#im learning so much about the parts of growing up in the 00s against my will thru this show

[jer-artspat]

... the chokehold this look has on people is the funniest shit ever im so forreal ahahah!!! (suspiciously horny grip)

[whensomethingelsecries]

The only flaw in umineko's feminine cast is the lack of butches. The closest one we have is Kyrie and while I love her weird ass she barely counts as butch adjacent.

And while I love Jessica she's just a baby tomboy, maybe she'd have graduated to being butch had she gotten to grow up (or if we got to see more of her) but what we have seen from her her masculinity is very restrained, only shown in moments of rebellion rather than being her default state.

Honestly, even in hogurashi, where we had Mion, a tomboy with a massivd case of eldest daughter syndrome, a character I was very interested in that being explored seeing as I was a tomboy eldest daughter myself (tho I graduated into being a failson but eh, the tomboy childhood has many avenues), but as much as Shion is lovely she ended up taking screen time away from Mion (and im not a fan of reading side content, so if there is a side story that explores this topic I doubt I'd read it, I like it when stuff like this is part of the main story yknow)

What im trying to say is that I feel like the when they cry series underexplores female masculinity (i don't know if there is a propper term for it). A lot of the time I felt that the series treated women acting in a masculine manner as a matter of rebellion rather than what is most comfortable for them, or something they kept up to be taken more seriously by their peers.

That's why I say Kyrie is the closest to being butch, because her masculinity, as meager as it is, is not done as an attempt of rebellion (like Eva learning martial arts) because she has no intrest or respect for the system to rebel against it in such a manner, but rather its her default state.

She wears the pants in her marriage not in a fit to maintain control but because she's Kyrie and she wears the pants in in the marriage, and Rudolph would be a fool to challenge that. Her ability to control a situation is simply incidental to that.

Am I making any sense? Sorry if not.

feels relevant to disclaim all of this by saying i'm not butch myself and don't have a lot of knowledge about the culture & signifiers of masc women generally, particularly not in japan in the 80s or the mid-00s when umineko was written and released. i can really only speak on the characters' relationships to gender roles as written within the scope of umineko and the specific environment they're in. i'm not remotely an authority on this topic & i think there's a lot of interesting angles to discuss this from that would give people very different takeaways. so while this is My read, it's far from definitive and i'm probably wrong about at least some of it

ehhh i understand why kyrie feels instinctively more butch than many other characters - even in terms of appearance, she's the only one to have short hair, but i think her domineering role within the relationship reads less masc and more femme fatale lite to me personally - her desire to be in control of the relationship appear to stem from her intensely jealous tendencies and anxiety about "losing" rudolf again, and a lot of her maintenance of her relationship with rudolf is by consciously being a "good wife" and doing the "womanly" thing in any given situation. it's tongue in cheek that she even says it so openly, but within the relationship it seems like even when she is being the more dominant partner, she's doing so by performing a very "perfect" socially acceptable femininity. and as far as we see, she doesn't seem to have any distaste or disinclination for it

not to say there's nothing there, especially if you were looking to do a deliberately butch reading of kyrie, but aside from being a bit "too smart for a woman" by this family's standards, i don't necessarily think her natural tendencies are especially traditionally masculine

in umineko specifically, you could argue that it would be hard to write a masc woman at all without it coming across like an act of rebellion, since the ushiromiyas are extremely rigid in their ideas about gender. jessica in particular seems very torn between her natural personality and manner of speech being seen as overly casual and masculine - it's a boon in the sense that it seems to make her a lot of friends, and she's said to have a pretty big mixed-gender social circle, but she also has a lot of insecurity over it making her romantically undesirable. the few times we do see jessica get upset about her appearance and way of speaking, it's specifically because she's fretting about them being the reason no one sees her as a viable partner. the way she dresses and presents herself aren't really masculine, but it appears that in terms of personality and social roles, she does come across that way to a lot of people

because jessica is a little underexplored compared to some other characters in general, and because she is currently living in such a controlled environment, i think it's hard to get a read on exactly where she would land in terms of gender presentation if she were free to do whatever she wanted. i think even jessica's not really sure herself? which is interesting. i think there'd be a path for jessica to end up more masc than she is as we see her during umineko, if not for the prison that is the ushiromiya name. and you know getting blown up in 1986

some of this does come from the fact that jessica reminds me a little bit of a butch friend of mine who is currently living in an environment where they can't safely express that - the conflict between the gender performance expected of them and the way they're actually most comfortable talking and looking is something i see in jessica. but i recognize that that's me taking personal experience to the text and it doesn't really change the fact that jessica as presented, esp in terms of design, also isn't gonna read butch or masc to a lot of people

i can't really speak as much to higurashi just because i'm still less than halfway through it, but i do generally agree with what you're saying from what i've seen so far. the way mion talks sometimes it's honestly hard not to read as straight up transmasc - the "this old man" thing, the number of times keiichi says "if mion was a guy, she would [thing mion already does]" it's honestly kinda crazy how overt it feels at times lmao

but then yeah, there ends up being a bit of split screentime between the sonozakis - probably even more than i'm completely aware of, given how many "mion" scenes seem to me like they're probably actually shion lol. i wouldn't be shocked to learn that i've already seen the bulk of mion's characterization surrounding gender, though i'd love to end up being wrong there

all this to say: in general yeah i think it's something wtc could stand to have gone a little more deeply into than it did, but we at least do have a few compelling characters to speculate about in that regard. i'm vaguely aware that ciconia's got some gender in it so it's possible there's something there, but i've yet to read it so i obviously can't speak to that

[pndnj]

Cathartic- Yellow Metal Lyrics

Heres where I am with the lyrics, I referenced @25Goldenn on twitter for some of it that I couldn’t comprehend. 

*music*

0:23

Dark matter, like painted splatters, they fit better, the old saying, the way it goes, better the devil you do then you don’t know. I hit pedals and switch levers, my heart metal, I can't settle, im part trouble, they are not subtle. I fuck good so fuck cuddles, burst bubbles the thrist levels at new heights, i down doubles, and got baked til I felt high, my face puzzled, felt muddled, far strung and your floors woodent, the thought might but the fit wouldn’t. A fortnight

0:46 - 1:00

And I thought right, it’s all bark and no bite, I’m Tony Stark still embarking on a dream, took a bit of time to take darkness from the team. Seen what I saw. Heartless on the sleeve. Tried to burn my wings, so I put them in a piece on my chest , at peace no rest.

1:00-1:15

Flipped this on it’s head. Rip the script up now, flip it don’t pretend, slipping shit again, Fakers all around me, I’ve been living in pretense. Fake friends won’t make amends. There’s no need, these mean comments control the scenes. Attentionseekers, the spine is weakened

1:15-1:24

This family needs, what a family needs, and the planet bleeds, the damaged trees. It’s never leaving til we ascend so fuck the fence, and until they stop killing colour it’s fuck the feds.

1:22 - 1:44

You must be off it, I mean it, you know you ain’t never get with the judging and I used to dread growing my beard too long, never felt I belonged, but it's really long like a minute I ain’t looking to no mans for the limits, They’re feeling timid, I’m telling them who they mimic, why they don't look like a clinic …. Why they don't get no women, Still, we’re just fucking girls, Lost in the wrong world, Jurassic, now to this vermin

1:41-  1: 50

Kicking the game I’m serving, these losers are never learning, my fire is forever burning, adding it to my fuel, seems like I’m always focused on never becoming you, These locals that rob us feeling … was for a reason.

1:52-2:02

I’m seeing my new beginnings, watch out this loser’s winning, and no water is too deep to swim in Like I’m about to see a killing, I’m all the way that and living, flawless and feeling lawless, the prison now to the gimmicks, my vision is set to something,

2:03-:2:20

I’m watching you bitches plummet, no matches here for my cunning, you rappers are feeling done in, switching your genre, running and Running your jaw, stunting, pulling at straws, something  I think you’re a poor effort, deaf and tone deaf and I ain’t treat you separate. Living, I’m in my element, riding it like a … never lose me to fentanyl, scared when I take a benadryl. Keeping it green in general

2:20- 2:46

Think that you remain irrelevant. Look at yourself with reverence, hoping to always elevate. Celibate of these thoughts, killing themselves with sedatives. In comparison to eminem, you’re feeling feminine. Impolitically correct, still dropping on my dick. And I never gave a fuck about what they say abt my shit, I’ve been moving things in my mind like it’s this mountain dew Memories have made me wonder if one day I’m after you. What’s the purpose that you do, is what you're hoping that they learn, i’d like to say i’m done but it’s getting up on my nerves

2:46 -2:55

I’m looking at my life, saying what do I deserve. It’s hard to say I know when I’m walking through the dirt. Talking while you’re nothing I can see for what it’s worth. I’m tired of feeling hurt and I’ve tried enough but nothing works.

2:55-3:40

I’m racking up excuses while I’m slacking off on work. Chit chatting is the usual, talking to this clerk, i beg you don’t include me. I might write it on my shirt so everytime they see me, the oldest know to swerve. SWERVE Life is potent, bits of fucked shit… till they took notice weren’t  no hocus pocus, it was hard work that got me heard so i put in the graph like google maps but the whole earth

… around my door mat, taking over like the drones, rolling dirt up in miles like the water, and exploding like Annas hematoma. Don't need to see a slammer to know that I don't want to go man

I’m a showman. I’m just focused on the drama… like i’ve got my own insurance, show myself the pain, like i boxed it in the frame, if we’re about to talk greatness im great, the way you have to say my name like beyonce

“Say my name”

4:00-4:46

Just a bum with a cigarette, sun coming up, all my thoughts on the internet. Feeling deep, I’m just bored with the silhouette single sec,  get fucked up for the thrill of it . killer streak playing Pacman. Like I came from the Philippines vanilla bean still a thing for the thrill of scene,

Theres a beam, UFO, Leave it well alone  I aint moving, stood still on the peloton, telephone and its always on the dial tone,  it's been a while since i’ve smiled at a milestone, seen a big pile in my mind stone, me against the world on my Jack Jones, Like I’m John Jones, With pictures in the condo, far from John Doe, in the ___, like I'm Johnny Bravo, got pravado, with a small dick sitting in golados, feeling far gone, cuz that last hit was the good shit, was that stay lit

4:48-5:02

You can never take my shit come and get me. On the top floor,  cloud 9, fading, never bailing, felt amazing, inhaling, til my lungs two guns blazing. Overcome all the stunts that I pulled. A suit of just skin and then wool

5:02- 5:17

This life doesn’t give you no armour, a lot of myself can harm ya. I swear on what’s good, that I’m here till they take me. I pray that I’m wrinkled, at least over 80, and start moving like a ruler, ?damaged? Like a computer going fast, bars from the jeweler, bring the songs to the beach in hopes of finding tuna

5:18-5:36

…

5:36- 6:16

Grab a bat, lose my rag. Couple things got me mad, a couple people got me wrong and now I’m changing up the swag. Coming in and stealing it, I might take the whole bag. Feeling undefeated, I’m a beast with a reason, and imma lead the whole pack. Fearless like I’m Caesar, I’m just waiting for a chance to fill it up with diesel, and all I've been achieving is clocking miles in its region, moving like a legion.

