#im jk lolol im just bored

[blurryfaace]

People expect me to be bald or have bad hair just bc I wear A hijab like girllllll if u knew hOW MUCH CARE I PUT INTO MY HAIR EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. YOu would think I'm cRAZY. IM ACTUALLY GATEKEEPING MY HAIR FOR ME COZ ITS TOO BEAUTIFUL HERE u go >:(

[berriniki]

if we are still close i will buy you enhypen albums like fr fr LMAOO. i love buying gifts for people its my love language.

but omg youre so young LMAOOO but you should definitely enjoy your time. even though with this pandemic, senior year goes by super fast. live high school with no regrets tbh

NO NO BC THATS LITERALLY ME. i try to write everything that i remember form studying on my test before i forget but its like cheating…? LMAOOO and im glad to hear that your physics teacher is cool. a lot of my teachers in my junior year wasn’t that chill so i kinda just sat there waiting for class to end lolol

NAHHHH BC CALC IS LIKE THAT. if you have classmates/friends you know like that def form a study group. it kinda helped me with exams and homework! i’d offer help but i threw out calc the minute i graduated <3

and tbh i bought the album LMFAOOO i ended up pulling heeseung and sunghoon again but this time holographic jay <3 which im super happy about bc jay is my bias hehe

ALSO I CAME BACK TO SEE YOU POSTED LIKE TWICE?? HOLD UP REAL QUICK SO I CAN READD -🌷

i know so many people with gift giving as a love language and i’m still in shock that people Want to buy people stuff, let alone Me because Huh(not that it’s a bad thing i think it’s cool)

yeah i’m practically an infant, straight out the womb yesterday😩🤙 jk but yeah i heard senior year is pretty chill if you get most things done in your junior year(minus college apps because that sounds like a ride)

I DONT STUDY AND THATS THE PROBLEM i really should get my ass in gear and at least attempt to study but Fuck is it Boring and my goldfish attention span would rather go bungee jumping

throwing out calc is so valid, it’s not very fun😬 and yeah i ask my friends who are ahead of me(i’m in the slower paced class while they’re in the faster paced class) if i need help but i can usually do it by myself if given enough practice

damn heehoon not leaving you alone BUT HEY YOU GOT JAY !! omg jay’s your bias thats so cool

im actually in the middle of writing another fic as i’m typing this answer out LOL

[megglepie]

All the even numbers

bastard. ily

2. chocolate bars or lollipops?

lollipops bc im a slut!

4. how did your elementary school teachers describe you?

smart and creative

6. answered!

8. movies or tv shows?

uhhhh totally depends on my mood/attention span atm

10. game you were best at in p.e.?

dodgeball probably

12. answered!

14. answered!

16. most comfortable position to sit in?

like a queer, legs tucked or thrown over the arm, slouched af

18. ideal weather?

~70 degrees F for warm weather and ~40 degrees F for cold weather

20. preferred place to write (i.e., in a note book, on your laptop, sketchpad, post-it notes, etc.)?

notes app hehe

22. role model?

jackie robinson. jk idk but i read a bio abt him in middle school and i thought he was extremely cool

24. favorite crystal?

bold of you to assume i know any crystals by name

26. favorite activity to do in warm weather?

hhhh i don't like to go outside in the heat so uh sleep. which incidentally is also my favorite cold weather activity

28. five songs to describe you?

ONE! TWO! THREE! FOUR! FIVE! also aloys made me an AMAZING playlist which im gonna plug bc i love it so so much

30. places that you find sacred?

the toilet, catching praying to god any time i have a tummyache

32. top five favorite vines?

back at it again

i smell like beef

mother trucker dude

peanut butter baby

shawty i know

bonus: when she touches you

34. advertisements you have stuck in your head?

this one fuckin radio ad for deep vein thrombosis???

36. answered!

38. lemonade or tea?

arnold palmer

40. weirdest thing to ever happen at your school?

straight up not gonna answer this unless someone else asks for it bc there’re too many things to choose from

42. jacket pockets or pants pockets?

pockets is pockets

44. favorite scent for soap?

yardley’s oatmeal and almond soap but lemon soap of any kind slaps too

46. most comfortable outfit to sleep in?

just undies, if that. clothes...not for sleep

48. answered!

50. what made you laugh the hardest you ever have?

idk prolly some shit one of my irls said at some point

52. favorite font?

i don't have like an all-time fave but i do prefer sans serif fonts

54. what did you learn from your first job?

how boring and stupid retail can be

56. favorite tradition?

hmm. opening a gift on christmas eve, it’s so dumb lolol i like it

58. answered! soft of

60. if you were a character in an anime, what kind of anime would you want it to be?

maybe a supernatural/mystery like death note, xxxholic, or erased??

62. seven characters you relate to?

watanuki (xxxholic)

bakugou (bnha)

tsukishima (hq!)

present mic (bnha)

haruhi (ohshc)

64. favorite website from your childhood?

gaiaonline (derogatory)

66. favorite flower(s)?

wisteria and honeysuckle!!!!!

68. worst flavor of any food or drink you’ve ever tried?

grape.....it’s not good

70. left or right handed?

i am right handed haha, not special!

72. worst subject?

for a long time i thought it was math but honestly, if given the resources and time, i’m ok at math. science tho..... fuck that

74. at what pain level out of ten (1 through 10) do you have to be at before you take an advil or ibuprofen?

like for a headache?? i used to wait til i was around an 8 before taking medicine but now i just pop acetaminophen like candy. rip my liver

76. what’s your favorite potato food (i.e. tater tots, baked potatoes, fries, chips, etc.)?

fries i guess!

78. coffee from a gas station or sushi from a grocery store?

LOL neither??? i don't really like coffee but i would drink like 7-11 cappuccino over grocery store sushi i guess

80. earth tones or jewel tones?

ugh. earth tones i guess?? i don't rly love either??

