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Can't turn on the car to lower the windows without the alarm going off and cant take out the keys to wait outside. so now im stuck opening the door every few minutes to breathe through the crevice like a reverse fnaf 2 freddy mask procedure
#okay#Locked it now i CANNOT open the door without an alarm going off#Locked it and it wouldnt stop even after closing it#scrambled for the keys in the front and turned it off#the alarm rang for at least 4 times in order to discover the info on my above post#im going to suffocate#also i made sandwhiches today
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postgame komahina househouse with pet cat named aki (after chiaki) and she really likes nagito. and hajime i guess but if nagitos home she’ll only sit on hajime if nagito is sitting on hajime
#hikoma#komahina#nagito komaeda#hajime hinata#sdr2#danganronpa#danganronpa fanart#wikoart#ship art#finished#hajime is genuienly upset she doesnt like him as much btw.#cat doesnt really act like chiaki its just a sweet thing#projecting my own cats onto her. i think she’d lay directly in nagitos face while he’s sleeping and hes feel too bad to move her#so hed just suffocate#nagito with cats is the most important thing ever to me i think#type of guy to like visit those cat island things and just get run over by a million cats#hes so cat to me#anyways ivealmost been here for a year guys#heh. isnt that funny#(im still going insane)#JUST REALISED I WROTE HOUSEHOUSE IN THE CAPTION LMFAO#im not fixing it its funny. its supposed to say household
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chara can have a little bit of protective older sibling traits, as a treat. why does frisk sleep face down
#im not finishing this beyond a sketch bc i dont feel like it. sparkle on its wednesday#i told yall i was going to make a comic based on one of my weirdly specific fears#and i am Deeply fucking scared of babies rolling themselves onto their faces and suffocating themselves in their sleep#i do not have kids.#working in childcare was fun until they placed me in the infant room for several years#now i am fucked up forever! babies are so fragile its terrifying!#nobody ever died but i have. So many horror stories of working in child care#that i wont share here. but i have so many#perennial buttercup au#undertale#chara#frisk#flowey#chara dreemurr#flowey the flower#he draws
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Q10 and they want me dead again 🫠🙃
#the heart killers#firstkhao#joongdunk#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#joong archen#dunk natachai#gmmtv#Thai bl#the girlies be going crazy over firstkhao kitchen scenes#it’s me I’m the girlies#but then again they could literally post anything with the 2 of them in the same frame and i will suffocate#also im so ready for the flirty!first comeback era you have no idea#😭😭
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not to be an insane girl but dragon age is literally part of who i am as a person and it is such a weird feeling to know that its ended. and on such an unsatisfying note.
#there is nothing greed will not suffocate and consume in the giant black hole that is its stomach#its mostly the dissatisfaction that strikes me. like a bad piano key that wont ever be fixed.#veilguard was an utter disappointment and that is how this franchise i have adored for over 10 years will end#there were aspects i did enjoy but they were not enough to outweigh the negatives. i still have not finished an entire playthrough#because it is just...boring. exhausting to play. it feels shallow and lifeless.#and to know that this is the last ill ever see?#i dont get to know what happens to my warden. to alistair. to zevran and leliana and sten and shale and bodahn and sandal#rica little endrin fenris aveline the iron bull cole sera vivienne cassandra blackwall#hawke is still stuck in the fade. maybe dead. maybe not. we'll never know.#i feel like something was taken from me in a way. these stories that ill never see the sun set on. the stories i actually cared about.#idk. ill always love dragon age. but where do you even go from here.#maybe it was time. im 25 and cant be obsessed with something like this forever i guess. gotta grow up sometime#but my heart really is so broken.
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My gf got me into Metalocalypse now I have another man to sexualize
#my art#metalocalypse#nathan explosion#mtl fanart#deathklok#im gonna post this then go back to hibernating for months#i want this man to suffocate me so bad
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Wanna live here
#creepy girl#rotting in my room#insane girl#im going insane#dead inside#this is insane#i feel like im suffocating#pastel pink#pink aesthetic#pink blog#pink coquette#pinkcore#pink moodboard#pink horror#soft pink#light pink#pink#creepy aesthetic#creepy coquette#creepycore#creepy adorable#creepy cute#aesthetic#alternative#dolletecore#dollygirl#coquette dollete#dollete aesthetic#coquette angel#dark coquette
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AVATAR WAN IN THE NEW AANG MOVIE WE ARE SO FUCKING BACK???
#legend of korra#avatar the last airbender#avatar studios#aang movie#avatar wan#steven yeun#IM LOSING IT IM LOSING MY SHIT IM GOING TO SUFFOCATE AND DIE FROM EXCITEMENT OH MY GODDDDDDD#well. they announced steven yeun. but it MIGHT be wan
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Cringe be damned, cause IDGAF (I do) here is my mfb oc
His name is Kyo Noruki, and tbh I haven't really fleshed out all his lore
⚠️ YAP WARNING UNDER CUT⚠️
What I do know is that
He is/was a part of the Dark Nebula throughout season 1, he was a part of it since episode 1, but I don't know his reason for joining yet, but I don't think he really cares for their goals or anything.