Promise that I made to myself an allegiance. Do you still believe I’m a fool for ever leaving, staring at the ceiling, can never put a cap on achieving. I’m just here for the rap, then I’m leaving.

I’ve had about enough of being my own enemy, it’s time I grew up,  a long way from 17. Always went against the grain, struggles in my life. Got some things to say when I stand up on a mike.

6:16-6:32

I ain’t dropping this for fame, I need this time, like therapy, it’s just to keep me sane. The truth is on my medicine, can’t put that on your plate.

Speeding into everything, bout time I fixed the brakes. Don’t say I can’t communicate , you know I conversate with you in several different ways. And I know you know it’s references, looking at your face.

6:33- 6:53

Can’t justify mistakes, like every man that made them, seems I ain't  the one to blame. Lying to myself, only had so much to gain, so now I’m switching up the plate, see if that affects the place, im at on most days

I ain’t going with the usual so they looking at me strange. Confused, I can feel it all,  I’m here to make a change. It’s cold at 3am outside, I’m walking with the dog, thanking god that you don’t talk at all, my mind is switching off

6:54-7:12

Driving down to find myself, cuz I’ve been getting lost, lived this selfless life and found I can give a toss. Lessons that I’ve learned I’ve tried teaching to myself. What I’ve learnt from certain people is that they’re better than myself.

So I surround myself with real ones, and you feel the plastic melt. Like burning toy soldiers that used to go up on the shelf. Recycle the ideas, conveying on the belt

7:14-7:29

.. circus, always hurting the way we felt? Embarrassed that we dreamt of bigger things and letting go of notions till we feel them in cement

Tired of only hoping, we feel broken men. Cuz the gravity is weight and has kept us to the ground, see the only people speaking with favors in their mouths

7:46-7:58

Got killer rhymes… no fillers, like godzilla, eating clouds cuz my smokes thicker, throat licker, my dope sicker, bringing people their hope like im the pope slicker,  i hope you’re getting the point cuz i walk quicker

I thought my city was shit bcs I want bigger like my zipper couldn’t zip up fed up with the…my love is fickle.. Residual age has a primitive face

I see demise for your limited ways, Left it to simmer, simmer away…a fake glimmer in the haze

8:09-8:11

Feeling trapped this industry is a cage

8:34-8:50

Nobody’s speaking the truth, I’m offended by the State. Look at the state of the news, I’ve decided the argument, reciting my views, while they’ve been sat in their chairs, I’m feeling pressure to choose.

Standing here as one man, how can I do half when you’re half the person I am. If it wasn’t in your life, you didn’t choose it. It’s the funny thing about music. It’s the pain and beauty of it.

8:52-9:11

Don’t give a fuck what my suit is, it looks good so I wear it, better than the shoot that People’s wearing, changing the whole narrative for these basics and scarcity

Been facing the racists from back when i were a kiddie .born up in in 93’. been living in Bradford City..kicked me out of the schools, they had a problem with me hitting the kids that would call me p*** still sitting in the classroom chilling, and i'm angry now that I’m older I see they treat us different

9:12-9:25

got me thinking I’m the problem cuz they never dealt with those issues.

20 years later I’m still in the same boat, tryna treat me like my grandpa, say I came up off the boat. Came to tell you what I stand for, man I think you’re shit, a joke. How can I be civil, when they got me by the throat

9:25-9:35

Pushing my feelings down, you ain’t got it like them

‘Boy your skin is so light’, ok motherfucker take my name up on a flight. Try to convince immigration that your bloodline’s half white.

9:35-9:45

I don’t know how that’s acceptable, when life is more susceptible to perception, be the death of them. I’ve been looking at the sky saying where’s that day of reckoning, you had your prophets right when they say that you would speak to them.

9:45-9:55

I need justice in this life and I trust that it’s my fight, cuz when I’m writing it feels right to have them focused on the facts again. Focused on the rap again, hoping for the change, gunna put this on the map again

9:55-10:16

Writing in all caps again, the pain, it goes through me so I write the letter. All the shit that could have brought me but made me better.

I’m at home with a pain in my soul , yeh rap… cuz you know I was too real to contest it, my time was invested. Now I look at the industry, I see it infested, looking like kids who would write on nesquik.

10:17-10:29

My name ain’t on the list unless they label it ethnic.

I ain’t never gave a fuck about these jokers and jesters. Ain’t no answers for these things, so just save us the questions, man allowed of violence, cuz my silence is deafening, your opinion stinks, somebody get him a breath mint.

10:30- 10:42

Start to understand why they think that I’m threatening, I move in certain ways, couldn’t slow me with ketamine Now they all wanna hear me, got a table at letterman. Direction changed, like I changed up the lettering. Don’t believe the age ,bcs I move like a veteran.

10:42 - 10:47

Raised on the benefit for whose benefit, they’ll never learn shit, man, if the shoe fits.

…no words coming out when you open your mouth

And to be honest, it’s insulting, offensive to my wounds that have been salting. Tryna ask me questions that they know I never answer. I’d rather sit online and reply to the fan art

11:00-11:06

Fuck a sports car, coming through when i rapped

tell you what I like, farm life and the tractor

11:06- 11:17

Fake life, 'sup online, suck a fat one. You don’t wanna buy into that, none of that son. Sitting in the garden 98’ in the Datsun,  seen some hot summers but I still remember that sun.

*music*

11:51- 12:34

I make millions off of my pain, cause I know a few millions still living that way

Dealing with the hurt, they should know cause they don’t deserve it, it hit deep cause i hit the nerve. Only way that the sheep learn if the street firm, in my ways I don’t wanna change, everything just stay the same

Who you tryna convince you understand, cant maintain, let the lights dim some,  get the Chow Mein, flex, get the tape, right up at night

Why these men be nice to my face, be nice,  i ain’t tryna be a gangsta ruins my vibe

Rather be low-key and on my phone. Never need the trophy or the show piece

Never show peace in a North Face fleece. Show kids this like i wrote my flip

Cause the sign might fit till the start i’m sick

12:37-13:05

Now you see where I come from, the world don’t. Only achievement in this life is the Jordans. Committing petty crimes out of boredom, we can’t afford them. So I stole it, need a rolex

Go make sense, get yourself a job, It’s a poor man’s game tryna sit and pray to god, he ain’t sorting out your problems, gotta sort them out yourself

Used to tell us fables, now I’m writing them myself, Cause we raw like animals we all just need some help

Cathartic, I’m an artist, trying to put my heart in

Felt double crossed like Leo in Departed

13:05- 13:27

For the knowledge i’m not charging see I got it all free

But my hunger kept me starving like i’m feening for the feed

I just Need a reason to see me bleeding for my creed. Trick you with the words like I keep em up my sleeve. Picking where I fit, I see me sitting with the queen

I ain’t doing it unless you’re used to saying please

Let me flow a bit, before I sting 'em with the bees, They tryna kill us with disease

(Music)

13:34- 14:12

Why does it feel like they had the same notebook and the same four looks

Like the rain won't touch on their face, so sus when they lie don’t trust not a minor

Please no fuss, I just move through the game like must

Something in the way i adjust till i stick, Free falling like the ship, free fall till i bust

Remember 21 brother gave no fucks. Trying to project when they give them looks

In the projects, in the objects us

In my own way, never gave me love, shoulda never started this, broken hearted kid

Dried up the feeling till I stole the lid

Don’t wanna relish in the fame but I can’t resist

14:46-14:58

I like the way we feel, I like the way, I like the way

Ain’t no mistake, i am a being

I ain’t tryna be a leader, been selling out since Jesus

All my rhymes are for the readers, between the lines, like Father time, I fuck Mother Nature

14:58-15:40

That’s what they get, the connotations. Tell 'em I lived a life, and then I lived a life of adjacent? like its…. and played it patient.

Alone on my own spaceship, always tryna find greatness, still defying lines, but I’m fighting in my prime.

Shining light like Kylo while imma kill it all the time. Aging like I’m wine

Asian in my face, but still my race you can’t define. Focused on defiance, imma fight it while it’s life.

Started something sick and on my mind is what’s next, just became a dad so now I’m taking all the cheques. Better know I’m staying and paying like it’s debt. Imma get it done, if it’s taking all my breath, sweat, and down I ain’t messing around til I’m the best

Speaking in full sentences, shoulda thought about a strategy before you went at the stratosphere about this… rings around Saturn, this ain’t a battle, I’m sat, I’m here

15:40-16:22

Catch me doing magic, hired and sounding tragic I think you could use practice and until that you get the blacklist and pull like a … actress? Fooling them like a catfish, schooling like a legend, happy to be the reference, fusing like iridescence, leaving them all guessing, leaking out of my brain like a pipe I aint fixing, shining like a star you can see it from a distance

Aint many of me around p*** I’m just different Certain stages to this level aint here because fame is to the devil fuck a label, imma do this from the ghetto, clean up like Im Dettol

I’m the man to put a bet on, sight smart like a weapon,  this is my kind of setting, i write the world I’m sat in, while these others live on hype, i see them fight in how they type, the fruit is ripe for the taking, i think i might

16:22-16:57

Let me take you away from here, Let me take you away from here, Let me take you away from here

16:58- 17:47

Eccentric things are mentioned like a kid stuck in detention tryna escape im just spitting what is written on the next page, spitting image of my dad in his young days

Born sinner when i’m livid i say fucks sake

Don’t worry i’m too cunning with no plumbing, the waterworks, i sung something that resonates, i thought it first like giving birth to the parrot perch

They see me do it and they know it works

Don’t know what’s worse: the way that you live your life or the way that you write a verse

You’ll be nervous, you don’t deserve it we’ll scratch the surface ill leave a crater, lift the dirt up to find the hurting

Can’t know for certain nothing is guaranteed, tryna be a better person than the world deserves to see cuz i see a lot of sharks still swimming in the sea

Cease and arrest what’s the reason.. And these the kinda kids we bringing up next

Distorted reality, all they needed was family, too hard to face, to see what the damage is

17:47

*i don’t wanna be, i don’t wanna be, a part of this, no, i don’t wanna be, i don’t wanna be, a part of this, *

18:04-18:38

Sometimes they ask the questions too deep to form a sentence, to disform, is this the norm, is this the sentence i feel defenseless i played the setlist, and all my sweat blood and tears, forgot to mention feeling lost, going off into different sections i feel like love wrecked it

If it’s not a drug why am i waiting for the next fix, affected, i cant believe that you left this

I guess I leave for the best wish, moving on like im fine for the lectures

We see it all from spectrums, cuz if we’re falling down we can fall down together

Staircase to heaven, mirror down the middle like 11, resentment on one side it won’t settle

18:38- 19:14

Mind fried but taking sense, they aint got a sense of themselves in the rich ends

Need to spell it out for them.. Made for them so witness

I know you feel afflicted but you always love it with me while im laughing at you, ya think you’re laughing with me

I try to (i love you) but im grown so they don’t fit me, my body thrown from the new to this old city so Im sick of sitting on my own, feeling so shitty, i’ve been on roads where its cold and the snow hitting

Its okay to be yourself, sit and talking to myself

I’ve been walking for the longest, just need a little rest, know i ain’t the strongest, I can feel it in my chest, talking about my feelings and of me, they get the best

19:14-19:59

They aint leaving, seeing breathing in my breath

Till death do us part is just seeded in my heart, like a work of art

Never winning,im just scared

Cant begin from the start, do i play a part in the rhythm of the night

I guess i’m onto something cuz the dark is feeling right

Every cloud got a lining, put my own miles  in, like moralis, figured that they’re jealous, that they could just never tell us to change because the weather never made me question whether or not i’m not that level

Got rid of all the bullshit sitting in my way, most of them are full of shit i see it every day

I do hearing the same things that i do, maybe that shits hitting like haiku

How much do you pay for them to hype you

Recycle your flaws but they aint like new, leaving and conceded and full of diesel like engines that need a cleaning, the ending will be revealing. Even though we ain’t raising the facts, now we been facing.