82. pc or console?

im not enough of a gamer to answer this definitively 

84. podcasts or talk radio?

podcasts! talk radio would be good if i could find a station that wasn’t sports, politics, or entertainment news??? the only talk radio i’ve ever enjoyed is like, those stations that do stories BUT AGAIN I CAN NEVER FIND THOSE?????

85. fairy tales or mythology?

fairy tales i guess

86. your greatest fear?

probably driving but also drowning ig

87. who would you put before everyone else?

what does this mean??

88. boxes or bags?

what does THIS mean?????

89. nicknames?

meg, meggy, meggy weggy, megglepie, mama meg, motor meg, megs, mug, muggy, moog, mag, mague, meg meg, meggy baby, meggle, megatron

90. favorite app on your phone?

none of them, i hate them all *opens safari*

92. how many phone numbers do you have memorized?

literally just my own, my parents, and 911. that’s it

[riskeith]

awwww i’m here now darling so you better feel amazing <33333

ok miss i see the subtle flex you just pulled on me, just say your team is op and go... :pp jk!! no but yeah if you’re stronger than the goddamn bosses it usually goes easily. can’t say i’ve seen those days in a while tho rip

YOU ARE MY BABY!!!!!! you could do a doodle for me and i’ll literally cry abt it until i die. ooooh that seems good tho??? especially ningguang and beidou... the ladies are making a comeback 🥴 i agree with you actually!! i’d love for chongyun to come back (so you can get his c6 mostly) and for selfish reasons i want razor to come back to... bc boy scouts. i really want the boy scouts... hope it happens soon tho 🥺

speaking of boy scouts i just got him.... xingqiu.. i felt so bad bc i know how much you want him... :( but i didn’t get any xiangling so. i lost successfully shskdhsk. also I WISH they had cross-server co-op more than ever at this moment bc then we could do our chongyun + xingqiu dates... 🥺

cluna you’re literally so cool! you work through them? help couldn’t be me. i get super annoyed and if it’s not working i’ll just let it go and write something else instead shskdhdksk. for instance, i was working on this fic two months ago and i got really far into it when i hit a writers block. so, its just been collecting dusts for months now. a couple days ago i accidentally stumbled upon it and realize the potential it had so i might pick it up sksjdkd. i was literally prepared to just let it rot like so many other fics i write. so yeah idk sometimes i just give up because it’s easier even if it hurts me bc i spent so much time writing them sjshdkdj. yikes.

right?? and when you write a fic that takes place during the day you can get inspired by the atmosphere outside!! and yes!! i have to study outside i can’t get anything done at home. i used to be able to do that when i was younger but now it feels sooo impossible. especially with online school and stuff. either i go to a library, cafe or school. although most of these are closed now so i have to book a room somewhere to study. do you have a specific area at home where you write or can you just sit down anywhere and study?

for sure!! if i had the space i’d absolutely consider buying more books. right now i just have them scattered around everywhere (even some in my makeup drawer shdjdh). do you have a bookshelf? 🥺 that’s so pretty...! what are some of your other favorites btw? oh grade school is basically class 1 to 9... so from 6 years old to 15? girl no worries i know how difficult it is to understand all of that. when my friends used to explain their countries school systems before i’d just sit like owl eyes.

THE ALBEDO FANART!!!!! during his quest i took sooo many screenshots god he’s just perfect. he’s such a gentle and sweet boy ughhhhh.... he’s been gone for 2 days and i already miss him. and xiao and aether are just... yeah... i love how everyone ships aether with the boys yet i don’t think i’ve ever seen lumine shipping fanart? let’s just say gay rights and leave it at that.

BEFORE I CLICKED ON THE LINK I HAD A FEELING IT WOULD BE THAT POST.... literally us!!!! don’t make one in america no worries!! idk why my acc was set to that lmao. i’ll make one in asia tonight and just hustle for a few weeks until i reach co-op (i think it was ar 15?) plus i really want aether so i’m kind of not so stressed about it tbh? god i’m actually so exciiiiiteeeeed...... 😭 you gotta promise you’ll help me with domains and bosses tho you’re gonna be at a much higher rank than me while i’ll just be a little nooby girl. 😭

thank you so much for the encouragement!!! ♥️

today i didn’t keep you waiting too long, hehe. i missed you too much. but you’re porobably asleep now though :( oh well, can’t wait to hear from you my love <333

hiya!! i’m still up bc i miscalculated the length of a fic chdjcnskjd and thought to check if you’d sent anything before i went to sleep!! made me v excited to see there was not only 1 but 2 asks from you hehe (also it’s 2am rn so apologies for any incoherence!!)

AHAHAH fjskdjskdn genuinely tho,,, i’m really happy with my team rn LOL. and noooo you’ll get there someday!! before your world level increases and you’re stuck being many levels below the bosses again fhdjdjkd it’s a cycle 😩

NFKSKDLAKS i wish i could manage even a doodle… drawing hair is literally my worst nightmare (along with drawing anything else tbh) and all the genshin charas have such complex layered hair ugh it’s like they don’t want me to even try. yass beiguang (idk if that’s their ship name) actual queens 👑. razor!!!! what a good boye. i love his idle animation so much, pls he deserves everything 🥺🥺 and you deserve to get the boy scouts!!! can’t wait for that day to come <33

AHHH!!!! no don’t feel bad i’m so happy for you omg… live out all my xingqiu-having dreams for me please 😩😩😩😩 our xingyun dates!!!! some day it’ll be a reality <333

