#im just... sososo fucking excited i cant take it

[alfys-pigeon-house]

It hurts to pull a tooth, but it'll hurt so much worse to let it rot. Kind of wish I knew the guy so I could chew him out on your behalf but I'll take not having to know him. I think you're better off without him, though, and I hope it'll start to feel like it soon.

thank you!!! i cant express appreciate i have for u!! im still a lil messed up and maybe it really was my fault but man. that sucked. and despite everything i cant help but be grateful for having been given the chance to love him, for being given the chance to be in a relationship with him. he was a good guy and i dont doubt that he still is, it’s just. i miss him, i miss who he was. i just wished he had loved me for who i was, messiness and all. that it wasnt conditional, that he could look pass his insecurities.

i sucked too ngl i fucked things up once, twice, thrice and ill always be sososo sorry for those times i just wished that he didnt make me out to be this irredeemable asshole that couldnt grow. that everything was my fault, that everything i did after didnt matter bc what was done was done. he’s a good guy, i wouldnt have loved him til today and i wouldnt have invested so much up until this point, he was fun, his voice was comforting, he was a lil silly, and did his best to cheer me up when i was down—and he hurt me and i will always have a door open for him.

despite everything, or because of it, i will always be grateful i got to know him, that i had the chance to love him, and im so so sorry that i hurt him and that will be something ill always regret, i wasnt there for him when he needed me the most, i hurt him. one day i hope he’ll heal from the hurt i caused, i just wish we could’ve gone through it in a better way than we did.

anywya so sorry for the abrupt rant jdkahdhdhd huhu again tysmmm!!! i Will Grow from this and regain my fun!! no more anxious overthinking on whether i can interact w a post or go out anymoree hehehehehe im excited!! i wanna hang out w my friends more and try new things and do make up im soooo excitedd!!!! esp since i can chat w my friends more hehehehehe i miss uuuu i hope we can interact more!!

[mobtism]

ohhh my fucking god i cant wait for late spring. i cant wait i cant wait i cant wai

[pigstepmp3-moved]

holy hell, gamers, i finally reached one whole thousand followers! how bonkers is that! when i first made this blog in december 2018, i was just trying to start over in a new fandom. ive been active on tumblr for a looong time (since i was like 11, which is. not great, but we wont get into that). i cant remember quite why i decided to remake, but i never imagined getting a higher following than i did before, but i did! 1000 followers is bonkers, i’ve never had a thousand of anything! i seriously cant thank each and every one of you enough, whether you followed me for 911 or for mcyt or for whatever!

now, since ive reached this absolutely bonkers milestone, im feeling particularly sappy! so under the cut, i have some friends and mutuals tagged who are super great n who are always an absolute pleasure to see on my dash! <3 again, thank you all so much! (ps, if we’re mutuals and i didnt tag u in this, that doesnt mean i dont love and appreciate you!! i mostly am just picking people to tag based off how often i see them on my dash! i love all of u so much <3)

♡ 911 FRIENDS ♡

(aka the ogs, aka the fire fam)

♡ @lovelessmotel ♡ emily!! god, where do i even begin with how much i love and adore you!! i know youre one of my big sisters, but wow i am so proud of how much youve discovered yourself since we’ve met!! like wow, look at this epic, gorgeous person whos one of MY close friends! im so lucky to be friends with you! thank you so much for being my friend, i appreciate you and all the sisterly advice you’ve given me more than i can ever put into words!

♡ @eddiediaz-buckley ♡ sav!! mom!! i love u so unbelievably much!! i am so unbelievably grateful for you and everything youve done for me! all the advice youve given me and all the times youve let me vent to you have been so important to me and i cannot thank you enough for all that. im soso appreciative of you and im so glad that i have someone as amazing as you as my mom/big sister (we’ll never really figure out our fams family dynamics, will we?) (ps, whenever i go outside and have my keys with me, its always so comforting to feel the keychain you got me! its like my moms with me everywhere i go!)

