopping. Will you get away.” Liam slapped Leos hands “Just, let me see, I want to say Hi.”
Leo wrestled with Liam trying to get the phone, he put him in a headlock, grabbing the phone and running to the other side of the room. “Heeey, there's my favorite soon to be sister.” Leo said out of breath.
“Ah hey Leo, um is everything ok? Where's Liam?”
“Oh yeah everything's great. Liam's um, over there. So your friend-” Liam darted across the room tackling Leo to the ground.
“Liam!” Anitah shouted
“I'm trying here.” He called out as they scrambled for the phone.
“What the fuck is going on?” Alicia pulled a pair of jeans on looking at Anitah.
“oh, Liam and his brother are fighting over the phone. That's all.”
Liam grabs the phone. “Sorry, i'm pretty much dealing with a horny teenager.” Liam chuckled as Leo snatches the phone. “So as I was saying before.” Alicia stood next to Anitah. They couldn't see her face, just her front half.
“Ooh they sound like fun, Hi Liam's brother.”
Leo stood there stunned
“Shirt. Shirt!” Anitah hollered.
“Oh fuck.” Alicia ran off grabbing her shirt, pulling it on.
Finally Liam tackled Leo to the ground, knocking the phone out of his hand and through the open window.
“You broke my phone Leo.” Liam snapped.
“No, you broke your phone when you tackled me. That's on you.” liam rolled his eyes.
“So, you've seen this friend? What's she look like, she had nice tits.” Leo smirked as he continued putting clothes in the suitcase.
Liam pinched the bridge of his nose. “For fucks sakes Leo, NO. You're forbidden.”
Bastien entered the room, sir Anitah is on the phone. Liam gave Leo a pointed look, leo stood there and smirked. “Hello?”
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A couple hours later Leo kicked his feet up on the coffee table in Liam and Anita's quarters. “So, what's on the agenda for the lead up to the engagement? Since you guys aren't doing a tour that is?”
“well a few dinners, balls, galas, charity events. A garden party or two.” Liam folded his hands on his lap, an amused grin in his face as he watched his brothers face fall. “ugh Liam, this is the shit I ran away from, can we do something fun?” Leo groaned.
“Well, Anitah is planning a bachelorette party, we may be able to fit a few trips in before the wedding.”
“Alright, now we're talking.” Leo perked up rubbing his hands together. Bastien entered the room “Sir, we got a call. Anitah is at the bar, the guard assigned to ger can't get her to leave.” Leo snorted, Liam gave him a pointed look.
They walked into the bar immediately finding Anitah. Leo noticing the woman sitting with her. It was like time slowed, he felt immediately drawn to her. “Who's that sitting with Anitah?”
“Thats Alicia her bestfriend…” thats all Leo heard, he blocked Liam out almost instantly as they walked over to where the women were.
Alicia turned, her eyes locking with the brightest set of blues she had ever seen. She mumbled some stupidity she instantly regretted. God, He was sexy. His lips, his eyes, that cocky grin that sent a tingle through her body. There was something about him, a feeling she couldn't shake. Nothing bad, all good.
Leos breath caught in his throat, she was beautiful from a distance but up close, she was breathtaking. The way her long brown hair flowed over her shoulder, those deep chocolate eyes that he could see himself getting lost in. Her full lips and that Gorgeous smile that met her eyes. She said he was hot, god he wanted to tell her she was hot to but the sight of her rendered her momentarily speechless, a feat no woman had ever accomplished.
He took her hand placing a soft kiss on it. Both of them feeling a jolt pass through them as their eyes locked.
“I'm Leo.”
“I'm Alicia. Nice to meet you, Leo.” ........
