#im gonna drown this post in reblogs so i can forget about this and nobody will have to see.

[theinsterminators]

ugh vent. i guess.

im gonna explode-- "nooo your teeth are so greeennnnn its not pretty-" SHUT THE FUCK UP! why should i give a fucking damn about "pretty?" what, for some stupid future boyfriend? well newsflash, MOTHER, i dont WANT a fucking boyfriend! i dont want a girlfriend either! i dont care for romantic relationships, and you assuming i'll automatically have a relationship when i'm older as if it's a rite of fucking passage is STUPID! besides, i have bpd. anyone who dates me would be dating a literal landmine. no goddamn person worth their salt would date my ass if they knew just how bad my brain can get. unless they WANT my obsessive bullshit, which no one fucking should, they should hardcore Run Away(tm).

if i really want a partner i can just form one in the brain or pick a random hot character to make my f/o. but hell, i've got enough f/os as it is, and my insys relationships are fine for me, so honestly idgaf.

tldr being pretty is another responsibility i dont care for and irl relationships arent worth my goddamn time. sorry for the moment of weakness but this will likely get drowned out in 87 reblogs anyways.