20:01-20:52

The cactus with spikes, needing spaces. Different faces, the same story. A full body like straight body direct to your system.

Could never tell 'em we missed’ em. Not even with the thoughts, we gift them. Cuz they just take advantage, guess we are caught in a system.

My soul pouring out details of borrowed time, had enough of a fill, this is for sorrow time. I’m seeing visions of Heaven, I seen the severed line, between the gospel they speak and when theyre telling lies.

Remember telling a friend of mine, you’d sent of mine, identified like a 3rd eye. Got a habit of knowing now where the dirt lies. So benign. I ain’t sober after 9, so I fuck their minds. Why you flipping out, see another

Try to rep it from the city, fuck a chiller crew, repping for the nittys, trying to keep us down, raised on the social, don’t want to let us out of the system. Me, I insist we assist them, me alone putting shifts til I lift them

20:53-21:12

I know it’s hard, that’s why I like it, I’m fit to fight it, I’m from the North, I’m backing Tyson, it’s been decided, don’t see no light. They needing guiding, just redefining, realizing, I’m realigning, in full finance, they stay silenced.

Can’t be louder, I’m juiced up with no powder. I fix shit like a slick spanner. Gone green like Bruce Banner. So free Gaza on my banner

21:12-21:51

The real McCoy, I ain’t nothing to toy with, signifying peace like a Japanese Koi Fish. How did this happen, we’re moving backwards in our timeline, killing us with cyanide, Right up for the freedom 'til we transform like Ironhide

This is bout my feelings, the way that I move affects the fate that I’m sealing. Can’t say nothing, with that something being on the page, kept inside the pen like the bars that have been kept caged. See I always had a plan, since I was young, we had nothing man

Now it’s been a few years since I ain’t seen the fam, on foreign lands. Bout to climb Everest in the avalanche. Right into the riddles as soon as you were born. Never asking the question cuz it’s the norm. See I’m in a questionin’ session

21:52-22:03

Like the manner got a method to teaching a lesson, listen to MF Doom, he taught me like Ra’s Al Ghul. Felt like living in Gotham, the people were rotten. Still we play cartoons so it’s never forgotten.

22:03-22:15

Chilling at the top but we came from the bottom. Writing and jottin for them life by, spotting the difference

*Dreams, was growing out of me, sun promising that tomorrow it will rise, time playing games with my mind, I swear it will pass us by

Train goes on the tracks, smoke, I’m tired to hide my thoughts, so blinded in flames, Don’t know where we’re going, I have no way of knowing, only see what’s in my head

Can’t we wait a minute, so we can savour this, It’s on my brain again, these days, It on my brain again these days”

23:10-23:46

They’re hating on Palestine ways, The oh no Palace playing Prince on the Steinway, Sending out mind waves, stop them like crimewaves, Freedom fighter, Yellow Metal is my name

Like vipers, I see the sly ones, the snake that’s called Biden, none of them abiding what they might put in writing

We should be used to it by now, say whatever for the vote and then just choose another route, say they’d never kill another unless that brother’s skin is brown

I’m just telling you the facts, if you can’t take it, the truth naked, to bare bones and my thoughts lately, spitting politics.. Done ain’t it, Shit just gets me vexed, and now I’m sitting that I think of it

23:45-23:59

Feeling on the brink of it, whatever it is, Figure out some shit at least it feels that way

talk about my feelings and I don’t feel so strange, finding solace, that’s a promise, in Metropolis but being honest, can’t write a sonnet, without some pain

24:00-24:40

Can’t fade away, away so we can savour this, been on my brain again these days

Can't find a way to be so you can savour this, been on my brain these days

Singing the song for another, singing a song for another

[starryseo]

youtuber!jisung

time for the best sunshine boiii

han jisung

Chan | Woojin | Minho | Changbin | Hyunjin | JISUNG | Felix | Seungmin | Jeongin

he’s such an all-rounder at such a young age??

god blessed this boi straight up

he also does parkour with changbin & felix 

so sometimes he’s in their vids

but when they’re not filming themselves skateboarding

he’s the camera dude

doesn’t like using the skateboard as much as he likes trying the flips and shit normally

he’s deffo their one-man-hype squad and personal cheerleader

literally made a cheer for them

here are my boys, you can call them changlix

they’re gonna rock this place with their bombass flips

it’s really!!! cringey!!!!! but that’s why he uses it

gotta embarrass his homebois ok

lemme talk about his instagram before his youtube real quick

it’s  a e s t h e t i c  af

like he’ll use the best filters and get the best angles

but he doesn’t do it on purpose???

he literally snaps a pic and it comes out looking so fineee

once you actually click on a pic though

his captions are crazy

usually just gibberish

and he hashtags the most random parts of his day

they usually dont even make sense

but whatever

he’s also always on the hunt for flowercrowns 

his profile pic just alternates between the different ones he has

he’s 1/2 of the flower boy line what can i say

ok onto the yt stuff:

he has so !!! many !!!! prank videos

and they’re hilarious

they’re not like the cliche ones that lots of people post

he tries being creative,,,,

by creative i mean extreme

chan still gets flashbacks man,,,

he’ll actually plan these pranks out for weeks on end

like, he is that devoted to the pranks, it’s admirable but also insane

his first prank he thinks was quite basic compared to his current pranks, but it was this:

he created this video montage of him going to changbin’s house while he was away

and stealing one of his caps (like taking one every week or so)

he did this over 2 months the boy’s got a lot of caps and changbin kept asking all the guys if he had left his cap at their place bc ?? it’s gone ??

the poor boy was so confused rip

for safe-keeping,,, jisung didn’t tell any of the guys about his prank,,,, 

the only people that knew were woojin and changbin’s mums

bc they always let jisung into the houses

evil mums i know but their acting was A* whenever their kids asked them

he hid the caps at the bottom of woojin’s cupboard

knowing woojin would probably never look there/ get smth from there considering jisung could barely bend down to hide the caps there

at one point jisung thought changbin had figured out it was him

so then jisung was like “ay come over to my house to chill” to throw him off his track

like?? why would jisung invite him over if he has the caps??

to make it more believable jisung was like “bro imma go to the store real quick, you can carry on playing, no one else is home”

that would give changbin time to look around and find nothing if he was still suspicious

to test if changbin would actually check, he pulled a Light Yagami

just after he grabbed his wallet from his room

he stuck a lil’ bit of paper in between the door and the door jamb

and he shut the door

so if the door was opened, the paper would fall out

he went to the shops, bought some sweets and drinks for them,,,, y’know took his sweet  [pUNS] time outside to let changbin look around more

he came back, put the snacks on the table and went back in to his room to put his wallet away aaaaaand,,,

lo and behold,,,,,

the paper had fallen onto the floor

the room looked just as he had left it

but he kneeeeeeeew

he left changbin with one final cap lmao

and then he was like okkkk prank over

he took all the caps back and, when changbin wasn’t at home, put them all in really bad hiding places

and then he waited until the next day to upload the whole video onto his youtube channel

he almost got caught one time

but it wasn’t in changbin’s house it was at woojin’s

he had hidden the cap (thankfully) and just as he was leaving woojin came in

and he’s like ??? i didn’t know you were coming over

and he was like oshitwhatdoido

but he quickly lied like “oh i lost one of my earrings so i was looking around the guys’ houses”

woojin was like 🤔🤔 but you haven’t been to my house in a few weeks

and jisung was like oshitoshitHEKNOWS

“oh i know, but i can’t remember when i lost it so i was just making sure”

“ahhh ok” woojinn looked like he believed him so he just got the heck outta there asap

and just as a precaution he went to a few of the other guys’ houses too and pretended to look around

just in case woojin spoke to one of the other guys

he then coincidentally ‘found’ his earring at home lmao

as i said, he’s devoted to making the prank work as best as possible

anywayssss, changbin watched jisung’s prank video as soon as it came out because ??? jisung never said anything about a prank?? how did he, of all people, manage to stay quiet about a prank?

and then,,,,, he realised,,,,,

and boIIIIII was changbin mad

he washed all of his caps bc god knows wHAT jisung might’ve done with them

and then r a n - my homeboi literally sprinted - to jisung’s house and tackled him as soon as he saw him

and jisung was literally choking on his laughter

like changbin is strangling him but he’s still laughing

he also set up cameras in the room, knowing changbin would come sometime soon

added that as a lil’ reaction clip in his next video lmfao

he’s also obviously part of the ‘00 line gamers

and he’s usually the one that starts all the twitch streams and that

he’ll screen record as well and send changbin or chan the stuff to put on their channel

he’s that one guy that literally fucks about during a match but will still get a beautiful k/d ratio & be at least top 3

he’s basically cyanide from zf but instead of a girlfriend he has minho

he also gives a lot of shoutouts on his channel and during his videos

like it can be the most random person like “shoutout to that kid in the park that joined my parkour cheer, you got a lot to learn from me but i like your moves”

has also done small giveaways

stole one of chan’s hoodies & was like thiiiiis close to selling it off to someone but chan managed to get it back just in time

he also does reaction videos to the other guys’ videos just to annoy them ;^)

like he’ll switch between going “oh yeahhh that was an amazing kill binnie(!)” to “WHOA YES DAMN!!! HYUNJIN YOU GOT SKILLZ MA BOIIIIII”

he’s literally everyone’s hype man and he’s always so positive

except when he tried doing a diss track against changbin

started it off all serious and halfway through he just ended up laughing and mocking everyone in the group before giving up

he’s also so !!!! g00d !!!!!! at singing

so sometimes he’ll just be gaming and then he’ll start singing

and it’s going all nice and his voice is being beautiful

and then it comes to a long note and he just goes AAAAAAAAH and starts screaming

1) he just killed such a beautiful song wtf

2) he didn’t mute the mic so everyone’s ears are dead wtf

so now whenever he starts singing everyone just mutes him until at least 5 mins pass

including jeongin lmao this boi aint having none of ur shit jisung

they all come back to hearing “dudes?? felix you there?? hyunjin help meeee!!! WHY ARE NONE OF YOU REPLYING TO ME?!?!?!?1!!?1!?”

and jeongin deadass said “we muted you duh”

and jisung was just like “bruh <\3 even you?”

jeongin: “i muted you as soon as the game began” #SavageMaknaeFTW

jisung’s like “well, at least minho didn’t mute me this whole time right??”