DHJAJSHS nooooo fuck writer’s block 😤😤😤 but i hope you’re able to finish that fic now!! (vaguely, if you prefer) what’s it about? also i have plenty of fics/ideas just rotting too, but that’s usually bc i get caught up in a new idea which i like more ? i think? lmao so yeah i definitely do give up on my fics too omg wait do you have those fics where you’re like omg this concept is god tier i’m so big brained and then you write out a scene and then it’s like … wtf do i do with this now? HAHAHAH like my attention span is slowly too short to write any long af fics, i can’t stay dedicated or interested enough for that but a lot of the ideas i have have the potential to be those 300k 40 chapter slow burn etc etc so there are so many docs in my drive that are just. works with like 2-3 written scenes and an entirely fleshed out plan but i know i’ll never actually end up writing it bc of aforementioned factors lolllll. that’s another reason why i think about just releasing all my wips some day! so people can see all the ideas im unable to execute jfjsndns. do you [like] writing super long fics like that? i admire your tenacity if you do ahah

agreeeeeed <3 and oh i see!! i always feel like people who don’t study at home are so studious fjskdksk it gives off that kinda vibe for me 🤪 and i have a study! so i usually do most of my work there. sometimes tho when i get bored and if i’m not watching a lecture i’ll sit on my couch or on the floor and change things up a bit lolol

djxkkakdks omg don’t let your makeup ruin the books.. or is the makeup more important djskskks. i do have a bookshelf!! it has like… 6 levels? and it’s all full 😳😳 other faves are defs the hunger games (catching fire >>>>>>>>) and you know the others like percy jackson, divergent, the mortal instruments. oh and the maze runner!!!!!!! the prequel (? sequel???) is probably one of the recent books i’ve actually read, even tho that was like back in 2017 lmao. i liked the john green stuff too.. just a lot of the like. basic ones LMAO. hbu??

6-15??? damn that’s an interesting range djsksk i guess the closest for us would be primary school which covers ages 6-12!

albedo is legit SO prettt and for what. his hair, his eyes, his soft spoken manner. ugh 😩😩😩 and taking a bunch of screenshots is a big mood!! ooo i’ve seen some lumine ones but yeah def not a lot ! (i know there’s discourse surrounding that lmao) but yes gay rights 😤 wait that reminds me i saw the cutest razor pic the other day and saved it i’ll show you when i’m in a more awake state to attach the image fjdjnd

!!!!!! ours minds… actually connected 🧠

okay that sounds good!!! and yeah wtf why does co-op unlock so like late lol let us play together NOW 😤 and good luck with starting again!! and have fun with aether hehe we’ll be able to have both ours meet 🤪🤪 AND YES I PROMISE!!!! i’ll carry you until we’re both the same AR and we can suffer fighting bosses together <3 you can just sit back and watch me do all the work 🤪 i’m super excited too!!! 🤩🤩🤩 and thank you for doing thisss even tho i know you said you don’t mind but still!! 💗💘💝💕💓💗💞

no problem!!! i believe in you!!! ❤️❤️❤️

eagerly (but patiently) anticipating your response~ xo!

[briarrosescurse]

tagged by @prometheanglory ! thank u for the tag homie ily2 sorry for doing it So Late but pls keep on tagging me lolol

fic prefs: aaa i'm down for all sorts of fics ngl? it's SUPER hard to pick a fav bc every genre has its own qualities that makes it so good !! that said tho, i do like fics that handle more mature topics, actually? esp angst but more like angst in the direction of hurt/comfort? it feels rewarding in a way to suffer along with a character only for them to find their own happy ending, it just gives me a very hopeful feeling!

slow burn or love at first sight?: SLOW BURN FOR LIFE, im all for the Hot development in a relationship!!! there are just PLENTLY of possible directions u could go with slow burn, it holds so much potential !!! u can go Wild

fake dating or secretly dating?: secretly dating... there is just something Spicy about a relationship that has to be kept secret, whether it's because of serious stuff or just bc of sheer fear of embarrassment lmao

enemies to lovers or friends to lovers?: aaa hard to pick ngl,, i think i'll stick with enemies to lovers,,, the gradual development, maybe mixed with some teasing "oh u hated my guts so bad" "and i still do" "but u also love me dont u" hehe

"oh no there's only one bed" or long distance correspondence?: ooo no,,, there's only one bed,,, ig we have to share it,,, haha jk.... unless? ;)

hurt/comfort or amnesia?: HURT/COMFORT FOR LIIIIFEEEE

fantasy au or modern au?: tbh im down either ! depends always on the original www

mutual pining or domestic bliss?: mutual pining is SO GOOD,,, there's just smth.... Good abt witnessing a developing romance

smut or fluff?: jdjdj HARD PICK BUT,, i'll go with smut,,, smut takes a lot of skill to write, to actually make it sound appealing and just. right in the moment, yknow?

canon complement/missing scenes or fix it?: mmm def the first one, never rlly felt appealing the latter one ngl

one shot or multi chapter?: again ! im fine with either ! it honestly depends on my mood

kid fic or road trip?: ROAD TRIP!!! JUST THINK OF ALL THE FUN INTERACTIONS

reincarnation or character's death?: why dont we have both? :) JK but im going to go with reincarnation if it's like. involving a character's death? my heart just Clenches at the idea ngl

arranged marriage or accidental marriage?: ARRANGED MARRIAGE, ARRANGED MARRIAGE, ARRANGED MARR

neighbours or roommates?: roommates has always been a lot more fun imo, ur rlly more bound to spend time together

highschool romance or middle aged romance?: i'm an avid shoujo manga reader so. what are u expecting. ofc im gonna go with highschool romance, im an absolute sucker for it.

time travel or isolated together?: mmm. dont have rlly anything to say tbh. ig time travel?

sci-fi au or magic au?: aaa ngl im easily bored by sci-fi and with magic u can play around so much !!! so it's def magic uwu

body swap or genderbend?: nNNOOo BOTH IS RLLY GOOD THO,,, I CANT DECIDE, BOTH HAVE SO MUCH FUN POTENTIAL TO EXPLORE

angst or crack?: angst,,, angst can be so hot and painful and that exact pain makes it SO GOOD. GIVE ME ALL THE FEELIES, MAKE ME CRY, I WANT TO BE INVESTED

apocalyptic or mudane?: despite my frequent nightmares about apocalyptic scenarios (specifically zombies), i Live for apocalyptic fics.... esp if it differs itself from the original setting A LOT, it's fun to see certain characters in a whole new setting and how they'll adapt to it !!