I was a wild child between lost and found. Then you spoke my name, it was a sweet sound. - Lanco
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🚨🚨🚨 new ask game alert 🚨🚨🚨
: drop your favorite lyric from each fitf song and let us see if you have taste or not!
i was tagged by emmy @faithinlouisfuture 🌟 ty beloved mwa
The Greatest
I said you know me / Alone, we're only / Just as good as the rest / Together, we're the greatest
Written All Over Your Face
Hey babe / It's written all over your face, say it / A hurricane behind the door / So when you find out what we're fighting for / I'll be ready to talk
both verses are so so good 🫦
Bigger Than Me
So come on, call me liar / Yeah, you're so quick to judge / 'Cause, yeah, I might have changed / But everybody does
Lucky Again
I'm a hard man to find / But you figured it out and I love you for that / Look back on a time / I was lucky once, I could be lucky again
everything tbh 😔😔😔😔😔😔😔
Face the Music
Close your eyes and count to ten / If you're standin' on the edge of fallin' / Open up and looking down / Everything that matters is forgotten
this tweet destroyed me actually
Chicago
They say, "Bitter ends turn sweet in time" / Is that true of yours and mine?
All This Time
But the friends we make, the love it takes / It's worth, it's worth, it's worth the pain / The friends we make, the love it takes / It's worth, it's worth, it's worth it all this time
EVERYTHING....... everything 🥹 absolutely love this song
Out Of My System
I've lived a lot of my life already / But I gotta get through the rest
Headline
Sometimes, I wake up and I hear you through the silence / You let your pride hide all your beauty and your kindness / So fast to judge in error, you thought you knew me better / So quick to kill forever
the chorus too i'm addicted
Saturdays
Through my cigarette / A shadow of you sticks me to the carpet / Try to ignore it / Somethin' about the way / The light catches the mirror in my brain / It gives me shade
the bridge too ✊️😔
Silver Tongues
You said love was a pretty lie / And I choked when your smoke got in my eye / Bad logic and empty cans / I know nobody understands / Me like you do
She Is Beauty We Are World Class
Are we one or are we two? / Are we me or are we you?
don't ask me why idk either...., critics will bash her but idc it's a vibe
Common People
Common people / Not who you know / Just how far you're willing to go
Angels Fly
Look at the horizon / Does it make you feel small? / Put the pain behind you now / You don't need it anymore
i love every lyric btw
Holding On To Heartache
You know the party's over / When you're standin' in an empty space alone / And time can always heal you / If you let it make its way into your bones / Nothing's ever easy / To be honest, I'm not easy on myself / The second that I see you / The space between us just comes floodin' back
everything..... again!!😣 !! best-written song in the album (my opinion). i love every lyric frfr istg 😔😔😔
That's The Way Love Goes
When it cuts you, when you bleed, that's when you're feelin' it the most / That's the way, that's the way love goes
Paradise
Lately, lately it’s been so easy / To see my life completed / Instead of halfway full
So I’m not gonna spend / Another night of dreaming / Of what could’ve been
two for paradise bc im greedy 😔
not tagging anyone but if you see this and want to do it, please do!!