♡ @liesoverthec ♡ bonbonbonbon!!! i love you so much, you wouldnt BELIEVE how much i love you!!! im so glad we met bc you are so unbelievably kind!! there is a very good reason a nickname for u is bonbon bc you are just as sweet as candy!! maybe even more so!! i love having you as one of my big sisters, you give such wonderful advice and talking to you always makes me feel a million times better!! i love you and i am soso glad i get to call you my friend!

♡ @marauder-girl ♡ sabsabsab!! i love u so much, u funky lil future lawyer!! im so proud of u and i can hardly believe ur gonna be my Lawyer big sister!!! thats so awesome!! i cant believe such a rad person is one of MY friends!! how lucky am i!! i love having you as one of my big sisters, youre so kind and funny and talented and your advice has always been so helpful to me too! thank you so much for being my friend and for always being there for me!!

♡ @nighting-gale17 ♡ cait, my love, my wifey!!! wowowow i love u so much!!! im so glad we’re friends, you are so unbelievably lovely!! youre also so unbelievably talented like??? hey queen wanna hand some of ur writing ability over to the unfortunate (like me). i’m so glad we’re friends, youre so sweet and even tho we dont talk as much as we used to, i still have SO much love for you in my heart

♡ @africaneuropean ♡ rae, my father!! i love u so much!! i know we havent talked at all in. who knows how long. but i still have so much love for u in my heart!! you are so iconic and cool and funny, im so glad i met you n became friends with you!! ur one of the coolest people i know, i hope i can be as cool and mysterious and wonderful as you one day

♡ @evaneddie ♡ DHYL!!! dhyl pickle i love u so much!!! whenever u pop into my inbox with random nice messages, every part of me lights up!!! u are so kind to me and for what!! i miss talking to u as much as we used to, you are so sweet and you are such a good friend!! i love u n im SO proud of how far youve come with gif making, i still remember when u first started n youve gotten SO amazing at gifs lately!! i love u soso much n im so glad we’re friends, youre so awesome!!!

♡ @basil-the-writer ♡ des!!! i love u so much!!! i know we’ve never rly talked all that much but im glad we have interacted in the ways that we have!! u are so sweet n so talented!! like the fact that u have the patience for those lil video edits u do?? that is so cool!! all ur edits are so cool, i cannot imagine being able to make stuff like that without dying every single time. u are so cool n i love being able to call u my friend!!

♡ GRIFF ♡

(aka griff)

♡ @yawnralphio ♡ u get ur own section bc u are my only 911 friend who isnt an og, but thats ok bc u are so swaggy!! i love being friends with u griff, u are so cool and funny and i am so glad that u still want to be friends with me despite all of the horrifying things u’ve learned about mcyt from me jdhfajkdhfa. i love u so much n i am so excited to get to know u more n get closer to u!!

♡ FRUITBLR ♡

(aka mcyt friends)

♡ @fear-epidemic ♡ atlas u are so swaggy and funny!! tumblr funny man!! im so glad we’re mutuals, i love u a whole lot. that one time u me n wilby played bed wars together was so fun even if we’re really bad! n that one time we played on the fruitblr server while on vc was so fun, i loved talking to u n playing with u so much, we gotta do that again sometime. i love u so much chapin n im so glad we’re friends!!

♡ @netheritedream ♡ hari my beloved... i love u so much. like literally so much that its really embarassing. i am so glad u tagged me in that one follow forever post n put the offer on the table to let me join the server. i love being ur dumb lil husband!!! jus like actual fundy, i would risk it all to watch treasure planet with u. i love u sososo much, i wish i could live closer to u so i could actually talk to u more often </333 im going through severe withdrawal, pray for me. im gonna stop talking for now bc if i kept going on, this post would be several miles along n nobody has time for that </3 just know that i love u so much and i love having matching icons n i love being ur husband, i love u so much

