#im gonna zerk off to this really really really harddddddddd

[steaksex]

It would be so awesome to make fun of you when you cry. Gently cup your face and wipe away your tears and ask if you want me to stop, struggle to keep a straight face when you honestly think i meant that? You sounded so genuine! Slap you across the face. Take what little choppy hair you have left and tug your head to look up at me. Wanna jolt at you just to laugh at the way you flinch. Wanna rub rough hands across your oversensitive skin until even the barest gentlest touch has you squirming away. Blindfold you and plug your ears and leave you there for hours, only to suddenly kick your chair over so your whole world is sent spinning. Make you beg for mercy and to be let free and i agree! But dont stop. Just say that im treating you nicer and tell you all the ways it could be worse. Jack off watching you cry and sniffle. Send you back with bruises and scrapes thatll be a little reminder for a few days. Keep some of your hair clippings just to tease you and be a fuckin creep

YAAAYAYYYYY I LOVE RETALIATIONNNN i would fold so easy i have no spine or backbone id immediately apologize in stark contrast to my cocky sadism when i was in control. Would try to do what you say but im so bad with taking pain, i still flinch and try to get away when you hurt me but lean into your softer touches. When i realize that you really arent gonna let me go if i play nice i try to get mean again, but its hard to be tough when i whine and whimper just from you saying a word. Aaaughhhh try to crane my neck to see what you wrote on me, not able to see all of it... would be awesomeeeeee i hope my awesome evil employer does not see thee images of me broken and used YAAAYYY

what ifff we were worlds worst lamest henchmen and we took turns torturing eachother and it sucked and was lame and i kept pouring cold water on you and holding ice to your skin and then dripping hot wax on the spot so it burned and tingled like when you get in from the cold and every time you refuse to answer me i take another inch off your hair and when you still dont answer i get frustrated and drop the professional facade and i start chokign you and punching you in the stomach and leave bruises and threaten to brand you and try as hard as i can to scare you shitless and break you so hard you cant even pretend to be a normal person even if you escaped. sorry. plehhh

HEHE DW I KNEW IMMEDIATELY!

BUT OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDD WOAH . trying so hard to stay quiet, out of pride at this point, not wanting to give you the satisfaction. maybe even teasing you and saying this is nothing, that you’re so weak and pathetic (through gasps and sobs), until i eventually break and beg you to please just stop, then just lose my words altogether under the barrage

guh .. want to be left jittery and nervous and raw and sensitive .. constantly reminded by my hair and the marks left on my skin .. but obviously as i’m left as a bit of a shell of myself there’s nothing i can do but go and get revenge !!!

capturing you and stripping you and toying with you slowly and sadistically with pain and pleasure, rough slaps and soft touches .. fucking w your head and conditioning the feeling of pain to a word or a noise, so i can mess w you whenever i want !! also absolutely writing degrading words on you and taking pictures so i have something embarrassing to hold over you