#im just yelling into the void. i just need to yell.
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i feel so frustrated reeEEEE
#good things are coming!! good things are actually coming!!#i see my friends often and i'll be going on trips and i dont hate my job. there's a lot of love in my life for which i'm immensely grateful#but that doesnt change the fact that my family's codependency and combined living situation are wearing me thin#and student loan repayments are going to fuck me over i wouldnt wish an upbringing of bad advice and 6 figures of debt on anyone LMAO#i feel like i can only *feel* human in short spurts at times and anyone who knows me knows that i dont have a get out of jail free card#(we regular folk rarely do dont we nyuk nyuk)#maybe i need to stop dwelling on being a home owner one day and then i'll calm down. mb i'm just hurting myself by imagining some reality#where my family doesnt need me as much and we're not paying some random person's mortgage for the rest of our lives#im just yelling into the void. i just need to yell.#xangoeswah
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Googling for specific features in a person's face/body for art reference and it's all 'how to get rid of it' tips and im here like :((((((((
#i forgot what i tag my random talking posts as or if ive even tagges any of my shitpost#art related#but not really art so im not putting it in the main tag#ry's stuff#<- it's that i think#unless#eh whatever#not important btw just needed to yell into the void about this#not fanart#not art#body stuff#idk lmao
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yeah ok we've heard of butch fem ghost which is awesome showstopping amazing but if i may add onto that: the entire tf141 being butches. soap with the same mohawk stunting around in military surplus activewear to attract femmes (or other butches. she's not picky). gaz who– unlike her friends– presents herself as more of a bifauxnen with clean pressed shirts and a nice smile. price who's the hardest butch out of all of them; never shaving, foregoing bras, referring to herself with brazen terms popular in the older queer scene (all the while having the voice of a chainsmoker, so deep it can initially be mistaken for a man's tone) (maybe she even packs?)
just. ugh. butches…
and imagine if you were passed between all of them? spitroasted by their straps? omg
#all of them have carabiners. sometimes soap wishes hers would get caught on a femme's stockings or something#personally i think fem soap's name would be something like jennet. feminine scottish form of john#fem gaz's would be something basic like kylie but she goes by kyle anyways bc its pretty much unisex#fem price's would be johanna. strong old lady name lol#anyways i wouldnt be hyperfem for the regular tf141 but butch fem tf141? yeah ok ill be your housewife or sugar baby or whatever#we are in a dire need of more butch content in this fandom tbhhhh i know its specific but like cmon#yall see the vision too right????#or maybe im just insane#anyways im mostly screaming into the void for myself but if you agree 👍#i would like to add that i am not a writing blog im just an old man yelling at a cloud.#tf 141#tf 141 x reader#john soap mactavish#john price#kyle gaz garrick
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Was dungeon meshi localized to Delicious in Dungeon because it'd be DnD
#i am just yelling into a void rn if this is common knowledge#just like when 2 weeks ago i went 'holy shit it is HOUSE MD because its Sherlock HOLMES. HOUSE and HOME. WATSON and WILSON. IM SO STUPID'#if that IS why they called it that that's actually so cute holdon i need a moment i need a minute holon i give me a mome#delicious in dungeon dungeons and dragons goddamn..
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genuinely why is there so much misinformation about the guardians of childhood book series?
#Lemme be a toxic fan for a moment bc im so tired and stressed and i need to yell my silly fandom frustrations out to the void#The people saying Jack is fourteen in them. No.#He can manipulate his age from 11 to 18 and is dating a 25 yr old#people still insist that the books are connected to the movie despite there being no possibility for that since 2018#And like they totally guess what happens in the books#I saw someone try to say that dreamworks were being 'weird' and aged Jack up to ship him with tooth but in the books he was a child#three things: He's not fourteen (see above for age. He's essentially an adult and is treated as such) and is dating an adult#And he didn't make an official appearance in the books until 2018. Six years AFTER the movies release#and thirdly dreamworks aged him DOWN????#Joyce's og idea was an adult with a wife + kids ???#Like what are you talking about#never mind the people insisting that JACK IS 12???? NO??? Where did you get ur information bc wtf???#the movie started production (in 2008) before any of the books even existed (first book was published in 2011)#We have no idea how much of the books they had! The most they had were Joyce's ideas that were subject to change (and boy did they change)#the walking eggs in the movie didn't come from the book (even tho they're in there) they came from Joyce's doodling on notes!#The third book published alongside the movie tie-in books and then days later the finished film premiered at the Mill Valley Film Festival#by the time the second book rolled around (2012) the movie was probably finished and was just getting distributed by paramount and#was possibly even finished in 2011! Four years of production of the movie and then the first book got released#I cannot express enough how much the books are not the source material for the movie. If anything is it's the 2005 short film Joyce made#God it's so infuriating to see people discussing the books like they're the Bible without having read it. I get so irrationally upset#And why are we talking about the books like they have any relevance to the movie after 2018? that book completely severed all ties#Like I get it if people want to connect them but you'd have to ignore the entire last book to do that (which yeah most do)#but there's so many assumptions about the books and it makes it clear who got their into from fan rumors and who actually read them#if you are basing ur understanding of a book you've never read based on fanfic maybe you just shouldn’t say anything about the book#rotg#rise of the guardians#guardians of childhood#goc
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The most frustrating part of being someone who mostly draws now trying to getting into writing, is that I can picture what I want in my head and how I would represent it visually.. but how the hell do I describe important forgotten object hiding away out of sight that the characters haven’t noticed is missing yet??