“...”

everyone diED and a couple of minutes later you just hear minho go “oh he’s finally stopped singing? that was quick”

jisung rage quite that day lmfao

so,,,,

although he makes everyone’s lives quite hectic and crazy

he’s always positive

and he’s always there for the guys

he knows when to be serious and when to have fun

and he always lets the guys know that despite the jokes and pranks, he’s got their backs and loves them very much

he’s the most open about saying he loves them the cutie <3333

this series is almost ending it’s like watching a child grow up istg im sad :(((

[yeoldontknow]

All Black Everything (M)

Author’s Note: i have seen the devil and his name is kim jongin. someone get me a fan. this is a continuation of the universe for Did You See? you can read both separately, however the impact is a little stronger at the end if you read the original story first. 

Pairing: Kai x Reader (oc; female)

Genre: smut

Rating: NC-17

Warnings: explicit sex; explicit language

Word Count: 3,881

Nini[10:03 PM]: i can’t stop thinking about the other night…

Y/N[10:05 PM]: which night? lmao i’ve seen you every night this week

Nini[10:08 PM]: don’t be like that, duchess. you know exactly which night i’m talking about.

Y/N[10:09 PM]: no, nini.

Y/N[10:09 PM]: youll have to be specific.

Nini[10:09 PM]: tuesday

Y/N[10:10 PM]: what happened tuesday? we did a lot of things that night~

Nini[10:13 PM]: are you gonna make me say it?

Y/N[10:14 PM]: yes.

Nini[10:16 PM]: my hands are full.

Y/N[10:17 PM]: don’t care

Y/N[10:17 PM]: if you want me to play you have to be specific.

Nini[10:18 PM]: my fingers

Nini[10:19 PM]: stuffed into your tight, wet cunt.

Y/N[10:19 PM]: they felt so good nini

Nini[10:20 PM]: you know what would feel better

Y/N[10:25 PM]: i can think of a few things

Nini[10:26 PM]: what took so fucking long?

Y/N[10:28 PM]: i was thinking of what would feel better

Nini[10:29 PM]: are you touching yourself baby?

Y/N[10:31 PM]: yes. but my fingers dont feel as good as yours

Nini[10:33 PM]: damn right they don’t.

Nini[10:33 PM]: my fingers still smell like you

Nini[10:35 PM]: i’ve been wearing you to bed for days

Y/N[10:40 PM]: fuck nini where are you?

Nini[10:42 PM]: in jongdae’s bathroom

Nini[10:42 PM]: im at his thing. 

Nini[10:43 PM]: he and the empress are all over each other

Nini[10:43 PM]: makes me wish you were here. that you came.

Y/N[10:44 PM]: you know i hate that shit

Y/N[10:44 PM]: but i could still come~

Nini[10:46 PM]: send me something i want to see you

Y/N sent a video

Nini[10:49 PM]: fuck babe. fuck fuck you look so tight

Y/N[10:51 PM]: your turn. i want to see.

Nini sent a photo

Y/N[10:53 PM]: oh my god nini what are you wearing? fuck your arms

Y/N[10:54 PM]: your cock is so thick

Nini[10:55 PM]: can i come cover?

Y/N[10:57 PM]: what about jongdaes thing?

Nini[10:59 PM]: really dont give a shit about it

Nini[11:00 PM]: rather be inside of you

Y/N[11:01 PM]: fuck nini whats gotten into you

Nini[11:03 PM]: youre fucking with my head

Nini[11:04 PM]: youre all i think about

Y/N[11:01 PM]: door is unlocked

Nini[11:02 PM]: be there soon duchess

Anxiety pulls you to your living room, sits you on your couch with shaking knees and clenched thighs. Instantly your skin sticks to the leather, damp and warm with a desire fueled by your racing heart. You wait for him here, body trembling with anticipation and imagination already pressing your breasts into his waiting palms.

For six months, it has been like this. Texts and calls leading to lust that tastes like wildfire and burns just as fiercely, but, always, he stops. For six months, you've been driven to the edge of your limit, pushed to a wanting and craving so visceral you think it's etching itself into your bones and still, he stops. He fills you with his fingers and bites the tendons of your neck to bruising, but never does he take from you the thing you desperately want to give.

Always, he pulls away from you and rests his forehead against yours. Jongin is a champion of his will, holding it down and forcing it to stay wrapped around his fingers. He says it's because he wants to take it slow. He says it's because he wants to savor you, learn you until all he has is one, final piece. Really, you know it's because he's giving you space to run.

Both of you are consciously aware you were best friends first. Both of you are aware that your lives, both as friends and lovers, are so wrapped around and bound to one another that this change in dynamic is a paradigm shift. He stops because he loves you. He stops because he refuses to let you go. He stops because every new terrain traveled is a landmark, and he wants to give you the room to step back.

He stops, and so, tonight, his explicit desire to be inside you is the first time he's mentioned it. Over and over the request has fallen from your lips, tumbled off your tongue and smeared itself over his mouth, his chest, his hard cock, but it was always met with a smile and a peck of his lips. Soon has been his answer, and soon is what you started to think kept your heart beating.

And so tonight, anxiety moved you to the couch but it's excitement and need that make you wait in black silk. You're in black silk underwear with just your robe to cover the length of your body. It's anxiety that moves you to the couch but it's excitement that spreads you open against it, left leg draped over the back while your fingers pet leisurely at your core. Eyes on the door, you wait.

You wait.

It takes him twenty minutes to get to your house, and, by the time the door opens, the scent of your arousal has permeated the room. Jongin walks through the door like he’s sauntering into paradise, eyes already dark and mouth set in a pout that makes him look both severe and innocent. You bit your lip when you see him like this, hips bucking up as if to lure him over to you. At the sight of you, splayed over the couch and touching yourself, he releases a moan that sounds like a howl breaking through the quiet of the room.

‘Stand up,’ he says, peering at your body through downcast eyelashes. His hands are stuffed in his pockets, likely to stop him from reaching for you too soon.

Eager to comply, you ease yourself from the couch and let your robe fall around your shoulders, loose and inviting. With his tongue escaping to slide along his bottom lip, he drinks you in, eyes slithering up your frame and raising goosebumps in their wake. Without even touching you, he’s taken complete control of your flesh, your heart, your soul.

‘You wore black.’ His voice is low, sensual in its raspy cadence, and it makes you drag a finger between your lips to keep from moaning.

‘I wanted to match,’ you murmur, scanning his body with equal fervor.

Standing in your living room, he’s half hard and looking proud. Lip caught between his teeth, his jaw is clenched and his chest is heaving, heavy breath making his loose vest top rustle with each inhale. His shoulders are tense, giving the muscles in his arms more definition than usual, and the sight of his lean frame dressed entirely in black sends a shock right to your core. You’re wet in a way you didn’t think you could be, not just from the sight of a person. Hands nowhere near you, you think it should be impossible to want someone this much, impossible to already feel them moving along your flesh like an extension of you. But you do.

You do.

‘Get over here,’ he says firmly, jutting his chin to beckon you forward.

Against the natural urge in your body to run to him, you take your time, take long, languid steps forward to tease him and make him wait. By the time you reach him, the air is thick, heavy around you and filled with the sound of your breathing. It’s sticky against your skin, pressing on your bodies and making it harder to focus. It feels like fog. It feels like love.

On instinct, you reach your arms around his neck while his lift from his pockets to wrap around your waist. Pulling you closer, he rests his forehead against yours, eyelids fluttering, as his hands drift down the small of your back to your ass. He cups your cheeks firmly, squeezing them with vigor, before lifting you as though you are weightless and you move to wrap your legs around his waist.

For a while, he holds you like this, sharing your breath and smelling you as his hardness rests beneath the thin barrier of fabric by your folds. Eventually, he inches his mouth forward, capturing your lips in a slow, heated kiss that sends electricity down your spine. Fingers playing with the hair at the nape of his neck, you moan into his mouth and he laughs into yours, deep, mischievous, and knowing. His tongue fights you for dominance, thrusting against and into your mouth with a rhythm you’ve come to recognize as possessive.

He gets like this, you know, needy and ravenous for you when he’s been on edge for too long, and making him into a beastly, fiendish sort of thing. Not your shy, gentle Nini but a man who wants nothing more than to mark you, claim you, parade you as his.

Part of you thinks it’s because you had gone so long missing each other’s signals that, now that he has you, he refuses to let you misunderstand how he feels. Part of you thinks it’s because he’s making up for lost time, trying to bury every piece of himself within you, right down to your soul. All of you knows it’s because this is how he loves you, completely and with all of himself, and he doesn’t know how to stop himself from trying to merge your bodies into one, right down to the marrow of your bones.

‘How do you want me?’ you whisper, breaking away from the kiss and smiling at the string of saliva that grows between your separation.

‘Any way you want, baby,’ he says, running his nose along your cheek and exhaling into your skin, tracing kisses down to your jaw.

You shake your head, leaning away from him to run your tongue along the base of his neck up to his ear. ‘Be specific,’ you murmur coyly, before placing a chaste kiss on the lobe.

A moan rumbles out of his chest, vibrating against your body like thunder, before hitching upward into a whine. Pride swells in your chest, gleeful that you’ve turned him into a simpering, desperate thing, something completely willing to bend to your will.

‘I want you on the kitchen table,’ he grunts, glancing sidelong to the object in question. ‘So that every time you eat, you remember the way I fucked you until you were full.’

At his words, your hips buck forward into his, head falling forward to his shoulder to release a sigh. You cling to him a little tighter as he walks you over to the kitchen, his hands still firmly on your ass and his heartbeat racing alongside yours. Already, you are dizzy with desire and devotion, fragments of your synapses springing to life to make their longing known.

Placing you on the table, you hiss as the cold wood makes contact with the hot flesh of your thighs, but he doesn’t give you long to adjust. Laying you flat on your back, he’s over you within seconds, mouth buried in the crook of your neck where he takes to biting and marking you. His hands, which feel as though they were everywhere at once, reach between you to pull apart the knot of your robe, letting it fall open and exposing you to him.

He rears back just for a second to take the sight of you in, your hands needy and reaching for him to pull him back down. Jongin simply shakes his head, lips parted in awe as he looks at you, breasts revealed to him and nipples hard from the cool air; the arousal pulsing through your veins. There’s love in his eyes, love and admiration and relief - relief that you are his, relief that he has you, relief that he wasn’t too late. The sight of it all makes your spread legs slide up along his hips, where your heels press into his back to pull him back down. Stronger than you, he fights you, not ready to let this vision go.

‘You have no fucking clue how gorgeous you are, Duchess,’ he announces, his tone implying it isn’t a question or a statement, merely just a feeling he ruminates on regularly.

His praises fill you with delight and soak your center more than you care to admit, eyes closing and back arching to offer more of yourself to him.

‘I’ll never get my fill of you.’

Opening your eyes to smirk at him, you cock your head to the side innocently. ‘But you haven’t even had me yet.’