#so do i have taste 🤣🤣#louis has really grown a lot in songwriting#im reminded of his older songs like help all along secret heart etc and the difference is astounding. like the leap is huuuge#granted that was before walls.... walls lyrics i feel are really good!! some still hold up (otb‚ fearless‚ walls)#but they're more direct and theres a certain tenderness to that#fitf deals with more introspection and more abstract concepts#the lyrics go... deeper..... (cringe) yeah it's true!!!!#like you can tell he did a lot of self reflection during the lockdown#walls was mature but fitf was. mature-r 😭#i should be banned from making thinkpieces i sound stupid but 💕#i just really love fitf... i know he’s going to surprise us with ever record he puts out and i wanna be here to witness all that#every*#anyw for copy: there's no use crying over spilt blood / caring only kills love / a kiss won't bring it back#tagged#tag game
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Billie & Indie
Billie: Indie! Pabs made frango a passarinho, you want in? Billie: also he said he saw you out at that boy in his year's party on Saturday Billie: you must not have seen him Billie: I got lunchtime detention for all the notes I was trying is pass you in Maths! Billie: Too busy 💤 or doodling, that is the question Indie: spitting dem bars all the way to my 💘 but nah itd be a mad treck from where i @ Indie: lo must have it twisted cos i aint rolling w dem younger rudeboys at no gatherings Indie: my bad tho Indie: too sleepy innit Indie: olders got partys for me to hit up standard Billie: where are you laying your head these days my dear? Billie: aside from your desk, naturally 😋 Indie: 😂😂 Indie: getting the zzzs i need there like Indie: wen im in im out for the count Billie: but what about all the times you're not in 🤔 Indie: in endz Indie: rollin w my boyz or my BOY you know Indie: its chill Billie: what does rolling entail exactly Billie: i'm unfamiliar Indie: 😂😂😂 Indie: rolling up 🚬 standard but can be any thing Indie: hangin, chillin reh teh teh Indie: it be what it be, bills Indie: 🚀🚀🚀 tho Billie: I still feel like those are all just different words for the same thing Billie: which still eludes me but I'm glad you're having fun! Billie: We miss you though, don't you have any time to spare, pleaaaaaaaaaaaase Indie: what you need im here rn Indie: hit me w it Billie: I don't need anything, just want your company silly Indie: you got it Indie: we chatting Billie: Yes, of course Billie: but in person too, yes? Billie: It's not the same without you Indie: what you trying to see my face for? Indie: its still this Indie: [sends selfie] Billie: 😂 Billie: [sends back suitably silly selfie of own] Indie: living for it baby Indie: you looking 🔥 Billie: Thank you Billie: Now I got all the pink out Billie: surprisingly stubborn stuff Indie: mine got dashed mad fast Indie: must be dem curls holdin Billie: Yeah and mine isn't even as textured as some of the others Billie: thank god Ri didn't do it too Indie: she aint as extra as how we is Indie: blessed that i aint blood of ya cos my mans werent feelin the look Indie: hed be proper vexed if it stayed Billie: os homens não sabem nada Indie: this boy got plenty knowledge trust 😏 Billie: NADA 👏 Indie: you reping sound like the other mckenna rn Indie: something you wanna chat ? Billie: I don't need to come out, no Billie: but I appreciate the offer of a listening ear and open mind Indie: safe Indie: you down to mix me up 💘 potion? Indie: thatd be valued by me Billie: Why do you need it? I thought we were in love? Billie: Not you and me 😂 Indie: 😂 Indie: steady bills Indie: not trying to come for your sister & mckennas ⛈ Indie: let em have a min baby Billie: I don't think anyone is enjoying the rain Billie: we're safe to move on Indie: innit tho Indie: hold it for me @ school & ill come thru yeah? Billie: Of course Billie: but what exactly do you want to happen? it changes what I have to do Indie: gotta keep him 😍😍😍😍😍😍 Indie: that mood Billie: That should be fine Billie: I can't force or influence freewill and fate, obviously but I can certainly help along what