aaaa im. unsure who to tag, i usually dont tag anyone but, literally anyone who sees this can do it but ! if i have to, i'll just tag u guys @choconanime @terrors-of-nightraven @noeyebunnynobunsu @glassormirrors @randomikemendegen @yukinonshi that is !! if none of u mind ! dont feel forced to do this, haha

[your-world-with-nct]

nctzen anon project • mission three

‘uUhHhhh i'm like short 5' 1" yes its sad. i'm very affectionate and like kinda flirty lolol. i suffer from 2nd hand embarrassment a LoT. i'm an aquarius and i also fit almost all the aquarius descriptions hehehe even the bad ones. uh im an enfp and i can speak english and mandarin(hi yes im mixed) also some french and german-nctzen angel’

↬ nct 2019 — moon taeil

taeil, being a gemini, would be perfectly compatible for you bcs gemini x aquarius is a 10/10 perfect pairing

also, height wouldn’t be an issue with him; he wouldn’t tease you bcs he know what it’s like to be on the receiving end so he’s like “i’ll spARE YOU THAT BECAUSE I CAN’T MAKE YOU SUFFER TOO”

since enfp’s are always super hypED AND EXCITED, taeil would be ideal to balance you out. his calm, more relaxed manner (at times lmao, not when he’s like,,, being a memey lil’ idiot sksksk) would contradict your more energetic self

basically it’s opposites attract up in here uwu

↬ nct u — kim jungwoo

he’s a clingy baby so he won’t mind you trying to hold his hand at every opportunity you get uwu

omg jungwoo the b i g crackhead you two would never stop laughing istg-

however, enfp’s can transition from free spirited to relaxed just like that, so you two would also have a lot of down time, where you just chill out, eat a lot of snacks (this is kim jungwoo we’re talking about yk?) and have marvel marathons or something lol

↬ nct 127 — mark lee

2nd hand embarrassment, you say? you’ll be experiencing a lot of that with awkward little morkle around sksksksk

your flirting and abundance of skinship would make him so shy most of the time, and you’d relish in the adorable reactions you received from him whenever you gave him a kiss out of nowhere or say a cheesy pick up line in the middle of a conversation >_<

mark would admire you for the amount of languages you know and be like “wait what? you can speak croissant- woah” lmao no but really, he would compliment you and tell you how intelligent you are for being able to speak those different languages, and probably ask you how to same random things

↬ nct dream — zhong chenle

you !! can !! speak !! mandarin !! well, great, because this baby will almost always use his native language with you, especially around the dreamies (even though renjun e x i s t s). he’ll feel like you two can share secrets that most of the members won’t be able to find out and,,, this precious bub would always manage to say ‘i love you’ in both english and mandarin just cos “it meANS I LOVE YOU TIMES TWO ANGEL!”

your affectionate nature would be very appreciated when it comes to lele - he’ll be all over you, hugging you and not letting go, all. the. time.

like taeil, height doesn’t really bother him, but every time you do notice that he’s getting slightly taller than you, he’ll be one to rub it in your face - “oH? OH? I CAN REACH THE TOP OF THE FRIDGE NOW? HOW COOL, WOULD YOU LOOK AT T H A T”

↬ wayv — wong yukhei

like chenle, he would probably take advantage of the fact that you speak mandarin and talk to you in the language, but only when he felt like it bcs you know lucas, he just,,, does whatever, he’s just one big surprise lol

teasing you?? for your height?? lucas would nEvEr !1!1!!11! jk jk this boi will be like “my feet are poking out of the bed :(( can you pull the blanket up? o-oh, i’m just too tall sorry :,)”

alsO, aquariuses? aquarians? well, your star sign says that you’re very playful and flirtatious, which yukhei will absolutely adore !! he never likes being serious, so the fact that you’re always making him flustered and are playing around with him would leave you two with no boring moments (cuTE)

[jjinomu]

hello jjinomu it's been forever!! i hope the dumb vrchat stuff dies down, tbh i downloaded that game but only played it like twice bc i find it boring, (yeah vrchat lovers u heard me jk) i prefer gmod tbh. also, i finally finished my first year of high school!!! now only 3 more years to go- btw i still love piko very much B)

hello it really has HAHA i’ve been hella inactive mmd WHO 

but ya situations in the vrchat community r kind boooo but i’m working with some people to try and limit and expose that resources from the mmdc mostly aren’t for free-use (in vrchat) and we have t&cs and it’s kind of working and my contacts have managed to alert the game devs about it and we’re figuring out solutions since it’s suuuper hard to get people reported and most of the time people are just unaware and get linked to stuff that arent our direct downloads/readme’s are remove etc zzz but some people r still assholes lolol (i was alerted that one vrchat/twitch streamer told some vrpeople who were on the lookout for my content to fk off after these people warned her not to use my stuff like wow that’s kinda rude smh) :(( 

however it’s alright most people are pretty nice bout it and it’s encouragin’ to see people come up to me and ask/apologise for using my resources without knowing so i’m like all well and good!!! so i mean not too bad hehe i’ve only played until like the tutorial but nothing further yet ksldjalskd my vr friends r telling me to join them to enforce my own rules personally but im weak HAHA

AND CONGRATS!!!! holy crap!!! did u have a good time in ur first year of HS??? i also just finished the half of my entire degree only a year and a half to go hehe!! and i’m like defeated as shit HAHA but milestones am i right!!!??? of course u still love piko i wanna tell u a lil secret but i also still love meiko as well she is my waifu4laifu as piko is urs ;3c

[ariescults-moved]

40 and 44 🌸💕

40: who i wish i could be

someone who has their life and themself figured out tbh

44: a random fact about anything

ummmmm.. im so bad with questions like this bc im literally the most boring person in the whole world and i never know what to say abt myself. but i guess that’s a fact too, im boring i have nothing to say wow !! lmao (jk, its just my brain i dont know what to tell you abt myself rn thats kinda interesting lolol)

[makesureee]

1-30 ty~

omg no thank yOU ogm ur so swe e t im sorry if i’m not able to answer all of them cause my memory is an actual pile of shit and my favourite songs are constantly changing but so HERE SO WE GO

*viewer discretion is advised because this user is annoying as shit on adderall*

 1. what album do you feel best describes your mood?at the moment, i am like, OBSESSED with the album “my bad” by Good Dog. like. i relate to EVERY. WORD. EVERY. SONG. in that album. i just. i cant cant cant nope.