This seems to invigorate him, makes him plant his hands to your hips and growl.

‘These are coming off,’ he says, fingers sliding beneath the band of your underwear and pulling them down. You lift your hips to help him, laughing as you watch him throw the fabric to the side of the room as if their very existence offends him.

Dragging a chair over with his foot, he sits down and grips your ass, pulling you to the edge of the table in one firm tug.

He nudges your thighs further apart with his cheek, urging you to spread your legs wide for him, before he plants wet kisses to the sensitive skin. You mewl at the contact, hands pressing into the wood of the table and clit already throbbing in protest of being ignored.

‘Nini, touch me. Finger me. Do something, please.’

‘I’m nothing if not giving,’ he whispers above your folds, breath tickling you and making you moan in pleasure.

Jongin takes his time licking you, sliding his tongue along your slit before twirling delicately over your clit. Jongin takes his time, but it makes your senses completely unravel. By the time he takes two fingers to spread you apart, you think you could cry from the tension building in your thighs and stomach.

‘Fuck,’ you moan, feeling the firmness of his fingers and praising the sensation like you are worshipping the devil.

‘Soon,’ he breaths, and clamps his mouth over your clit, sucking with eagerness as though you are his dessert.

Your head falls back against the table, body writhing as he works his mouth over you. His tongue eases inside you, hot and warm and strong, stroking you as if the rule of your body was written by his hand. You lift your hips against him, trying to ride against his face, but his hands come to your hips and hold you down, keeping you at the whim of his will.

It takes all your effort not to clench your thighs around his head, and a keening whine escapes your throat as you feel your orgasm building. Each stroke of his tongue is precise, deep and tender in a way that tells you he’s devouring you not just for himself, but so that you know what it feels like to be adored. And it’s this thought that edges you forward, pushes you close to a wave of bliss, and makes your walls clench eagerly around his tongue.

It is this thought and this feeling, of the tightening of you around his mouth, that makes him pull away.  

Part of you thinks you should be ashamed of the desperate wail that erupts from your chest at the loss, but the thought dies the moment you see the way his mouth glistens with your wetness. His face is coated, covered, dripping over his full lips, and he looks impish in the way he holds himself. Slowly, teasingly, he runs his wrist and forearm over his mouth, wiping your juices over his skin before, with his eyes trained on you, he licks them clean with the flat of his tongue.

‘You taste like candy, baby,’ he says, sucking on the fingers that separated your folds. ‘And you’re mine.’

‘Jongin,’ you whine, ‘fuck me. Please.’

Jongin says nothing as he removes his shirt, simply watches you with curiosity as he slowly takes off his clothes. With his lean chest revealed, you lift yourself to rest on your elbows to admire the view. His skin looks like warm honey, body firm and a thin coat of sweat at the center of his chest. He’s flushed, warm and panting from the force of his arousal, and he’s yours. He’s yours.

His hands move to undo his trousers, and your hand reaches for your swollen, ignored clit, but he instantly clucks his tongue at the sight.

‘Don’t you fucking dare touch yourself.’

Furrowing your brow, you leave your hand on your hip, testing him. ‘Tell me why.’

‘Because I want you to see.’ In this, he is firm. Just like before, the last time he said these words to you, he is firm and it sends a shiver along your body. ‘I want you to see how fucking hard you’ve made me. No distractions.’

Wanting absolutely nothing more than to please him, you remove your hand from your body and rest it gently on the table. For Jongin, you are a pliant, malleable thing, compliant to his will and eager to do nothing for the rest of your eternity but please him. And so you recline into the wood, biting your lip and spreading your legs even wider in anticipation of his size.

‘Show me.’

Pulling a condom from his back pocket, he keeps it between his teeth as he drops his trousers to the floor, letting his erection stand tall and hard.

You cock an eyebrow at him. ‘No boxers?’

‘I wanted you to see,’ is his simple reply.

‘I’d rather feel.’

Tearing the condom wrapper, he makes a show of rolling it over his cock, slowly, tenderly, as he keeps his eyes trained on you.

You have questions, things you want to ask and say: why he chose tonight to take this step with you, why he thought tonight was a night where he didn’t have to be careful, but you choose to keep quiet. Having him like this, unabashed and dominant in his own way, possessive and worshipping you completely, you think the questions really don’t matter. The only thing that really matters is that he wants you. He wants you so badly he’s pink and hard and thick, quaking with desire and slowly letting his self-control dissolve.

The questions don’t matter. This, this moment, is the only thing that matters.

He comes back to you, leaning over and taking your legs to wrap them around his back. You reach a hand between your bodies, lining him up with your entrance and closing your eyes at the sensation of his tip toying with your wet slit.

‘Tell me what you want,’ he says softly, leaving kisses along your collarbone.

‘I want you.’ You cup his face between your hands, running your thumbs along the high bones of his cheeks, and humming happily at the way he leans into your palm.

‘Say it.’

‘I want you to fuck me.’

‘How do you want me to fuck you?’ he asks, easing himself into you slowly.

‘Fuck me so hard I can’t walk.’

‘Anything for the Duchess.’

Time for teasing fully at an end, Jongin obeys your command like he is little more than your servant. He gives you no warning that he means to move, and instead buries himself in you to the hilt in one fluid thrust that has your head tipping back as a cry of pleasure tears through you. With your throat exposed to him, he brings his lips to its center where he sucks the skin, nipping with his teeth as he sets a rhythm that has your table creaking with the strain.

Your arms clutch at his shoulder blades, legs wrapping tightly around him to keep him as close to you as possible, wanting to burn with him, intensely and brightly, until you both are nothing but ash.

‘Fuck, you’re so tight,’ he moans, breaking from your wet skin. ‘Never in my dreams did I think you’d feel this good.’

You want to reply, but you can’t, the feel of his hips moving within you, deep and piercing, has your walls already clenching in pleasure. You lift your hips in time with his, working with him through every motion, and at one hard, penetrating thrust he slaps his hand to the table and chokes out a whine.

‘Jongin, shit -’

‘I’m not gonna last, baby’ he breathes into your shoulder, hips maintaining their powerful movements and starting to add in circular movements to keep you on edge.

‘You’re so fucking thick, shit Nini.’ Your fingers toy with his hair, sweaty and thick, fisting there to pull his face up to look at you. ‘Harder.’

His eyes roll back into his head at the words, hands leaving your body to grip your hips as he picks up the pace. This was how you wanted him, rough, fierce, claiming ownership of your body in every way possible. He wanted you to see how he loved you, but you always wanted to feel him.

It doesn’t take long for your body to tense, your thighs aching and walls clenching around him in pleasure. The telltale weightlessness was starting in your chest, spreading along your body and making your breath quicken.

‘Fuck, Nini -’

‘You gonna come, baby?’ he asks, lightly, playfully, as if he couldn’t tell. The sound of it makes you buck your hips in desperation.

Words die on your tongue, half-formed and barely coherent. All you manage is a low, keening whine.

‘Come for me, baby. I bet you’re fucking pretty when you come.’

To help you, he places strong fingers over your clit and starts rubbing in circles. Cock still pounding into you with hard, rough thrusts, your orgasm bursts through your chest with almost no notice. Sudden and intense, your thighs tighten, almost painfully, your hands and nails gripping into Jongin’s shoulders hard enough to leave marks. For you, this was a great unraveling, a blind white light of release that had your body shivering in his hold, walls trying to milk him clean with the force of their tension.

‘Shit - shit -’

Jongin’s hips become erratic as he comes, eyes fluttering closed and mouth dropping open in bliss. You thought he’d be loud, noisy and vocal in the wake of his love, but instead he is silent. Silent as though in prayer, you take this moment to watch him, smiling at the way he empties himself and delivers himself to pleasure as though he were delivering himself to heaven.

Hands stroking his face as he comes down, you watch him with a small smile as you both work through the aftershocks of your orgasms.

Eventually, he opens his eyes, reverting back to your shy Nini and looking at you with pure love.

‘Did you see?’ he whispers.

‘I saw.’

You saw.

You saw, and you felt.

[judeczformerly]

damn, lucy, back at it again. this is the second love of my life, jude ! i am here for all the plots, so please, slide into my IMs & i’ll love you forever. click under the cut to hear me rant some more about this jerk, or give me a like to slide into ur inbox ;~) ! 

TW: addiction ( drug + alcohol ), child abuse, death !!!

okay, so as of right now, he’s twenty-one, a mathematics major, in beta theta psi & a general dirtbag.

BIG AND RAMBLY BACKSTORY TBH

okay, let’s go from the very start. jude’s the middle child, born at 00:01, february 29th 1996 in englewood, south chicago. possibly the most dangerous part of the city, they lived in a grotty little flat, and gunfire and police sirens were a daily occurrence growing up. without living in a trailer, they could easily be called “trailer trash”.

his parents were czechian immigrants, and generally only spoke czech at home. as a result, jude can be quite prone to slipping back into speaking czech when he’s annoyed/aroused/tired.

his dad was an alcoholic, and his mom was a drug addict. he could deal with his mother. at least she tried to go sober. sometimes. his father, on the other hand, was the most violent person he knew. he took his frustrations out on his children. after drinking, after losing a bet, after the smallest and stupidest of things.

for the most part, it was jude that caught the brunt of it. thomas was the oldest, and at least his father considered him useful. philip was the youngest, and his father had a particular soft spot for him. that left jude. he’s suffered from bad dyslexia & adhd from a young age (although it wasn’t diagnosed until he was a teenager), and as a result, he got particular abuse because of how “stupid” he was. 

his mom was usually quite passive, usually too spaced out or high to pay much attention, but when she wasn’t, jude adored her in that childlike way. yet, he always detested his father. he still has the scars today as a constant reminder. 

they lived like this for a long time. jude was about thirteen when his father drank himself to death. he’d picked a fight with the wrong person at the bar, and was gunned down in broad daylight. no matter what, jude couldn’t fathom grief. too often had his skin been tainted the same shade as his funeral suit from his father’s fists. good riddance.

his mom tried her hardest to look after then, but with their father’s death, social services got involved more than ever. one day, they walked in on her shooting up. it was essentially a death sentence.

the three boys were torn from the last semblance of family they had. no one wanted three dysfunctional delinquents, but they clung together. screaming, tantrums, breaking things; anything to stop them from getting split up. they weren’t allowed any contact with their mother, and it broke his heart.

they never had a home for longer than a month. moved from group home to group home, they all had one quality in common: no one really cared about them. quickly, jude turned to crime. his father had taught him how to hotwire a care when he was seven. pick a lock when he was six. it was the only thing he was good for.

it started with breaking and entering. he usually got away with it, too. burglary was easy when you were scrawny and small, and could shimmy in a window in seconds. besides, the money helped provide for the three of them; they ran away often enough. at one point, they managed to spend an entire month homeless. but at least they were together.

as he grew older, jude grew better at what he did. carjacking and vandalism seemed more and more fun. the kids at the foster homes weren’t exactly shining examples, either; he was either being beaten up by the older kids, or asked to join in their schemes. he learned to throw a solid left hook very quickly. he continued on like this until he was about sixteen. then everything went wrong. thomas got caught.