♡ @sootswilbur ♡ tommy... i care you so much. little bromther!!! im sososo glad we’re friends bc u are so kind to me all the time n u are so easy to talk to!! ur also so talented, ur writing n ur gifs are so amazing n im so proud of all the awesome stuff u make!! seeing u experiment more with ur gif sets n trying new things is so awesome n inspiring and i love seeing ur experiments work out!! i love u soso much n im so happy to be ur big brother!! (or one of them at least)

♡ @fruitbur ♡ virgil my Other beloved... i love u so much!! u are one of the kindest people ive ever met n im so glad i met u!! i know ive already told u this before but ur tagging system is so sweet n i love seeing u reblog my posts bc im like “yay alastair is gonna tell me that he loves me in the tags :D” i also lovelovelove ur theme, i love the soft pink and the lil aesthetic board that u have pinned, its so nice to look at!!! ily sososo much <333

♡ @theartofmining ♡ hey fruit ily. like genuinely, u are so unbelievably funny that u make my ribs hurt so much. i know we’re like never rly that serious but i love u so much. as much as i joke about hating u, i really am glad we’re friends n i really look forward to becoming better friends with u. i love u a whole lot rain, i love seeing u on my dash bc ur full of good takes n funny posts

♡ @sapnaplive ♡ dream.... bonks our foreheads together... i care u so much. my other half!!! i love u with my whole little heart. u are soso cool and im so lucky to be able to call u my friend!! ur themes are always so cool, i wish i could be half as cool as them!!! ur art is also so epic like??? u are a triple threat: good at art, tumblr themes, AND minecraft building. and ur also so kind!!! u are one of the sweetest people i know, i love u so much and im so glad im friends with u!!

♡ @dreams-little-kitten ♡ corn u are so weird and i mean that in the kindest way possible. u are so cryptic n i love that so much about u. ur like the wilbur to my philza sometimes and i think thats so awesome. that one time u came into my inbox to talk shit about that one cuphead boss was so funny and absurd, i loved that so much. i love You so much. i love how ur just so effortlessly funny, n im so glad i can be friends with u

♡ @dreamsmp ♡  JEL!!!! i love u so much holy cow. u are so sweet!! all the time!!! ur also so talented, ur gifs always look so good!!! i love being friends with u, ur always so nice to me n u always leave rly nice tags when u reblog my gif sets that make me so happy!!! i think about that one time u rbed my fundy gif set n said “FUNDY GIFS” and “GIFS BY FUNDY” it made me so happy!!! i love u a whole lot, im so glad we’re friends :)

♡ @leaguelol ♡ damien!! i love u so much u funky little cryptid!! i love when u pop into the gc just to share cryptic thoughts, u are so strange but i think thats so cool of u!!! i honestly see u kinda like a lil sibling, im always so proud of u when i see ur art on my dash!! u are so talented at art!! i love u so much n i love being ur friend, ur rly sweet n i love seeing u on my dash and in the gc!!

♡ @its5undy ♡ idk why im putting u on this, ur my mortal enemy. jkjk, i actually love u a lot clay! i love joking around with u, ur so funny and for what. im so glad u joined the gc bc i love talking to you so much!! i still love that one time u reblogged that fwt gif set n tagged me in it moments after I reblogged it. i love that u thought about me, that rly warms my heart! i love being friends with u sososo much

♡ @cavalreee ♡ oh hey, another great big fruit!! i dont think we talk all that often, which is a shame, bc ur so sweet!! and also so fucking funny, why is everyone in this friend group so fucking funny, its not fair. i love seeing u on my dash talking with ur other friends, u always have the funniest convos ever. also? ur desktop theme is SO epic, it threw me off the first time i saw it but its so swaggy, just like u!! i love u soso much azzie, n i hope we can talk more in the future bc ur so cool

♡ @technosoot ♡ i love u even tho ur a br*t /j /j /j. jannat u are so unbelievably sweet. im so glad u joined the gc bc u are such a kind presence both in there and on my dash! u radiate very Warm, Friend energy. ur friend shaped. i love u so much n i love being friends with u!! im very eager to become closer friends with u bc u seem like a really amazing friend to have

♡ @sortasortaspicy ♡ les where are u in the gc i miss u </3 i love u so much, u fit in so well from the very beginning n brought so much more fun and laughter into the gc. i dont know u all that well n i dont think we’ve talked one on one like. at all. but id love to get closer to u bc ur so rad and ur so sweet!!

