#im gonna do my best 😤 bc i have work tomorrow i do need to try for sleep

[melodyatlas]

i should be asleep but now the jayroytim brainrot is infecting meeeeeeee

[blkkizzat]

Happy Thursday 😊

Omggg i love that idea of reader being engaged maybe to Naoya (ik he nasty but him and his bleached hair and tight black shirt does things to me)

STOPPP THE PTSD I GOT FROM PLUG!CHOSO WAS SO DELICIOUSSSS like fr i need to send you a whole ass book report on how that fic made me see colors i didnt know existed because 😵‍💫 its my weakness when the angst only affects the male character and not the reader HDJSKSKA i been suffer too much in my life to want to read about a fictional me suffered so why not ruin a fictional man's life 🤷‍♀️ that fic came to me at a good time because honestly i was spiraling a bit over some fic i shldnt have read where reader was this pushover who got cheated on (and then threw her virginity to the man who cheated on her 💀)and i had to nope outta there so fast bc that personally aint for me, thats why im saying i looove your bimbo reader and like, she aint takin shit- she causing it 😂

Otaku!Gojo wasn't incel coded to me at all btw, in case i said smth that made you think otherwise 😭 he gen seemed like just his goofy ass self i love him so much. Also semi rare opinion but I like the virgin gojo fics because I really do think as much as gojo is such an extroverted little bug, he really does have his walls up on who he lets in emotionally 🥲 I feel like he might even have some internalized "well im not gonna date or fuck around because i dont want to drag anyone into my ugly world" hsjsjks idk i just feel like he might force himself to be lonely because he takes his responsibility seriously. Aughhhh, especially if he's in love with reader? I feel like man would be in the friendzone for years, be the best man at her wedding, and live and die loving herrrr 😭 im delulu but its just so loverboy gojo to me hehe. Also omg I have so many requests I wanna make before they close but honestly I'm secondhand exhausted from reading all the fics you already got going on LMAO

p.s your about the editor- ummmm excuse me???? YOU'RE SO GODDAMN PRETTY!!!! Like you gen have doe eyes and flawless skin I'm so jelly. Also i love the gloves w the dress 😍. You didn't ask but visually i would ship you with toji 😤 yall would have that bonnie and clyde hitman x bad bitch aesthetic going on !!

🍒 nonnie

🍒 nonny!!!! hi babes you doing good today???

LOL i totally feel you though, i wanna hate naoya so bad and then i be finding myself hate reading naoya x reader fics with a hand in my panties he's such a lil worm tho 😭

LMFAO listen i have that nicki quote in my m.list for a reason. tryna give these men trauma fr 😩. i want them absolutely SICK over us LOL! i totally get that, i hate when its a really well written fic too cause im like damn i wanna read more but i dont wanna be in my bed depressed tomorrow dkhsfliahsd.

but i feel like authors always come out a bit in our work, im definitely bimbo/brat reader. i do not take shit from these dudes irl so im not about to write reader getting cheated on or played unless reader is about to go scorched earth gone girl on their asses lmfao. like entire lives ruined lol.

also omg, yes, yes, yes. i totally agree about gojo. i actually think hes very emotionally stunted in canon, as its suggested by him, geto and sukuna in later chapters that being the strongest comes with isolation so growing up with so much expectations i feel as gojo sees himself as disconnected from others. in AUs i feel like this can manifest in him becoming more isolated. i almost feel like he's an extroverted introvert. that he probably feels more used to being isolated but still feels that need for connection. so yes friendzone for years. omg (not you making me feel bad for this man now lmfao).

You can make more if you want! like idk when im gonna get to everything cause im at the mercy of my adhd but honestly with all the fics i do have and these requests i think im pretty solid until the end of the year lmfaooo.

ALSO OMFGFGFGFGF you gonna make me cry whaaaat. tysm!! i went to a charity auction for my mba program. i work from home and im legit in a bonnet and an anime shirt 80% of the time so when i have the chance to glam up i really like to do that! ALSO WHAT!? GET OUT OF MY BRAIIIIN LOL!! So i thought of this one selfship, that i was going to make into toji x reader that was pretty much bonnie and clyde kinda relationship. but i didnt really know where the fic was going besides us causing general chaos and being super downbad for each other haha.

but omfg tsym for the long beautiful ask you're so sweet omfgbsjdbasdkj id die for you 🍒 anon you da best pookies!

[piplupod]

oh!!! im not in a similiar situation but i used to dread coming home from school bc i knew i would get swallowed up in my depression and stay in my room all day, so the best advice i have is to make ur room feel like its not part of the rest of the house, if possible, and to take walks to remind u that there's more than just that one place! for example u could start lighting a couple candles once u get home and make the bed, or get a snack or water while wandering outside for self care 💞

2/2 I'm not sure how helpful that is but it is important to find some way to create a safe space for urself that u can always at least think of in times of distress. u deserve and need things that are Solely yours, and to know that u have the power and control to keep it that way, especially in ur memory. writing down things is very good for that too!! I hope this helps even if its just a little bit. you'll get out one day pippen, and u can survive until then. ur vry strong and capable 💜

Faolán hello i LOVE YOU!!!!  this is GENIUS omg im gonna start doing this.... either tonight or tomorrow i’ll set up smth to do when i get home from work,,, this is such a lovely idea omg im gonna WEEP 💗😭💗 !!!!! 

im trying to think of some area of my space that has been untouched by my Mother or bad memories dhghsjfkl and its like... uncomfortably difficult to come up w anything BUT. im gonna make some space my Safe Space where nothing bad gets in 😤💗💗 also i need to buy bear spray so i can visit the river more often w/o getting worried abt bears dshghsdfjkl 

im gonna start journaling again i think too bc writing things down is Really Important and also very therapeutic for me aaaaaa ilysm u are so smart what the heck!!!! im so lucky to know u omg!!! 💗💗💗

here are some of the apple harvest we got this year from our wonderful lil tree Elppa!!

this was only like... a quarter of the apples we got from our one lil tree sbdhdjsll, luckily we have a dehydrator so we made lots of apple chips!!!!