#im kms for typing out teehee

[marshadowstea]

i did this and LOT and i still do it. theyre gonna have to deal with my sobs echoing through the hallway because they gave me these problems. THEY ignored my mental health issues, im gonna force them to hear that shit 🙄

have your panic attack at work or school don't wait til you get home. do it on their time. they caused it

[ame4me]

ok so uhm intro info thing , please do read

what is this blog now ?

a blog 4 me ! rambles , questions , opinions , little vents , ideas and all that other irrelevant brain usage results will b spilt on here 4 the world 2 see in this digital diary !!!!! also 4 doodles probably , , , i plan 2 make a sideblog 4 good-er art eventually still gonna post about jsab cuz that fixation has me in a chokehold but expect less of it on here . follow @prismatichroma 4 jsab focused stuffs

who exactly even am i ?

im ame ! i have a bunch of other names but ame is my main personal one (guess why /j) click here 4 bundlrs quick intro it/its + , german+afro-american , minor , hobbyist artist and story maker with a bunch of mental illnesses and disorders but we ball out here . i speak eng and ger ! im also learning jap i recommend you unfollow this blog and only follow chroma if youre completely uninterested in me as a person n just want some silly jsab art teehee (not judging vro i get it dw)

what should you know ?

#1 , about me ! (basically warnings and byi info)

first n proi most obvious thing ; i text w/ a little typing quirk !!!! , , , i think its pretty readable but if something is super confusing i can provide 'translations' 4 it im a minor , and while i do not mind suggestive stuff or nudity , str8 up porn blogs better keep out (pls) im mental + disabled in the head . wont get into it here but basically just b mindful of that and patient w/ me thankies i make jokes about (specifically MY) mental struggles (like suicidal ideation (kms/kys jokes) , self-harm jokes , discrimination refrences , ect) , but if theyre seriously offensive in any way that doesnt only affect me , dont b afraid 2 let me know so i can b a bit better in the future ! IM ONE OF THEM QUEERS AND MIXED POC !!! i use slurs !!!! not offensively ofc but i do sometimes make use of these extra words some of my interests r considered problematic in one way or another (i think ?) but i dont support any of the creators (duh) and if that sounds like a shitty excuse then idk what 2 tell u smh i dont plan 2 give money 2 any of those asshole people thatve created things my autistic brain eats up im also something of an irl-fictionkin thing ??? im ame 雨

#2 , about you ! (do's/dont's , dni whatevs)

PLEASE DO use tone tags !!!! mention my interest/s and talk 2 me abt it !!! ! or ask questions if ure unsure !!! or anything like that !!!!!! PLEASE DONT bring unnecessary negativity of any sort onto my blog !! dont b mean 2 me just bc u dont understand me , , , just dont b an asshole and ure good DNI = rosco/dorakii & arrow . any1 that purposefully hurts others in any way

where can you find me ?

cyberdiety on bluesky , cyberdiety on toyhouse , cyber4diety on youtube , rainbowcybergod on discord (but i dont accept random reqs so notify me first somewhere else !!) click here 4 my masterlist/hub of all my social media links , if you wanna see if im on more platforms !

published on 23th nov , 2024 | 26th nov, tags added

[chiffaust]

🪄 here (/e wave) (im also typing this on computer idk if this will be too long esp on mobile whupsies..) i agree on the kuro + koga tour for deadmanz and then keito climax .. thats what i thought was going to happen but i think keito getting a deadmanz card could be likely as well but since kuro needs a tour and his event 5* .. keito hasnt had a card in so long so either theyre planning something big for him (which. could be climax or crossroad or Both if happyele is feeling evil) or maybe they like killed him or something but i agree emo keito is so........ 😋😋😋😋 put some eyeliner on this man fr i had 2.3k dia for akatsuki climax but then i did 20 pulls for baby souma (soo soooo cute btw i will never recover) and im doing valkyrie event its so bad out here.. i had some good luck on the power of you five star though finally got my jeweller kuro i swear i dropped to the floor when i heard his voice and saw the outline .. i did like 70 pulls for him so ofc he comes home on some random pull but its fine hes home.. so with that luck i wish upon you fs1 keito i believe in you. random pulls ftw neways i wish u so much joy and happiness and keito polaroids and a happy keito birthday since its 12am for me 🎉🎉 -🪄

i genuinelynfucking hopenthat keito would have mercy on me. no keito 5* before i earn at least half of the dias i have left.... i really am gonns fucking die im gonna kms i have no untainted flower of the heart and keito is due for some card! mI shouldnt have gotten that tori card... i regret everything i just want keito hasumi i love keito hasumi why whhwhwh whh is he so due AND HE HAS THE LOWEST CAPPED FANS BTW!!! SO THAT ABSOLUTELY MEANS HES GETTING A NEW CARD SOON. they shouldve given him a new card before that tori event i was WAITING my wjole life for it why do they have to do this after i spent all of my dias im gonna die im gonna ficking kill myself im😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

but thabks for your wishes!!! it truly does feel like its my birthday instead teehee >_< lets forget abt keito hasumi! he doesnt exist in the first place so he wont be getting any new cards...

[marshadowstea]

my favorite hobby back in the day ‼️‼️

13 year old me happily ignoring the ‘18+’ and ‘MDNI’ on all my favorite smuts