#im going to watch some isaac youtube and doodle some things out and. well i hope tomorrow is better
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#im just going to type out my own animalistic thoughts in terms of my intense fatigue and etc#i might make a doodle comic ab it... idk#but its like. oh my god its relentless. its horrible#and its like im grasping with my claws at this but i dont want ppl to just understand that its hard#i want them to feel it i want you to feel this the way i do and know that its my feelings#like physically feel this torment. i just want someone to have a taste but not for long#but the longevity is part of the issue#anyway im just feeling like theres no escaping this. i can be strong mostly but its gotten worse#worse since ive tried picking up a different job#ill never amount to who i wanted to be and who i worked so hard to be#now my own 62 year old disabled father can accomplish more than me.#half blind#broken hip#several other things. i cant even take care of my own father properly#i want a way out that doesnt involve death but it doesnt exist! i want to live!#i want to live for other people#i want to make it easy on others but im the one making it hard#ok thats enough for now.#im going to watch some isaac youtube and doodle some things out and. well i hope tomorrow is better
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