is there, that shouldn't be a problem Indie: what it gonna taste? Indie: not tryna make him 😵 Indie: not more than he like standard least 😂 Billie: It's okay, more than likely we'll get you to drink it Billie: then you can attract the love, if you see what I mean Indie: how it not gon attract some next man tho? Billie: with great power, Indigo Billie: you know how to control your allure, I trust 😂 Indie: mayb we swerve it Indie: not tryna get dashed for this like 💔 Billie: Well that shouldn't happen Billie: it's not viagra Indie: 😂😂 Billie: You seem worried Indie: nah Indie: all good Billie: Are you sure? Billie: I've got lots of things for anxiety and stress Indie: what i got to b flat roofin over? Indie: keep your stash Billie: you tell me Indie: nah im jam Indie: nothing to chat on Billie: Good Indie: how you b? Billie: Well, on reflection Billie: I'm okay most of the time but in general I'm quite sad Indie: 💔💔💔 Indie: you got no spells for it? Billie: I'm trying Billie: everything, every day Billie: but not everything can be sorted with magic Billie: not of that kind, anyway Indie: tru Indie: its a madness Indie: i feel it Billie: I know Billie: We've got to stick together Indie: ri aint here tho Indie: not how it can be Billie: Indie Indie: ? Billie: I think Edie has gone too Billie: lots of her stuff is gone Indie: she gon come back thru Indie: thats just how she rolls Indie: dont get it twisted & get 😢 Billie: I know but she usually only takes a bag Billie: if anything Indie: how you kno she not she not shoting her garms for the cash? Indie: gotta do what you gotta do innit Billie: Maybe you're right Indie: if you still got no peace after hot min come @ ri w it Indie: thats how she do making shit hectic again Indie: idk Indie: ma vibes like Billie: Like you said, she's not here either Billie: soon none of us will Indie: shes rollin deep w mckenna but she aint out your reach Indie: you in my inbox you can b in hers Billie: Not the same is it Indie: as face2face nah but better than no thing Indie: trust Billie: I guess so Billie: I hope she comes back Billie: it's horrible when we have to tell the police, they basically blame mum and dad Indie: the feds dont kno how to be anything but amp bringin the dred Indie: dont take it hard Billie: it was different the first few times Billie: now she's just a known runaway and they don't even try to help Billie: just get angry about the paperwork and wasted time Indie: they love to get vexed Indie: always on me too cos i got this face & name Billie: Yeah Billie: I thought they were meant to help Indie: nah baby they only bout helping theyselves Indie: sorry you had to get schooled on that like this Indie: been round me all days late cos the madness drew tryna live rn Indie: like i kno where hes @ Billie: I heard Billie: I always used to think it was a good thing when he went to prison Billie: is that bad Indie: nah man Indie: he heading back that kinda way rejoice in it if you wanna Indie: some good gotta come Billie: Selfish really Billie: but it meant you got to stay with us all the time and he wasn't around Billie: he messed with the vibes Billie: everything was bad when he was around Indie: speak your truth bills 😂 Indie: shots fired Billie: I'm sorry Billie: I try not to be hateful towards anyone but Indie: if you feel it you feel it Indie: whats acting like you dont gon do? Billie: I tend to think of it as wasted or at very least misplaced energy Billie: I try to feel sorry for people I don't get good energy from, or just ignore them Indie: i been knew about wasted energy fr 😂 waiting for my 🚀🚀 to hit like Indie: better energy be coming when i come up Billie: Does it work? Indie: yeah Indie: esp this new kick im on Billie: That's good Billie: what are the side effects Indie: depends what you trying to take Indie: dont be channelling the 👻 of my mas fix on your first go out Billie: I'm just working out the pros and cons Billie: doesn't it scare you? because you're mum died Indie: aint no thing that scares me Indie: we all going Indie: & she got me, not trying to let anything do me like how she went Billie: What's that