#im going to sleep on my yoga mat tonight about it

[peaceloveandahardcock]

Throbbing pain in my left hip radiating from my spine to my foot 🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕🤕 I miss weed

[pbandjesse]

I feel really beat up. Just tired. I was supposed to play DND tonight but my emotional battery was just. So drained. So I didnt play and laid in the studio instead. It wasnt even a bad day. I just feel done. 

I slept alright. But James kapt stealing all the blankets so I woke up a bunch all cold. 

I did not want to wake up. I got up around 9 and just felt miserable. I got washed and dressed. But I was freezing. I was freezing all day. I just felt uncomfortable and it sucked. I tried to do some work. I started sewing a bear. But I just wasnt feeling good. I wanted to go back to sleep. 

Around 10 I went and laid back down. I didnt fall asleep but it felt nice to just lay there. It made me feel a little better. But at 1115 I had to get up. I had to shake off my sleepy. It didnt really work. 

Basically all day people asked me if I was alright. I just said I was tired and tried to move on. 

And like. It wasnt a bad day. I had the little ones build a fort with the yoga mats and the tables. I mostly just read. I finished the one book and started the second. I wasnt in the best mood. I was in a better mood when the little girl that only comes in the afternoons showed up. She is so sweet. We made more paper dolls and that was fun. 

Eventually we would have snack and then we did the art project I came up with. I had them tell me about pollinators and then make collage versions of them. It was a pretty good project overall. And it took them a good amount of time. 

One of the kids though didnt make anything and fell asleep at his table. And then he just kept on sleeping. When the other kids went to play in the gym I moved the sleepy one into the other room on a yoga mat while I cleaned. Then I got to just sit and read. 

When everyone else came upstairs the kids just did quiet stuff. Some napped. Me and Travis chatted a little. I was feeling very down. But I held it together and got to go home right before 6. 

James had warmed up leftovers for us. We hung out on the couch and ate. I was really excited that my custom "Vaccinated" necklace came. I was certain it was going to be spelled wrong but I dont think it is. Im really pleased with it. 

But I was still very tired. I finished sewing the bear I had started. And I said hello to DND friends. But I still didnt want to play. 

I would just lay in the studio and be cuddled up for the last couple hours. And now Im going to take a shower and get in bed. I am just super tired and cold and not comfortable. I am looking forward to tomorrow. I am going to sleep and then go get new sewing needles. I am going to have a nice day. I am manifesting that right now. 

Goodnight everyone. 

[pbandjesse]

Me and James are playing a new game that came out on our switch and Im having a really great time but my allergies are horrendous today and I feel like crap because of it. Its not the worst like, runny nose, but I feel very light headed. Its not very fun. But I am having a good time with my partner and thats what matters. 

Today was a pretty good time overall. I slept a lot better last night. Flipping the bed helped a ton. But I did not want to get up. I was to comfy. And honestly I just felt like. What was the point. I just didnt want to be awake. I wasnt thrilled about work. But I mostly just didnt want to go anywhere. It wasnt fun. 

But I would wake up around 930. And get up around 10. I listened to James talk to people on the phone and be great at their job. And when I did finally get up and dressed I would pack up the order from last night and get that sent out. 

I still had like an hour though. So I cut out a bunch more fabric for the bears. I did two that werent fuzzy. Just for some variety. But I didnt sew today. Just didnt have it in me. 

I had a sandwich for lunch.  And made myself a fancy drink. And soon enough I was out into the world. 

I was really glad I had James pull my one coat out of storage for today because it was very cold!! I was shocked. My fingers were hurting in the wind. It was not comfy at all to be in! I had left at the normal time so I could just go right in and clock in for the day. But I was mostly just glad to be warm. 

Apparently the morning had been stressful because of the cold. The class was barely 50 degrees this morning. So they tried moving the kids around and it was just a whole thing. But for the majority of the day it was a okay time. Nothing to wild happened. 

I had the kids make paper bag houses and they spent like 40 minutes focused on that so that was great. I got to read my book a bunch. There werent any big blow ups. Some tears but just the normal ones. 

We have been having them all be quiet for 10 to 15 minutes before we go to the gym every day and today we had them pick a book and close their eyes and some of them laid on yoga mats and actually fell asleep. It was a nappy kind of day. 

The gym was fun though. Only half the class was still there by the time we went downstairs. And so it was like of space. I shot baskets for a little. Then just played catch with one of the little guys. It wa nice. 

But it was mostly just good to be done. James texted me and we decided to order pizza. I got home just as the delivery driver was pulling up so we had a little laugh about that. And then I ate more then half the pizza and while it was great I also know that was a terrible idea. 

I have basically spent the rest of tonight hanging out with James. Playing this new game. We beat the main boss so that was exciting. And now I am just suffering with my allergies. So I am going to go take a shower and drink a lot of water and try to sleep. 

Goodnight everyone. Wash your hands.