jude couldn’t let him get locked up. he had just turned eighteen, and that meant prison time. so instead, he took the fall. vandalism. breaking and entering. theft. willful destruction of property. the judge, a pristine blonde woman from the lake forest suburbs, was not lenient on him. it was juvenile prison or nothing. as his brothers watched on, he was led away. 

he spent a year there. it was worse than any foster home, but he’d developed a thick skin. at least all those punches he took weren’t for nothing. it was here that he learned he had dyslexia & adhd. it was here he was blinded in one eye after another inmate got hold of a knife. it was also here that he learned he was extraordinarily gifted at maths. a prodigy, someone called him. he had never paid much attention before in school, but here, he was forced to.

when he was seventeen, he got out. thomas was nineteen, working as a mechanic, and quickly, they got the paperwork sorted to make him their legal guardian; .or the first time, the three of them were reunited again. 

jude finished his final year of high school, continuing his nonchalant air but secretly trying his hardest. his maths scores were phenomenal, but in english, he just couldn’t fathom it. still, he tried his best, and his grades slowly went up.

after graduation, he applied to every university in the country. many of them offered him scholarships, but crawford was the one he chose: it was on the other side of the states, and a fresh start sounded like the best thing he could get. so he took them up on his offer. but before he left chicago, he had one last thing to do.

getting in touch with his social workers again, after a mile-long trail of paper and records, he eventually found his mom. he was surprised she was still alive. however, she was close to wasting away, and not for the first time, his heart still bled looking at her. with all the money he’d hidden away from crimes he hadn’t been caught for, he promised to get her help. even now, jude visits her often, trying to help her sober up. she’s one of his only weak spots. however, he tells everyone that both his parents are dead. it makes it easier.

ACTUAL USEFUL INFORMATION

so, yes ! that’s how he ended up in crawford. he’s in btp due to his love for anything to keep his mind distracted. drinking & partying & sleeping away his problems is the best solution he has, asides from running.

he’s quite... volatile. moody, almost. if you catch him on a good day, he can be quite compassionate, albeit still overly snarky with everyone. on a bad day, he’s just a jerk. at this point in life, he’s just learned to accept that it’s him against the world.

even now, he’s not a stranger to nearly getting arrested. he’s almost given up the life of crime, but not entirely. old habits die hard. besides, he’s got this urge to fight & bleed & argue, so he ends up in the station overnight often enough. 

he works, like, three jobs on top of college. he works as a barista at a local coffee shop during the early morning. he delivers pizza in the evening. at night, he fights sometimes in the bare-knuckle underground boxing scene for cash.

he can be arrogant at times ?? however, he acts like he’s fucking great because he lowkey hates himself. he’s very guarded about his past, and will deck you to shut you up if you mention it.

at the same time, he can be a bit of a libertine. he doesn’t really believe in love, and as a result, he doesn’t exactly ‘do’ girlfriends/boyfriends/significant others. he’s very careless with himself & his body, and smokes when he’s nervous. drinks when he’s stressed, which is like, often. he’s also developed a mild addiction to xanax. he’s terrified of ending up like his parents, but can’t stop.

other fun facts: he needs glasses, but only wears them when he’s alone. he was originally left handed, but was conditioned to use them both. he’s a catholic, but doesn’t go to church. really likes bad jokes. orders the same thing every time he goes to the chinese takeout.

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Summary

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FEATURES OF LEADPRIMO

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20 eye-catchy templates to create high converting lead pages.

Get direct views and leads from Facebook by adding your page as page tab.

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1 email template.

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SMTP Mailing – SMTP mailing setup allowed.

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Generating qualified leads is still a daunting task for many marketers

Getting leads optimized for monetization

Technical Stuff that takes ages to learn

And doing everything manually is a tedious task and can take away a lot of time and energy. LeadPrimo is the complete solution for those problems. Let’s take a look at the huge benefits come up with:

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State-Of-The-Art Technology: This ground breaking technology and latest features makes it a cut above the rest, and will take your business to the next level

Fully Functional On All Devices: a desktop PC, tablet or even a smartphone, you can create and manage your email marketing campaigns quickly and easily – with no complex technicalities involved

100% Newbie Friendly: starting out with Email marketing, LeadPrimo ensures you get best results and stand up against your competitors with full enthusiasm.

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With LeadPrimo, You Can Create Your Own Fully Controlled Email Marketing System In Just 3 Simple Steps!

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t/a rambles 1

back on my bullshit part 1

... should look into the tactics ogre games for novel inspo bc my novel is also a political drama ... UNINTENTIONALLY actually id call it a coming of age story in rhe new adult genre since mc is probably 23-25 i have so many feelings about the novel ugh i love my ocs so much and i put them all om opposing sides for this novel the most complex relationship i have in it i think is alex and his mother or rather prince kreutzer in this au queen elaine and her son prince kreutzer .. god its so fucked up bc kreutzer loves his mother- he was largely isolated as a child and his mother was always so loving and sweet and they were so so close but the prince never knew of the shit his mother did as queen she is a tyrant she must have lost a child once. a princess, i think probably to the king who she may have ... overthrew or usurped maybe but regardless of that shes in power now and because she lost a child she became overly protective of kreu and consolidated her power heard of a plot to infiltrate her kingdom and assassinate the son of the previous tyrant king (?) and she just fucking ruled with an iron fist because she has so little trust in the goodness of people that she thinks the only way to achieve good is to force it and as a result she kills anyone who steps out of line thus making the people resent her deeply but to kreutzer shes his mother his loving and doting mother who does all she can to protect him the novel actually starts um after the queen is assassinated h a its not her story but shes a big part of it even after her death bc a big portion of the theme is like coming to terms with the complexity of individuals no one is all good or all bad and kreu starts out unable to understand this he has a very black and white view of moralitt like his mother at the beginning on his coronation day theres an assassination attempt made on him but he gets whisked away by the court jester after that a coup is staged and rebels take over the country and the prince is forced to hide with a traveling circus that the jester brings him to where every performer... is a fugitive or criminal! and thats where his personal growth really begins bc he learns abt these people and realizes his world view was wrong people are complex people do bad things... for just reasons and vice versa esp Keith who makes a major appearance in the novel his entire bg story takes place outside the novel as well hahaha but its a lot after a raid on his village, hes orphaned along w his little sister who is ill so to make ends meet / buy medicine he does literally every fucking crime under the sun starting off with petty theft and scaling up to murder literally sacrificing every last shred of innocence he has for the sake of his ailing sister who... dies anyway! and im thinking, tbh, its a fantine/cosette/thenardiers type sitch where this quack doctor is basically scamming him except instead of fantine dying cosette does anyway thats where he fucking hits rock bottom he could handle things as long as he had someone to fight for you know he was alright with it bc his sister was there, his saving grace but when she dies hes all alone thats probably when lydia finds him i imagine he would he on the verge of suicide or at the very least dying of self imposed starvation and neglect but honestly probably suicide julie's death on top of the crushinf weight of all the crimes hes committed the innocence he lost, the lives he took its just way too much and hes just a naive kid lydia finds him and takes him back to the circus takes care of him gives him food and water and shelter and slowly tries to reach him slowly teaching him that there is still life to be lived that he is so young, and it is far too soon for him to lay down and die that he should live for his dead family, because that is what they would want to keep their memory alive in his heart and he begins to come around slowly starts doing chores for the troup then he finally sees one of their performances acrobats and the trapeze and the glitz and the glamor its the first time in years where he ... wasnt thinking about his dead sister or his trauma he asks lydia to teach him how to "do that" he says while pointing at the stage and so she does and ever since then hes taken up performing full time as a .. daredevil type act doing outrageously dangerous things for the thrill of it it excites him, the risk he loves to see how close to the edge of death he can walk without falling and it fuels him makes him enjoy being alive again and he's.. happy god by the time you meet keith in the novel he's just this happy go lucky teen with this smugness about him a kind of dangerousness belying a sweet exterior he's all jokes and laughs at this point and you'd never be able to tell what he went thru at first glance or at all really bc honestly, at this point he honest to god is okay lies and dirt - Last Thursday at 6:00 AM he... doesnt need anyone's pity. he doesn't need anything but the feeling of being alive now and one of the major points of the novel is prince kreu's relationship with him... bc at first they really clash and kreu is just... he's a fucking criminal and all of then deserve to hang keith plays this off w jokes at first but kreu keeps being antagonistic bc he just cant believe a criminal like him is getting away without punishment but then one day keith snaps at him knife to the prince's throat dangerous, cat like eyes, the usual smile on his face no where to be found you're right. i'm a thief. a liar. a criminal. a murderer. i'm all those things. but i'll tell you one thing, prince: i'm not worthless. he pulls the knife away and walks off leaving the prince stunned after this lydia talks to kreu explaining that maybe he shouldn't judge keith so quickly hinting that the circumstances of his life were... not ideal when i first found him, he was already half dead. perhaps not physically, but in the eyes. you could see the reaper in them. hhmgmgn i need to think more abt the circumstances around this scene ah keith must have been looking for a good place to die

the music from the circus reminded him of better days, when he played songs with his family. i imagine him.. outside the tent, somewhere obscured and there's music flowing from its interior... he's tired. he sits down against a barrel and he's been starving, exhausted... letting sleep take him away on the songs from the circus back to a time he used to be happy...

lydia fines him and shakes him but his eyes look glassy and he's unresponsive

he's taken poison must have been something from his former days working as an assassin something he saved for himself just in case and that's when lydia takes him in and nurses him back to health she's a water mage w healing capabilities so she's able to do it and i imagine at first keith is hurt, angry why am i still alive? i im fucking myself up in the feels i hate this THIS ISNT EBEN IN THE FUCKINF BOOK IT ALL HAPPENS BEFORE IT KEITJS NOT THE MAIN CHARACTER HERE BUT IM SO FUCKED UP ugh after kreutzer learns a bit abt keiiths origins he actually thinks a lot. and tries to make amends. apologizes to keith who doesnt say anything much he's sitting, eyes away from the prince, fiddling with the knives he uses for his performances

"a raid took my parents away. illness took away my sister."

"i did a lot of things for money. most of it i'm not proud of. but i would have done anything to save her... you know?"