♡ EPIC PEOPLE  ♡

(aka mutuals who are so cool n id love to be friends with u pls talk to me)

@eurytherm ♡ @vampkings ♡ @weelbur ♡ @wilburtheesoot ♡ @quackityskarl ♡ @wimblrscoot ♡ @technofarmer ♡ @wooteena ♡ @bloodforblood ♡ @smpsapnap ♡ @literallynotfound ♡ @hearty-an0n ♡ @enderanboo ♡ @springbonniecpu ♡ @pandascanpvp ♡ @tommylnnits ♡ @strawberrygogy ♡ @timedeo ♡ @nymika-arts ♡ @h-isforhome ♡ @eboykarl ♡ @joe-alkaysani ♡ @betwecouldmakesome ♡ @squirrelstone ♡ @maddieandchimney

[americana-ultra]

Good art accounts?

WHERE DO I START

MUTUALS >

Now it wouldn’t be me if I didn’t promote my babe @samequirk! Their art is super crunchy and the colouring is just ????? AAAA NANI hOW??? Also their anatomy is so nice and with every new post their art gets better and better I’m so proud of them!!! 

Another great artist, because, again, promotion, would be @missplacemat!! Super crunchy colours and line, I love their precious ship drawings and occasional memes!! I feel blessed every time i get to watch their streams 🙏🏼

@komodokrunch is???? So?????? Amazing????? At???????? Traditional art???????? Like fuck?????? Their drawings are always so cute and their anatomy is absolute goals im WEAK please they’re so goddamn underrated and they’re so kind as an artist too like why aren’t y’all following this gem??? 

I’ll sneak in @filthybnhatrash because the occasional portraits they post are 👌🏼👌🏼👌🏼 Like PLEASE keep drawing ily your art makes me cry it’s SO GOODD

@metaphorical-balls is aaAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!! AAAHHH!!! SO SOFT!!! Their aoyama art is sososo cute and every other character they draw in general???? Just????? Bghjshjsghsvjsghj thank YOU FOR DRAWING IN GENERAL ILY 

@roumaji we haven’t talked too much but I love seeing your art on my dash!!! I showed one of my irl friends your art and they were begging me for your account because they adore your todo art and so do i! Y’all will love their art in general and you NEED it on your dash >:(

@foggieson liKE THE PREVIOUS, WE DONT TALk buT YOUR ART IS STILL GORGEOUS ♥️♥️♥️ This person’s ships are VERY VALID as well as their art so pleAse don’t be a fool and not follow them 

@ellieb3anart I’VE RECENTLY DISCOVERED ELLIE HAS AN ART BLOG AND!!! HEWWO YOU’RE SO GOOD WHY DIDN’T I KNOW THIS BEFORE BUT YEAH THIS BABE TOO!!! GOTTA CHECK IT OUT 

THE OTHER PROS I ADORE FROM AFAR >

@franeridart — their kiribaku makes me CRY plEASE FOLLOW IF YOU’RE INTO THAT, THEY ALSO POST OTHER AMAZING THINGS 

@meru90 — another amazing kiribaku artist, pleaSE their art/colouring style is to diE for and their ships are absolutely valid 

@pfaerie — such beautifully drawn babes sghjgshj if you love those Good Boys you will love this Amazing Artist 

@raphodraws — VVVV crunchy art and kiribaku stuff it’s vv cute uwu ♥️

@radiocga — Their Miritama stuff made me WEAK when i saw it on my dash I had to follow them, the way they draw bodies melts me in a lil puddle i love iT

@50shadesofhq — THEY DRAW BEAUTIFUL HAIR!!! LONG HAIR FOR THE BOYS!!! BEAUTIFUL ART YOU WILL LOVE THEM!!!