#im just yelling into the void aaaa#getting into writing isn’t a choice that damn game and my ocs have control#in comics I could highlight the forgotten bolt on the ground out of sight and forgotten.. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa#perhaps a narrator is needed.. or having them notice but not think anything of it at the time#or maybe I just need to change how the problem occurs..?#storytelling in different mediums is more difficult than anticipated#maybe I just need to alternate between drawing and writing scenes#typos! is posting again
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ohhggh i have had a post canon defiant fic in my head all fucking day. he's up in my neurons guys i'm so cooked there's no saving me
#i NEED to work on my jrwi minibang fic but............... colin armsmaster defiant wallis......#i'm gonna write a conversation i have pictured between him and taylor bc u just KNOW dragon has found a way to taylor's dimsension#amd YES the fic will b about him realizing he's transfem. im nothing if not predictable#whiskey yelling into the void
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just a little blog update! you might have noticed i haven't been posting as much writing lately... well, to be honest i've been struggling to find the motivation to write. i want to, but it feels like my skills have gotten... idk, worse? even now that i have time, it's like nothing i write is good enough, so i never end up finishing and posting anything. in other words my creative juices have run dry :(
i do want to write though! i will try to get stuff out. i'm rewriting what i've already written for the requests i have, so don't think i've forgotten about them. i hope you can just have a little patience with me :")
tldr: writer's block is hitting me hard, but i'll try to get something posted soon.
#★ — avie's thoughts.#to be clear this is NOT a hiatus#i just feel a little guilty for stalling on your guys requests for so long and wanted to give you an update#writer's block is#not fun.#that and the lack of engagement on tumblr in general tbh#like. i know EVERY writer has complained about the likes to reblogs on their works#but sometimes it just feels like im yelling into a void#idk maybe its just me#im glad i at least have my lovely moots to reblog my fics with their thoughts though :D#speaking of#i have a few of my mutuals works i need to rb hmmmm
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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help i accidentally thought of a love confession scene
#sorry i'm going of the rails#i'm not okay#i've not been for two months thanks#i need to yell to the void#in addition to all the other places im yelling#im sorry#to everyone#and idk ifthis is how it goes!! it's just an option!!!#im not even there yet!#I should not write it yet!!!#just. Right now there's a fish involved#:trash:
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I have reasoning for this I promise
#rain code#rain code spoilers#(?) just cause#makoto kagutsuchi#izuru kamukura#hear me out they didn’t need to make these two so heckin similar#we got the almost identical hair with makotos just being a bit shorter#we got the alternate version of the protagonist with a different name and essentially god powers#there are some dubious morals going on#and theyre mostly referred to is the fandoms as different people than the protagonist#plus theyre both the best even if only one of them got an actual boss fight#(this is in the tags cause i’m scared to type it out)#(and I needed to yell this into the void since it’s all im thinking about thank you)#danganronpa
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sighing and putting my head in my hands and crying and throwing up as i think about stanley uris and how he was the most terrified loser.
how he was deathly scared of being dirty, of not knowing where he was, of not being able to predict the world around him. how he was more scared of his world order being offended than anything else. how knowing that pennywise is real sent him down this spiral of 'what else can be real' and it broke him. but he STILL was the one who cut everyone's hand and made the oath. how bill constantly reminds him of his bird book and how it saved him. how he is more mentally fragile than eddie. how he's one of the only Losers who ever says "i can't do this", but he still gets to his feet and makes jokes right after he cries. stan uris, who, after Mike is like, "i just saw a killer bird!" goes, "what kind of bird?"
thinking about how we really don't know how his death went down so we don't know what he was thinking in those last moments. how he threw away his whole picturesque life because of a promise he made, and because he couldn't honor it. how he's such a private person, a quiet one, but he's so so so sharp and graceful. i wish they showed more of his fear in the movies, how much it fucked him up in the end.
stanley uris i think about you a lot.
