#im just so picky with friendship 😭 ppl have to be at a certain social skill level for me to be able to really befriend them properly | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

piplupod · 5 months ago

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i think i just worry im going to blast her brain with too much new music very far outside of her usual sphere all at once fhsdkjl, like... I think perhaps putting hip hop on the playlist would not be a good idea but alsoooo... i want more people to listen to hip hop and rap LOL. i'm now asking her if theres any music genres that she specifically dislikes so i can know what to avoid putting on here and if she doesn't give me anything to work off of then.... woe, Any Genre be upon ye LMAO

#she is also like. not someone i'm really going to Befriend fully so im not rly too worried abt this tbh #she is definitely just an acquaintance sdfjkl i cannot see us becoming FriendsTM though she probably considers us friends #im just so picky with friendship 😭 ppl have to be at a certain social skill level for me to be able to really befriend them properly #just because i get too tired and dont feel comfy enough if ppl are not at a certain level irt to social skills and emotional intelligence #(sorry i hate saying comfy like that LOL ppl online have been mean about it. maybe it is weird idk. comfortable was too long for the tag)#and i Need to be comfortable w someone to consider them a friend fdskl #i havent had this issue much online for some reason (ig bc i have more of a choice of whether to interact or not)#but irl ... well. thats a whole other beast innit LOL #i do love having and making acquaintances though !!! i really love talking to people and getting to know them :)#friendship is just a difficult thing for me bc of my own issues and past experiences fdsjkl i have to be careful with it #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

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