like? Billie: I'm not scared of death but I'm in no great hurry Indie: its good Indie: nothing can touch me Indie: if im livin im livin if i aint i get to be this age forever 👻 Billie: That must be very reassuring Billie: What about good things though, can they touch you? Indie: how you mean? Billie: I mean, they say you have to know bad to know good Billie: so if you don't have that, do you get to have good or is untouchable outside of that Indie: i kno all it but it just dont be affecting me like that Indie: unless how i want it Indie: all good all the time Billie: Interesting Billie: I wish I could try it sometime Indie: i got you Indie: come thru & link me when Billie: Really? Billie: Okay Billie: I thought I might need a dead parent too Indie: is that tryin to be my key? idk Indie: i was reckonin on drews connections being that if there is Indie: 🚀🚀🚀 life Billie: I misunderstood slightly Billie: I thought that was what made you untouchable but in that case Billie: I'd be happy to try Indie: could be connected i cant speak on knowin Indie: i only got 1 dead ma & didnt get to kno her like that Billie: Yes, I would never ask you to share Indie: 😂 im saying i got others who aint Indie: so mayb its not a powerful thing Billie: we'll have to see Indie: not that i got em rn if you tryna test Billie: mothers or drugs? Billie: i'm lost Indie: mas Indie: you kno i always got the other Billie: Why not? Indie: we gone from each other Indie: like you said everyone is Billie: you just have to come round Billie: you know Indie: where? Billie: home Indie: but where that tryin to be now? Billie: Wherever your family is Indie: & who are they now? Billie: Whoever you choose Billie: us included, I hope Indie: nah Indie: it dont get to be however i want Billie: Why not? Indie: idk its not the way Indie: everyone tryin to tell me how to choose & aint listenin Billie: I'm listening Billie: and the universe Billie: What do you want, Indie? Indie: I want it how it was Indie: nah i want him gone and her back Billie: Yeah Billie: Me too Billie: I think we all do Billie: I'm thinking on ways to make it so Indie: but even if she comes home it aint gonna be for me just you Indie: we got too much beef Billie: I didn't know Billie: what happened? Indie: she got no love for me rn cos i trying to keep my mans Indie: she dont understand how i feel Billie: I see Billie: Did you tell her? Indie: yeah but she aint trying to kno she just wanna be vexed and tell me how to be Indie: shit gets too heated Billie: She'll calm down Billie: it's nothing to lose a sister over is it Indie: tell her Indie: she aint spoke to me since i got my ink Indie: she said she aint here for me its done Billie: I know she didn't mean that Billie: do you actually want me to talk to her for you? I can Indie: what you think you gonna say? Indie: she aint gonna be about me unless i dash him Billie: You're more important to her than that Billie: I'll just tell her you want to talk Indie: i cant Indie: i aint got no energy to be fighting w her Indie: hes here & she aint that decides it Billie: Okay Billie: It's up to you Indie: nah Indie: no things up to me they are how they are Billie: If you don't try to change them, yeah Billie: not saying you have to Indie: girl i aint got power like that i aint you Billie: If I had any more than you she'd be back already Billie: but you have to try, right? Billie: Passivity is still a choice Indie: it hurts Billie: I know Billie: but it doesn't feel Billie: good, lack of a better word Billie: accepting how it is either, does it? Indie: nah but its easier to act than trying & getting owned for it Indie: you feel me? Indie: if you gotta let stuff in where you gonna stop Billie: Hmm Billie: Good question Billie: When the stuff is more bad than it is good Indie: how you measuring Indie: shits such a heavy mix Billie: That's the trick, isn't it Billie: Depends how much bad you're willing to take Billie: they aren't equal, bad deeds weigh much heavier Billie: there'd need to be a lot more good to counteract them Indie: hear this, if a boy makes me feel everything that's bad and its good Indie: