#im just!!! not a messy baker!!!! it bothers me too!! i was the clean one in school :(

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HEHRHE WORK RANT 😐

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unusual asks: 2, 6, 14, 26, 31, 32, 35 (or name a couple bc i already know a deal of yours), 36, 41, 51, 55, 73, 76, 80, 94, 97 (sorry to send so many asdlfiasg they were interesting)

2. is your room messy or clean?

oh you bet… it’s not that it’s cluttered with a ton of stuff or anything it’s just that i tend to leave clothes all over my bed instead of putting them where i should and plus my closet and wardrobe are extremely disorganized because i just like shove random clothes in there,, same with other drawers full of school supplies and stuff, i can never put away stuff neatly it seems

6. describe your personality in 3 words or less

bore, bored, and boring

14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why?

oh man idk, i think i’d just like to live somewhere where it’s not easy to be isolated, like right now i live in a small house where there’s no sidewalks in my neighborhood and it’s impossible to walk down the street without a car zooming past and i’ve lived here for about 11 years and i only know one of my neighbors and i just hate it a lot. i remember before i moved when i was 5, i lived in a small city in a multi-residential house, and me and the three other kids who lived in it would always hang out together, and my grandma would like to take us to the small little cluster of grocery stores and bodegas less than a mile from our house and buy us candy and fun-yuns and stuff, and maybe i just remember it so fondly because i was just a little kid, but i really do miss that. 

26. how many pillows do you sleep with?

i’m a one pillow kinda person, more than that bothers my neck

31.  3 favorite boy names

um elijah, oliver, and leo i guess

32. 3 favorite girl names

mia, alexandra, and uhh natalie ? take all of those with a grain of salt because like honestly i dont think i feel strongly enough about names enough to have favorites

35. who is your celebrity crush?

if you follow me you pretty much know who all of them are,, uhh lemme think who don’t i post about too much

brandon flowers is,, a big one like i don’t get how he just looks!! like that!!

ooh alexa chung is lovely and gorgeous and alex turner never deserved her 

and um,, yeah i guess i do post about him frequently, but gerard way is truly one of the most beautiful people to exist

36. favorite movie? 

um idk honestly, but i guess i’ll say either the breakfast club or heathers

41. top 10 favorite songs

currently: fob’s cover of i wanna dance with somebody by whitney houston, there is a light that never goes out by the smiths, flaming hot cheetos by clairo, empty by kevin abstract, don’t panic by coldplay, music when the lights go out by the libertines, pale shelter by tears for fears, desert song by mcr, the numbers by radiohead, and isolation by john lennon

51. how old were you when you found out santa wasnt real? 

well my parents never really gave me presents for christmas, and whenever i got stuff from other relatives or whatever they wouldnt tell me it was from santa so i guess i always knew he wasn’t real

55. what is your dream job?

i’m not really sure what i’d like to do yet, but if i was good at it, i think it’d be cool to be a baker, my cousin is one, and he has the quaintest bakery and makes the best chocolate croissants, and idk it just sounds fun

73. do you want to get married?

idk, i guess it depends if i ever find someone i want to marry

76. what color looks best on you? 

oh lol idk i don’t put nearly enough effort into how i look to notice… black maybe? sjdnjdfjhfdjj

80. what is your biggest pet peeve? 

i think pretty much all my pet peeves boil down to people who are narrow-minded and can’t listen to or respect other people, while it’s talking over/ignoring others in conversation, or being inconsiderate of people’s feelings. 

94. favorite lyrics right now

I’m big, humongous, enormous and smallAnd it’s not fair that I am nothing and nobody’s there

- Declan McKenna, Humongous

so i decided to finally check out his stuff at the beginning of this month because he was showing up in my recommended a lot, and man for being pretty young (18? 19? im not quite sure) he’s putting out some insightful stuff. this is probably my favorite song of his i’ve heard thus far, and it just like, hits the nail on how frustrating it is to be a teenager. you’re bigger, and you have to make big decisions about the future, but older adults still look down on you like you’re small, and oftentimes don’t value your opinion. it’s enough to make you feel worthless and that “no one truly understands”. 

97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? 

milk definitely, i think dark chocolate is so bitter, and i havent had white chocolate since i was little so i honestly cant have an opinion on it