@azreto — can draw,,,,,,, the most,,,,,,, handsome boys,,,,,,,, i recently saw their katsuki,,, ,, , , ,, ,, i wa s,, ,, ,, puddl e,,, ,, , ,, , dead,,,, , ,, , cryin g,, , ,  , i love them, , ,, , pl eas e, ,, ,,

@noodle2thedoodle — CUTE!!! Beautiful art style that will make you SMILE like, ,, i saw their wips for their charms/stickers/whaTever it was and i was like ?? ? It’s already so beautiful? ? ? ? And you’re not even do n e ? ?? ? Ho w ?? ? Take my mo n ey ?? ?

@vangberg — you,, , , ,, , ,, yOu,, ,  , ,,  this person makes the cutest, , ,, shit ever,,, , their dragon kiri, , , , ? The cutest,, ,, , i love their art style in general too and just everything ??? ? Such a good person AND such a great artist ?? ? ? All in one cute lil package ??? ? You’d be a fool not to follow they are heavily under appreciated in my opinion for all the gorgeous stuff they draw 

@katloid — their kamijirou stuff, , ,, , perfect ion ,, ,, ,, their art style is absolutely adorable like pl ea see, ,, i was so giddy when i discovered your art so to the anon that asked, i hope you’ll be just as giddy seeing their art 

@baconmacandcheese — Y’ALL LOOK AT THAT COLOURING,,,, NEED I SAY MORE BC IT’S PRETTY STRAIGHT FORWARD ON WHY THEY’RE AMAZING, THEIR ART STYLE JUST,,, AAAAAA SO MANY TALENTED PEOPLE

@kiruchi — oh i’m head over heels in love with this babe’s art style like goddamn it’s beautiful,,,, hair? Beautiful,,,, their faces? Beautiful,,,, everything? Beautiful,,,,,,

@gabzyart — their kiribaku also makes me WEAK and just the way they draw bnha characters ( or just any character in general ) like ???????? BabE taleNt their art style punches life into me 

@sinfulhime — again, their kiribaku = BEAUTIFUL ♥️ AAA and their colour pallets in general just sbhgshjghj need i say more? Please check them out i’ll cry if u dont 

@clarartz — i follow them on insta and on here and goD am i a lucky ducky when they post bc their art is so damn clean and pretty to look at!!! Their young mic makes me sosososo happy!!!! Their art in general just makes me sgjhgshjghj!!!!!!!! 

@paeshin — such entertaining comics!!!!!! Their art style is just so,,,, comforting to look at ????? Their kiribaku is so????? GhjgjhgHJGSHJSGHJ i can’t even express in words how amazing they are and i’m so lucky to be following them like !!!!!!!!! Thank you for drawing the babes ilysm!!!!

@mortinfamiart — god knows how many things i’ve bought off your merch store tbh hjsgshjgj your charms are just nice to look at and im looking at my kiri and bakugo charms on my bag from where im sitting now and im smilING LIKE A GOOF THEY’RE GORGEOUS YOUR ART STYLE IS POSITIVELY GORGEOUS!!!

@lowaharts — the cleanest art ive ever seen in my damn lifE like ???? Your lining on tradition is so god tier ???? And your backgrounds in penciL???? HoW???? The inking is ??  ?? ? ? ? HgsjhgshjsgvkjhgjHGJ i cant even express in words how much i live for this babe’s beautiful art,,, only in keyboard 

@cccrystalclear — AND I CAN’T FORGET THIS GORGEOUS ARTIST!!!! I’ve had the privilege to see their watercolouring/sketches/etc stuff on insta and i was just like,,,,,, so blown away,,,,, it’s so professional and the way they draw kiribaku and kiri on his own makes me sososo happy and excited like WOW IM IN LOVE WITH THIS ART!!! And you will to!!!!

Now, this post is getting ridiculously long! I would add so many more but I think this is enough for now. Hope this helped and sorry it took so long!!!