  2. if your name had to be a song title which song would it be?“Oh.” ~courtesy of Good Dog

  3. what is your go to sad song when you need to cry?i don’t have a go-to sad song. i don’t cry that much anymore either. like, my pain is like, background noise that bubbles to the surface for a second (and on the rare occasion explodes) but usually like literally 2 seconds later im like im good whats up lol. as far as the last song i had a good ass cry to…..i think it might have been A Song For the Late Night People by Kate Micucci. literally not sure tho

  4. what band would you want as the rest of your superhero team?the FUKIN FRONT BOTTOMS

  5. if you had to live in the world of an album which one would it be and why?i think this question is asking which one album i would want to listen to for the rest of my life? to that, my answer is, fuck you my good sir(in middle school and freshman year of high school my ipod had one album on it. one. on repeat. for years. i literally knew the SHUFFLE by heart that shit was miserable and i do not want to listen to those songs anymore)

  6. what song best describes the person you think your soulmate would be?i don’t believe in soul mates, but as far as a compatible partner goes (based off of my most recent song obsessions) i would choose Scarred Pinkies by Walter Mitty and His Makeshift Orchestra. i’ll just drop a few lines riiiiiight here damn this post is gonna be long.“Ah, here lies all hope of being normal, all chance of an epic fate,bussing tables in Lake Tahoe, eating scraps off stranger’s plates.Ah won’t you cure me? Take me to your bug out location off the grid.I’ll tell you how I scarred my pinkies,and we’ll await Armageddon,or take a long nap.Then teach me to write well,and clean my lungs.Watch the love of my life sewing dresses on fireflies.Go and get me some real drugs to paint my blood,All while the thighs of women have lost their church,and the hands of men are shaking in the search.”“straight to hell, might as well clock out now and rail that cinnamon.”“The cops knocked, someone soon might let them in.They’ll find our strawberry cough. They’ll find the secret voice that shepherds towards the droughts in our thoughts until it snows, listen i know you know this,i’m losing it.”sry i posted like, all the lines in the song i relate to in regards of a romantic partner. but basically, in this moment i want a girlfriend i can do a lot of drugs with and shit (permitting they’re not into harder shit than i am), but i have so many problems with drugs that i’d also want that person to help me but also no. idk. in the long term i’d like someone who can help me heal from this shit but in the short term, i want to experience the romance of doing drugs with someone because i haven’t experienced much of life at all

  7. create a poem out of song titles.far away, aimless, (johnny goth/johnny goth)i have no idea what is going on. (sweatertooth)the kids on the bus with their heads against the windows, (movies)straight kids playing dress up, (the official suckers)and a body washed ashore. (johnny goth)face down, share the blame. (sweatertooth/the official suckers)no choice. (major persuit)fine, thanks. (walter mitty and his makeshift orchestra)wow that one was depressing and political lolol i just went with the flow

  8. which album art would you get tattooed?a question i dont have to write a paragraph for cause i already know the answer!!! the knife on the front bottoms album cover for talon of the hawk. i don’t want it to be my first tat tho. still brainstorming.

  9. is there a song that you feel could have been written about you?BRUH I JUST CAME ACROSS A WHOLE ALBUM WRITTEN ABOUT ME SHIT. well, obviously it wasn’t written about me but i relate to e v e r y word fukin hELL. again it’s “my bad” by Good Dog. but i think the song i relate to the most off that album is “Oh.”

  10. if you could only speak in the song lyrics of one artist who would it be?walter mitty and his makeshift orchestra. his new album is one i also hella relate to. my previous obsession before Good Dog came out with their new album XD

  11. if you could have your favorite artist sing one of their songs to you which song would it be?well this one is just impossible. my favorite artist changes and my favorite song changes like every week like fuck

  12. describe where you want to be in ten years with a song title.booger storm by walter mittynah jk how bout Set Phasers To Fun; Alarm Clocks To One by sweatertooth. you know they only have one album but it’s chill af

  13. which song would be the national anthem of your country if you ruled one?attention class….please stand for the pledge of allegiance…….. COLT 45, 2 ZIG ZAGS, BABY THAT’S ALL WE NEED.WE CAN GO TO THE PARK AFTER DARK, SMOKE THAT TUMBLE WEED,AND AS THE MARIJUANA BURN WE CAN TAKE OUR TURN SINGIN THEM DIRTY RAP SONGS.STOP AND HIT THE BONG LIKE CHEECH AND CHONGAND SELL TAPES FROM HERE TO HONG KONG.SO ROLL, ROLL, ROLL MA JOINT. PICK OUT THE SEEDS AND STEMS!WE’RE HIGH AS HELL FLYIN THRU PALMDALE SKATIN ON DAYTON RIMS

  14. what is your go to happy song when you need to feel betteri never really go to songs to feel better but kimya dawson is really comforting. she’s like, my song mom. her music is like a warm hug until you get sad cause you’re alone and all your problems are still there

  15. is there an album that feels like a friend to you?yeah actually. Hard To Be Around by Lovers Turn To Monsters

  16. what is the album that you always blast too loud?usually all but ESP my drinking album XDD it’s called Too by FIDLAR. i dEF recommend a listen next time ur drinkin

  17. which album do you always listen to with headphones?i don’t use headphones in my house unless i’m so upset and relating to the music so hard that it needs to be as loud as possible. which again, most recently, has been “my bad” by Good Dog

  18. what song are you unable to resist dancing to?none of them. i do not dance, have never danced, and will never dance

  19. what song do you always have to sing along to?every song i know the lyrics to. im a singer. i cant…not….sing….

