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castielafflicted · 1 year ago

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I am in fact going to bed and pushing today's words onto tomorrow. 3k words on one day is much better than trying to stay at the computer was going to

guess who just learned that the 4thewords project word count has been significantly off the the whole time and just got to learn that I thought I had 3042 more words than I actually do. and won't be breaking 20k words on the pinefest fic tonight and instead have less than I thought I started with at the beginning of nanowrimo.

#zeph posting #my brain was hurdling me straight towards meltdown territory and i needed my glasses off and to sit in the dark #my screen is extra dim and i have the red light filter on and its still almost too much #like functionally. that word count changes nothing in what ive written. because it's going to be longer than the 20k minimum #and ive been using file word count and a calculator for nanowrimo #but autism brain handles change so so so poorly #as you can tell #theres a car alarm going off and im starting to cry #its 2am if youre going to break into a car dont fucking make the alarm go off #im glad i ate recently enough to not need food before i sleep #the alarm is off now and thank fuck #im going to read myself a nice little bedtime story and curl up w my triceratops and then sleep #or watch youtube. that would be less work.

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