he hurts me and he wants me Indie: is it equal or nah? Billie: I can't tell you what you can deal with, only what I think you should Billie: and it doesn't sound equal to me Indie: but maybe close as imma get Indie: w how lads be Indie: they want what they want and how they want it & if he wants me then thats good Billie: What's good about it? Indie: feelin the love Indie: like who we tryna measure him against? mckenna? your da? idk thats a madness Indie: they grown Billie: I don't think all boys are like that Billie: or men Billie: there's an inbetween Indie: is it tho Billie: 'course Billie: we're not like lots of girls at school but we're not grown either Indie: idk maybe ive got things twisted Indie: or maybe i cant hit you w the real words Billie: That's alright, you don't need to Billie: get it right for yourself though, that's important, even if it takes a while Indie: what if rio been right & she hates me Billie: She doesn't hate you, for one Billie: and she's not going to hit you with an 'I told you so' Billie: give her a chance Indie: i gotta hit her up Indie: imma do it Billie: Well done Billie: I'm so sure it'll be worth it Indie: youre sick Indie: 💖💖💖 Billie: ❤️ 🧡 💛 💚 💙 💜 🖤 Indie: real 👑 moves Indie: im not about to forget it Indie: 🚀🚀🚀 or nah Billie: 'Course not 😊 just try to see my notes next time 😂 Indie: innit tho Indie: come find me when he aint around Billie: 👍 Will do
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#im not asking how we're feeling we all know how we feelin#arcane#jayvik#viktor#jayce talis#my art#fanart#sketch#EUGH i still haven't watched the last ep because im SCARED even tho i know like exactly what happens. wegh
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Rio & Indie
Rio: How did you even? Rio: Soz Bills but this is next level sorcery! Indie: nah man it werent no militant thing Indie: when your ride that crutterz whatever i did was gonna make it less clappin' innit Indie: plus your boy mad distracting 👌 i been knew Rio: Too real 😂 could hear me coming, like Rio: giving the boy racers a run for their money and I ain't even tryna hang, lads 😬😷 Rio: Idk how yous even managed it seriously but 👏 Indie: could here you cumming too bitch i knew i had time 😏😂 Indie: forreal tho you better not drag without me 👑 of the strip like so gimme them 2s Indie: thank me with that good 🎂 fore the sibs take every slice Rio: Ew shut up 😂 Rio: 'Course, babe Rio: Not racing for pinks now you got my motor so 🔥 tho Rio: Can have Ro's Rio: baby might want some of that taste sensation like but 🤷 Indie: tell yourself and your mans 👌🤐 Indie: yeah your whip is beast now if i do say myself after clocking in dem hours Indie: gotta hit drew with his share of that sugar cos he did help me source Indie: but unlucky younger you ain't getting yours 😂 Rio: PLEASE Rio: I know you ain't been hearing when I been trying so hard Rio: full time occupation keeping it 🤐 legit Rio: I love it Rio: That's good, nothing like bonding under the hood of a car right? Indie: is it? then how am i clued that mckenna aint the strong silent type that he is in the streets 😏 boy got some volume Indie: gurl we need more paper if you want that privacy cos thats how the walls be in this drum Indie: yeah? i love you bitch 💖 Indie: naaaah you kno he aint getting himself dirty like that with no oil or grease Indie: 💰 only Indie: & he took me buying off them travellers and DAMN how some of those lads be 😍 Rio: Imma pretend I didn't hear THAT 'cos I ain't about to share his secrets 😏 Rio: I'll work on it then 😜 Rio: Always gon' love you bitch 🧡 Rio: What a tart 🙄 Rio: Not you though don't be tryna give me grey hairs already gurl 😂 Indie: 😂 Indie: me too cos you the only 1 getting that work done free baby Indie: 💖💖💖 Indie: gotta look good for his fancy piece innit 🏥 Indie: catch me on site tryna get grabbed rn giving you all the alone time w mckenna you be needing Rio: Trust, feeling that special with it 💖👸 Rio: 'Course, not that he's afraid of hard graft or anything, nah 😏 Rio: Hold up on the heart attack you gonna give Ma Rio: 'cos about to both have all that alone time 🛫🏖 Indie: safe 