  20. what song do feel would be a beautiful painting?if i knew i woulda goddamn painted it XD i actually used to think that way about a specific old instrumental pink floyd song once but i can’t remember which one

  21. what album do you wish you could unhear and discover again?all of them!!!!! i love them so much but when i relate to music so hard i can’t stop listening to it and then its mundane and i have to go bandcamp hunting again

  22. which album do you want to be the soundtrack to your life?i don’t rly listen to positive music but as far as my life is going right now i’d say the soundtrack is Well Soon by Walter Mitty and his Makeshift Orchestra

  23. which band would you want to be your family?i can’t answer that because i do not know any of them personally XD

  24. what song do you think of in association with beauty?what

  25. what song do you think of in association with pain?like???? all of them???? i suck ????

  26. what lyrics do you feel were written especially for you.none specifically FOR me. i’m the writer :p i can write songs about/for people and i’m kinda jealous that i’m not on the other end cause idk who the fUCK i am. but as far as lyrics i’ve found that are mE on the dot:“I’m an artist. No, I fake it. I repeat myself all day.I tell the same sad storiesin the same pathetic way.When I’m sober I am boring, when I’m drunk I talk too much,When I’m stoned I finally like myself. I shouldn’t just becauseI’m a filthy fucking liar. I think I’m nice when I am not,And I only feel like I can talk when I am smoking pot.”“Oh.” by Good Dog

  27. what lyrics do you want to doodle on every piece of paper?none that sounds boring

  28. what music do you listen to at 3 am?the same music i listen to all throughout the day because i get fixated on music i relate to

  29. pick three albums to take with you into the afterlife.none because the afterlife doesn’t exist fools get wit tha program

  30. what is music to you in one word?music

like, do you even read this? like homie it’s so long i feel like i get charity asks but like, I DON’T MIND I LOVE ASKS but holy fuck i’m annoying and i would stop being so specific and rambley if people just told me to shut up

[inlove-with-myhubbies]

Kay! Im so bored. I'm just gonna do all the qns.

1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Yeah, I'm pretty sure Hiroki loves me~ 2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? Why would I not date someone my age? Hahah 3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? When I was playing the main story? 4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I would prefer not to. 5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Dunno. 6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yep~ 7. What exactly are you wearing right now? A tank top? 8. How often do you listen to music? Everyday~ 9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans~ 10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2018? Probably not~ 11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? Antisocial lol... 12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Aigonorus~ Aoi~ Asahi~ Aslan~ 13. What about ‘R’? Ryo~ Rhion~ Ritsuto~ Rikiya~ Ryoji~ 14. Can you drive a stick shift? No. 15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? Depends~ 16. Are you going out of town soon? Nope. 17. When was the last time you cried? When I broke my nail the other day? It hurts. 18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yes. I tell Scorpio I love him everyday. 19. If you could change your eye color, would you? No. 20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for? SCORPIO~~~ 21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. Nope. 22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead? Yeah~ 23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? Hiroki? Yeah. 24. What are you sitting on right now? My bed? No, I'm not gonna say Scorpio's lap. Fuck! My phone just decided to slap my face. 😓😓 Nvm, let's continue. 25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? My family doesn't tell me that. We don't even talk or anything lololololol... But yeahhh, my fictional hubbies always tell me how much they love me~ How? Pick a story to replay, then play the story lololol... 26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? Yes. I want Partheno, Tauxolouve, Tsugumi, Kohaku, Motai and many moreee... yes! I want Coach Motai!!! 27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Hiroki~ 28. Do you get a lot of colds? Not really~ I wear cardigans or hoodies~ 29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? Dunno. 30. Does anyone hate you? Probably... I guess so. 31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Nope. 32. Do you like watching scary movies? Yep. But I'm scared... So I NEVER watch horror movies alone... 33. Do you want your tongue pierced? No. 34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? The year when I'm born? 1998? 35. Did you have a dream last night? I don't think so lol... but I remember the last time I had a dream... I dreamt of some stuffs I don't wanna remember lol... what an irony hahah... I remembered how I was tied up and... errr let's just say... attacked... 36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Almost an hour ago? To my fictional hubby~ 37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? To my fictional hubby? Yeah sure. 38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? Probably my fictional hubby? RL? Dunno lol 39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? You? Well, you just spent 5 mins of your life reading this... 40. Did you have a good day yesterday? Dunno... isn't it just a normal day? 41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Yes. With my fictional hubbies~ 42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Nope~ 43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yessss~ I never ever ever ever wanna lose my fictional hubbies toooo~ RL? Nahhhh neverrr! 44. What’s the best part about school? Dunno~ 45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yeah, i guess~ 46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? I did. 47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? Hell yeah! 48. Were you single over the last summer? RL? Yes. FICTIONAL WORLD? NEVER! 49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? What was it like 2 years ago? I don't remember lol.... 50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Nothing. 51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with? Nope. 52. Are you nice to everyone? Not really. 53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Yes. But I still love my fictional hubbies! 54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I will NOT cheat on my dumb boyfie, that is if I ever have one... Let's just talk about my parents... My mum has a boyfie, my dad has a (?) girlfriend, and lots of stuffs happened... that's why they divorced... ermmm how many years ago? I can't remember... I think... 5? Or 6? Or dunno lah... But the point is, I don't like cheating. 55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? Feelings on how much I love Yurio? Nooooo~ He is just so precious. 56. Do you think you like someone? Scorpio! 57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Nope~ I think dun have lolol... 58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? I'm fine with both. 59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Can I not answer this qn? Haizzz fine. Few years ago, when I was in class, I had a relapse. A huge relapse. Hmmm... let's just say, when it stopped, I burst into tears... and... it was not pretty. Yeah. I pity my future boyfie, if I will ever have one. He will probably have to deal with my bullshit... and my split personality... and my relapses... and... errr... let's just say some other stuffs. 60. Do you hate anyone? Nope. No need to hesitate lol. Answer is straightaway no. It's tiring lol... very tiring... 61. How’s your heart? Broken into pieces? Lololol waiting for Dr. Saeyoung Choi to stitch it back into one piece for me. Jk. 62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yes. However, even though I hate it, I don't mind talking about it. That's if the listener PROMISES NOT TO SHIT TALK ABOUT IT LATER. 63. Have you ever cried over a guy? Over a fictional character? Yeaahhh 64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? Dunno. 65. Are your toenails painted pink? No. 66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? How would I know? Lolol 67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? Ermmm... I would like it if my boyfie trusts me enough to do that... 68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? No. 69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? My fren? 70. How do you look right now? Messy as always? 71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? In real life? No. 72. Can you commit to one person? RL? Yeah. I would never cheat on my boyfie. Fictional world? Haizzz... Please do not remind me. 73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? No. 74. Have you ever felt replaced? Yes. 75. Did you wake up cranky? Sometimes lolol 76. Are you a jealous person? Probably sometimes~ 77. Are relationships ever worth it? Dunno... If he's the one, yeah sure. 78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Nope, except for myself. 79. Currently wanting to see anyone? ...yes Who? ... ... ... The unluckiest god is? SCORPIO!!! 80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Breathe. 81. Last person you cried in front of? My freaking idiotic brother. Cux that asshole broke my freaking nail. He's a hugeee jerk! 82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yeah. 83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? Yeah. Scorpio always protects me. 84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Hug him. Kiss him. Love him. HE NEEDS MORE LOVE. 85. Are you over your past? No. I have no idea how to get over it either. There are just so many things that remind me of it. 86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Yes. 87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Nope~~~ 88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? He wouldn't. 89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Yes. Why would I not let Hiroki in? 90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Can't remember lolol 91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? With a new fictional character? Yeahhhh! With a guy in real life? I don't know. Probably not. I would probably still be doing nothing everyday. 92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yeah. 93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? No. 94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Yes, with my fictional hubbies. AND YES! It's awesome! 95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? Yes. 96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? I guess he's fine. 97. Who do you have texts from? Frens? 98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? I wish them all the best? And then I will probably cry? Cux my fictional hubbies left me? 99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yes. 100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? My hubbies, duh 101. Ever kissed under fireworks? No. 102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? I even see stars lolol...