"you've got someone you love too, don't you?" kreutzer thinks of his mother. the surrogate brother who disappeared on him and never returned "i do." "then, you get it." after this they start to really bond almost as siblings.. which is really funny bc kreutzer doesnt need to be protective of keith keith can MORE THAN take care of himself but its new for kreutzer to feel.. responsibility for someone else like this he was always the one protected before keith laughs at this a lot what're you trying to do? be my big bro? but secretly he ...really likes having family again as idiotic as kreutzer is ofc lydia has always been there for him but as a surrogate mother an older sib is new and.. kind of nice in canon modern au they really are basically bros LOL actually cousins via mothers but alex/kreu goes to live w keiths family after his mom (lain) dies so they essentially grow up like brothers i didn't even get started w the fucking mess that is alan and kreutzer alan goes by calisto also and he hes the court jester but he was trained from a young age as a snake in the kings court he was supposed to kill the prince when the time was right but alan and his dumb fucking gay ass FALLS IN LOVE WITH HIM INSTEAD spoiler alert: its unrequited btwn alex and alan is NEVER requited in ALL aus its because alan ... doesnt love himself at all. he has no sense of... purpose or identity alex can never love someone like that but either way he becomes the prince's personal servant and entertainer and this idiot falls for him the naivete he displays, the timid stateliness, the unfitting title of prince bestowed on his shoulders- kreutzer is far too soft to be the leader of this kingdom and alan increasingly has the desire to protect him even as kreu grows older and more skilled in his studies there is always the anxious trepidation they also grow up together from around ages 11-present at the time of the novels start god alan loves him so much it hurts me but its so one sided alex loves cyrus in modern au ): alan could never be more than just a phase tbh poor guy alan and his low self esteem and depression the worst part of this thougg is that because alan feels aimless and without purpose when he falls for kreutzer he ... finally has his OWN cause to fight for and he takes it to the extreme betraying everyone that trusted him to do his job for the sake of a man who wont ever love him it bites him in the ass too bc i kill him off as a catalyst for other stuff h ahahahhahahahahahahaha not just kill him off but horribly because HE FUCKING BETRAYED HIS ENTIRE SIDE THEY ARE, UNDERSTANDABLY, PISSED Alan is so fuckong flawed hes a fuckinf mess and i love it ugh im thinkijg of another scene in the novel once kreutzer gets captured bt the coup rebels he actuallt submits himself voluntarily bc keith gets kidnapped and used as ransom keith tells him hes a fucking idiot keiths life doesnt matter dont fucking come for me! but kreu doesnt listen obviously and they torture kreutzer bc i love suffering and after that they make him listen in a mock trial to the testimonials of all the people hurt by his mother death to the queen! death to elaine of koel! all the horrible stories of lives unjustly cut short because of his mother it breaks him because he loves his mother so much but she's done all these horrible things he doesn't know what to do how to make amends the damage was done and he takes their wrath their scorn and anguish and i'm sorry as if sorry could ever fix anything but it is his burden to carry, his punishment to suffer in place of the queen ironically this makes lilya have a change of heart she was infiltrating the queens court just as alan did and she is directly responsible for her death her assassination, i think or the king's? either way shes part of the rebel forces and she DESPISES the queen good fucking riddance as far as she's concerned that woman made her life hell(edited) so she can rot in it for all lilya cares for but seeing kreutzer there bloodied tortured sobbing broken and taking the punishment doled out to him without so much as a word of protest(edited) she thinks... this... isnt right this is wrong. because kreutzer was not responsible for the sins of his mother as much as people want to blame him, take out their anger on him lilya was at first all gung ho about ending the royal bloodline lies and dirt - Last Thursday at 7:02 AM but she reconsiders this moment feels something tugging at her this isnt right

she remembers her sister back at the circus— lydia. who she always loved dearly but clashed with, leading to her abandoning the circus and joining the rebellion.

retribution is deserved, but should it be served? what then makes us different from our oppressors?

or sth like that so she rescues kreutzer takes him back to the circus. and reunites with her sister after so many years after that ik not entirely sure what to do w the novel LOL bc i know there has to he a big battle bc the rebellion forces begin to quell opposition like how the communist regime in other countries started in ernest bc people felt oppressed but then they went too far and started culling the middle class so then kreutzer leads his own rebellion force against them to take back the country then once he wins he uses his kinghood to dissolve the monarchy and embrace democracy instead asking lydia to lead hes much too tired to lead, and she is much better suited for it but hm inhabe to think more about that entire segment after this he takes over lydias spot in the circus as its owner and organizer and with keith he spends the rest of his days helping people just like keith also they properly mourn alans death it takes forever for kreu to come to terms w his mothers assassination and crimes he probably never truly works it out but he begins to be able to recognize that she is both the tyrant queen and his loving mother that they do not cancel eachother out, that they are not mutually exclusive they are one in the same UGH IM SO UPSET I WISH ID FUCKING WRITE THIS BC I WANT TO FUCKING READ IT the message i wanna convey is like people.. are complex, imperfect, and the systems they create are also subjected to that but everyone does things for a reason. no matter what that reason is and i want lydia to address this too when she becomes the new prime minister of koel a democracy is not perfect, because man is not perfect. there will be hardship, mistakes made along the way. but together we can grow, improve, and learn about one another— and better our society for it. and i believe anywhere injustice goes, justice will always follow(edited) sth like that ig

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stuff i dont wanna lose in my notes

Spinning On That Dizzy Edge It's Friday, I'm in love. He needed to sleep. He needed a break because it was his own damn fault that he stayed up all night lurking on Roy's Instagram. He tried to sleep, but it only came in intervals of 5 minutes, leaving him dizzy as he had to get up to get ready for a soundcheck. He stayed quiet for the most part, taking a few hits out of a joint, thinking it'd make him hyper, but he was so wrong. "Adore..." "I don't think we're gonna wake her up.." "Just leave her alone, I got it." the voices from the other queens hovered above her didn't do much, she just listened with her face rested on her jacket. She fell asleep on the couch, Roy trying to gently wake her up as other queens resorted to yelling. "Aww, let Bianca take care of her baby." Violet joked, laughing softly. "Shut up." --------------- ########### Danny woke up with a headache from the heat, curled up on an uncomfortable couch. His panic then arose as he realized everyone was already half-ready, he was still a boy, with his cheeks flushed and hair messed up and sweaty. "The Sleeping Beauty's awake!" Jinkx announced, looking over at a confused, tired Danny. "Thanks." he said dryly, sitting up and wincing, holding his head and sighing, "What time is it?" "Like... 6? The show starts in 2 hours." Courtney mumble-answered, trying to get her nose contour right. "Oh." He got himself together and got his makeup bags from the corner where they were brought in with everyone else's drag from the bus, sitting himself down and playing some music from his speaker to get himself alive. Starting his makeup, he downed two Red Bulls waiting for the powder to set. ------------- %%%%%%%% 8:00. Showtime. It didn't take long for Adore to get her outfit together, besides the tights and everything. Expensive, cheap-looking dress, a leather jacket, long, wavy black wig with cat ears. Better than clipping together a costume. She heard Bianca hosting on stage, a smile creeping its way onto her face as she smoked, 'Friday I'm In Love' playing so she could get her voice together before her performance. - what is the utmost upsetting, and disappointing realization i have had in all years of life, is that the human race will not learn. we learn from past yet do not look forward whenever there is an approaching red light to simply stop, and analyze. look forward, know your people, know what the options are, and what will happen for each. chances taken with thought and are easily explained are better taken than chances that are impulsive and the only thing you can say to them is, "because that's how it is." i am just now growing, my mind is changing and i now understand that as you become an adult, you somehow become the clueless toddler that asks questions such as, "why is the sky blue?" im dumb as hell - I should have left you The moment I saw that stupid smile. Adore felt like she was in the clouds as she felt the other queen's lips against hers. Courtney's touch was gentle, comforting, treating her like fine china as her lips slowly meshed against Adore's. Soon she pulled away, laughing softly and stroking the taller girl's cheek as she was left breathless in her tipsy state. Adore glanced down at her, flustered under all of her makeup. "M-More.." she whispered, a lazy smile drawn on her lips, and Courtney pulled her out of the small bathroom and to an unoccupied room, in the midst of a loud party. I'm deluded to stay, dress rolled up by my waist But you had me at 'goodbye'. Adore again, catching her breath with the queen inbetween her legs, arms around her neck as her black dress was pushed up and out of their way. It was hot, not at all sober.. again, and controlled. Too controlled but the taller queen couldn't help but submit to the blonde's small touches and kisses to drive her crazy. The next morning was a guilty, dirty feeling. A feeling of disgust and regret, yet Danny knew that by the time the night rolled back that he'd be in the same exact position. Sent texts at 6:25 AM saying 'I'm sorry.' and, 'I hope this doesn't change us as friends' still couldn't erase the anxiety slowly building up in him. But that was Courtney. ABC. His best friend and the thought of not having her there sent an even worse chill and an even deeper feeling in his stomach. I hate you every time I fuck you But I close the door Cause I'm young and insecure I loved you, what am I supposed to do? It's all we're good for. Danny couldn't bring himself to climb out of bed the day of an interview with Courtney. Even with Bianca's gentle reassurances and strokes of his cheek to make him feel better, he stuck with the sick excuse and while they were gone, he just got on his laptop and tried to empty his brain with poetry coming out in caps and typos and frantic fingers onto the keys with the same thought in his head. I am disgusting, you are my friend, and we are not one. You don't know me when I'm not high Boy you're only as good as the hole in my skirt And the bruises on my thigh. mmmm Twas bad - Slouching Toward Nirvana, Part 1 (Biadore) Things weren't the best with Danny. He had the best house on the block, yet it was only occupied by one boy. Well, and a few ghosts. Writing was his only hobby at this point, playing a few scratchy chords on his new guitar, not sure of anything. He became a hermit, his only friend becoming beer, weed and his favorite shirt, the word 'sad' always coming up in the lyrics he scrawled down. That's what he was. Just a sad, sad boy. He'd occasionally go out for even more drinks with John, but the days that passed during his break only included weed, beer, and well.. his favorite shirt. He wasn't necessarily sad now, just content, and looking back and bringing back feelings he would've never dared gone back to just to write the songs, making his mood very solemn. Distract and sedate, everything is okay. Problem was, he knew that. He had a lot of time to just sit back and think. Sometimes that isn't the best thing, so he just turned to social media sites, making his feelings turn into little song teases, and gifs, just to keep his followers on their feet. All of them usually just tweeted him if he was okay, since he wasn't getting out, and just drinking, and they weren't wrong, but he'd just tell them he was fine, and he was just relaxing. One night, in Danny's very silent bedroom, he'd drained himself completely. Hit after hit on his joint, he just stared up to the ceiling. Recharging. He'd thought a lot about tours he's been on, all of the guys he'd become attached to, all too fast. That can drain him quick. To break the peaceful thoughts of the boy, his phone had gone off with a text message, startling him a bit. He didn't get many texts anymore, since they all knew he was just slaving away to his boy music, focusing. But once he sighed deeply and set the lit joint onto the ash tray carefully, he sat up and grabbed the phone, squinting and turning down the brightness immediately. It was Bianca. That contact name showing up on his lockscreen was enough to make him crack a smile, before he read the text leading up to it. Are you awake? But he knew the other man's intentions were to get him to the energetic, jolly state the boy was usually in, so he just set the phone down, and rested on his back again. He wanted to reply, and he felt bad leaving him on read, but he couldn't bare having the same repeated conversations of, "Are you okay?" Yes. "..But are you really?" It was a lot of contemplating, but he mustered up the confidence to hold up the phone, and type back a casual 'Yeah, what's up?' and maybe a few emojis. Bianca had the three little dots appearing at the bottom of the text thread almost immediately, and Danny swore this was the only time in his entire life he'd not been looking forward to talking to the queen. Just checking in. I'm going to be in LA for the tour this Wednesday, flying in tomorrow. Danny wasn't expecting this at all, and his mood had almost completely changed. Wait for it.... Do you wanna hang out? Fuck yeah. Danny smiled brightly, quickly typing out a response. 'Of course! What time?' he added a heart emoji to that, incredibly estatic that his favorite person in the whole world was going to visit him again, after months of only texts, he'd get the hug he only dreamed of. Their conversation continued until Danny fell asleep with his phone by his face, his joint finished, and his face becoming peaceful. He dreamed of bliss. - Mmm Twas Bad