👑 Indie: nah nah 😂 hardest working rudeboy in the 24 Indie: self titled drew innit tho Indie: ma can get in line cos how these boys are got me feelin i could have one of my own 😍😍 mines bout to stop on the words they say & them accents Indie: gotta play hard like my wifey do so i dont get vexed being here in this temp at this time Indie: stuck schoolin & hustlin like 😒 Rio: 😂 Rio: I ain't no snitch so I'll keep it on the dl Rio: but bitch knows her way 'round that site herself so 👀 out for her even if your 💘 is gone like Rio: Poor baby 😟😥 Promise it's your turn next, anywhere you wanna Indie: ✌✌✌ Indie: its chill ill party like its my bday & im legal Indie: cant keep a rudegirl down Indie: gimme the 411 on how mckenna did tho did he come through w your 💍 or nah Rio: Gotta have one on me, like Rio: wouldn't be polite otherwise 😋 Rio: [pics] Rio: Bitch, when I tell you I can't even Indie: 😮😮 bitch WTF Indie: how he out here doing it like that?? Indie: boy stop Indie: but like dont Rio: I know Rio: and you're gonna see where we're going Rio: it's ridiculous Rio: he's ridiculous Indie: 😍😍😍 Indie: and you dont want me on his friends bitch EXCUSE ME Indie: i gotta tap this demo Rio: I thought we was all about the travellers now? Rio: if I can't keep up with you idk how these lads stand a chance 💔😉 Indie: allow it Indie: not trying to get wifey'd by anyone else Indie: & no lad has said yeah to my 💘 yet Indie: hmu all of yous Rio: At the risk of sounding older than the 18 I'm repping now Rio: Enjoy the ride, babe Rio: way more fun Indie: 😂😂 Indie: this boy tho i need him 💰 or nah Rio: Gimme the deets then! Indie: i gotta go back & get em im pure 💘 from first 👀 Rio: You best hmu when you do Rio: just 'cos Imma be in paradise don't mean I'm not still mumsie Indie: if you dont hear then you know i been owned by my 😍 & hes some chief wasteman who just thinks he bad Rio: all been there Rio: and you know, can't be judging whilst you keeping my secret can I? Indie: ma please thats your whole job 😂 it is how my step be doin it like Rio: I'll let her cover it then Rio: be the cool mum we all know i'm destined to be Indie: is it? Indie: can you be cool & tell her to hurry up and drop so the baby girl can vex her stead of me Indie: living so dry rn Rio: You reckon that'll make her any cooler? Rio: Mumming even harder, just you wait babe Indie: 😒😒 Indie: tell her i got loads of mas then Rio: Bless Rio: least we're back on so you don't have to live with her and Drew, like Indie: 🙏🙏 foreal tho shes flatroofin me from afar i cant be running in that house no more Indie: dont leave me woman Rio: Promise Rio: that said, a bitch be packing Indie: not gonna say take me w this time cos i kno what you finna do w that boy Indie: 😏 mad jealous Rio: 🤐 remember Indie: trust Indie: if i go back for that lad tonite is that too hype? its been a minute since i was there but idk Rio: Nah, go for it babe Indie: ✌✌ Indie: garda better keep things jam cos i aint asking drew for a ride there Rio: Not the vibe getting your Da to take you to a dick appointment, like Indie: 😂😂 Indie: hes been in a weird vibe Indie: must be cos the 👶 is due soon Rio: Yeah? Rio: Know he ain't go as hard as mine but hardly new to the game Indie: first time hes done it standard tho Indie: still no excuse to get so high off your own supply tho Indie: idk man Indie: maybes hes having a midlife Indie: maybe shes just driving him how she do me Rio: God knows Rio: ain't your job to stress it tho Rio: leave that to them, like Indie: innit Indie: just dont let mckenna put one in you Indie: its a madness how she flips Rio: Err no chance Rio: I bet Rio: already highly strung bless her, then you throw a load of hormones at her, nah, I'm good Indie: you can rep that how you like babe but aint none of our parents tryna bring us & still we out here vibin Indie: least they wanted this one like Rio: Yeah but I've heard of birth control 🙄 Rio: You think she'll make him marry her? Rio: Get a dress, like Indie: how un 🍀 of you bitch 😂 Indie: yeah shes been after a 💍 since she landed back in his bed Indie: better not try and put me in no dress Rio: 😂 