[survivorsentinelislands]

EPISODE 4: MY FAMILY MOVED AND MY NEW HOUSE IS ON A STREET CALLED SHADY LANE ~John

ok so........ tonight was awesome. we totally smoked nehe and his alliance. they honestly had no idea that logan had the idol. the only problem is that logan kept telling people that they knew they were being voted for. which i initially thought would throw a wrench in our plan to get out nehe, but it turned out fine. mostly i was worried that if they knew that logan knew, they would switch their vote to me. next time theyre most likely going for me, unless something changes. so we gotta get sara on our side, even though she voted for logan. we think we can trust her though, since we assume the vote that said "you really seem like a cool person but I've heard my name so this is what I have to do" was her, because we brought up her name to throw the others off.

anyways, im excited for everyone else to come online and see the mess they made by trynna vote off logan. and im excited to see how the next tribal council goes down now that they know its not gonna be that easy to knock us off.

LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL THAT WAS SO GOOD! Im so happy the vote went our way but now we need to regroup and get another person on our side. i'm hoping sara like sees that alex and john coffey can't be trusted since they flipped on us so quickly what would stop them from flipping on sara? Like KK i think im in a good but bad spot like i feel as if i could easily be out next where if we get sara or another advantage we should be good. i'm glad im with the group i'm in though like i have a trustworthy group tbh

So Carson wants to do the Hero Challenge.

I hope he wins

Luckily it's reward so nothing will matter if he loses or wins

drew is a poop head

Ohhh boy I'm pissed. I'm in a similar situation I was in Malaysia in Tumblr. My friend got out and I decided to be a bitch about it. Nah, I'm not going to be petty. I'm just going to get revenge.

Jk I love drew. Anyway im so glad that FUCKING play worked and I hope Nehemiah regrets everything he's ever done. I'm not going down that easy, bitch.

I don't think I sent in a confessional last episode, whoops. Well, if I did this might be a bit of a repeat of the last one so sorry not sorry.

We won the last immunity by more than double the other tribe. Thanks go out to DARIAN, SAM and NED. Everyone else is dead to me. Both BRANDON and CARSON said they would get stuff for the scavenger hunt and barely even spoke during the entire challenge. And we had two days for it. ELIJAH hasn't been around at all. We talked about breadsticks a few days ago but nothing since.

Right now, the 4 for $4 alliance are the only people I have any interest in working with. I will jump ship faster than the speed of light if there's a swap and I'm not with them.

At tribal LOGAN played an idol resulting in NEHEMIAH being sent home. Gotta give massive props to LOGAN, both for finding an idol and playing it properly. They are kick ass and I'd gladly align with them if I had the chance.

Now we've got a reward challenge where only one person gets to participate and CARSON volunteered because he's "bored". Maybe if you'd actually interact with your tribe you wouldn't be? I dunno maybe I'm just getting a little stir crazy and hoping for some more drama.

LOLOL WELP THAT PLAN DIDNT GO AS EXPECTED. Alex and I are such idiots, we didn't even pretend we weren't voting for Logan in the case of an idol. I didn't talk to them. I'm sure Alex didn't either. Oops!

Basically Alex and I were removed via Daisy from the bubblegum bitches after being called snakes. OMG THAT REMINDS ME. It's totally off topic but my family moved and my new house is on a street called shady lane. It just depicts how I feel about myself in this game but let's move on.

It sucks that Nehe was voted out and I feel kinda dumb for going out on a limb for him. Alex and I were quick to jump ship on the bubblegum bitches and maybe we should have thought it out but it is what it is. I tried to do as much damage control as one can do to three people I've just flipped on. Josh seemed understanding and so did Logan, understandably a little bit less. Not sure about Daisy, she's difficult to read.

Oof I also just got kicked out of the Bubblegum Bitches. I mean, can you really kick out an alliance where you were going 5-3. Hun you're literally leaving 4-3 next round, you just bought yourself one round.