He got ANTI-blader spirit, he isn't evil but he simply sees beys as pieces of metal, he doesn't believe in beys being sentient or having spirits or anything, so all of his battles have a sort of empty vibe, like something's just not right, because he has no passion.
Again, he's not evil or a bad person or anything, he just never had a bond with his bey cause he sees it as a spinning top.
(lil tidbit: I hc that he doesn't call out his beys name during battles, he just calls out the moves, bc again, no bond)
Because of his anti spirit, he doesn't take many beyblade related things seriously, like L-Drago eating peoples souls, because to him, 'it's just a spinning top, it can't be that serious', and with Reiji torturing people, he just doesn't get what the big deal is, like 'yea your bey broke, just fix it later?'.
(bc of this I feel like he wouldn't be mentally affected by Reiji, like he'd lose in a fight w him but he wouldn't really gaf)
I feel like Kyo would REALLY piss Gingka off, because he has NO spirit NO passion and NO fucks to give, and his bey is suffering for it.
His arc would probably be Gingka hitting him with his fist of The bladers Spirit™ by the end of season 1, and Kyo trying to make it up to his bey and bond with it in season 2 (idk where he'd be in season 3, cuz ngl, not the biggest Fury fan).
He has his own morals and stuff, but he is more on the morally-grey side of the spectrum, like he wouldn't kill anyone or anything, but he would harm someone if he had to, it's all a means to an end for him.
I am having troubles with his bey though, because honestly I don't really know the etiquette for making up beyblades, I want him to have some kind of fox because it just fits his vibe? idk, but the only fox bey I know of is Spiral Fox, which is taken, so I'm very open to suggestions, I've been thinking about the names Flash Fox and Phantom Fox tho.
Anyway, here's some lil character interaction doodles :D
(ignore how off model he looks, doodle are doodles) but anyway, thank you so much for making it through my brain gunk
I'm sorry, but there will probably be more to come 😔
#mfb#beyblade metal fight#metal fight beyblade#original character#yu tendo#daidoji#gingka hagane#i am so sorry#i will prolly be yapping a ton more about him bc im mentally unwell#so im just gonna give him a tag#Kyo Noruki MFB#dude i started writing and then i could NOT SHUT UP 😭#i have so many lil interactions planned out between him and the cast#does your oc wanna be friends with my oc? 🥺#ok time to go back into my little hole and suffocate <3#toodles
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im so tired of this
#shitpost#cvtt!ng#self h@rm#cvtblr#finla2 rambles#self mutalition#personal vent#finla2 vents#im going to kms#i wanna kms#i'm so tired#I hate parents#they are insufferably caring#it's suffocate
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Manifesting 5-star Mortefi when we get to the New Federation 😤
Imma ramble my nonsense in the tags because lord help me
#mortefi#wuthering waves#wuwa#4am delulu kalli please ignore#kalli rambles#mortefi as a character is so interesting to me#i want to know more about his noble family background and the suffocating pressure they put him under#and why is it his past was built on lies#is it something to do with his family background or just his identity as a crowned prodigy#im going to assume with his resonator report and his 3rd cherished item that mortefi awakened around the time he decided to leave#what went down that day that made him so furious that he awakened#did his parents tried to keep mortefi in the new federation?#did he find out about some fucked up family lore#wuwa im begging you i need to know more
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I saw what you said about Jack and Bloodmoon👀 I SEE YOU ARE TRYING TO BREAK MY HEART-
WE'LL IT'S WORKING- But it also got me thinking👀
There's something so deeply unsettling about Bloodmoon's situation. It's an inner, deep rooted horror!
They have always been two, working as one. And despite their hunger, despite their violence, they worked in perfect harmony, never fighting for control. Or anything, for that matter.
Imagine: You wake up. You are surrounded by the abyss, and your body is aching.
You are hungry, so hungry, it drives you to insanity. So hungry, you want to claw off your skin. So hungry, you want to rip out your insides.
But then there is someone else. They are inside of you. A part of you, yet someone else.
And they understand. They feel the same hunger. Their body aches the same, for theirs is yours, and yours is theirs. You are the same.
You are one. You can hear their voice inside your head, and feel their presence tingle underneath your skin. There is a presence inside of you, and it turns your insides warm. It eases the hunger, eases the pain, just enough to make it bearable.
There is a constant presence inside of you, and your head is never quiet. It is always filled with thoughts, some from you, some from them. Sometimes, they will respond to an idea of yours. Sometimes, you tease them for thinking something silly.
Sometimes your body is heavy, and they will gently tug you back. Their presence is no longer beneath your skin. Instead, it surrounds you, their warmth swallowing you whole. They will think of something to make you laugh, because they are a part of you, and know you better than you know yourself. And when you laugh, you feel their lips, yet your own as well, quirk up into a smirk.
You are never trapped, because you're always free to take control, and they will let you, because they trust you, and you are as much a part of them as they are of you.