matching with your younger Rio: so cute Indie: allow it Indie: ill 🛑 that shit fore i agree that Rio: 😬 no one needs to see that Indie: or other mckenna snapping the day like she needs the 💰 Indie: wheres the peng one taking you then? Rio: fr fr Rio: Maldives baby Rio: I'll send you all the pics Indie: 😮😮😮😮 Indie: that boy gon kill me & i aint even going Indie: don't send me ALL the pics tho I dont need 👀 for what ive already 👂 Rio: this place gon' kill me Rio: i been some places but damn Rio: behave Rio: gotta pay for that privilege honey 💁 Indie: when you fam & she still tryna charge 😂 Indie: tax a celeb hottie aint that how & where they hang? Rio: You want that new drum babe Rio: 🤞 Indie: hells yeah i want that new yard for a 🐶 Indie: make it happen ma Rio: 💪 here's hoping there's a becks or some shit out here Indie: spoke like mckenna aint dropping that dime on you standard Indie: lookin & actin all 😇 Indie: 💸💸💸 Rio: Think asking for a new gaff is taking the piss though 😉 Indie: IS IT THO 😂 Indie: boy down to move you in if he coulda Rio: I don't think he down to be livin' in the 24 tho 😏 Indie: bitch you know id change postcode if i can party in his Rio: You'd hate it 😂 Indie: nah all dem rich rudeboys wanna slum it for a nite Indie: hmu lads Rio: been there done that Rio: 'less they upped their game Rio: not worth the plane ticket Indie: waste 💔 Rio: truly Rio: keep rinsing their da's, like Indie: if youd let me babe ✌ Rio: bitch, not you ⛔ Indie: jokes Indie: imma link my gypsy prince Rio: 👍 Rio: how many 👙s do I need Indie: how long he ticking you away from me & these ends for? Rio: only a week Rio: should be in school, like Indie: 😂 Indie: at choir practice or some posho shit like Indie: but forreal like you dont wanna repeat gotta keep the looks fresh and the game 🔥 Rio: 😂 can you imagine Rio: lawd Rio: yeah, fuck it, one for every day and a spare it is 😉 Indie: 👑👑 rep that Indie: you kno that boy gon be carrying more clothes than a store Rio: Well, he ain't dodging those extra baggage charges by putting shit in my case, like Indie: 💔 Indie: honeymoon off fore its on Rio: When I can't quit being a bitch 🤷 Rio: awks Indie: you bad & he loves it Rio: hope so Rio: don't need domestics in the airport forreal Rio: don't kill my vibe boy Indie: 😂 Indie: bitch like he could when youre ✈ maldives Rio: Yeah we both gon' put up and shut up for that view Indie: forreal gon be lush Indie: im vexed but stealth bout it Indie: save you that domestic baby Rio: We gon' brawl when I'm back? Rio: Okay, I'll prepare my best dramatics in my downtime Indie: depends how im vibin Indie: got my own plans for this week Rio: Aside from riding a gypsy or? Indie: thats day 1 gurl Indie: keep w me Indie: drew best not be trying to chill & ruin my empty Indie: brawl him no drama Rio: Do my best Rio: and if you change the locks on him, send us a key, like Indie: innit tho Indie: get to steppin man Indie: your drum be lavish use it Rio: When he ever there man Rio: how they found time to make this baby is impressive if not gross Indie: 😂 Indie: no shade but im shook she could Rio: Literally though Rio: could call her a medical miracle, might not clock the shade over the ego boost Indie: good she aint here cos im creased rn Indie: their life is mad jokes Rio: s'alright, she can take a good laugh at mine if she gotta Indie: please your life is bare hectic 💖👑 Indie: dont trip Rio: Doubt the Cambs med student turned super doc is jelly tho 😜 Indie: what she kno? shes drews piece & he still more about you 😂 Rio: Shut up Indie: ✌ Rio: You crazy Indie: he is Indie: for ya Indie: chatting at me about how you grown good Rio: He really is high Indie: you kno Indie: old man relax 😂 Rio: Nasty Rio: gimme my card and cash and begone Indie: gimme your slice of cake too drew cos you aint eating for two Indie: abs are welcome like Rio: 😂 Rio: sometimes i reckon you are Rio: you and ya tapeworm Indie: big love Indie: even if i am marv Rio: 🧡🧡🧡 Indie: keep me knowin & ill give you same back 💖 Rio: 'Course, goes without saying Rio: ✌ out lil one Indie: safe
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