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Overview:

Product Creator Dr. Amit Pareek Product Name LeadPrimo Pro Front-End Price $47.00 Niche Email Marketing | List Building Bonuses YES! Huge Bonus Listed Below! Refund 30 Days Money Back Guarantee Recommendation Yes, 100% from Matt Martin 🙂 Launch Date 2018 – June – 7th @ 9:00 AM EST Official Website Checkout "LeadPrimo Pro" Official Site

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“Money is in the List”

By now, we have heard this a thousand times but how many of us are actually successfully making money out of the lists – very few – Reasons –

#1 List Building is itself one of the biggest challenge for maximum people

#2 Even if we Build a list then also if we do not have Inbox Delivery of our emails, its of no use

Also, it could be an expensive affair if we use any softwares or hire people for it – But – Not Anymore as… It’s time to say goodbye to All 3rd Party Lead-Page Builders and Email Marketing Softwares. As one of the Top Internet Marketer and My friend, Dr. Amit is ready to launch his powerful brand new All-in-1 Email Marketing Platform – “LeadPrimo”… that enables you to generate and manage leads through ready to use lead pages on 100% automation. Not only that, it gives you the power to have complete control on your email marketing campaigns as well. Let’s check out my LeadPrimo Review below to find out more details about it!

LEADPRIMO REVIEW – WHAT IS IT?

You know, about 63% of marketers say that generating traffic & leads is their top challenge. Yet 70% said that converting those leads was their top priority. But simply due to lack of proper system they opt out without gaining any results. Well now, you don’t have to worry about it, As My Friend Dr. Amit Pareek have created a permanent fix for it called “LeadPrimo”… A cloud based Email Marketing Platform that enables you to generate and manage leads through ready to use lead pages on 100% automation. Not only that, it gives you the power to have complete control on your email marketing campaigns as well. That too, without paying any monthly fees again & again.

LeadPrimo is an All-In-One Email Marketing Software that makes everything simple and easy, you can enjoy maximum delivery, capture and import unlimited lists and make use of all other features that our IM space needs as it creates high converting lead pages, boost leads, commissions, webinar registrations and ultimately get more profits on complete autopilot. In other words, LeadPrimo is the World’s ONLY all-in-one email marketing platform that creates beautiful lead pages & gets tons of leads, send UNLIMITED emails directly into inbox to get more clicks & open rates without paying heavy monthly fees forever.

It is completely newbie friendly and enable you to get THOUSANDS of Leads, send UNLIMITED emails, as well as follow-up with all the leads automatically and manage them without any complex issues. You can also see the complete real-time activity of subscribers, and find out which particular campaigns are giving best results.

LeadPrimo Rating - 9.4/10

Quality - 9.5/10

Features - 9.5/10

Support - 9.5/10

Easy to use - 8.5/10

Bonus - 10/10

Summary

PROS - Create Hundreds of Unique High Converting Lead Pages- And Collect Maximum Leads Hands Free - All-In-One Email Marketing Solution- Send Unlimited Emails Directly Into Inbox - Boost Engagement- Craft Best Mails Using Inline Editor - 3800% ROI- Using Immense Power Of Email Marketing - No 3rd Party Dependency- Have Complete Control on Your Business - Super Simple to use- 100% Newbie Friendly - No Prior Skills Needed CONS - I have not found out

ABOUT AUTHOR

Dr. Amit Pareek is a famous name in the affiliate marketing field. He has gather dozens of successful launches which earn massive profits. His notable products include NinjaShoppe, TopStorySites, MailPrimo, ShopMozo, AffiliateNinjaPro, Video Ads 2.0 Success Kit, etc. and numerous PLR which have good reputation among their users.

He is also the founder of hqplrstore – One of the biggest PLR markets ever. QplrStore.com is an amazing monthly membership site whose principal mission and vision is to give you every single thing you need in order to build a good and really profitable business online. Now, let’s look at the next part of this LeadPrimo Review and find out its features.

FEATURES OF LEADPRIMO

Let’s take a minute to recap what they put inside this product:

20 eye-catchy templates to create high converting lead pages.

Get direct views and leads from Facebook by adding your page as page tab.

Add subscribers.

Subscriber management.

Newsletter.

1 email template.

Google, Yahoo, Hotmail – FREE mailing.

SMTP Mailing – SMTP mailing setup allowed.

5 web-form templates with editor – inline editor.

1 Sub-Domain / Business only.

Unlimited mailing per month.

Stats and Much More.

In the details, here are the key features you will discover:

Build & Grow Your List Fast & Easy

Create HUNDREDS of stellar combinations with incredibly magnificent lead page templates. You are leveraged with premium lead page templates for the HOTTEST of niches. They are completely done-for-you and all you need to is just get them in sync with your best offers and start funneling the valuable prospects.

All-in-One Email Marketing Solution

Money saved is money doubled. Save on your hard-earned money as now you don’t need to invest in multiple software to build yourself profits. Right from capturing leads to growing your lists and sending them the ‘Best of Emails’, delivered straight in to the inbox with real time results – all is managed under ONE Single Platform “LeadPrimo”.

Fuel in the Engagement Levels

Craft in emails and newsletters that can convey your brand message and story in the most compelling fashion. Add personalization elements, segment your lists and deliver the best-of-your offers smartly and easily. This way you have endless supply of hyper-targeted, fresh and hot leads day in day out.

Earn 3800% Return on Investment

Email Marketing is the most effective way of marketing with massive returns. Every $ invested in email marketing would fetch you returns up to 3800%. So why not make the most out of this by joining the league of Pro marketers with LeadPrimo – the most effective email marketing software.

Stop being Slave to 3rd party software

No one knows your business better than you. So, without falling slaves to those money sucking 3rd party services get complete CONTROL of Your Business. Send emails when you want. No more waiting and suffering for someone’s else being spammy and non-compliant. And It’s UNLIMITED emailing without losing a SINGLE lead.

Super Simple to Use Completely Newbie Friendly

You must have tried hundreds of odd combinations to build your business a decent list and may have succeeded initially. But without sending the ‘Perfect’ emails you are on the edge. With LeadPrimo it’s as simple as owing the complete email platform that automates everything without you being grind out. It’s super simple to use with no technical experience required. From day 1 you can start earning leads and make profits hands free.

WHY SHOULD YOU GET IT?

Managing & generating free flow of leads is the most crucial part for any business online. But the biggest challenge that every marketer face is:

Generating qualified leads is still a daunting task for many marketers

Getting leads optimized for monetization

Technical Stuff that takes ages to learn

And doing everything manually is a tedious task and can take away a lot of time and energy. LeadPrimo is the complete solution for those problems. Let’s take a look at the huge benefits come up with:

More Open Rates = Higher ROI: With LeadPrimo, you’ll get mails delivered straight into inbox. Thus, you get more sales and… More ROI for your efforts.

Super Easy To Use: The easy to use mechanism will enable you to send mails automatically like a pro, and boost profits with zero learning curve

Perfect Profit Boosting System: By getting mails delivered straight into the inbox, getter higher click and open rates on complete automation becomes a reality

State-Of-The-Art Technology: This ground breaking technology and latest features makes it a cut above the rest, and will take your business to the next level

Fully Functional On All Devices: a desktop PC, tablet or even a smartphone, you can create and manage your email marketing campaigns quickly and easily – with no complex technicalities involved

100% Newbie Friendly: starting out with Email marketing, LeadPrimo ensures you get best results and stand up against your competitors with full enthusiasm.

And Best Part is:

No more feeling bankrupt paying money month after month

No more worrying about bad delivery and low open rates

No more playing the waiting game to get authentic results

In addition, you will be getting tons of the vendor’s greatest bonuses for your fast action:

Is it enough awesomeness for you? Because you will be also receiving my ULTIMATE huge bonuses. Those treasures are waiting for you at the end of this LeadPrimo Review. And even though you do nothing but only read my LeadPrimo Review, to thanks for your kind support, I still give you free bonuses. So keep reading then scroll your mouse down!

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PERSONAL EXPERIENCE

It’s hands down the most powerful system that solves the biggest problem for businesses on customer acquisition and management. With practically no learning graph involved anyone can start making money by capturing leads and converting all Leads into Regular Passive Online Income and get them engaged by emails. There is no grunt work involved as this software is fully tried and tested and will provide boatloads of dollars from your Email Marketing campaigns with minimum time and money invested.

Want to Generate Laser Targeted Leads? DONE!

Importing Unlimited lists without losing a single lead? DONE!

Sending UNLIMITED mails? DONE!

Automating email marketing campaigns? That’s DONE as well!

This software really impressed me with its amazing features. A great option for anyone looking to make the most from email marketing. Mark my words, it’s the ultimate chance for you to automate their email marketing campaigns and get more mails delivered straight to the inbox and you make insane commissions. And that’s not all. The creators are also providing easy-to-understand training videos that will enable you to use it in a simple and convenient manner.

HOW DOES IT WORK?

With LeadPrimo, You Can Create Your Own Fully Controlled Email Marketing System In Just 3 Simple Steps!

Step – 1: Collect or upload

To begin with, all you need to do is collect unlimited leads using the high converting lead pages OR upload your subscriber’s list into this monster without any restrictions and without losing even a single lead.

Step – 2: Send Emails

Setup an email campaign in just few clicks. Now, LeadPrimo gets into active mode and sends unlimited mails to your subscribers completely hands free.

Step – 3: Enjoy More Leads and Money

That’s it. All hard work is done. Now just sit back and relax and watch profits grow leaps and bounds.

Checkout The Demo Below To See It In Action!

PRICE AND EVALUATION

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This is a mind-blowing deal as they are providing RESELLER license to LeadPrimo, and now you can SELL LeadPrimo to anyone they want & you get to KEEP 100% of the PROFITS. You don’t have to do anything, just collect your 100% profit and find a way to spend it.

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Let’s act now, don’t delay and grab it now while it’s still at the lowest price possible! And Just feel free to give it a try, because You have a full 30 days to put this to the test and make sure that this is for you. If you do not see any results within this period then please reach out to them. The Helpdesk Team is always there to help you out and make sure that you have been following the correct procedures.

LEADPRIMO REVIEW – CONCLUSION

In summary, I hope that all of the information in my LeadPrimo Review can help you gain more understanding about this product and then be able to make a wise choice. If you’re ready to start making a real online income in the most passive way possible then click the button below before the price rises. I am look forward to seeing your success.

However, in case you are in need of any advice, please feel free to keep in touch with me anytime. Regardless, thank you for reading my LeadPrimo Review. Goodbye, and see you again!

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