You are still hungry, but you are not alone in this hunger. Instead, together, you do anything to fill it, hunting down prey. And when you are unsuccessful, they will simply tug you back, and reassure you, telling you you'll catch it next time.
This is your whole life. From the moment, that you first opened your eyes in the abyss, they were with you.
You do not know loneliness, for they are a part of you. Even as you are used and betrayed, time and time again, you do not learn the meaning of loneliness. Because they are right there with you, feeling the same pain. You can hear their thoughts, their anger, their wrath, yet they never lash out at you, rather killing a rat you've stumbled across. Likewise, you're own thoughts are leaping waves, crashing against your skull and leaving you two with a numb ache. But you are not alone, there is a buzzing beneath your skin, and you find them pulling you in. They do not come out, leaving your shared body leaning against a wall, as their warmth surrounds you. "I am here." they tell you. "I'm not leaving." you reassure. You will never know loneliness.
Except then you do.
You are separated. At first, you do not notice the silence, still high on adrenaline and bloodlust, high on seeing you sibling, your other half, face to face. But then you lose you fight, and there is no one to reassure you, to tell you "good job", or take over and finish it for you.
Suddenly, you become aware of the emptiness. The presence underneath your skin is gone, leaving you freezing. You feel your stomach rumble, but no one notices, no one shares it.
Your head is silent. Their voice is gone. Their presence is gone. You can only hear yourself, and you are left reeling. You feel like a stranger in your own skin, a husk who has lost it's soul.
Then you are told, they won't come back.
The buzzing in your flesh will not return. The warmth inside of you will never save you from the cold again. The voices inside your head are gone for eternity.
The presence inside and around you has left. For the first time in your life, you are truly, and utterly alone.
And you are left feeling like nothing but a parasite in your own shell, for there are meant to be two, not one.
Just imagine: there is a constant weight on top and inside of you, like a weighted blanket, and a voice filling your head. And one day, the weight is gone, and your head is quiet, for the first time since you can remember.
But it's not a relief. The weight was a comfort, and the voice was your friend. They were familiar, and all you've ever known. There was never an existence without either.
-Stardust
HELLO STARDUST ANON HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME I AM IN SHAMBLES
I don't even have any additional thoughts you literally worded this all spectacularly. The second Bloodmoon wasn't even technically supposed to be there, but they latched onto each other all the same and worked their existence around each other. They were comfortable and they were familiar and they were happy :(((
UGH THATS SO FUCKED UP. I'M GUNNA BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOREVER NO ONE TOUCH ME
#asks#anon#stardust anon#'the weight was a comfort and the voice was your friend' IM GOING TO START PROJECTILE CRYING AAUAGAHAGHHHH#I CAN'T EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGE HOW DEFEANING THE SILENCE FEELS.#HOW SUFFOCATING IT IS TO KNOW WHEN HE LOOKS AT HIS BODY HE WILL ONLY FIND HIMSELF AND NO ONE ELSE#FUCK OH MY GHOD ITS JUST LIKE ANIMA SOLA NO ONE LOOK AT ME STARTS PUNCHING AIR#sun and moon show#the sun and moon show#tsams#sams bloodmoon#sams bloodtwins#tsams bloodmoon#tsams bloodtwins#angst#tsams spoilers#sams spoilers#long post
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guys what's the best soap to wash my tattoos with also moisturizer. a lot of ppl saying dial gold or smth but then some ppl were saying it actually is scented but some say it doesn't matter unless if u have rly sensitive skin(i don't think i do)... but id like to go fragrance free very gentle soap... preferably like liquid soap over bars of soap... shld I do antibacterial or just regular soap as long as it's unscented nd stuff?
and for moisturizer I was thinking aveeno or cerave idk
#i have vanicream for my body lotion rn but i dont even rly like it for myself LOL#i just need to go thru the tub#its kinda heavy and greasy and i prefer lotion in a dispenser . and i dont wanna suffocate my tattoo nd#i think ur supposed to apply very light layer of moisturizer and such anyway#Hmmm#i showered w the wrappings on my tattoos this mornkng and it was fine but im paranoid of it peeling off and#stuff#cuz im gna wear it at least 3 days i thinkkk#i like having it wrapped so i dont have to worry abt it bejng exposed to anything or touching my clotbes and showering etc..
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#im going insane#im rotting#i feel like im suffocating#im just a girl#girl rotting#creepy girl#pastel pink#pink aesthetic#pink blog#pink coquette#pinkcore#creepy aesthetic#pink moodboard#aesthetic#alternative#creepycore#creepy cute#creepy adorable#crazy girl#rotting in my room#insane girl#coquette dollete#creepy coquette#doll collector#dolletecore#dollygirl
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they need to invent weekends that last longer and pass by slower
#Im not ready to go back to work already#and the work itself isn't even the problem#it's the people I have to deal with#they are nice enough most of the time#but can be so suffocating#also postconcert depression is hitting right now#me posts
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My gran just heard me mutter "neil tennant i love you so much" that was extremely humbling and embarrassing
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