#it#it book#stanley uris#stan uris#i love him.#i literally am so emotional about him.#i usually don't have two favorites#but stan is like. he's really good. the it fandom is challenging my 'i dont change my selected favourites' view#im usually so decisive about these things and i know without doubt what im going to like and not like#but this media keeps surprising me. at first i even like. did not care about stan at all#the movies made me confused about him. i was like. who tf is this guy#but now hes arguably my favorite#and i just REALLY love his character. like i love. him. so. bad#i need to rant about him rn#and i need to just scream about this into the void or else ill just like. have unfettered energy#its literally 4am. im crying. im crying. IM CRYING I LOVE HIM.#it movie#losers club#the losers club#somenoe just yell about him with me rn
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For the 2nd time in 2 months someone commentating on an fia world championship series has felt the need to bring up driver weights, like it isn't something so many drivers have struggled with, like its fucking nothing, and I just dont understand why they feel the need to say it????? The minimum weights were introduced for a reason and unless you were born yesterday i dont think its difficult to figure out, implying drivers are worse at their jobs or severely disadvantaged is fucking vile
#f1#formula 1#canadian gp 2024#first it was dc with ollie in misano in formula e#now crofty to mekies about rbs drivers for next year#you can try and get info about their future driver line up with bringing peoples weight into it#especially peoples weight in relation to performance#there is just absolutely no need#tw weight#tw weight comparisons#<- i dont know if those are necessary or the right ones but i feel like i should but something just incase#why did i ever start watching motorsport i just get angry at it like all the time#also this may not make sense but i am angry so im just yelling into a void#fuck sky f1 commentary for this
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maybe this is just me being annoyed but whenever i try to talk abt my ocs here [which i very rarely do for this exact reason] it always gets zero engagement whatsoever. like i dont come here for Attention i come here for interaction which do kind of go hand in hand but. getting like 7 likes any time i pour my heart out about my guys is. disheartening. and it sucks because talking abt them is part of the way to get people to care! but i dont have the motivation for comics all the time [and when i do they dont get much attention either]. i feel like i should just stick to discord but im soo desprate to be heard and i feel like its hard to find The Right People to talk to
#especially when some of the people i wanna rant to dont use disc much. so i just yell into the void#this is abt sparks in particular but im miffed in general. with the response i get.#sky rambles#its just. frustrating. not mad at anyone in particular ofc !!!!!!#i need a friend who is online all the time who is always willing to hear me talk about stupid shit /SILLY#im actually Deranged about sparks rn i wish someone who Clicked With Autism was online on disc rn . so i could yap .#whatever.#sorry.#i just don't get what my guys don't have ????/ i guess probably constant art#i wish i could explain things concisely so people would care at all
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I will readily admit that I’m such an “everything reminds me of (insert current obsession)” kinda person but hearing this song come on the radio out of nowhere threw me for such a fucking loop. Cuz it…. It’s just them huh??? Why did a random Slovak radio station just toss me the most Death Stranding-Sam/Higgs ass song it could’ve. Like I’m not mad but the shock of menacing beach imagery combined with “we will die and be reborn” + golden touch sure distracted me from my sudoku
anyway the song is “The Road to Mandalay” by Robbie Williams and its a nice moody listen
#Death stranding#samhiggs#sam porter bridges#higgs monaghan#Im very not normal about this game#So i have to just be a lil bit crazy until the second one comes out#Does anyone care about my silly lil ds posts?#Prob not#but sometimes ya need to yell thoughts into the void#To get it outta your system#And have a lil bit of fun#goldenbridges
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alright maybe TUMBLR wont eat his pixels. Quick test
#say hello to my beloved Harrow Reliquary#i have next to no lore on him other than he became Like That (reliquary) after being recovered from the Void#after the New War.#other than that??#idk.#But i love him. my void priest#but Discord keeps eating his fucking pixels!!!#not destiny#orb rambles#warframe#because. why not#ALSO. FINALLY. TFS SOON. i just need to get the courage to play now#i dont know if i have the strength for this...#someone come slap me. or yell at me. im gonna cry i already know
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