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writingvenusian · 4 years

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Can I come out as genderqueer at school? Nah.

Can I spend my entire senior year dressing in boxy Hawaiian shirts, black gender-neutral dress pants, bulky sweaters, a binder under any overly gendered tops on dysphoria days, shoes that are probably for girls but can anyone be sure, a simple black watch, masks to hide my feminine jaw, long hair tied low or let loose, making sarcastic jokes whenever someone asks me if I’m a girl or a boy, eyebrows mussed up, and basically exuding cryptic queer energy with tones of murder only made more strange by my general tomfoolery in contrast with my 4.0 GPA and extensive note taking in class? Yeah babey!

#im gonna be the queer upperclassman icon that i needed to see when i was a freshman if it kills me #am i a boy? a girl? the answer is who are you and what do you think about machiavelli #he was a bit of a wild card wasnt he #isnt it funny to see how we still hate the gov’s habit of hiring private armies?#just like how machiavelli warned rulers that their people would always hate mercenaries?#anyway has anyone ever taught you how to idenfity and avoid pyramid schemes? then ill do it #im gonna be the chaotic aunty who’s not related (& not a woman so not an aunt)#with weird advice who means well and fills in as a helper where adults have failed #sweetie i know our school has a strict business casual dress code but there’s nothing about binders so go ahead #darling if anyone makes fun of you when you wear a skirt to school bc ur AMAB then tell me #ill find a teacher willing to fight for you and if i know them myself ill fight them for you alright #yes honey the school isnt allowed to try and force yourself back into the closet if you come out with a queer sexuality #and they’ve never commented on same sex couples at the dances so far as i know and if they try just say youre friends and they wont care #im gonna use ALL the correct pronouns for the little freshman #what do you need help with? tax evasion? no okay how about that geometry homework then #queer #demigirl #nonbinary #high school #high schoolers #binders #bisexual #gender presentation #the closet

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