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rosea-tangible · 25 days ago

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lowkey my therapist wants me to eventually try and reach out to and rekindle dead friendships and i don't know what she's cooking with this. will this lead to disaster and more trauma or will this heal me.

#how i understand it these people's version of a good life is leaving everything from before behind #no1 liked being stuck in that school #it's not fair for me to drag someone back into something they wanted to leave behind (and they did so successfully) just bc i'm struggling #also how am i going to do this with an antisocial prick as smn that's v sensitive esp to rejection #im not a little ray of eternal sunshine that excels at taking the initiative even w unwilling parties #i'm like oh ur asking me why i gaf. ur asking me why im doing this well im so sorry for bothering u in ten years im going to mention u in m #privated suicide note thankies #or the ridiculous option of blaming my therapist “um she told me to do it actually it's not like i WANTED to do baka”

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