So my alliance was talking about the forest and things they've tried and both SAM and DARIAN mentioned finding coconuts but with nothing under them. And I'm just sitting there laughing because I've already found the extra vote under the coconuts.

I don't plan on telling anyone about it but it's just so amusing to see them talking about finding nothing in the exact spot I found something. I'm very glad my intuition told me to go the way I did.

I am PRAYING that this challenge will mean a swap and I get to pick my tribes. I want Daisy, Josh, Sam and Ned all to myself. Gimme my friends.

GUEST CONFESSIONAL: zabbey

yall r doing a gr8 job

TRIBE SWAP!

So, CARSON won the immunity challenge and then we had a tribe swap.

The new tribe has me, ELIJAH, DARIAN, and CARSON from old Andaman. From the old Nicobar we now have JOSH, STEVIE and ALEXANDER. So we have a majority if we stick with the original tribal lines.

However, I did that in my last game and I barely made the merge. So do I want to stick with the old Andaman? We'll see. It might be worth it to throw my vote to someone random and force a tie, see what happens then. Or maybe if we end up losing immunity I'll just swap and work with the Nicobar people.

All this depends on if we win or lose the immunity challenge though so all I can do at the moment is plant the seeds in peoples minds.

So we swapped and my tribe kinda sucks but idk I might be able to make it work? We also lost the challenge. I spent 2 hours of my life listing survivor plays from seasons 1-17 with placements into a google doc we didn't need to use :'D

Daisy personally scares the shit out of me now. Pretty sure she doesn't trust me with good reason cus I don't trust her anymore after what's been going down. Logan is in the same boat because they've both been in the forest idk wtf they could pull out.

I'm happy I have Sara, Sam and Ned, I feel like I can work well with them from past experience.

Sam has been giving me a lot of info about how daisy was spilling everything that happened at our last tribal. When we lost this round she was there telling me that Daisy was trying to convince them that I should be the one to go over Brandon, who didn't show up to the challenge. (I do not like to blame people for not being able to make challenges cus gurl I've been there but that challenge was stressful AFFF)

So I ask Daisy if she had any thoughts on the vote and she says "me and a few others have been talking and it's between you and Brandon" "You would be good to keep in for challenges but there are other factors. We'll get back to you"

I-

I've never played with somebody so direct like that but I guess I appreciate the honesty!

Logan came to me this morning letting me know that they weren't a part of wanting me out so I know it's mostly just Daisy right now.

As long as they don't have a power and nor does Brandon, I think I should be safe. I really don't think Sara Ned or Sam would vote for me. I think I could be fine going forward too if we can win. I need a damn MERGEE

Do I even do confessionals? I always just complain in my host chat and then forget to make a real confessional. We swapped so that was extremely predictable but also pretty cool. I'm so glad to get away from that yawn of a tribe! I wish I had Keegan instead of Brandon but whatever I'll take what I can get. I love Logan and they said they snatched me right up so that could be good for me. I'm pretty sure the order that they released is the order that we were picked in which is extremely telling and I'm here for it. Obviously if we're splitting by tribes it's a 4-3 split with Nicobar having the majority. But I don't think that'll be how it happens. Daisy has no filter and literally just spilled ALL of the tea to me. I love it it's informational. Logan played the idol obviously which we all knew but Daisy was telling who voted with them and why some people voted for Logan just to be in majority and everything so like I'm guessing that's good for me? Either she's really friendly and talks to everyone or she likes (probably because Logan told her to) and wants to work with me.

Fuck this challenge tbh. If we lose I better not go because I hand picked this tribe (except John Coffey. Fuck you ya snakey bitch). If we lose, I'd like to see either Brandon or John go, preferably Brandon because WHERE IS HE. There's a reason I picked u last.

We just won immunity by the SMALLEST of margins. Both tribes got 50 points and we got a 2 point reduction of our score so we won by 2 points. JEEZ. that was so close. Im not really worried because we have the majority. That means that Sam Brandon and Ned have to go to tribal and they are most likely on the minority unless they found the wholes in the group. Its tricky. I hope they are all safe

So Daisy really wants to vote out John which I can see but I don't want him to go right yet. I think where he is the only one who voted against me left aside from Sara, we can manipulate him to work w us. But we'll see whatever the majority wants.

WHEW!! I came on very late to see that we swapped. I messed up and talked in the challenge. We won by 2 points. Me fucking up was almost the reason that we lost and i would have died oops

We won immunity! Yay and nay!

I'm safe, DARIAN is safe and we don't have to worry about tribal. On the other hand NED and SAM are in danger. They're in the minority, so I can only hope that LOGAN, who was in the minority on the NEHE vote, works with them. I'd hate to see one of them be voted out.

Unfortunately there's nothing I can do so I just need to wait and see what happens.

Oh, and STEVIE is kind of a dumbass. Comes out of nowhere asking a stupid question in the challenge chat that could have potentially cost us the game. It didnt, thank god, but it was still an incredibly stupid thing to do.

KK HIYA AGAIN. So we won immunity and afterwards i got to talk to alex one on one and i feel like there is deffo a possible alliance there. Like i wouldn't be opposed to working with alex like i legit have nothing against him but it was really nice getting to talk to him and like OK come merge if we are still alive by then i honestly might break away from the logan daisy and sara alliance and like stay with alex cause like...Idk it seems like more of a equal alliance then the other one did and like I KNOW ARE U SHOOK CAUSE WE ALL KNOW I AM #FEMINISTQUEEN but i will work with the mens this time cause i think it will help me out in the long run KK BYE XOXOXO

Sorry Brandon. You're my hebro, but in a time where you needed to be active, you weren't.

We worked so hard on that challenge, but unfortunately, the reward advantage came back and bit us pretty hard! We lost by two points, and at this point, it's pretty clear who's going home- Brandon. Everyone contributed in the challenge, ESPECIALLY Sam, Daisy, John, and me, but Brandon was completely absent the entire time. I really do like this tribe, and I think that Brandon going home should unify us. Sorry, Brandon :(